I have been driving around for a while now on autopilot, when I notice the gravel road I'm driving down. I'm not surprised I would end up here really. I pull my car to a stop at the front of what is quite a large house.

I look up at it through my windshield, at one of my families homes. Or mine now, as my mom said I could have and use it for what or when I like.

I suppose some people would find it strange that I stay at Blackwell when I could stay here, but I always find it weird to stay by myself. It's too big and has too many memories.

I sigh and turn the ignition off, open my door and get out. I walk to the front door and look over it, turning to the passcode to unlock it. I punch in 04012007 - April 1st 2007, my brother Alex's birth date.

I hesitate a second before I press the button, when I do it turns green with a click. I take a deep breath and open up the front door and step inside.

I have been coming back here now and again, when I just need to get away and it brings back so many memories. Just the smell alone is like a nostalgia kick start, then the sight of everything.

I run my fingers over some of the photos of my family in better times, happier times and feel myself churning a little on the inside.

The first place I make my way to is the bar. I look over the many varieties there are, and end up taking out a simple bottle of Wild Turkey, my usual drink of choice. I also grab a couple of bottles of Hobgobblin beer from the fridge, open one up and down it whilst making my way to one of the living rooms that has the record player in it.

When I get there I put the empty bottle down and the whiskey on the table and crack open the other beer. Then I make my way over to the records to pick one out.

As I'm scanning over the large amount of music, I pause on one that I remember my Mum and Dad used to always put on and it makes me smile sadly at the memory.

I take another couple of swigs of my beer and pull the record out. Jefferson Aeroplane. I make my way to the record player, put it on the turn table and put the needle down. I listen as the first crackle of the needle starts to buzz through the speakers.

I snort a laugh and roll my eyes when the song starts up, thinking how ironic it is. The song being 'Somebody To Love', but leave it playing, down my beer and make my way to the couch. I plonk the empty bottle down on the table and slump down on the sofa, grab the whiskey bottle, take the cork out and take a couple of large gulps.

"Arrrr, love the burn." I say out loud.

I sit for a moment, just listening to the song and drink some more.

"God I really fucked up!" I say as my phone goes off, for like the hundredth time.

I take it from my pocket, looking at the screen as it's ringing and see it's Dana. I think about answering, but decide against it because I'm not in the right space of mind at the moment. It stops ringing and it makes me feel really bad. I will talk to her, but just not right yet. It starts ringing again, but this time it is a number I don't recognise. I decide to just stick it on silent and sling it on the table.

I take a few more swigs of my drink, before I decide I want to get my bong and just smoke.

I get up and start making my way to the back office, but make a pit stop realising I need a pee quite badly. So I make my way to the toilet and switch the light on. I blink a few times at how bright it is in here compared to the other room.

When I'm finished peeing, I kick my jeans off flinging them out of the door, same as my top because I can't really be bothered with them and I'm feeling quite hot. Being left in just my black boy shorts and dark reddy purple colour bra, nearly the same colour as my hair. I wash my hands and head to the back office.

When I'm there, I go in the cupboard in the back and get my bong out and one of my bags of weed. With that in hand, I go to the bathroom and fill the bong, then go back to the other room. I dump myself on the couch and the other stuff on the table.

As I start getting the bong ready, I hear 'White Rabbit' being played as I take some swigs of my drink. When it's all set up, I get my lighter and bring the bong to my lips. Placing my thumb over the whole at the back. I put the lighter to the green and suck in, listening to the water bubble.

I pull the lighter away and watch as the weed glows, then gets sucked down the tube, remove my thumb from the whole and continue taking the smoke in until it has all gone.

I place the bong on the table and hold my breath for as long as I can and then let the smoke spill from my parted lips.

"Haha, bucket lungs." I say.

It is a nickname Dana and Rachel came up with for me, because I would really plug the bong and hold for a long while without coughing.

People always try and stitch me up by doing it really tight, but I would always manage to get it down.

I carry on this way, just drinking, smoking and listening to the music...

"Fuck sake Max, you left the door open! I told you she would be here."

"Fuck me! It smells like a cannabis factory in here!"

"I can here music on. It's coming from down there."

"This place is fucking huge!"

"Yeah one of many."

"Wow Max said they had money, I just thought, ya know. But I guess she was being modest."

"She told you that did she? Max doesn't tell anyone that!"

