Oh my god... so hi guys! i know i have been gone a long time! but i am not gone forever! i have been going through a lot in these past months and its been hard to write, but i haven't forgot about you guys at all! never! so i decided to write this huge chapter! the chapter you guys have been waiting for! haha their is a lot of angst and cries so be prepare for that! But it is all worth it so don't worry! :) anyways i am so glad to be back enjoy!
Warning: Their is talk of blood and their is injury and some graphic names called in this chapter.
This chapter is dedicated to two of my most amazing friends, Maria and Alissa! i love you both so much!
Enjoy reading everyone!
Blaine was heavily breathing down the stairs as tears dripped down his face. He ran as fast as he could to the front door and opened and closed it.
He leaned against the door wiping the tears from his face closing his eyes.
Why the hell did he kiss Kurt and ruin everything?! but he was sure Kurt liked him back.. or maybe he was just fooling himself. Blaine thought for moment before opening his eyes and seeing that it was beginning to rain.
Blaine sighed glaring "Are you serious" He mumbled to himself.
He wiped his face again before making a run for it across the yard, the rain just poured down on Blaine as he stopped on the sidewalk to look at both sides of the road before crossing. When he was sure no cars were coming he bolted across the street and onto his patio.
When Blaine made it onto his patio he shook his head, his hair was so drenched and his curls were going everywhere. But he couldn't really care about that right now.
Once he semi dry, he remembered the situation he was in and tears began to well in his eyes again.
He frowned and looked back over to Kurt's house "I am so sorry Kurt" He whispered opening his house door.
Blaine closed the door quickly and kicked off his wet shoes and went to run up the stair when his name was called from the living room.
"Hey Blaine! How was school?" Cooper said squinting at his computer screen.
Blaine shook his head tears rapidly falling down his face "I can't talk right now" he practically sobbed out running up the stairs to his room.
He closed the door and ran his fingers through his wet hair as he paced his room.
why did all the people he love hurt him like this? Love? Did he love Kurt?
Blaine stopped and nodded to himself.
He did love Kurt..
.. But that doesn't matter anymore Kurt doesn't love him back, Was Blaines last thought to himself.
Blaine then let out a loud sob and ran towards his dresser and threw everything down from it, He then glared hard at the mirror he was looking at and he clenched his fists, he breathed in hard once his fist made contact with glass. The glass shattered instantly cracking and falling all over Blaine's hand.
He yelped out in pain and fell to the floor.
Blaine looked down at his hand and saw all the blood pouring from it and began to cry, maybe he should just let himself bleed out and die.
The boy he loved didn't love him back, what else did he have to live for.
He knew that was maybe a little dramatic.. but it was better this way.
His thoughts were interrupted when his door was slammed open and his brother was running towards him.
"WHAT THE HELL HIS GOING ON?" Cooper yelled seeing all of Blaine's stuff on ground and the bloody broken mirror, his eyes then panned to Blaine holding his bloody hand and his eyes widened.
Blaine looked at Cooper and he started to cry again "he doesn't love me coop" He sobbed.
Cooper went and sat next to Blaine and held his bloody hand out to examine it "what are you talking about blainey" Cooper said.
Blaine sniffed " Kurt he doesn't like me, I kissed him and he told me to leave an-OUCH" Blaine yelped out in pain.
Cooper looked to Blaine and frowned "I am so sorry buddy, we will talk about this later but for now we need to take you to the hospital so I can give you some stiches" Cooper said trying to help Blaine up.
Blaine shook his head "no I don't want to live, Please leave me here to die" Blaine said crying pulling away from Coopers grasp.
Cooper stood up and crossed his arms "Blaine Devon Anderson, Don't you ever say that to me again. You're not going to die and I will never let my own brother die! I know it sucks that Kurt doesn't like you but its not the end of the world. Now take my hand and lets go" Cooper said hard sticking out his hand.
Blaine looked at Coopers hand for a moment before grabbing it.
He stood up and hugged Cooper instantly "Thank you cooper"
Cooper smiled and hugged him back "Come on buddy lets go" he said holding Blaine close.
"You're going to be okay Blaine" He said leading Blaine out of the room and down the stairs.
