1Chapter 10: your gunna be
sorry I've been swamped with school and the CST'S are kicking my ass. So here's the next one. enjoy.
Kendall pov
I've been sick fora while, I could barley eat at thanksgiving do to me throwing up and I was every sensitive to smells. The only thing I liked the smell of and could keep down was oranges and coffee, but every thing else forget it.
I was the week before Christmas break and me, Camille , and Logan had are project to show in front of the class for are final. I was nerves to go up there. We were doing it for econ/gov, if we owned a business what would it be and how we would run it and some other shit I didnt care about. Logan being the best boyfriend ever know I wasnt feeling good and did most of my work for me. I felt a little bad but Logan didnt seem to mind.
We were sitting in are seats well the teacher Mr. Anderson (1) explained how we would present it.
"Ok class for your final you will come up tell us what your business is, who does what, how you manage the money, inventory and so on. Do remember everyone in the group must talk." he said and then sat down "ok lets have Roberts. Knight, and Mitchell go first"
we all got up and had are poster board with us, Logan even went as far as to make a mini model of the store. I was a nerves reck well cam and Logan were fine and full of energy.
"Ok so we would plan on opening a bakery called 'CaKe BaBy' (2) and would sell cookies, cakes, sweet breads and lots of other sweet and tasty goods." Logan spoke loud and clear.
"Logan would handle the money because he' the brains of the operation, I would be in charge of the actual baking and designing of the place. And Kendall would work up front with customers and the cashier because he is such a peoples person and we don't know" pointing to herself and Logan" don't know how to use an register." that got a laugh form everyone even the teacher.
Now it was my turn "..." I opened my mouth to talk but nothing came out. The I felt light headed and dizzy with a cold sweat, then everything went black. I could only hear Logan call my name.
"Ms. Knight you got my message" I could hear Logan tell my mother
"Ya, how is he?" she asked
"The doctor is doing a blood test and some others"
I heard there conversation, I was finally able to open my eyes with a flutter. I seen they beautiful eyes of my boyfriend sitting in a chair in the corner near my hospital bed. My mom was at the foot of my bed looking at me. When she seen me she got up and came closer to me as well as Logan.
"Sweetie your up" my mom said
"What happened to me"
"You fainted in class was taken here to the hospital" Logan informed me "you had me so worried"
"Im sorry I jus-"
"You shouldn't be sorry about your health" Logan said cutting me off
just then the doctor came in with a clip board. She was a older Asian lady about 40-45 years old. She had short black hair that came to her shoulders. And wore glasses and had stud ear rings.(3)
"Hi im Dr. Korra, you most be Mrs. Knight, and you are?" she said to my mom then to Logan
"hi im Logan, Kendall's boyfriend"
"Ok good then you need to be here to hear this, um... im not to sure how but Kendall your pregnant"
I just look at her like she had three heads, did she really say I was pregnant? "What? That's impossible im a guy"
"Trust me that is what I thought too, then I looked at your medical records and you had a surgery when you were 8 on your lower abdomen and they found you had extra organ, these organs are female reproduction organs, so medically you are considered a hermaphrodite just with out a vagina"
no one said any thing I think do to shock, I looked over to Logan that looked down but you can still see he was just horrified and my mom looked guilty, but why? I was so into my thoughts I didnt even notice Dr. korra get up and call someone. It was a girl she looked about 25 she had a machine with her.
"This is an ultrasound machine," she turned it on and got a tube and opened it "Kendall can you lift your shirt up" she asked and I did so. She squeezed the gel on my stomach it was kind of cold. I looked over at Logan that was now looking up, I knew he knows what she was doing and what the machine does. She moved it around on my stomach area for a few seconds before she stopped.
