A/N- Hello readers here is chappie #12 I've finaly updated my other story so if you guys want to check it out it'll be greatly apprieciated!!!! Luv you guys read and review!! .
PS-IN MY PROFILE IM GONNA PUT PICS OF HOW RAVENS STOMACH LOOKS SO YOU'LL HAVE AN IDEA.
P.S.S-Im soooooo sorry i havnt updated in so long but my computer got a wicked virus and whenever you use the mouse it went crazy. Its not completely fixed but I just couldnt leave you guys with nothing sooo here you go...
Disclaimer-I do not own the Teen Titans (Is this really neccesary in every chapter geez).
As if depicting the moods of the Titan girls thunder boomed and rain bled from the clouds.
Raven dropped the pregnacy test and gasped. For the first time in years tears fell from her eyes. She stared at herself in the mirror feeling weak and vunerable."This cant be...I cant have children...Im not even human". She tried to imagine what life would be like as a mother with a child one-fourth demon and three-fourths...wait, something dawned on her."Whose child is it ...what if they both disown it...what have I done".
Starfire didnt stop running when she heard her friends calling after her, she didnt stop running when she knocked down crouds of pedestrians, she didnt stop when icy rain soaked through her clothes and skin chilling her bones, her legs only stopped when she reached the home of Red-X.
She stood in the rain staring at his house. "He lied to me" she thought "unnesesarry lies that made the pain so much worse". She wanted to storm into his house and pulverize him,all the lies, her small wet body filled with rage and her eyes glowed a deep green.
Unable to take flight she sprinted to his door and kicked it down. Cory ran from his bedroom to see an wet furiated Starfire with his broken door at her feet. "YOU!!" she spat when she saw his bewildered expression.
Blind with rage she fired myriad starbolts at him missing completly. "KORIAND'R STOP!!!" he yelped as one of her wildshot starbolts grazed his ear "why are you doing this".
The starbolts stopped and Starfire stood there glaring at him. "Why!" she yelled "Why do you think...I was..was..r-raped a-and you didnt even have respect enough for me to tell me...h-how could you". "Kori I...how did you find out"Cory said nervously refusing to look at her face.
"LOOK AT ME!"she screamed at the top of her lungs "look at the pain you caused". "Im sorry" he sighed " I just didnt want to hurt you I didnt think you would remember".
Slowely the Tameranians anger died and was replaced with culpability "How could you let this happen to me" she cried beating mercilessly at his chest.
Her tears flowing freely now,she continued to batter her fists on his faltering chest "how could you let him do that to me ...HOW COULD YOU!!...you were supposed to be there...why did you leave me alone...WHY...I TRUSTED YOU AND YOU ALLOWED HIM TO ..TO...to..to".
The weak princess eased onto the floor emotionally and physically exausted and fell into a fevered sleep.
"Raven are you alright in there" she heard beastboy yell through the door. "Y-yeah Im fine Ill be down in a minute ok" she stammered.
She floated over to her full legnth mirror and examined her body. She lifted her shirt slowly and placed a delacate hand over her puffy belly
"A child...my child" she thought "What do I do now...who can i talk to that would understand". The sorceress left her bathroom and walked over to the gilded mirror on her dresser.
She closed her eyes and whispered her mantra. When she opened them she was surounded her personalities(A/N-Remember that eppie!). Happy ran up and gave Raven a big bear hug "ooooh I missed you" she squealed "you never come to see us any more".
She pushed her ear against Raven stomach "And now your a mommy awwwww". "How did you know I was pregnant" Raven asked suspicously. Happy cocked her head and laughed "because we are you silly...duhhh!"
. Intellegence stepped out of the croud, walked over to the expectant and shoo'd Happy away. "Why are you here" she said refering to Raven. Raven blinked her eyes and said "I need some advice".
The teanager and her personality surveyed the room.Adventurous was kicking Shys ass while Gross, Lust, and Quirky were having a threesome in the corner.
"Is there anyplace else we could talk" Raven asked amazed at how bizzare her personalities were.Intellegence led her to a small grey room and locked the door. She and Raven sat on a large plushy couch in the middle of the room and stared at eachother.
"Well" Intellegence said trying to break the silence "the first thing you should do is go to the docter your in probably in your second trimester".
"You mean get a praternity test?" Raven asked.
"Actually I meant a sonagram to see if your baby is healthy" she stated "A praternity test may be a bad idea not only will it put the Titans on the first page of the newspaper and on the lips of every talkshow host and news anchor in Jump City but you dont want to set Beastboy and Robin against eachother".
The gravid teanager gazed at her personality disconcertingly "Sooo...what exactly do think I should do?"