Blaine nodded another tear slipping down his cheek as the left their home.
The next day of school Kurt didn't show up and Blaine was both sad and relived her wasn't there. Sad because Kurt was missing school because of him but he also felt relived because he didn't have to face him after what happened yesterday in Kurt's bedroom.
Blaine stayed silent the whole day, Wanting this day to end quickly so he go back to his bed.
As for Kurt, he lied and said to his father that he was feeling sick... which wasn't all a lie he did have a killer migraine which was making him nauseas.
But Burt still panicked and phoned Kurt's Doctor right away and made a appointment for tomorrow.
Kurt layed their in his bed looking at the ceiling as his dad brought him some tea.
Burt walked over to his side table and placed the tea down gently "Here this will make you feel better, How's your blood?" he asked feeling Kurts forehead.
Kurt sighed and looked over to his father "It's a bit low, but i'll be okay" He said sitting up a bit to drink his tea.
Burt nodded "Well you should eat something, so I brought you a muffin. When your done take nap and get your strength back" Burt said putting the muffin down on the side table too.
Kurt bit his lip and nodded "Okay" he said quietly.
Burt frowned 'Something's wrong and its not just the cold' Burt thought to himself, but he shook his head and decided to ask about it later.
The room was quite until Burt decided to speak "well I need to head to work, I will be back later. But for now you need to eat and get your rest and feel better." Burt said pulling up Kurt's blankets.
Kurt let out a smile "thanks dad, I love you" He said putting his tea down.
Burt smiled "Love you too kiddo, phone me if their is any trouble! see ya later" he said leaving the room.
Once Burt finally left Kurt let out a huge sigh, What am I going to do, he could never face Blaine again after what he did yesterday. Blaine probably hated him...he didn't blame him.. he hated himself too.
He let out another sigh looking over to his muffin and grabbing it and taking a bite, he put his muffin back down and closed his eyes and decided to take a nap to get his mind off everything.
The next day of school rolled by quickly, and Kurt decided he needed to go to school today. He needed to talk to Blaine, he didn't want Blaine to hate him.
Even if they couldn't be together, Kurt would be fine with being just friends.
Which was a total lie in Kurt mind, he didn't just want to be friends with Blaine he wanted to be with him so desperately...but that's over now.
Blaine is never going to want to be with him now, he just has to accept that now.
Burt was sipping his coffee when Kurt finally came down the stairs this morning " Are you sure you're feeling better Kurt? You can stay home another day if you want" Burt asked concerned.
Kurt nodded adjusting his uniform. "Dad I am feeling much better don't worry and I really can't afford to miss more school dad." Kurt said pulling his bag onto his shoulder.
Burt just looked at him and Kurt sighed walking forward to Burt holding his shoulders "Dad I will be fine" Burt smiled.
"Okay get out of here and don't forget you have a doctors appointment after school" Burt said playfully.
Kurt smiled sighing "yeah I remember, see you after school"
Burt took a sip of his coffee and waved goodbye.
Once he was outside he sighed looking over to Blaine's house, he stared at it for a moment before getting in his car and starting his drive to McKinley.
The drive was quick and he made it there with a couple minutes to spare, if only he had the courage to get out of the car things would be great.
He sat their for a minute breathing in slowly before he shook his head and grabbed his bag and left his car, he locked his car and jogged up the few steps in front of the school and entered slowly.
Kurt took another deep breath and walked to his locker, he was relived not to see Blaine there yet.
He put his bag in his locker and pulled out a few books when he felt a strange presences surround him.
Kurt raised his eyebrow ad turned around to see Karofsky standing behind him.
He sighed and crossed his arms "What the hell do you want now?" he said, he didn't have the patience for this right now.
Karosfky sneered "I came to give you a welcome back present fag" he said stepping closer.
Kurt cringed "leave me the hell alone karofsky" he said not standing down.
Karofsky smirked "Just because you're on the cheerios and have some disease doesn't mean you can talk back to me you fucking fairy" He said clenching his fists.
Kurt froze for a second but spoke again "I swear to fucking god, if you fucking touch me you disgusting sweaty pig that will be the last fucking thing you ever do" Kurt said raising his voice angrily.
