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Dans POV

I saw Phil storm out and watched him go Chris looked up but there was an understanding in his face that irritated me

"Why did he go?"

"Dan…"

"I don't want any more lies. I just want the truth and I want you to tell it to me."

"Dan…it's very personal to him." I sunk down all my anger gone with disappointment welling up instead.

"I know it's just…" Lucy nodded at Chris who walked out to leave us to talk.

"Dan, please tell me"

"Lucy… I…."Lucy sighed.

"Can I make some guesses and then you tell me if I'm right or wrong?" I nodded maybe something could be done that way "You dislike Henrietta" I nodded "You are annoyed that she is attempting to take Phil from you" again I nodded "But you feel as if this is selfish so you won't tell Phil"

"How did yo-"

"Shh. Every time you see Phil you are overcome with the fact that you may never have what he has" I nodded slightly scared when had Lucy become physic?

"But you remain his friend even after Henrietta tries to push you apart" she just seemed to understand what I was thinking before I said it

"And you love Phil" Here I stopped nodding. Did I? I have one of the world's biggest crushes but could it be more? I nodded at Lucy.

"Then tell him before it's too late." I stood up looking down at Lucy and it felt as if a weight had lifted off me. I could do it I could stop all this and make it better.

"Thank you" with that I rushed from the room and didn't stop running until I entered my flat. I jammed the keys into the lock and twisted. I bounded up the stairs taking them three at a time until I slipped and fell face first. I got up wincing and entered my room. I dived into the pile of gadgets in the corner of the room throwing everything to the side until I finally saw it.

My camera. I pulled it out and checked the power, enough, but only just. I pulled the camera into its normal position and shoved the charging plug into it.

"Hello Internet. I dunno maybe there's no one left but this isn't really for all the fans this is for Phil. As some of you loyal fans may know Phil is getting married tomorrow on the anniversary of Pjs death. That was actually accidental but ah well. I just want to tell him something and I know how loyal my subscribers are so please all of you tweet this at him if you meet him in the streets tell him to watch it just please come together again all you Danosaurs. So what I want to tell you Phil" I paused was I really going to do this? After all this time should I? Did I have the right to stop his marriage? "All you Phan shippers you were right. Not at the beginning but as I got to know him I imagined that maybe it was possible and now I know. It's always been possible I was just too scared." I rambled on realising that I wouldn't have time to edit it properly "So Danosaurs, Phillions Phan shippers whoever is watching the video please I beg of you tell Phil Lester that Phan is real." I turned the camera off and uploaded it straight to YouTube.

I grabbed my phone from the floor thankful I hadn't broken it whilst throwing it and tweeted about my new video. In seconds thousands of people were asking what it was about and I answered the same word to all of them. Phan. Within half an hour Phan was trending worldwide number 1. I texted all my old YouTube friends hoping that one of them could get hold of Phil but he wasn't answering the phone and no one was home.

I sat back down determined that Phil would know this by tomorrow. Before it was too late.


I just realised this story probably won't have a happy ending. I'm really sorry. At the moment I'm deciding on two ideas (one happy one sad) and I think I may go for the sad one.

Inspiring quote of the day : It hurts because it matters- John Green

Live long and prosper