"She actually told me a lot of stuff."

"Hmm."

"Wait, there is clothes on the floor here... Oh look, more... clothes on the floor in here!"

"Oh fucking great! If there's gonna be a naked girl in there and they are fucking, I am gonna Hella flip my shit!"

"Max wouldn't do that to you, she isn't like that and she really likes you... a lot. I can see it."

"Yeah well we'll see."

"MAX!"

"See Chloe, no naked women... just a nearly hot naked Max! And empty bottles of booze and a lot of green all over the table!"

"I errr... I, I, wow, yeah."

"Hahahaha, oh my god Chloe, you're blushing! We might need to pop your eyes back in there sockets and pick your jaw up off the floor too."

"I, I... I am n-not... fuck off Rach."

"Haha, you really are too much, but she is really hot yeah! Is she ok Dana?"

..."Max? Hey Max?!"

I can voices and someone shaking me. I think it's Dana but I'm too tired for this and this early as well.

I bring my right arm up and try to swat her away grumbling, "Argh, D' it's too early! Max. Sleep."

I can hear giggling, sounds like more than one person but I'm probably just groggy from not being awake long enough.

"Come on Max, we want to party!" I'm sure that's Rachel.

I groan, "What are you both doing in my room?"

More laughing, great, not nearly awake enough for this.

"Haha, Max we're not in your room, we are at your house. You were asleep on the couch. Rachel and Chloe are here too."

I turn my head and squint my eyes a little and can just about make out a sliver of Dana.

I put my hand on the front of Dana's face and she giggles as I say, "I really like Chloe, shes mmm really beautiful and has really pretty eyes and is fun, badass and sexy, but also an adorable dork more. But shhh... 'Cos she gets all sulky and pouts, which just makes her even more cute." I giggle at the end and Dana joins in too.

Then I hear the raucous bellowing of Rachel's laughter, "Oh, Jesus. Fucking. Christ! Did you hear that?! Oh wow! Cute, adorable, dork, Chloe." Rachel wheezes out.

I hear Chloe grumble out, "Fuck off bitch."

"Oh but wasted Max is so fun."

I turn my head slightly and can see Rachel plugging my bong as she sits on the other sofa.

I point my finger at her, "It's not so fun when you're wasted. Always trying to get off with me, give me a lap dance or hump me or some shit. And you're not always wasted."

The other two start laughing and Chloe teases, "Oh is that so! Me thinks someone has a wittle cwush!"

"I don't do any of that. And... I don't have a crush!" Rachel says, mumbling the last part and blushing.

Dana pipes in, "Well yeah you do Rach! All of it and we have lots of videos too. But Max said it wouldn't be right to put them up somewhere 'cos in most of them you are trying it on! Either you're Humping, stripping or dancing for her. Or all of the above at once."

We laugh as Rachel starts choking on the smoke pouring out of her mouth.

When she calms her choking a little she mumbles to me, "Whatever! And I can't believe you filmed that!"

"Hey, not me! I was always too busy trying to fend you off! Dana filmed it." I say through a giggle.

Rachel starts grumbling curses and not really looking at me when she asks, "You got anymore booze and weed Max?"

I sit up a little, rub my eye and loll my head to the side in thought, "Mhmm, booze at the bar and the weed is in the back office in the usual cupboard. Help yourself."

Rachel hums and jumps up excitedly, "Excellent thanks. Oh and Max..." She stops at the door, leans back dramatically and continues, "...You have some really hella sexy undies! Mmm..." And leaves laughing.

I look confused at the door where Rachel was, sit up fully and shout, "What are you talking about!?"

I look down at myself confused, "Oh um... where are my clothes!?"

Dana starts laughing, "Where you put them, flung throughout the hallway."

"Huh! I don't remember. Well that's good at least." I reply, trying to stand up, but I'm a little unsteady and Dana grabs me to keep me upright.

"Whoa there girl. Where you going?" Dana asks chuckling.

I look over and see Chloe with a little blush, just standing there awkwardly, not looking me in the eye.

"I think I should put some clothes on... you know with company and all." I gesture to Chloe.

"Alright but you stay here. I will go and get you some from your room k'." Dana tells me with a smile.

I smile back and pull her into a hug, "Thank you Dana. Sorry for my meltdown earlier and I love you lots." I murmur as I nuzzle my head against Dana's cheek.