Karofsky then moved forward quickly and slammed Kurt against the locker, he hissed at the corner of the locker that scrapped his back, Karofsky held Kurt's hands down and pinned Kurt's neck between his arm.
he looked deep into Kurts eyes "What the fuck did you just say to me faggot?" Karofsky said pushing him against the locker harder.
before he could get a word out he heard yelling "what the hell are you doing by my locke-Hey what the hell! Get the hell off of him!" was the last thing that was said before Karofsky was pushed off of Kurt.
Karofsky stumbled and fell to the ground "What the hell" He exclaimed getting up.
Kurt sighed in relief seeing that it was Blaine who pulled karofsky away.
"Touch him again and I will make sure Coach Beiste kicks you off the football team faster than you can blink" Blaine said crossing his arms.
Karsofky shook his head "Whatever faggots" he said scoffing as he walked down the hallway.
Kurt let in a deep breath before looking up and at Blaine who was walking towards him.
"Hey are you okay?" Blaine's face looked hard and Kurt could see that he hasn't been sleeping very well from the dark circles underneath his eyes.
Kurt nodded "Im okay, thank you" he said looking down to his hands.
Blaine nodded "You don't need to thank me and I know this doesn't change anything.. I get that, so its fine" Blaine said frowning.
Kurt caught the action and was going to say something about it when he noticed blaine's hand wrapped up in a bandage.
Kurt gasped "What happened to your hand?" Kurt said concerned.
Blaine shrugged "Its nothing, ive got to go" He said looking in another direction.
Kurt frowned "But I thought you had to go to your locker? and I was kind of thinking we could talk?" he said trying to make eye contact with Blaine but failing.
Blaine sighed back "Talk about what? that I kissed you and told you I liked you? and then you said you didn't like me back? their is nothing else to talk about Kurt. Lets just leave it at that" He said walking away.
"Blaine wait!" Kurt yelled.
Blaine stopped in place and sighed turning to Kurt "What Kurt?"
Kurt bit his lip as he looked at the heart broken expression on Blaine's face, he couldn't hurt him anymore.
"Nothing" Kurt said holding in his tears.
Blaine just crossed his arms over his chest and shook his head walking away.
Kurt sighed deeply and leant against the lockers closing his eyes "I just love you" Kurt whispered to himself.
He then felt a warm hand on his shoulder and he opened his eyes to see his best friend "Honey are you okay?" Santana said concerned.
Kurt flashed a fake smile "Just peachy" he said sarcastically, She sighed " Want to skip class and talk about it?" She offered, holding his hand as they walked down the hallway.
He shook his head "No I am already behind in all of my classes, will talk at lunch I promise" he said stopping by his class room door.
She tightened her pony tail and gave a supportive smile "Cool, hang out at your house after school?" she said as the bell rang.
Kurt sighed "Can't doctors appointment, how about after that?" he said adjusting his bag.
She nodded "Sounds good babe, see you at lunch" She said giving a kiss on the cheek and running down the hallway to her own class.
Kurt took one deep breath before went into the classroom, his heart sunk a bit seeing that Blaine changed his seats.
But it was for the best, he sat in his seat and tried his best to focus until lunch.
Time seemed to be going by so slow, but finally it was time for lunch and Kurt packed up his things quickly and made his way to the cafeteria where he was grabbed by Santana and Brittany and they sat down at a small empty table.
Brittany frowned "Tana why are we sitting away from Blaine?" Brittany said confused and sad.
Kurt sighed "Because Kurt has tell us something important" Santana said quietly to her girl friend.
They then both looked to Kurt who sighed again "Tell us what happened" Santana said.
Kurt then looked over to see Blaine sitting over with Finn and Puck and he looked utterly miserable, he shook his head and looked to his friends again and began to tell them what happened.
Once he finished both girls sat their with shocked faces, until Santana spoke up.
"So you're telling me that home boy over there kissed you and told you he liked you and then you sat there and lied to him about having the same feelings for him ? when this what we have been waiting for, for weeks?!" Santana asked confused.