"There it is" she pointed to a dark spot on the screen, my breath hitched and Dr. Korra turned the machine off and whipped my abdomen off "ill give you a few minutes alone with your family to talk about what your going to do with it" she said walking out, closing the doors
I looked st then they both had tears in there eyes but my moms where different from Logan's Logan's were more of joy I would say. we were all silent for a minuet or two be for my mom finally said something
"Im so sorry Kendall this is all my fault"
"How you didnt know" she just looked at me "wait, that was in my medical records so the doctors had to have informed you, you did know"
"Im sorry I-"
"You could have warned me I could have been more careful"with that I look at Logan who stopped crying and was now looking at me
"This is your fault" I said pointing at him, my mom got up to give us some time
"My fault, you were the one who took advantage of me when I was drunk" he said to me
"Ya but you didnt use a condom"
"..."he was gunna say something but stopped.
"What were you going to say?"I asked almost demanding he tell me
"Wh-what are we going to do?"
"Logan I cant keep it"
"Why"
"I have my reasons"
"Tell me"
"Its none of your business"
"Kendall you can tell me anything"
"No I cant"
"Ken im your best friend and boyfriend, is it because your scarred, you know I will be there for you"
"Its not that"
"then what is it? Why cant you tell me? Is...is it mine?
"Yes its your! Im not some slut! I was a virgin up until that night!"
"Then what?"
"God dammit Logan I cant because we don't have money to keep it! I yelled at him "we barley get buy with what my mom and me make! Sometimes I don't even eat because there's only enough for her and katie. Baby shit is expensive I have to get rid of this thing!" I yelled crying
"Why didnt you tell me, you know my mom and dad would have helped you guys out"
"Because I don't want to be some charity for you"
"Ken you wont be"
"Logan my word is final, im carrying it so I say what goes!"
"God you can be so damn difficult" he yelled well getting up and leaving
I was now crying, I know abortion is wrong but I have to do it. I saved up some money, that is what I will use to pay for it. Just then my mom walked in she came over to me and sat down well I cried she pulled me in to a hug and she let me sob.
"Mom?"
"Yes sweetie" she said so kindly
"Im sorry for yelling at you"
"No your right I knew but never told you"
"Mom? Can you sing that Reba McEntire song I like
6lbs and 9oz. lookin' up at me Sometimes I'll protect you from everything that's wrong You're gonna fly with every dream you chaseyou're gonna cry, but know that that's okay I'm afraid you'll have to suffer through 'Cause anything worth doing is worth doing all the way
Like I have all the answers
I hope I have the ones you need
I've never really done this, now I know what scared is
Other times I'll let you just find out on your own
But that's when you'll be growin',
And the whole time I'll be knowin
Sometimes life's not fair, but if you hang in thereYou're gonna see that sometimes bad is good
We just have to believe things work out like they should
Life has no guarantees, but always loved by me
You're gonna be
some of my mistakes
Lord knows I'll be trying to give you what it takes
What it takes to know the difference
Between getting by and livin'
Just know you'll have to live with all
the choices that you make
So make sure you're always givin' way
more than you're takin'
You're gonna fly with every dream you chase Someone's everything You're gonna fly with every dream you chase
You're gonna cry, but know that that's okay
Sometimes life's not fair, but if you hang in there
You're gonna see that sometimes bad is good
We just have to believe things work out like they should
Life has no guarantees, but always loved by me
You're gonna be
You're gonna see
Just what you are to me
We just have to believe things work out like they should
Life has no guarantees, but always loved by me
You're gonna be
Always loved by me
I hope you like sorry for the wait been busy with school and all of that. Im not sure if I like this or not. PS. I have a new story that im working on, in the story Logan is a witch and its kinda like the show charmed but it mentions nothing of the charmed one's but does have the girls, elders, whitelighters and there spells so not sure if that counts as a cross over any ways if you have any ideas for a name tell me.
1: mr. Anderson is like the coolest teacher ever hes my US history teacher, and he's the cutest teacher on campus
2:if you've seen brides maids yull know
3:shes my doctor and sh's really cool
bye
R&R
-joseph