AN: First I'd like to thank Winchesterxgirl, Carver Edlund, and Mistiquesbest for their lovely reviews so far! I'm glad you guys are enjoying the story!
DISCLAIMER: Lord Kripke owns all...seriously I don't own anyone you recognize! I'm just borrowing form the best (kripke is the best fyi).
Chapter 10: Wait...aren't we Team Free Will?
Dean and Rae had lost count of how many shots they ended up drinking, enough for them both to be tipsy. They had moved from the kitchen to the living room at some point in the night and where both sitting on the rich brown leather love seat. Dean and Rae were sitting in a comfortable silence for awhile before Rae suggested they do something.
"What do you want to do?" Dean asked.
"I have no idea, we could watch Dr. Sexy MD?" Rae said slyly.
"Are you making fun of me short stuff?" Dean asked in mock anger.
"Not at all, but when I picked up one of the DVDs yesterday I had a vision of you and I watching the show. And I'm not judging but you seemed really excited about it."
"Well there is nothing wrong with being a fan." Dean said quickly.
"Agreed. I really wasn't picking fun at you. Look Dean I don't really know you and it was the first thing I could think of that we did in our 'future' that didn't involve getting naked or killing something." Rae rambled on. "And I'm not interested in killing anything right now."
"Are you interested in getting naked?" Dean asked casually.
"I didn't say that." Rae said quickly as a pretty pink blush emerged on her face.
"I didn't say you did, I'm asking you." Dean turned his head towards Rae and gave her the most smoldering look she had ever seen in person.
"No?" Rae said slowly and unsure.
"Alright." Dean stood up and grabbed his empty beer bottle from the side table by the couch.
"Are you leaving?" Rae asked
"Do you want me to?" Dean asked with his eyebrow raised.
"No, what is with all these questions...do you want this? Do you want that?" Rae asked frustrated.
"Do you want another beer?" Dean asked.
Rae shot Dean a look that he imagined his mother would have given him if he got caught lying, or being a smart ass. He instantly felt like he should apologize, but apologizing wasn't Dean Winchester's style. But something about Rae made Dean not care that he didn't do apologies. Or relationships. Or the fact the he secretly like Dr. Sexy MD. Something about being with Rae made him not care about his imagine.
"Im sorry. Look I don't want to leave and I don't want to start some weird fight with you about questions."
"Okay, we aren't fighting then." Rae said sweetly.
"Good, I don't want to fight with you. Is the offer to watch Dr. Sexy still on the table?" Dean asked hopefully.
"Always."
MANY EPISODES LATER
Rae couldn't stand it any longer. She felt like a rat in a cage, itching to move. Her back was against the arm rest and he legs laid over Dean's. How her legs got draped over his she wasn't even sure of. All she knew was Dean had grabbed two cold beers from the fridge when she had put the first DVD on. She sat back down next to him on the couch and he grabbed her legs gently and laid them over his strong thighs. When Rae asked him what he was doing he smiled and said "Just trying to make you comfortable". However the exact opposite affect was happening. At first Rae was rigid and stiff, unsure of making movements. Two episodes in they were both laughing and had relaxed. By episode 3 Dean was rubbing Rae's leg, thus making her go crazy.
"Why are you staring at me?" Dean asked.
"I'm sorry Dean, its just your so pretty." Dean rolled his eyes and made 'pfsh' sound. "Well your like this awesome hero, and your totally panty dropping hot." The look Dean shot her was enough to make Rae realize she really did just say couldn't believe she said that, the grey goose was bring out her inner 'diva' as her young sister said. The memory flashes on top of the alcohol (several shots and a few beers), on top of Dean caressing her leg was making her burning desires go into over drive. And doing all this 'on top of' list making made Rae want to be on top of Dean, or Dean on top of her.
"Panty dropping hot?" Dean asked curiously.
"Yes."
"Your drunk short stuff."
"Never heard of liquid courage?" Rae asked
"Your saying you need to be drunk to tell me I'm hot?" Dean asked slightly amused
"No, but to tell you that every time my skin touches yours I get a jolting flash of memories, that aren't mine, they aren't real. But they feel real." Dean opened his mouth to say something but Rae held her hand up to stop him. "I can literally tell you what it feels like to hold your hand, I can draw the tattoo on your chest, I know your favorite song is a dead even tie between Ramble On and Traveling Riverside Blues." At this point Rae pulled her legs off of Dean's lap and stood in front of him. "Im trying to be a good sport about this, I really am."
"Rae, nobody thinks your not." Dean sat his beer down and stood in front of Rae. "Its okay to be freaked out by all this, its a lot to take in. That monsters are real." Rae broke eye contact with Dean and sighed heavily. Dean didn't know why, okay maybe it had to do with the fact that he and Rae were 'destined' to be together, but he wanted to hug her tight and promise her nothing bad was going to happen. That he would put a stop to all of this. "I will never let anything hurt you." Dean finally admitted in a soft and sweet voice that he didn't even recognize as his own.
"Im more worried about you hurting me." Rae confessed sadly. "The feelings I have for you after only a few hours aren't normal. And I get that Castiel said we would be drawn to each other, but I'm not okay with this."
"I understand Ra-" Dean was cut off by Rae.
