...Chapter10...

Warnings:

Language(Very vulguar!), blood, gore(?)

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-Flashback-

"That... Is the red gate... Where... Where... WHERE'S THE RED GATE?!"

What stood before both of us was just a plain old... Wall...

-End of Flashback-

Angel's Pov

"What the... What the hell happen to that god damn bloodly gate?! Did someone seal it up with cement or something? That's... That's..."

Before I could finish the sentence, a maniac laughter was heard. It sounds so familiar to me... Oh wait, it is me who is laughing like a mad person. The laugh carried no humor in it, just plain laughing with hints of disbelieve in it.

My laughter got louder and louder as the seconds tick by. Hirono flashed me his concern look but I didn't care anymore. Soon enough, I was squatting beside an old tall tree, my knees close to my face and my hands wrapped around my legs.

Loud wails erupted from my throat and tears of sorrow soaked my face and the end of my dress wet.

I don't care about anything anymore.

Not my mum, not my dad, not my future, not Hirono and not even my life. All I care about now is: Chihiro and her safety.

Knowing that even if I cry my eyes dry or even cry until deppression gets to me, it wouldn't bring my best friend back.

My sadness immediately turn into anger and rage.

How can a stupid gate magically turn into a solid, hard wall in just the few hours after I left? Don't you think that it is weird? And I am super positive that I took the correct route.

I felt someone embrace me but instead of shedding more useless tears for nothing onto the person, I pushed him or her away violently, standing up within a split second and dashing towards that wall. I know that the person is actually Hirono, but I would entertain him... Right after, I break through that wall.

After I pushed him onto the ground, he fell with a loud 'thud' but I could only hear it, for my bangs hallowed over my eyes and I did not turn back when I ran. I rubbed away those tears roughly as I approached the wall.

I threw my bag onto the ground, not bothering if I shattered any of my glass items inside.

I started to do anything and everything I can think of to break open wall down, even if it means that I need to stay with... Aunt Sally if I ask a favor from her to remove the wall. *Shivers*

I kicked the wall, punched it with my bare hands, scratched it with all my might, pushed it, punched it and kicked it once again.

This continued for awhile and my limbs' muscles started to ache a lot, but I don't want to give up. I cannot give up. She is my best friend... She's... She's just at the other side, waiting for me, to join her.

I kept punching the motionless red wall, each blow became harder and even more painful but pain will never ever get in the way when it involves my best friend. I squeezed my eyes shut, trying my best to shake the pain away as I continued to trash the wall.

Nothing can stand in my way... Nothing... No one can break our friendship up Chihiro, and I'm going to beat my way through that stupid wall. It must be Kami who's testing out how strong our friendship is and he took you away from me Chihiro.

I'll show him, that our friendship is as strong as he is and I will pass this idiotic bastard obstacle and find you. I'll see if he dare challenge me again. And if he really gives me an obstacle like that again, I'm so gonna pass it with ease the next time.

"Stop it Angel! You are hurting yourself! Get a hold of yourself, you are bleeding badly already!" Yelled Hirono.

I could hear the foot steps of his coming closer and closer.

His voice triggered me and brought me back into sober mode and stopped what I was doing after giving the wall a final blow. My once tightly-closed eyes finally opened up. I could hardly see anything in front of me due to the night.

The funny thing is, I felt some sticky, wet liquid on the wall and my hands were filled with that unknown substance. Realisation hit me when I smelt a sickening thick smell of iron filling the air.

It's blood. My blood.

My eyes widened in shock. How can just punching the wall make me bleed so much?

Within seconds, all my senses came back to me and pain shot through my hands and legs like a thousand bullets, making me go down on my knees.

I tried to uncurl my hands and it took a lot of effort, but pain keep interuppting the proccess of me uncurling my fingers. It felt as though my finger bones cracked.

My vision became blurry and something started to drip onto me.

My bloody hands went near to my face and immediately, I flinch from an unbearable pain. The salty tears coming out from my eyes started to drip all over my wounded hands, pain shooting through me everytime one tiny drop of tear landed on my hands.

When Hirono got to me, he embraced me from behind, placing his head on my shoulder as he use one of his hand to curl around my body and the other reached forward to take my bloody hand.