She chuckles at me, "It's ok, you have nothing to apologise for. I should be saying sorry though, which I am, and I love you loads too."

I squeeze Dana a little, "Nah you're all good."

Dana chuckles, "Alright, alright, down girl." She squeezes me and we separate.

Dana starts walking to leave the room, but stops and says to Chloe, "See, extremely affectionate! Oh, and watch her." She winks at her.

Before Chloe can reply, I cut in, "Pfft, Jesus dude, I don't need a babysitter!"

Dana just waves me off with a snort, "Uh huh." She goes, leaving it just Chloe and I now.

We both stand there awkwardly for a moment, before I sigh, "You can sit Chlo, have a smoke or whatever."

Chloe looks up, albeit very slowly, trailing her eyes up my body. I raise my eyebrow and smirk a little at her. When Chloe gets to my eyes she blushes and looks away.

I snort a laugh and in a sultry tone ask, "See something you like?"

"I didn't, I wasn't." She groans and runs her hands through her hair, knocking her beanie onto the floor.

"What are you doing to me!?"

I can't help laughing at her being flustered, "I'm not doing anything... yet!" I end with a wink and laugh harder at Chloe's head whipping up to me, her ever growing blush and she groans again.

"Come on you big dork." I say, and gesture for her to come sit.

But when she doesn't, I walk up to her, swaying a little and grab her hand, "I don't bite... much!" I purr out and pull her with me.

Chloe whines, "Maaaax..."

I chuckle and pull her down to sit on the couch, "Sorry, sorry. I just can't help myself around you." I say, looking down at our hands still together.

I run my thumb over her knuckles and she squeezes my hand in return.

Chloe clears her throat, "I know the feeling."

She shifts a little closer to me. I turn my head to look at her and her eyes are so intense, roaming my face searching for... something. I'm suddenly very aware that I am still in just my underwear. I don't feel wrong though, nervous yes, but in a good way.

I suddenly blurt out, "I was going to ask you out, before my mental blip I mean. I wasn't shooting you down when we were in the car. I just, I don't know, I got nervous I guess. But it felt right, you felt right likhmmph..."

I don't get to finish what I'm saying because Chloe is kissing me and she puts her hand on the back of my head, like she thinks I might run away or something.

I put my hand on her waist and run my fingers up her side. Chloe smiles and hums pleased at this and tightens her grip in my hair. She bites and sucks on my bottom lip, then runs her tongue over it. We open our mouths and deepen the kiss, joining our tongues and moaning in unison at the contact.

We can both feel the passion, the want and need for each other. It's like nothing I have ever experienced before. It's intoxicating and I can't get enough of her.

I put my hand in her blue hair, tangling my fingers and tug her as close to me as I can and she lets out a deep whine in the back of her throat. I run my other hand slowly down her side, over her hip, and rake my nails down her thigh.

I feel Chloe shudder, her breath deepens and breaks the kiss to moan out, "Maaax."

She immediately crashes her lips back into mine, with such a hunger that I can't help but let out a moan of my own.

I move my hands to her shoulders and push her jacket off them. Chloe quickly yanks her jacket off and kicks her boots off at the same time. I grab her jacket and chuck it aside. We break the kiss, locking eyes and staring intently with such desire.

I lower my voice and say, "Lay down." And bite my bottom lip.

Chloe eagerly manoeuvres herself to lay down. I crawl up her body and place both my hands on either side of her head, placing my right thigh between her legs and pushing up to her warm centre. Chloe gasps at the contact, bringing her hands to my back, digs her nails in and pulls me down into her more.

I rest on my elbows and take her face into my hands just looking over her features breathing out, "You're so so beautiful."

Chloe blushes, then scoffs, "Don't."

I smile, kiss her and say, "Don't. Don't what? Tell you how beautiful you are? The fact that I have never seen anything as enrapturing as you... as perfect. I could get lost in you. I want to get lost in you."

I notice Chloe's eyes become a little teary with what I said. As I lean down to kiss her lips. Chloe wraps her arms tight around me, pulling me flush against her.

She kisses me almost desperately and I kiss her back with just as much, letting our tongues glide against each other, and she moans into my mouth.

I move my thigh harder against her and Chloe lets out a strangled moan of my name and starts grinding on my thigh as I move with her and hear both of our breathing becomes more laboured.