"No you don't understand. How do I know I'm really suppose to be on this path? Cause an angel told me? Aren't you the captain of Team Free Will?" Rae asked frustrated.
"Rae, sit down and let me talk for a change." Rae sat down quickly on the coffee table and patiently waited for Dean to start talking again. "I'm a little freaked out too, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't."
"Well yeah, your entitled to be freaked out. You've known me a whoppin' 24 hours total." Rae's hand were moving around as she spoke to Dean. "And now some angel came outta nowhere and told us that we are destined to be together. But if my memory serves me correctly you told me angels are dickheads."
"Most of them are dickheads, Cas is different then the rest of them." Dean knelt down in front of Rae and put his hands on the coffee table on both sides of her body. "I won't pretend like this is something I wanted, and in the past Ive told destiny to kiss my ass but honestly this doesnt feel wrong." Dean told her honestly.
"What do you mean this doesnt feel wrong?"
"When the angel's told me and Sam that we were vessel's, I got the worst sinking feeling in my gut. Like I just knew it was wrong, but with you it feels different." Dean looked Rae in the eyes and brushed a lock of hair out of her face. "I feel so cheesy for brushing your hair out of your face." Dean admitted with a small smile on his face.
"Yeah, it was pretty cheesy." Dean didn't loose eye contact but his eyes grew darker, the little shimmer was gone from them. "But I love cheesy." And just like that that shimmer was back in his beautiful deep green eyes. "Dean?"
"Yeah?"
"I know you don't have all the answers, and this feels like one of those times that answers come only with time. Like big picture kinda of answers but we have to talk about what Castiel said about us being drawn together."
"Alright."
"If I didn't think it was true I wouldn't tell you any of this, but you need to understand that no matter what I will not leave my Mariah." Dean's eyes soften and he smiled.
"Baby of coarse we would never want you to leave your sister. Family comes first, me and Sammy know that better than anyone." The fact that Dean called her 'baby' did not go unnoticed by Rae but she didn't comment on it. In fact the closer they were to each other the harder it became for Rae to focus at all.
"You get it."
"Yeah, family is always a number one priority."
"Agreed. You don't have to sale me on it." Rae felt relieved that he understood that Mariah couldn't just be shipped off to relative while she and Dean decided to play house. " So are you really gonna do what Castiel asked you too?"
"Uhh...what are you referring too?"
"Training me."
"Oh well yeah, I'll teach you a few tricks of the trade. Maybe this weekend you could come to Bobby's?"
"I don't know about that, doesn't he live in South Dakota?"
"Yeah, just for a few days, Mariah can even come with us."
"Its a thought...but maybe until we have more answers we shouldn't tell Mariah anything. Actually next weekend Mariah's choir is going to some 4 day mini trip. I could go then."
"Good, sounds like a plan." Dean's hands had slowly moved closer to Rae's body until both of his hands were on her hips. Rae couldn't think, she couldn't move, so she sat there and waited for Dean to do something. "You alright Rae?" She nodded her head quickly.
"I'm not really drunk." Rae said after a few moments of awkward silence.
"Me either." Dean said truthfully. He brought his head to hers, there noses gentle touching each other. "I really want to kiss you."
"I really want you to kiss me." There lips brush against each other in a slow passionate kiss.
"I should probably go." Dean said after taking a couple of deep breaths.
"Yeah, I guess you probably should. Wouldn't want Sam to think something bad happened to you."
Dean watched Rae's face change from lust to sadness. "I could always just shoot him a text and let him know I'm fine, I could stay if you wanted me too. I don't want you to be sad."
"I am sad and I have no idea why. I'm not that type of girl."
"What kind of girl is that?"
"The ones that cant separate themselves from their boyfriends, not that I think your my boyfriend, but those super uptight clingy bitches."
"Clingy bitches? I didn't imagine that coming out of your mouth." Dean said amused.
"Why you think I don't cuss?" Rae raised her eyebrows slightly and gave Dean a 'come on' look.
"Well you just seem like such a sweet girl."
Rae bit her lip and smiled "I am a sweet girl, but don't let the innocent look fool you. I say some raunchy stuff from time to time."
"I look forward to hearing some very raunchy things coming out of your mouth in the near future." The double meaning of Dean's words weren't lost by either of them and all kinds of sexy dirty thoughts entered both of there minds.
"I'm ready to go to bed, why don't we crash for a few hours and regroup in the am?"
"Are you inviting me to stay the night with you?"
"Honestly, I'm about two minutes away from dying because I'm actually having to tell myself not to touch you. And I'm so ready to throw in the towel."
"Thank God!" Dean grabbed the back of her head and crashed his lips onto hers. "Its was killing me not to touch you. All I could think of was running my hands through your hair and hold you."
"Lets go to bed then, we'll get up in the morning. I'll make breakfast and you can invite Sam over. It will be great."
"You had me at bed." They both laughed and stood up to head towards Rae's room.
TBC...
AN: So do you guys want some behind the bedroom door lemons or not? Also next chapter Dean, Sam and Rae will head towards Bobby's- after Mariah catches Rae and Dean in a compromising situation. I'm excited to write Rae and Bobby's interactions...I love Bobby! Hehehe Anyways please review and let me know what you thought! :)