Kurt nodded. "Ay dios mio, If that isn't the stupidest thing I heard in my whole life! Kurt what were you thinking? Weren't you scared he didn't like you? you can't honestly be telling me that you turned him down when you have been waiting for him too say something like this to you in weeks!" Santana said frustrated.
Kurt shook his head "Tana you know the reason why I lied to him! I couldn't tell him I like him back!" He said defensive.
Santana groaned "Okay Kurt you have to stop using your disease as anexcuse for not having what you want, because seriously its getting old! Everyone could see how head over heels Blaine was for you, He would still like you even if you had one leg for god sakes!" Santana said quietly.
Kurt said nothing looking down, Santana huffed loudly "You play with this boys emotions for weeks and when he finally admits he has feelings for you, you just break his heart! He doesn't deserve that!" Santana said standing up "And quite frankly Kurt you don't deserve him!" she said angrily grabbing Brittany's hand.
Kurts heart stung at the words, not because they were mean because she was right and Kurt had just made the stupidest decision of his life.
"Lets go britt" She said and they both got up and walked over to sit by Blaine, Kurt looked over to them and his heart panged with jealously seeing his friends comforting Blaine.
He had no right to feel jealous, Kurt brought this on himself.
Kurt picked up this bag and decided to get too class early and distract him.
Surpsingly the day ended rather quickly, and as their was no cheer practice today he just tried to quickly make his way out of school without anyone seeing him.
Kurt just wanted this day to be over.
Blaine sighed pulling into his brothers doctors office, today he was starting to volunteer for hours at his brothers work and he was actually excited to help his brother. But Blaine's emotions were drained from today he just wanted to go home and sleep.
The building was nice and very clean Blaine didn't really want to touch anything in fear he would dirty everything. He made his way to he elevator and pressed the number 2, And waited till he reached his floor.
Blaine walked out of the elevator once it reached his floor and walked down the hall until he saw the plaque that read 'Doctor. Anderson, Endocrinologist'
He first knocked to be polite and then opened the door and saw his brother on the floor surrounded by paperwork and folders.
"Whoa someone made a mess" Blaine said laughing.
Cooper smirked getting up and hugging his brother "so funny, how was school?" he asked pulling away.
Blaine shrugged "It was okay" Cooper crossed his arms "how's your hand?" he asked leaning on his desk.
he looked down to his hand "Its sore but I'll live" He smiled, Cooper shook his head "You're weirdo squirt" he said standing up straight.
Blaine smirked "So what do you want me to do?" Blaine said setting his bag down on the couch in the corner of the room.
Cooper put on his glasses and cleared his throat "Well I only have one appointment left today, so we won't be here long. you can just dive into my mess here on the floor and sort my files for me" Cooper said pulling out a white jacket from a cupboard .
Cooper smirked "Here" he said handing it to Blaine, Blaine furrowed his brows "Um what is this?" He said taking the jacket.
"If you're going to work in my office you're going to work in style" Blaine laughed at his brothers words and shaking his head at the words printed on the white doctors coat.
'Assistant Blaine squirt Anderson'
Blaine shook his head "You're ridiculous" he said taking off his cardigan and putting the coat on.
Cooper laughed sitting down at his desk "Get to work Mr. Anderson" he said with his boss voice.
"Right away Mr. Anderson" Blaine responded back laughing, he sat down on the floor and began to sort through the files.
The office was quiet as Blaine carried some of the files into the back room to put away, he heard the office door open and assumed it was time for Coopers last appointment. Blaine slowly and quietly put them away not to disturb the appointment.
"Good afternoon guys!" Doctor Anderson said getting up to shake both of their hands.
Burt smiled "Good afternoon too you too!" He said sitting down along side Kurt.
Doctor Anderson smiled at the older man and looked over to Kurt " how have you been Kurt? I heard you were sick?" He asked getting his pen out.
Kurt was just about to answer when he heard a slam in the back room.
Cooper raised his eyebrow "Just ignore that, its just my assistant he's a little clumsy. Go on Kurt" he said looking back to Kurt as he began to speak.
Blaine was freaking out.
Kurt? Kurt? he couldn't of heard his brother right? Kurt couldn't be here.. their is probably hundreds of kurt's in Ohio.. he was freaking out over nothing.