I move my hand down her side to the hem of her shirt and under, making Chloe whimper slightly when I graze her with the tips of my fingers. I drag my nails up her stomach and Chloe digs her nail's into my back as I run my finger just under the edge of her bra, making her pant more heavily.

Chloe pulls away from my lips with a gasp, locking eyes with me and rasps out in a pleading tone, "Max, please!?" And she starts grinding harder against me.

I move my lips to hers kissing her hard, suck on her tongue and then bite on her bottom lip. I start trailing kisses and bites along Chloe's jaw to her neck and push my fingers under Chloe's bra, sliding my palm over her soft breast.

"Ugh, M-Max, AHHH..." Chloe groans out deeply.

I run my tongue up Chloe's neck to her ear and around the edge, biting gently on her earlobe.

Chloe's hips start bucking upwards trying to find more purchase and she is moaning heavily in my ear.

I start squeezing her boob, gently at first and say in a sultry voice, "The moment I first saw you, I knew I wanted you, to touch you, to feel all of you. And fuck... it's so much better than I could have ever of imagined."

I then start to really squeeze her boob. Rolling and tweaking her nipple with my finger and thumb, grinding my thigh hard into her hot pussy.

Chloe gives out a high pitched almost scream, then rasps out, "M-Max, OH f-fuuuck... uhhg. I, I'maaa..."

She doesn't finish because of a loud moan that draws from the back of her throat, when I start to nibble and suck on the pleasure point just below her ear.

I can feel Chloe start to shake a little and she groans out needily, "I, I, Max, I n-need, argh."

I stop the attention on her neck to lift my head and lock eyes, but not stopping any other movements and ask in a stern tone, "What? Tell me what you need."

I squeeze a little harder on her breast and roll my hips hard into her to emphasise what I'm asking.

Chloe's eyes roll back and arches her back a little and cries out pleading, "MA-AAX... p-please t-t unhg fuuck touch..."

Chloe drags her nails hard down my back, hard enough to have probably drawn blood, making me groan out in pleasure, "Fuuck Chloe." And I crash my lips into hers.

Chloe's hands go down to my ass and straight under my shorts and squeezes hard, digging her nails into me, making me moan into her mouth, Chloe moaning too.

I pull back from the kiss about to say something when...

"HAHAHAHA!"

Followed by, "Oh for fuck sake Max! We thought you two were going to be talking! You just can't keep it in your pants can you!?"

Chloe and I completely stop our movements and I whip my head up at the offending voices and narrow my eyes.

Rachel smirks and snickers, "Please, don't let us stop you! It was Sounding like someone... Ahem Chloe... Was really enjoying themselves."

I take my hand off of Chloe's boob and out of her top and flip Rachel off, "Fuck you!"

Rachel snorts, "I think you were already doing that for someone else!"

Chloe buries her head in between my shoulder and neck, hugging me tight against her and groaning.

Rachel just can't seem to keep her lips from flapping and continues, "Yep, definitely Chloe getting a good seeing to!" and laughs at herself, looking rather smug.

"God Rach do you have to?!" Dana says huffing a little, and they both come and sit on the opposite couch, putting their stuff on the table.

I go to move but Chloe restricts me, holding on to me tighter.

I chuckle and then kiss the top of her head, "Hey Chlo, kinda gotta let me go here so I can move." And I feel her shake her head against me.

I laugh, running my fingers through her hair and lean down to her ear, "Come on babe, you don't need to be shy."

I hear Chloe mumble, "I'm not." Against my skin.

I chuckle and start peppering her face and head with kisses, feeling Chloe squirm and giggle, but I don't relent and say between kisses, "But baby, we have guests, alcohol, a big bag of weed to smoke and most importantly..." I pause to kiss her lips, "...We have your Hella badass punk reputation to protect!" She is visibly shaking with laughter now, face red, but I keep kissing her.

Chloe grabs my face, holding me back and still laughing, she manages to say, "M-M-Max, o-oh my goodd, s-stoopp. Pl-please..."

I laugh, "Nope! Afraid not! No can do! You have broken the mush dam, there's no sealing it now!"

Chloe wheezes trying to catch her breath, "I, I can't, you gotta s-stop, I can't breeeath..." She says leaning up and kisses me to stop me from doing or saying anything else and it kinda has the desired effect. Damn you Chloe and your distracting lips, I think to myself.

