Chapter 10 – Daily Life; Interrupted.

The following Morning;

Selena's POV;

Waking up alone was something that I had managed to get used too when Dixon and I split up. Somewhere deep inside, I missed waking up to that warm feel of another person lying next to me, I missed waking up and feeling protected by arms that were strongly wrapped around me.

Did I miss Dixon?

I missed what we had shared – but deep down I knew that I didn't actually miss him. I had moved forward with my life and I was mostly over what we had between us but I knew that it was partly thanks to Jeff for that. When I had needed it; he had been placed firmly in to my life and I couldn't be more thankful for that. I just wished that he could be right there first thing in the morning; I wish that I could just flutter my eyes open and see him lying there asleep.

"I wish that too love," his voice sounded through my head making me jump almost 10 feet in the air, "you'll never know how hard it is to leave you lying there; after watching you for the whole night, its like someone is ripping out my heart and I can't breathe,"

"You scared me half to death," I chided as I flopped down on to the bed and concentrated on my breathing.

I didn't know if I would ever get used to this mind connection or the fact that it didn't matter where we were; we could always talk to one another. I had never heard of anything like this before; except for in stupid movies or TV Shows but that was all make believe. Wasn't it? Where I had always been so sure that it was all fabrication; it made it harder to maintain that belief when I was living proof that it certainly did exist.

"I know I can feel the flutter of your heart going crazy," he growled in such a soft way that I knew he was excited; his own feelings of sexual arousal grew in him at such a steady rate that I had to lean back on the bed to brace myself.

I was dizzy, I was disorientated and I was breathing more heavily than I had before. The way he could affect me from down in the basement amazed me to no end. This was growing so rapidly that I sometimes felt like I was being swept off my feet and that I was just a normal girl in a normal relationship – but that wasn't strictly true – my boyfriend was a Vampire and I was a Witch. Nothing normal about that.

"Absolutely not!"

"You do know that it is way too early for you to be invading my head right?" I asked reaching for my cigarettes and lit up.

Last night had been way more than I had ever imagined it to be – after we had remained in the shower for what felt like an eternity; Jeff had carried me through to the bedroom, where he laid me down and we talked. Thankfully we were both on the same page and that was, that we didn't want to rush straight in to sex. We both wanted to wait and I couldn't have been happier about that.

"I can't help it – its like for the whole time you are sleeping; my mind is completely empty so the minute that you wake up; its like suddenly this active mind is racing through mine and I can't control it," he replied.

Last night after we had talked about what we wanted; we had continued to do everything except actual sex. My body felt like it had been through some kind of military training camp and that all the courses and training had been crammed into one night. Sitting back up now that I was used to this conversation, I felt my stomach wobble with that calm and content feeling; I was ready to face the day and as I swung the curtains open and looked out to the world outside, I felt the gasp in my mind coming from Jeff.

"What's wrong? Are you ok?" I knew I was panicking and I had just begun to turn away from the window to head down to the basement when I was stopped mentally.

"Don't move – do you know how long it's been since I have seen an actual sunrise?" he asked me.

"You can see it?"I snapped at him angrily.

"Yep through your eyes – it's gorgeous and I had forgotten just how much I enjoyed those mornings. As a human I would always just be going to bed about this time – but damn knowing that I can't actually go out there; it sort of hurts me. For the first time, I feel like a freak,"

"You're not a freak!"

I hated when he talked like this – there was obviously a lot of things that he couldn't do. There was no going out during the day, there was no falling asleep and waking up next to me, there was no going to Churches mainly because he knew that he wasn't welcome, not because it would actually kill him because that rumour was just a myth. Silver was a problem for him, or should I say for his kind, it didn't kill but it definitely disabled Vampires from being able to do anything. There had been a few times that he had said that he felt like a freak because he couldn't do all the things that normal guys could do but as I said to him, who are we to judge what's normal?

