Dsclaimer: this chapter is smut. all smut. skip over it if you don't want to read it, it's optional.

As soon as I was out of sight of her house I pelted my truck with every cuss I could think of. I'd never been more frustrated in my entire life. I hated Eric Northman more than anything in the world. He had no right to touch what was mine. He had no right to even think about her. He would only bring her hurt. I was her kind, she was my perfect match. I could make her happy and she could make me happy. We could have a perfect life, a little home of our own, even a couple of kids. It was meant to be, I could feel it. He was just coming in and trying to ruin it.

And he couldn't have picked a better fucking moment. I felt like a high school boy who'd been caught by his mother with a girl on the family couch. I wasn't a man who set his store by fucking women, but I was madder than hell that I hadn't gotten to finish what I started with Honey. Against my will my mind replayed her laying half naked on her couch underneath me, responding to my every touch, whispering my name in a husky voice. I felt a slight heat in my pants and knew I couldn't think like that. It would drive me crazy. I'd never really been this mad about being blue balled, but it hurt like hell now. I'd never wanted to be with a woman like this, sure I loved a good fuck, I more than loved a good fuck. But this was on a whole 'nother plain. I wanted her. I had to have her, and I knew she wanted me too.

I couldn't handle feeling like this. I stopped my truck dead in the dirt and wheeled it around to head back in the other direction.

I walked up to my room and got into my bed. I was so frustrated from the night's events. My mind was full of Alcide and only Alcide. I couldn't shake him or the thought of what we had been doing. I could feel the heat beginning to pool between my legs just thinking about him again. In my mind I recreated the sight of him again, shirtless and breathing hard on top of me, kissing my chest and teasing my breasts. My breath was hitching in my throat and I was so engrossed in my thoughts. I began to slide my hands across my own body, trying to mimic the touches Alcide had given me earlier. I let my eyes flutter shut as I slowly pulled my nightdress off. I let my hands trail across my own chest, my nipples were pert and yearned for attention. I took both nipples between my forefinger and thumb and began to gently roll them. I delighted in the sensations I sent through my own body and I let out a breathy moan. I thought of his strong shoulders and his taunt stomach and how he'd sounded so hoarse when he told me he needed me. My sex was hot and getting wetter by the second, responding to the delicious torture I was inflicting on my breasts. I knew I would have to move a hand down to touch myself soon, but I wanted this to last, I wanted it to be like what I'd had earlier. I let myself go and it was liek my hands were not my own anymore. I was breathing hard and calling out in breathy little whispers as I touched myself. The pressure in my lower stomach was becoming too much. I needed a touch. I slid one hand tantalizingly slow down my stomach until I reached the band of my panties, instead of sinking in I moved my fingers over the cotton and began to stroke myself slowly. I could feel how wet I was and I took delight in it. I moaned out as my fingers moved over the top of my slit where my need was located. I slid my fingers slowly inside the band of my panties and moaned loud when I ran the skin of my finger against my wet opening.

My mind was so lost in the sensations of my own pleasure that I didn't hear the door to my room open and close.

"You want some help?"

I pulled into her driveway and saw that her house was pitch black. I didn't care I knew she'd be in there and I needed to tell her just exactly how I felt. I pushed open the front door finding it unlocked, no surprise. A lock wouldn't exactly keep out a supe that came looking for her. As soon as I stepped inside I was greeted by the heady smell of her arousal. It was thick and sweet in the air. I followed the smell up the stairs to her room. I was halfway up the staircase when I heard the breathy moans. My thoughts immediately began to race, was she with another man? Was Northman in there?

I doubled my speed and took two stairs at a time until I reached just outside her room, I didn't sense anyone else. She was alone, and moaning. I stood outside her room for a moment and listened. Her breathing was rapid and she kept letting out these little noises that made my breath stop and my cock stiffer than I'd ever felt it. She was touching herself.

I entered the room quietly and shut the door behind me, she was so involved with herself that she didn't even notice. She was working herself into a frenzy and the sight of it made my breath stop. This was the sexiest thing I'd ever seen in my entire life. I could barely speak when I tried but I managed to get it out.

"You want some help?"

Her eyes shot open and she pulled her hands away from herself. She opened her mouth and then closed it again and after a moment she finally got up the voice to speak.

"Alcide, what are you doing here?"

"I need you." I said honestly and moved faster than I ever have to her bed to crash my lips into hers.

She responded immediately moving her lips over mine hungrily and began working at the buttons on my shirt. I helped her out and soon enough it was off and flung across the floor. She shift her attention to my belt and my jeans were gone in a heart beat. I siddled under the covers and kissed my way down to her stomach again. I slid her panties off as quick as I could this time and buried my face in between her thighs. I kissed her inner thighs and delighted as I heard her scream a little when I finally gave her hot little slit a good lick. I worked my tongue slow and steady over her, dipping between her folds and paying special attention to the small area that was most sensitive. She screamed and writhed underneath me as I held her in place by her hips. She wound her fingers in my hair and tugged gasping and moaning out my name. I worked her into a fine frenzy and I can say I was loving it just as much as she was. She tasted so sweet, I couldn't get enough of it. I loved knowing that I was the one that was making her feel like this, only I could bring her pleasure like this. I felt her muscles starting to tense and I knew it would only be a matter of seconds until she came. I pulled my head up and kissed my way up her stomach as her breathing slowed down and became heavy pants.

"Oh Alcide, why'd you stop?" She ran her hands through my hair and her eyes were clouded with lust and frustration.

"Because, it's not time yet. I have all night with you and I don't want you to cum just yet." I couldn't wait anymore and truth is I was selfish, I didn't want her to cum without me.

"Alcide I need you." Her eyes were heavily lidded as she reached down and grabbed my shaft through my boxers and began to rub her hand slowly up and down. The feeling was pure bliss. I closed my eyes and growled low in my throat as she slid my underwear down my hips and thighs where I kicked them off quickly. She took my cock in her hand and the feeling of her warm skin against it made me grunt out as I kissed her shoulder. She rubbed me up and down slowly, exploring the length of me, she rolled her thumb over the head and I bit down on her shoulder to stifle a moan. She gasped out and I knew then that I had to have her.

"I want you." I said in her ear as I kissed it and nipped at the lobe. She kept up her torture and rubbing as she moaned a breathy "Mhmm"

I picked myself up a little and moved in between her legs positioning myself at her entrance. "I'll be easy..." I said as I slowly teased her lips. She moaned out and I slowly began to slide myself into her. She could barely accept the size of me and I knew it hurt her a little as I pushed myself in. She was so tight it was almost impossible for me to remember to be easy with her. I pushed past her barrier and I heard her yelp lightly in pain. I settled my full length inside of her and covered her with soft kissed and kind words. I waited until she gave me a slight nod and then I began to gently rock myself inside of her. My brain was fuzzy and I could barely think she felt so good. After a moment she began to rock against me. She started off with those same breathy little moans that had drawn me in and I knew that she was feeling as good as I was now. She began to roll her hips against me and she cried out as we moved together.

I could feel myself moving closer and closer to my end and I knew that she was too. I was panting and the heat inside me was about to bust. She let out a strangled cry and I felt her muscles contract about me, milking me as I met my own end, groaning out her name.

We collapsed down into her bed and I rolled on my back and took deep breaths as I basked in the afterglow. I reached over and pulled her across my chest. She sighed deeply and snuggled herself into my chest as I kissed the top of her head. We didn't need any words. We just laid together and enjoyed the closeness of our bodies.