"Well I thought I made it obvious" the overly clever peronality said rolling her eyes "You have to decide who you love the most...who you want to raise a child with..and spend the rest of you life with..then just break it off with with the other person".
"See its simple niether of them will ever know you cheated"."Now leave quickly berfore Happy finds us and starts blowing rasberries on your stomach."
After leaving her mind Raven dressed in a pair of dark jeans, a black tunic ,and a pair of gold dusted black gladiator sandals. She swept her amethyst tinted hair into a messy bun and covered her face with pair of oversized versace shades.
She waited untill the other titans were asleep and snuck out to the nearest private clinic. When she arrived she signed in a false name and sat in the extremely bright waiting room surrounded by pregnant pre-teens and homeless people.
After what seemed like hours the blond nurse behind the desk stood up and called her name.Sleepily the sorceress shuffled into the office and sat on the paper covered examanation table. Fifteen minutes later a tall dark man walked through the door and smiled her.
"So are you here for a sonogram" he asked boredly as if it was no surprize to have another pregnant girl walk through his door.
"Y-yeah" Raven said a little suprized "how did you know I was-
"Pregnant" he interupted "Ma'm I've been a doctor for several years and i could clearly see the signs...besides I doubt anyone will go to a private clinic a 4:00 in the morning for a physical.
Raven blushed deeply and stated "Well yes Im here for a sonogram and anyother test I should be taking"
After about an hour of tests and waiting the doctor came back with her results.
"Well Miss you have nothing to worry about your child is very healthy, though we do detect some emotional and physical stress, very high levels of stress may contribute to preterm birth or low birthweight in full-term babies so this may be a problem". "I reccomend resting when you can and staying away from stressful people and stressful situations."Now your only about four months so I dont want you to worry too much but please keep my advise in mind"."Also Id like you to visit me at least twice a month or whenever you have any questions"
Raven intently amazed at the fact thet she had been pregnant for four months and didnt even know it. She relaxed a bit teleported home and fell into bed.
Starfire awoke abruptly from yet another nightmare full of pain and dispair to find herself in Corys guest room again.She sighed deeply and looked around in the darkness. No matter how hard she tried she couldnt forget, nothing would let her escape. Not even her dreams offered refuge for they too were filled with her emotional bagagge.
She got up and stumbled to the door. Her eyes burned at the brightness of the hallway. She walked pass Cory's room and went up to his roof. The sun was coming up but the stars were still out giving the sky a surreal look.
She sat at the edge of the rooftop and lay on her back staring up at the pinkish-blue-black-glittery sky and sighed. The beauty seemed to capture her soul and pull her towards it. Her spirit swirled around in the clouds leaving her troubles behind.A husky voice drifted into her ears and the hold on her was released.
She opened her eyes and reality rushed back to her. She leaned up and turned around to face a handsome dark haired boy. He sat down beside her and stared at his feet. "Im..sorry" he whispered softly. She leaned towards his face and for the first time in weaks felt pity for someone other than herself. "Koriand'r please" he beseeched "I never meant to meant to hurt you".
Starfire stretched out on her back and stared at a strangely shaped cloud. She closed her eyes and David appeared on top of her, grunting and panting. "He was right" she thought "I am just a slut, I tempted and teased him...I deserved what happened". Fresh tears slid out of her closed eyelids and ran down to her cheeks.
She felt something soft land on her face and opened her eyes to see Cory kissing her tears away. She stared into his eyes and his turqoise pools captured her just as the sky did. When he saw her staring his cheeks flushed and he stood up and turned away.
"I-I think I should take you home" he said with his back to her. Starfire nodded softly and he walked away.
A loud rap at th door yanked Raven from her dreams of motherhood, and she tumbled out of bed. "Raaaaaaven" Beastboy yelled through the door "Open up its me". Raven walked to the door and punched in her code
. The door whizzed open and Beastboy ran in and jumped on her bed. "Starfires' back" he exclaimed while digging in his pocket for something. He pulled out a glow-in-the-dark condom and smiled. Raven rolled her eyes and shook her head.
"Not now Gar I have a headache" she said while softlt pushing him out the door. Raven collapsed on her bed clutching her stomach. She had to make her decion soon not based on who the baby belonged to but who her heart belonged to.
She closed her eyes and thought about who she loved the most. After hours of contemplating... her decision was made.
A/N- Sorry the endong was so crappy, but to make it up to you for not submitting a chapter for so long YOU thats right YOU may decide who the baby belongs to.Just post whether you want it to be Beastboys or Robins baby in the comments ok.you can even mix it up like she end up with robin but has bb's baby or vise versa. Deadline is July 2.