Blaine just sighed and started to put the files back in the cabinet again until he heard his brother calling him. "Hey squirt! Can you get me the file that has the information about pumps? thanks!"
Blaine nodded to himself and search through the files until he found what he was looking for, he walked out of the small back room and into Coopers office looking down to the file.
"Sorry Cooper but this is all I could fin-" he stopped himself once he looked up and saw Kurt and his father sitting across from Cooper.
Blaine's heart dropped to the floor as realization clouded his head.
Kurt was Coopers next appointment.
Kurt has diabetes? and he's been hiding it from me for this long!
Did he not trust him?
Blaine's heart stung at these thoughts.
Burt clasped his hands together oblivious of the situation "I didn't know Blaine was related to you doctor! small world" Burt said smiling.
Blaine shook his head "Kurt what are you doing here?" he said not believing what he was seeing.
Kurt got up from his chair "Blaine I-" "No don't talk! why did you hide this from me? did you think I wouldn't find out? your doctor is my brother for crying out loud" Blaine said yelling interrupting Kurt.
Coopers eyes widened "Blaine calm down" Cooper said standing up as well.
Blaine crossed his arms "No Cooper! I want to know why I was lied to for weeks?" Blaine said stepping closer to Kurt.
A tear ran down Kurt's face "I didn't lie to you Blaine, I just didn't tell you" he said trying not to sob
Blaine furrowed his brow "That doesn't make it better Kurt! you hide that you had diabetes from me for god knows what reason!" He said throwing the file to the ground.
Kurt flinched, this wasn't suppose to happen.
Blaine crossed his arms "Why did you hide this from me? is it because you don't trust me? or is it that you would thought I would of judge
you?!" Blaine said letting his anger get the best of him.
Kurt said nothing but look down to the floor, Blaine just breathed out shakily "that's it isn't it? you thought I would of judged you? didn't you?" he ran his fingers through his hair.
"You thinking I would judge you for something like this, that is worse then you hiding it from me" Blaine said looking up at the ceiling letting the tears fall.
"Blaine" Kurt said walking towards Blaine, he just shook his head and backed away "if that's the way you think I would react to you having
diabetes Kurt,then I don't think you know me at all" Blaine said picking up his bag and running out of the room and slamming the door.
Kurt stood their holding onto his shoulders, his dad came up behind him and held onto him and Kurt turned around and held onto his father tightly.
Cooper flinched as the door closed, this was a huge mess he thought to himself.
He looked over to the Hummel men and took off his glasses and sighed "um I think we should reschedule this appointment so I can get to my brother and you can talk to your son Mr. Hummel" Cooper said massaging his temple.
Burt nodded "i think that would be best." he said giving Cooper a sympathetic look.
Both men left the room quietly and Cooper began too pack his things and head out as well.
After locking his office he decided to take the stairs to give him some time to think before talking to Blaine.
Blaine was getting better and this all happened so fast.. this is only going too set him back. Cooper thought to himself frowning.
Cooper scratched his head as he continued to walk down the stairs , Maybe public school was the wrong idea.. maybe I should home school him? I could work from home. But was separating Blaine from all his friends again a good idea? Cooper sighed, his thoughts were scattered right now, all he wanted too do was make things better for his baby brother.
He made it too the lobby and gave his actual assistant a wave good bye and smile before exiting the building.
Cooper looked around the parking lot until he spotted his car where Blaine was sitting in the passenger seat with his face in his hands, he frowned.
He looked up at the sky at the dark clouds, Looks like its going to be a rainy night. He said to himself as he walked to the car.
Light touches of rain started to fall on his jacket and cooper began to run to his car. He threw his bag in the pack seat quickly and jumped into the front seat.
Cooper rubbed his hands together "Well I was lucky enough to make it before it started to storm, I would of been a drenched mess" Cooper laughed trying to brighten the mood.
Blaine still sat still with his face in his hands.
Cooper frowned "Listen budd-" "Cooper I don't want to hear it! Can we please just go home" Blaine interrupted lifting his head up exposing his red swollen eyes.
Coopers heart panged with sadness, he reached over and touched his brothers face and gave him a half smile "Everything will be alright Blaine" He said trying to calm things.
