"I
can't believe you. I really can't believe you."
Kayla was staring at you with wide
eyes and an open-mouthed smile. You could feel your face get
hot and you looked away from her. Christmas night had
seemed to come to fast. There you were, without a dress
already. Lucky you had Kayla for a friend.
"Do
you have a dress I can borrow or not?" you said.
"Of course i have a dress you
can borrow. I brought about four. . . . So are you really
going with Sirius Black."
"Yes i'm going with Sirius Black. How many times are you
going to ask me that?"
"Until i'm positive that i'm not just dreaming! I
mean, you're going with Sirius and Lily's going with James. . . .
It's all a bit wild."
Kayla
opened her trunk and carefully looked into it. Kayla was always
one for tidy and had her trunk seperated into neat seperate sections
so that things wouldn't get wrinkled and ugly. She laughed
suddenly and stood up, pulling out a dress. "It's perfect
for you," she said, laying it out on the bed.
There
was a peck on the window and when you opened it, an owl came in
carrying a white corsage (sp?). A note was attached from
Sirius.
Can't
wait to see you tonight.Sirius
POV
Sirius
waited nervousley for his 'date' in the Entrance Hall.
Kayla and Lily had already come and his friends were gone.
He was on his own. He hoped he looked okay.
"Oh, Sirius!"
Sirius turned around excitedly only to find that Isabelle girl
standing on the bottom step looking embarresed. She was dressed
in a short perriwinkle dress and high looking shoes.
"Hey, Isabelle," Sirius
said, nodding at her.
"This is a tad bit embarressing," she said, "but
my heel seems to have gotten stuck in the stair. MInd if you
help me?"
Sirius
shrugged and moved forward. Easily, he grabbed
her ankle and pulled her shoe from the stair . . . it should
have been easy, considering she wasn't really stuck.
Her arms slipped around his
shoulders and she smiled suspiciously. "Look up."
Sirius sighed and looked up, his
face going pale.
MIstletoe.
"I really can't--" He
started but Isabelle shoved her lips against his, almost making him
fall backwards.
He gently
pushed her off of him, only to see her grinning evily. He
turned around and felt his heart drop and his stomach do flips.
There stood Taylor, looking
stunning in a light green dress that went wonderful with her
black hair. The dress was two strapped and hung short in the
front, about to her knees and long in the back, about to the
floor. Her hair hung about her face in soft curls,
bouncing as she came down the stairs, looking hurt.
"Taylor, I --"
"Nothing to explain, Sirius," Taylor said, forcing
a smile. "We agreed to come as friends remember?
I could care less who you . . . kiss."
She hurried past him and into
the Great Hall leaving him and Isabelle alone.
"Well, she didn't take that too well, did she?" Isabelle
said laughing.
Sirius turned
to her, horrified. "You're . . . awful!"
He went through the doors into the Great Hall to look for
Taylor . . . only to find her talking to some Gryffindor he had
seen before but never really talked to. She looked happy,
entertained, as the boy flirted with her openly. He said
something and when she nodded, he kissed her hand and led her out
onto the dance floor.
Sirius's heart broke. How could he have been so stupid?
He sat down at a table and sulked as his eyes settled on the girl he
was supposed to be with.
Your
POV
Tyler was rather entertaining but not at all your type. You
hadn't even really wanted to dance with him but then you saw Sirius
walk in and you agreed, not quite sure why. Maybe because
you didn't want to let a git like him ruin the dance for
you? Maybe.
Tyler
talked on and on about meaningless things while you danced. You
nodded and laughed when you thought you were supposed to but you
couldn't focus. Mostly because every time you looked up, you
noticed Sirius staring at you. Finally, you had enough.
"I'm going to get some fresh
air," you said to Tyler.
"Want me to come with you?"
"No, no, it's all right. I'll be back."
Quickly you hurried outside, feeling sort of flushed. Once
outside, you sat down on the ledge of the fountain, listening
to the soft music coming from the fountain.
You were a bit surprised to how you had felt when you saw SIrius
kissing Isabelle. Your heart had stopped and dropped all at the
same time. Mostly shock was what kept you standing there until
Sirius had started to talk. But . . . what did it matter if he
wanted to kiss Isabelle? You had agreed to come as just friends
. . . . But . . . had you changed your mind, like Sirius had
wanted you to? Had you wanted this to be an actual date?
"Taylor?"
You looked up and stood up as Sirius came towards you.
"Oh, hello," you said, forcing another smile and trying
to keep your voice steady. "Enjoying the dance?"
"Not really," Sirius
said, truthfully. "How about you?"
"Who me? Oh, I'm having a marvelous time.
I just . . . it was all hot and sweaty in there, you know?"
You began to walk and very
quickly, Sirius was in step with you. "Look, Taylor, about
that kiss -"
"You
don't have to explain about that kiss, Sirius," you said.
"Oh but i do. You see,
i think that you think something else was going on --"
"You mean, there was
something else besides the fact that the guy who supposed to be
taking me to the dance was kissing another girl?" You
stopped and crossed your arms.
Sirius stopped in front of you and said, "Look there
was a mistletoe, okay? I told her i didn't want to but she
-- she forced herself on me! You said it yourself, she
wants anything you have!"
"But
i don't have you Sirius! You're not mine and never will be!
I don't want to be yours anyway!"
There was a shocked silence.
"But," Sirius started. "But -- I thought you and
i had something going for us."
"Well," you lied, "we didn't. What makes you
think I'd ever want to be with you?"
"Well, what makes you think
i'd want to be with you? You may have change your outside but
your still loner, ugly Mudblood!"
You took a step back as if you'd been slapped. Your
heart pounded painfully against your ribs and tears came to your
eyes though you willed them not to.
Sirius's anger dropped immediately. "Taylor," he
said, "Taylor i didn't mean that."
"'Course you didn't," you said, thickly. "Just
leave me alone, Black."
You
pushed past him and back towards the castle, ignoring his calls and
the fact that he was following you. In the Tower, you ran
up the steps, knowing that as soon as he stepped on them, they
would turn into a slide.
"So
help me, God, Sirius Black," you said, looking down at him at
the bottom of the steps, "if you don't leave me alone, if you
ever come near me again, I'll hex you into oblivion!
We're through!"
You
turned and stormed into you bedroom, slamming the door behind you.
You leaned against it, your legs slipping out from under you and you
slid down to the floor. Looking around, you were alone, so
you let the tears flow freely.