Jeff remained silent but there was like a strange content humming coming from his mind, so I remained in front of that window for as long as I could; letting him watch what he hadn't seen in over 10 years. We were both silent and I was slowly learning how to block him from my head whenever I wanted too. I could still hear him if he didn't put up his shield but when he did; it was like a deep cold, black chasm that called me forth. There was nothing but complete silence and for the first time that I could remember, I didn't like that feeling but I knew that it was necessary for us to remain connected without going insane. Everyone had to have their secrets – that was just life and that was the way that I wanted to remain, I didn't want to be one of those couples who can't bear to be apart from their partner and just give in to that.

I knew that if I were to hang around with Jeff all day, every day – he would just drive me crazy just like I probably would him too. It didn't matter whether I wanted to stay by his side all the time or not; it was important that we still had a life outside of each other.

"Thank you," he whispered after 10 minutes of just staring to the beautiful purple/pink sky; the orange tint that was slowing spreading over the baby sky, like butter on toast. All the colours blended together to make this amazing colour that I was sure couldn't have had a name for it.

"You're welcome baby," I replied finally turning away and moving to my dresser to pull out my cloths for the day.

We were supposed to be getting a new Species Relations teacher today – Mr Bauer had been called away on business apparently; something to do with a jury selection I had heard. God knows who they were going to pick for his replacement. I just hoped that whoever it was; would be able to teach us and keep us as up to date as Mr Bauer had.

"Oh do I get a strip show?"


"You need to get sleep?" I chimed in my head making my eyes roll in the mirror so he could see; now that I knew he could see everything that I was seeing.

"I saw that!"I giggled as I pushed the en-suite door open.

"You were meant to smart ass,"

"Come on lover; make an old Vamp happy?" he pleaded with me and I could just almost imagine the look on his face. Whenever he wanted something; he definitely knew how to turn on the charm with me. There was no way that he couldn't know the affect that he was having on me.

"You mean a dirty old Vamp?"

"Hey ouch!" he growled deeply in his voice; the dangerous streak hidden underneath the surface but unmistakable to miss. "I just want a little something that will give me pleasant dreams while you're away from me all day,"I asked shocked as I leant in to the shower cubicle and turned on the shower head; leaving the water to run hot while I brushed my teeth. It still made me feel superior to know that I could have my mouth full and still carry on a full conversation with my boyfriend.

"Vampires can dream?"

"Of course we can," he chuckled softly. "It may not be in a steady pattern like Human's or even Witches; but we do have brain waves and we do dream,"

It had never occurred to me that a Vampire would have something as human as dreams – I just assumed that because the heart was dead; the brain would be too but goes to show how much my assumptions meant.

"What do you want me to do?" I resigned myself to the fact that I was going to have to do this because there was absolutely no way that he was going to drop the subject.

"You got that right!" he chuckled before turning deadly serious. "Well thankfully when you stand in the shower; you can still see your reflection in the mirror; just make sure that you are facing the mirror and do anything that you think I might like,"I replied rinsing my mouth out with water and then followed by the mouthwash that I had to order specifically. I couldn't use ordinary mouthwash because it broke my tongue out in blisters; I had to have special stuff that was only sold through dentist offices.

"I feel stupid!"

"Don't be lover; you look gorgeous and you're only doing what I would be doing if I could be right there by your side,"

"Alright – give me 5 minutes – I need to work up my courage,"

"You've never done anything like this before?" his voice was soft and there was no hint of accusation in there.

"No!" was my simple reply and he didn't say anything in return; he simply gave me the time out that I had asked for.

I most definitely could have kissed him at that moment; I could have definitely rushed down to the basement and just given him my body without question because he completely got it; he got the fact that I needed me time in my head; I didn't need to be worried about what I was thinking, I needed to convince myself without his presence to corrupt me.

For more than 5 minutes I debated on what to do, I wondered if I was performing some kind of sin by doing this. I knew that some people thought that it was a mortal sin to pleasure your own body – but then again I was hardly mortal was I? I silently thanked the Goddess for that fact.