Blaine shook his head holding onto Coopers wrist "No its not" He practically sobbed out.
Tears welled in coopers eyes "I know it doesn't look that way right now, But I promise you things will get better." He said looking into Blaines eyes placing his other hand on Blaine's face as well.
Blaine said nothing as another tear ran down his face "I will make things better for you, whatever it takes" Cooper said sincerely.
Blaine smiled a little and pushed Coopers hands away "You're the best brother in the world Cooper, I love you" he said wiping his tears.
Cooper smiled putting on his seat belt "No Blaine you're the best brother in the world, you're the Fred to my George! We will always be here for each other.. well unless you die in the wizard battle of Hogwarts" He said jokingly as he starting the car.
Blaine let out a small laughed and gave Cooper a play punch in the arm.
Both their laughter filled the car and Cooper smiled speaking as he stopped at a red light " So I am thinking pizza and wings and a movie tonight?" Blaine smiled at Coopers way of trying to cheer him up but he frowned "I wish but I have a lot of homework to finish and I really want some alone time right now" he said looking out the window.
The moment became silent and Cooper nodded "I understand, maybe another night then" he said turning down the street a street.
Blaine nodded and stayed silent for the rest of the trip to his house.
As soon as Kurt made it home he ran up the stairs to his room and shut the door locking himself inside, collapsing onto his bed.
Burt and Carole tried for hours to get in and talk to him but Kurt was inconsolable, Burt was sitting at the table when he decided he needed to pull out the big guns.
He pulled out his phone and scrolled down until he found the contact he was looking for.
Burt breathed out deeply, it was now or never.
He clicked 'call' and waited for the call to come through he closed his eyes and just prayed that this call would help his son.
The Rain poured down on the window of Kurt's room and he sighed finding the sound very soothing,he pulled his pajama shirt over his head and layed down on his bed. Kurt closed his eyes in exhaustion just wanting to sleep the pain away when he heard tapping against his window.
His eyes shot up open and he looked to the window and saw his best friend standing on his balcony tapping on his window with an inpatient look on her face.
Kurts eyes widened "tana?" he said getting up wiping his eyes.
She rolled her eyes and banged on the window harder for him to hurry.
Kurt jumped up from his bed and ran into the window to let her in "take long enough! I was almost drowning out there!" she said as jumped through the window sending both of them on the floor.
Santana snorted " I never thought we would ever be in this position" she joked getting up to sit on the windowsill, Kurt got up and sat on his bed.
Kurt crossed his arms "What are you doing here? and why didn't you just use the front door? my dad loves yo- wait he told you didn't he!?" He said frustrated .
Santana zipped down her hoodie "Yes he did and I was going to tell him no to coming here and talking too you, But you know I love papa bear too much to say no. So here I am" she said clasping her hands together.
Kurt shook his head "I don't need your advice Santana, you don't have to do anything for me." he said childishly.
She scoffed standing up "Lets get something straight Hummel. I am not doing this for you, I am not even doing this for your dad! I am doing this for Blaine! Im going to try one more fucking time to knock some sense into you. Now you better shut up and listen" She said crossing her arms.
Kurt's eyes narrowed but he stayed silent "Good. Assuming not everything is fucked up for good, Blaine knows the truth now. Their is nothing
stopping you from going across that street and apologising and getting your man back!" She exclaimed.
Kurt stood up and tried to speak "Bu-" "eh eh eh! I am stilling talking! you fucked up a lot Kurt. And we all warned you this would happen! But you still did it anyways. So now its time for you to go over there and apologise and try to regain back some sort of friendship" She said motioning with her hands.
He looked up at his friend and nodded then looked to the ground "you're right, I know you're right. But what if I go over there and he just say's that he hates me and slams the door in my face" Kurt said broken.
Santana frowned sitting beside her friend "Truthfully I would if I was him." she said and Kurt sighed sadly.
"Kurt" She said holding onto his hands, he looked up to Santana "Blaine really loves you, we could all see it in they way he talks with you, walks with you and most importantly the way he looks at you." Santana said truthfully.