"Jesus fucking Christ! You two are so sickeningly cute together. I think I might actually hurl!" Rachel says with a really scrunched up face.

"Oh! I sorta forgot you were here. You know, with the hot girl under me and all." I say and look down at Chloe and wink.

Chloe rolls her eyes, but grins, "I'ma have to Hella squeeze that mush outta you." And then wraps her arms and legs around me, squeezing me tight to prove she will.

I just nuzzle her neck and kiss her softly, "Yeah, you do that." And kiss her again.

Chloe sighs and kisses the side of my head, lips lingering.

Rachel snorts, "See, I told you she was all mushy and cuddly when she's wasted!"

"Whatever Rach." I mumble.

I kiss Chloe once more and try to sit up but can't, being wrapped up in her.

"Come on Chlo, I just want to have a quick smoke and that."

Chloe starts grumbling but loosens her limbs on me, letting me sit up as she does too.

I feel Chloe run her fingers over the scars on my back, making me jerk forward and she drops her hand to the sofa.

I stand and quickly walk over to get my vest that Dana got me and put it on. I know if I were to look at Chloe now, she will have the most hurt and dejected look on her face. But I just really hate it so much. I'm really self conscious about them and I very rarely let people see me because of it. Bizarre I know, considering I'm in my underwear, but I kinda forgot. God I'm a dick!

Rachel suddenly speaks up after a moment, "Soooo, now that you two have finished rutting and whatever that just was. Wanna play a game or something?"

I turn to Rachel about to reply but notice Dana with a weird expression on her face. She has also been extremely quiet for her too.

I raise my eyebrow at her, " Sure Rach. Err, what's up with her." I ask pointing to Dana.

I pick up the stuff for the bong, go sit on the other sofa and start plugging.

Rachel replies with a shrug and snaps her fingers at Dana, "Hey girl you in there. Wanna play a game?"

Dana blinks a couple of times, then replies, "Yeah, yeah of course. Game, what game?"

"Well that was weird." I mumble, picking the bong and lighter up and hold them out for Chloe to take.

Chloe raises her eyebrow looking at me, then the bong and takes it hesitantly saying, "You don't need to make me them and stuff... but um, thanks." And gives me a tentative smile.

"I know, but I wanted too." And smile at her.

Chloe quietly says, "Thank you." And takes her hit, then passes me the bong back with the cutest shy smile.

I start making one for myself and ask, "Hey Chlo, do you want to pick some music to listen to?"

Chloe grins and sits forward, "Really? You sure?"

She jumps up excitedly when I nod and grin at her, "Hella sure!"

Chloe giggles and runs over to the vinyl selection.

I take my bong hit as Rachel asks, "So what game you want to play?"

"Er, I suppose there is the same old one of 'Would you rather?', 'Paranoia', which could be a bit slow when you want to get your drink on, or 'Most likely'."

Rachel gives me a don't know what that one is look, so I say, "Well you pull a statement out like... 'Who is most likely to run down the street naked?' then we all point to the person we think is most likely to and whoever has the most votes has to drink that many shots."

"Ooohh, I like that one! Lets play that!" Rachel says excitedly.

"Yo Dana! You okay? You're awfully quiet there!"

"Hmm? Oh yeah, I'm good. You got any joints made?" Dana asks.

I raise my eyebrow, pull out a joint and throw it over to her, "I, yeah, of course. You don't gotta ask, you know that?"

Dana catches it and smiles, "Yeah, I know. And thanks Max."

"Of course.".

"Oh man, this is Hella sweet! So much choice! Oh yeah, gotta put this on!" I hear Chloe say, as I stand up.

"Whatever you want Chlo."

"Whatever I want mmm?" Chloe says with a cheeky grin, looking me up and down.

I walk up to her, then run my finger from her chin down her neck, down the middle of chest to her stomach.

"Mmhm, 'whatever' you want." I say in a low husky voice and bite my bottom lip as I finish.

Chloe takes a shuddery breath and gives an airy, "Fuck!"

I start to turn and look back at Chloe to reply, "I wouldn't mind!"

I start to laugh when I hear Chloe say in a very breathy tone, "Jesus Max!"

I chuckle, then turn back to the others, "I'll just get a pad and pen and I'll be right back."

They all nod and I make my way to the study.