Dixon had never asked this of me; but then again if I hadn't been able to read Jeff's mind; would he have ever asked me. Maybe Dixon had thought about it but because we didn't have a 'Blood Tie' I hadn't been able to hear him. It's not like I am overly experienced; although I was glad that Dixon had been my first; he had always treated me with respect and he had never put me down; even when he found out that he had been my first. I just had to hope that I was indeed going to do this the right way for Jeff.

Quickly peeling off my over sized shirt and stripping out of my thong, I made my way under the jet of flowing water; running my hands through my hair, I slowly turned around so my reflection was looking back to me in the mirror and I was slowly expanding my mind to let Jeff back in. I had decorated the room with a few candles to ensure that my body looked ok; I didn't know if he would be attracted to me in sunlight – he had only ever seen me in the moonlight or artificial lighting. With no window in this room I knew that I had recreated the night before when he had given me such amazing oral sex that my knees were trembling just at the thought of it.

And suddenly there he was in my mind again – "You're so fucking beautiful – it hurts to look at you sometimes," all my fears evaporated then and I was lost in the moment of him just looking at me and feeling the swell of his hunger for me.

Jeff's POV;

Since I had become a Vampire; I had never felt such a strong urge for a woman. I had never wanted someone the way that I wanted Selena; it was like her true essence was addictive and that just added to the desire I felt for her blood and for her body.

"Just think of this as phone sex – you have done that before right?" I asked her quietly in my head.

"Uhm – no!" at least her reply was honest.

I liked the fact that we could be honest with one another and know that it was what it was. There was no questioning of each other and the sincerity that we felt – that was a completely new level of connection for me and I was drowning in it.

"Alright – listen to me; I want you to do what I tell you when I tell you ok?"

"Ok," she replied and in my mind I could see that she was gulping as her reflection made me go dizzy with my arousal for her.

Unbuttoning my jeans, my hand slid in to my boxer shorts as I just looked at her for a few moments, her body was flickering with the candle light, small shadows from the other items in the room danced across her flesh like little imps dancing happily and merrily. My eyes moved towards her neck; seeing that vein almost as if it were the only one visible on her body – it was like a beckon in the middle of night in the middle of ocean calling a boat towards it. My hand tightened around my throbbing cock as my fangs elongated automatically.

"Jeff?" her voice was shaking desperately and I hated to think of her feeling nervous when there was absolutely nothing to feel nervous about.

"I'm still here lover – I am just mmmmm; oh fuck my cock is so hard; I have never wanted you more," I groaned out as my hand began to move up and down the erection that could have rivalled Jason's from True Blood when he had taken too much 'V' the Vampire blood in the show, was used for a drug for Human's.

As Vampires we obviously didn't want that secret getting out so we had dismissed it; only Human's who had been with Vampires knew and clearly they didn't want to get on the wrong side of our race so they remained silent in their knowledge.

"'Lena touch your breasts," I ordered her directly not managing to keep the hungry pulse from vibrating through my words and as she shivered in my mind, I could tell that she had felt the spark that had rocked through me.

In the here and now; my eyes closed to get a perfect picture of her without the other utensils around the basement fogging my mind. I watched in perfect arousal as her fingers lightly traced against her nipples and the way her hands began to caress the flesh so gently, in a kind of motion that only a Female could manage – fucking hell, I was going to blow my load way too quickly but as I slowed my breathing down, my hand followed suit until I was gently stroking the entire length in a slow motion that made my groin twinge in an ache for her body.

Squeezing her breasts together, I didn't need to prompt her to be rougher because she automatically built her way from slow and gentle to fast and rough. My tongue was drying way too quickly; my cock was throbbing in protest at how slow I was inflicting my own pleasure.

"Mmmmm Jeff – tell me what you're doing?" she asked in my head.

"My hand is stroking my cock slowly – just the way you do it -!"

"The way you like it?" she asked me as she moaned once more; I watched her reflection as her head fell to the side; keeping her eye contact with the mirror because she had obviously realized that the minute she looked away from the mirror, that is when I wouldn't be able to see her anymore.