Kurt breathed out slowly "Blaine may be mad at you right now but he could never hate you Kurt. But he deserves to hear the truth about the way you feel about it him and why you kept your illness a secret. I know its hard to give up your guard and control sometimes but you got to let Blaine decide what he wants" she said soothing her best friend.
Kurt nodded letting the tears fall "I just-I just don't want to hurt him anymore" he said quietly.
Santana licked her lips "I know honey, but the only way he is going to stop hurting is if you come clean" She replied.
Kurt bit his lip and looked around the room for his jacket, he closed his eyes and breathed out. Its now or never he thought to himself.
"So what I thin- Kurt what are you doing" Santana said confused as Kurt jumped from the bed and grabbed onto his jacket "ive got to go!" he said running out the door.
She stood up quickly "Kurt wait!" She yelled but Kurt was gone, she ran over to the window to look out and spotted Kurt running across the street towards Blaine's house.
Santana smirked "That's my boy" she said laughing heading downstairs to tell Burt the good news.
The rain was coming down fast and Kurt was running as fast as he could across the street to Blaine's house.
He finally made it and ran under the porch to protect himself from the rain, he breathed in heavily trying to sooth his anxiety.
I can do this, He said to himself as he walked closer to the door. He knocked lightly and waited for fears to become a reality.
A couple moments later the door opened and his heart stopped, this was it he told himself.
But it wasn't Blaine who opened the door, it was Blaine's brother.
Doctor Anderson raised his eyebrow "hello Kurt, what are you doing here so late?" he said tired.
Kurt breathed out nervously "I am sorry!I know its late but I really have too talk to Blaine,is he here?" Kurt asked anxiously.
Cooper sighed "I am not on my doctors hours right now so I am going to be frank with you Kurt, you have hurt my brother enough. I don't think its appropriate for you two to talk anymore" he said crossing his arms.
Kurt's heart sunk "I know I've hurt Blaine a lot and its killing me that I made him feel this way. So please Doctor Anderson can I please talk to Blaine" Kurt pleaded.
The older man sighed one more time "Call me Cooper and honestly I don't know where Blaine is!" Cooper said scratching his head "He was in his room mostly and when I came in to bring him dinner he wasn't there.. I am guessing he just needs some alone time right now" He said honestly.
Kurt nodded "Do you have any idea where he could be?" He asked desperately.
Cooper shrugged " Look I really like you Kurt, I do! so I am going to give you the benefit of the doubt that you want to do right by my brother. So how about you come inside for some tea and we can wait for Blaine too come back on his own" He offered nicely.
Kurt froze in realisation "Tea? That it! Thank you Doctor Anderson!" Kurt said ecstatically as he turned around and started running out in the rain.
He knew exactly where Blaine was! He thought to himself as he ran down the side walk.
Coopers eyes widened "Wait Kurt! where are you going! And its Cooper!" he yelled loudly, but he shook his head smiling.
Cooper smirked "Go get him" he said shutting the door.
In all honesty Blaine loved the rain, he loved the sound mainly and it was so beautiful to watch pour down. He didn't even mind walking through it, Sure he might catch a cold but he loved feeling so cold.
Blaine closed his eyes and took a deep breath in at all the cold air, he walked aimlessly around the little town he grown to love so much.
If only he could share this Kurt, he thought to himself but he shook his head. He didn't want to think of Kurt right now.
Blaine sighed lightly and he turned his head slightly when he heard splashing coming in from a different direction.
He looked to see that someone was running towards him, he squinted his eyes to see who but they were too far.
As the mysterious figure came closer, Blaine's eyes widened when he recognized the person.
"Kurt?" He said surprised.
Kurt was drenched in water. His hair was a disaster but he didn't care, he found Blaine finally and he wasn't going to let him slip away this time even though his heart was pounding.
Kurt hands were shaking "hey" He finally said looking to Blaine's surprised face.
Blaine licked his lips "Hi" he said back quickly quietly, he looked Kurt up and down and he tried not to smile "You do know you're here in your pajamas right?" he said looking away.
Kurt bit his lip "Yeah I know, I need to get here as soon as possible.. I wasn't stopping too change" he said nervously as the rain ran down his face.
