So, here is the last chapter of Lost and Found...then lost again. This chapter kind of sums everything up, and its in Sakura's POV. :) ENJOY!
It's been a year since...that happened. So, now I am in the ninth grade. Yes, finally in high school. I have actually made friends. There names are Hinata, Naruto, TenTen, Neji, Lee, Kiba (and his dog Akamaru), Shino, Shikamaru, and Chouji. Yeah, I know, alot. Well anyways, the girls and I are really close. They are also very understanding. As for Ino, she's no Queen Bee. She thinks she is; but she isn't. I almost kind of forgot about her. And then...there's...Sasuke. Kind of like Ino, he thinks he's the most wanted boy in the school. He thinks he is; but he isn't. As for my home life, I spend more time with my mom, and I also am painting alot more in my art studio. My dad and I also get some time together to! I almost feel bad knowing that I am having a good life, when Gaara is..gone. But, I know he is in a better place.
OH! And I also got my light side back! I dress more "appropriate" now. But not to girly. And I am setting a new goal for myself. I am planning on trying to be an author of many books. Since the incident, I have grown more self confidence also, and all because of Gaara and his words. That reminds me, I also still have Gaara's biography. And I plan on keeping it for years to come. Let's see, what else? I am becoming more of a known person, I even sit near the middle of the class, and I volunteer to answer questions. Well...all in all, I have changed, and it's all because of one person.
When my world was turned upside down, I opened the door darkness and let myself in. I always sat in the corner of the darkness, and never let anyone get close to me, or vice versa, because I know that I would have gotten my fingers slammed in the door, if I ever tried to open the door back to light. Also, my sadness was a disease that was fast in spreading, and no one- I thought- deserved to be in the condition I was in. All those years, I was desperately knocking on the door so I could go back to the light side, but others were blocking the entrance. Then came Gaara. He pushed past everyone else, who was blocking that door, and let me out. But I wouldn't give in that easily, I was slowly inching out of the darkness and taking the light in, part by part.
And now, I am who I am. All because...of Gaara. Amazing what one person can do huh? I wish he could have stuck around longer enough for me to do something for him in return. But things happen for a reason right? After Gaara's..."disappearance", I was kind of in denial. I was waking up everyday acting like Gaara would be at school, waiting for me with that precious smile of his. Then when I got there, and he wasn't there, I would just smile and tell myself he's sick, and he would be back. But then...one night...it hit me. Gaara...was gone. And he couldn't and wouldn't come back.
No matter how many tears I cry...he won't come back.
No matter how many words I pray...he won't come back.
And no matter how much make-up I put on...it won't hide the fact that I am unhappy, about the fact that he won't- and can't- come back.
But, my life is a song, and I have to love the lyrics. All I can do now, is suck it up, forgive, but don't forget. But that's the thing, forgetting is what I fear. I never want to forget the person who changed my life in a positive way. And it hurts me that whenever I talk about him...I change all the words "is" to "was."
Someone even more special
By: Haruno, Sakura
This person, didn't exactly have it in the beginning. When he was born, his mom died, and because of that, his dad left. Left to care for themselves, were this person and his two older siblings. The way he was able to make it this far, only defines him more of the outgoing, optimistic type. When growing up, he had these weird seizure things. But they didn't really had a great effect on him, until he got older when they got more severe. This person was growing up loving music, and he hoped to somehow become part of the music industry one way or another. He was the type of person, who looked past obstacles, and overcame them even if the outcome wasn't exactly worth the ride. He didn't care what others said about him, although no one really had anything negative to say about him. This person was so able to put things in a more positive view, even if the situation was as bad as can be. He was also a very athletic one to. He was a straight A student also, and very well behaved. He had so much going for him. This "he" I speak of is obviously none other than Gaara no Sabaku. Whom, I befriended and sorta...fell in love with.
What happens when smiles fade away?
When everything changed within one day?
What do you do when death comes through?
When the one you love...
Doesn't know you do?
That was the official ending of: Lost and Found...then lost again! I hoped you like it. Gosh, I almost started crying typing this. But otherwise, it was very very very very fun to write...or type. I am currently thinking of other stories or one shots to do. Or, if you would like me to make a sequel to one of my other one shots or stories, all you have to do is say so. So, anyways, I hoped you enjoyed reading this sad story, and please don't kill me! (That would be appreciated.) Read my other stories please! And don't forget to review! PEACE!