"Exactly the way I like it – but it doesn't mmmmmm feel as good as when you do it!" I groaned out as my bloodlust was rising once again.

Feeding while pleasuring Selena was like nothing I had ever experienced since I had become a Vampire and I wasn't even sure if any other Vampire through the course of history had ever felt like this.

"Mmmm you know what I'd do if I was there?"I growled in desperate need to hear what she wanted to do to me.

"What?"

"I'd run my tongue over the entire length of you; I'd lick up the pre-cum on the tip of your cock before allowing my lips to part and slowly swallow you in to my throat; my tongue massaging you all the way -!" she chocked off and I could see her hips beginning to move with her thoughts and as I growled out a long painful howl in my head she jerked her head straight to look in to the mirror which would have effectively been like looking into my eyes. "What's wrong?"

"I've never actually felt a painful desire before but fucking hell; I want nothing more than to race up there; grab you and pin you to the counter in there and lick you all the way inside until you're screaming my name – I want to fuck you so desperately that my cock is aching with desire,"

"Tell me to touch myself?" she purred breathlessly.

"Let your hand trail 'slowly' down over your stomach; letting the trickle of your finger tips caress your flesh the way that I do – let yourself go and just watch what you're doing in the mirror and imagine that you are standing above me watching me stroking my cock," I ordered her eagerly.

I was lost watching her fingers traipse down over her flesh like little droplets from the shower that was making her body glisten more brightly in the candle light – I could see that she was aching in much the same way I was and as she reached her pelvis and without me even having to think it; she knew what I wanted more than I had ever wanted anything in my life.

"Mmmmm harder -!"I was momentarily confused to what she meant as her fingers brushed against the strip of hair until she was slipping into her warm chamber.

"What?"

"Stroke yourself harder – I'm not far from – mmmmmmm aaaaahhhhhhh that feels so good; mmmmmm Jjjjjjjeeeeefffffff – hurry I want us to cum together," she panted and I could not only hear her pleasure but it was almost like I could feel it building in my epicentre; it was a huge knot curling getting ready to explode outwards and as my hand tightened and hardened in its movements, she whispered so softly. "Faster!"

With lightening speed; I could feel that urge coming, it was rising in me and as much as I wanted to roar out of me; I placed my free hand in to my mouth and swallowed back the sound as my cum shot out of me in paralyzing squirts and she was joining in on the silent roar as her fingers became saturated with her creamy, sweet secretion. The laboured breath in my head told me that the relief wasn't stopping as she kept rubbing harder and faster against her tight nub. Fuck I could almost smell her from all the way down in the basement and it wasn't a memory of how she smelt; it was the real deal. She was potent but in such an amazing way that I could most definitely go for round 2 but it would have to wait for her to get home from school later.

After we had both come down from the high of such an amazing release, we chatted back and forth while she got ready for school and the minute she stepped out of the house; we said our goodbyes and our connection seized for the time being. Rolling on to my side, I closed my eyes and with a satisfied sigh I felt sleep closing in on me and dragging me into the world where Selena and I weren't faced with the giant obstacle of the jury. We were happy, we were in love and we were together without any hassles – Fairytales because the next thing I knew, I woke with a loud animalistic roar coming from me.

Selena – she was raging angry, she felt humiliated, she felt scared and alone, she was angry beyond all reason and her thoughts were going so fast that grabbing just one proved impossible. Glancing to the clock to see that it was only midday; I had at least 7 hours before I could even think about stepping foot out of this room.

I had never hated being a Vampire more as I felt the emotions of my girlfriend rising at an unsteady and alarming rate. Selena was powerful, hell she was more powerful than she even realized; there was so much untapped power just sitting inside her, waiting to be discovered that I was worried she was going to do something that she didn't even realize she was doing. I was helpless, I sat here in the dark of the basement and tried to remain calm but her emotions were strong, they were unavoidable and she didn't know how to reign them in.

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