Blaine raised his eyebrow "well why is that?" he asked.
This is it, Kurt thought to himself. "Because I miss my best friend.. and I would like to have a proper conversation with you without you walking away each time and being an ass!" Kurt said shrugging.
Blaine scoffed "Are you kidding me? what was the point in coming here if all you were going to do was make me feel like shit! I didn't do anything wrong and I am defiantly not an ass" he said angrily.
fuck Kurt said to himself. "No shit im sorry, your not an ass and you had every right to walk away from me. And It was wrong for me to hide my illness from you. I was just so scared that you would hate me for it, we've spent so much time together I didn't want to ruin what we had." Kurt said letting a tear escape.
Blaine stayed silent and listened to Kurt speak " and when you said that you wanted me, I thought It was a dream come true because I wanted to be with you too, But then I thought about how I have been keeping this secret from you and how awful things would be when you found out. So that's why I had to let you down, I didn't want you to hate me once you found out the truth and have you think how disgusting I am for having a disease." Kurt said crying.
Blaine looked away and let his own tears fall but then he turned back too Kurt "Listen Kurt" Kurt looked back to Blaine, and he sighed "I would never judge you for having a disease ever. And I most definitely wouldn't think you're disgusting! You're beautiful Kurt and now this just makes you even more beautiful." Blaine said sincerely and Kurt's heart fluttered.
"Why did you decide to come talk to me tonight?" Blaine asked.
Kurt licked his lips "My dad had Santana come over and knock some sense into me, she made me realize how stupid I would be if I missed out on being with a really funny, dorky, sexy, talented..weird guy who just happens to be my everything. I couldn't let another day go by with you not knowing how I felt about you" Kurt said, his heart was racing.
Blaine smiled sweetly running his fingers through his hair.
He sighed " Now do you hate me?" Kurt asked almost sobbing as the rain started to pour more.
Blaine shook his head and grabbed onto Kurt's hands "No I don't hate you, god Kurt I could never hate you" Blaine said flashing him a smile.
Kurt smiled "sooo you?" Kurt asked smirking.
Blaine shook his head smiling "Are you really going to make me say it again?" He said letting go of Kurt's hands to hold onto Kurt's waist.
Kurt bit his lip "Well yeah I am kind of a diva and a bitch" he said laughing.
They both laughed together for a moment before Blaine pulled Kurt in close "I love you Kurt and I want you, I want you so bad" he said blushing insanely.
Kurt smirked " Well I don't know Blaine, we are just moving so quickly.. this is all so sudden" Kurt joked.
Blaine smiled holding Kurt tight "oh no you don't" Blaine said laughing.
"I love you too Blaine and I want you in everyway" Kurt admitted blushing.
Blaine smiled as the rain fell down on both of your faces. "Please say I can kiss you now?" Blaine asked.
Kurt bit his lip and looked down. Blaine tiled his chin back up and looked deep into Kurt's eyes.
"You better" Kurt said.
Those were the last words that were said when Blaine pulled Kurt in even close, their lips touched softly at first. But then Kurt placed a hand on Blaine's cheek kissing him deeper and more desperately as the rain fell down both of their faces. The passion sparked deep inside both boys and Blaine couldn't help but smile into the kiss.
Blaine was the first too pull away when he felt Kurt shivering. "Hey you're freezing, Lets get out of this rain so we don't get sick." Blaine said holding Kurt close to his side.
Kurt bit his lip "Your brother did offer to make me some tea?" Kurt said smiling.
Blaine laughed "Of course he did, lets get out of here" he said leading towards the exit.
"Kiss me first" Kurt said blushing.
Blaine smirked "can't get enough of me now?" he joked.
Kurt crossed his arms and put on his bitch face "are you seriously going to deny me kisses right now?" Kurt said seriously but jokily.
Blaine shook his head and brought Kurt in closer again "I wouldn't dream of it" he said before pulling Kurt in for another amazing kiss.
"well now I can cross kissing in the rain off my bucket list." Blaine said pulling away holding Kurts hand.
Kurt shook his head "Dork" he said laughing, Blaine smiled "im your dork" he said.
Kurt smiled lovingly "Yes you're"
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