I didn't even bother to move. I allowed him to look at the damage I cost myself to have while the tears from my eyes continued to roll down my face like there's no tommorrow.

Maybe I was crying because of the pain at my legs and hands but I'm sure that the pain in my heart is a billion times worse than what I have now physically.

Hirono removed my sneakers, revealling my bruised toes and sweaty legs to the surrounding air.

Hirono slowly settled me in a way that I was using the tree to support my weight.

He tore his sleeve, using the torn fabric and wetting it with his water in his bottle before dabbing it around my hands and he tore his other sleeve and wrapped it around my hands.

I sobbed and whimpered as the pain still stayed stagnent, still crawling all over my wound.

"Why?... Why is kami so unfair to me? What did I do to make you torture me like that? What?!" I hoarsely whispered to myself, but Hirono still heard what I said.

He stared into my red, watery and puffy eyes, with his own sadden ones.

I know that both him and Chihiro doesn't want me to be in this state but... I can't help it. I really can't...

I tried getting up to my feet but the pain on my toes and me being weaker than just now due to losing so much blood is not helping at all.

Hirono cut in, trying to help me back on the tree but I declined, giving him a slight smile before trying once again.

This time, I fell on the ground, flat with my face buried in dirt. I slowly got up with my hands because it still hurts like a bitch and when I finally got into the position of crawling, I started to crawl towards the gate using my hands and knees. Tears kept falling from my squinting eyes as each step I took, each time I moved my hands to another position, it hurts like I was stung by needles on fire.

When I finally reach the wall, I leaned against it, my cheek pressing against the wall and my hands on it. I panted, unable to control my breathing properly.

"You... You stupid friend-eater wall... Open up now! Bring that damn freaking gate back you bastard!"

I started to hit it once more, but this time however, it was much, much softer. I felt sick and dizzy. Everything around me is spinning with intense speed.

Oh my god I feel like puking now... But I want to break that wall now...

*Oh shut up! If you wanna puke, go home and do that. Don't waste your time here to do something impossible like breaking that wall with your weak limbs. You are just not accepting reality. Face it. Chihiro is gone.

What the... Hey! I am suppose to control you and you are suppose to support me, not oppose me! Damn it voice bug in my mind! How dare you... How dare you say that Chihiro is gone. You... You will pay for your words!

*Hey watch it girl. I am NOT a bug, I am your thinking, your... Mind, yes. Your mind. Try killing me then, if you can, that is...

Well, you can just go commit suicide and die in a hole. Leave me alone!

*... If I die, you die too. You do know that, right?

Argh... Shut up and get the hell out of my head bitch!

*Fine bitch, you win... For now.

What is wrong with my brain anyways? The heck...

Anyways, that voice in my head stopped but the pain still stayed with me.

"You... You fucking friend seperator... Fuck off and return me my friend at once! Agrh! Just... Fuck off... Return my best friend to... Me... Now..."

I broke down in the end, not being able to take the shock as it was too much for me.

Hirono walked towards me, embracing me once and this time, instead of pushing him away again, I hugged him back. I kept crying and wailing, scolding that bastard wall to return my friend but it was no use. After what it felt like hours, my wails turned into silent sobs. Hirono had never let me go once he embraced me. He whispered comforting words into my ear and kept stroking my back, making me feel a whole lot better.

I guess that bug was right. Chihiro is... Really gone... Damn bestie, damn you! Where the hell are you at?!

I stood up, looking towards the wall with a hopeless gaze before looking at Hirono helplessly. He stood up as well, walking towards the gate and started to inspect the wall. He took more than ten minutes doing it and it puzzles me a lot.

He finally walked towards me before saying, "I think I know how I can break this wall down."

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Hirono's Pov

Angel looked at that blank wall with disbelief written all over her face.

She started mumbling to herself, and laughed loudly.

I stared at her with concern but before I could ask her what was wrong, she squatted down beside a tree and curled up into a ball.

Her cries were muffled because her knees covered her mouth but her tears ran wildly, wetting the dress she was wearing.

That is what I call, "Mood Swings".

I went towards her, embracing her but before I got a good grip around her, she pushed me onto the ground. She started to charge towards the red wall as though she was a bull.

She started to punch, kick, elbow, and claw the wall with all her might. She kept repeatingly hit the wall that I started to get a little worried.

My eyes widen very widely and I thought that they might even pop out of their respective sockets! My jaw hang open and my brows rose high.

Angel is actually using so much of her strength that her hands started to bleed. She looks like she lost her mind with her eyes so lifeless and dull.

"Angel! Angel!" I shouted to her, but she took no notice of me calling her.

"Stop it Angel! You are hurting yourself! Get a hold of yourself, you are bleeding badly already!" I bellowed as I rushed towards her.

I can see that my words snapped her out of her thoughts and she stopped punching the wall. Her eyes were back to normal, those bright eyes but it carried pain, pain that not even she can describe.

"Aguh!"

Angel's knees gave in and she fell onto a kneeling position.

She then slowly opened her curled up fingers but it barely succedded. Her hands went towards her face and immediately, she flinch as though she was in pain. When I reached to her side, I stood there quietly for awhile and I observed that she was crying.

I could not take it any longer so I hugged her from behind, using one of my hand to support her waist and the other to grab hold of her wounded hands.

Angel didn't bother to move, allowing me to look at the injuries on her hands with ease. Her tears rolled down her face as the expressionless look killed me a little inside. Why must my best friend land in such a pitiful state?

I removed her shoes, exposing her really bruised up toes into the surrounding air.

I gently place her back against a tree so that it is easier for me to tend to her wound.

After studying the wound, I inwardly sighed. Why is she so foolish to hurt herself like that?

I tore my sleeve, using the torn fabric and wetting it with my water bottle's water before dabbing it around Angel's hands to clean her blood and wound. I then tore my other sleeve and wrapped it around both her hands.

I can hear the sobs and whimpers of pain as I clean and bandged her injured hands. It really pains my heart, to see her like that...

"Why?... Why is kami so unfair to me? What did I do to make you torture me like that? What?!" Angel hoarsely whispered and I heard what she said, feeling my mood drop.

Although I don't know where Chihiro is, I will believe her, since she is so sure that Chihiro is just beyond that wall.

I then stared into Angel's red, watery and puffy eyes, with my own sadden ones.

Angel tried getting up to stand on her two feets and her expression showed pure agony.

I wanted to help her back on the tree but Angel declined my offer, giving me a weak smile before trying once again.

This time, Angel fell on the ground with her face flat on the dirt. She slowly got up with her bandged hands and cringed. She did not give up though. When Angel when into a crawling position, she started to crawl towards the gate using her hands and knees. Tears kept falling from her icy blue eyes that carried so much sorrow and by the way she moves, she is going to hurt her wound and inflict pain to herself again!

When Angel finally reach the wall, she look so wreaked up. Her pants were shaky and even from the distance I am at, I can hear her breath loudly and clearly.

"You... You stupid friend-eater wall... Open up now! Bring that damn freaking gate back you bastard!"

Angel screamed and started to hit the wall once more, but this time, the blow was softer.

She started to curse the wall with all her might and I was shocked at her use of... Colourful words.

"You... You fucking friend separator .. Fuck off and return me my friend at once! Agrh! Just... Fuck off... Return my best friend to... Me... Now..."

She then paused for a few seconds, as though she was waiting for a miracle to happen, but it didn't happen. Finally, she broke down.

I walked towards he fast, embracing her tightly and this time, she did not push me away. She hugged me back and she kept crying and wailing, screaming out why the world is so unfair. After I whispered nice and comforting words to her, her wails turned into silent sobs.

Wow. I feel that the past few times of comforting people really helped me a lot when I comfort her because I seriously cannot actually say out things that I could not actually promise, like Chihiro's gonna be fine and all.

After embracing her for a few more minutes in silence, she stood up while swaying a little, looking towards that blood-smeared wall with her sad gaze that carried no hope in it. She then turn to me, looking at me with those eyes. Those watery eyes... She knows I will help her if she keeps... Argh! Fine, I'll help her.

I stood up from my spot, walking towards the gate and started to inspect the wall. I looked at it, inspecting it thoroughly and then my eyes widen when I realised the bumps and lines on the wall has something to do with the separation of Chihiro.

"Sigh... Alright, here goes nothing..." I whispered to myself as I approached Angel.

"I think I know how I can break this wall down." I finally told her.

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