Chapter 10

Disclaimer: I don't anything sadly. But I do love season 9 so far!!! Oh, and a little heads up.. After I finish this story, I'll be making a Sav/Anya story. But, I'm not ending this story for a long long time. Enjoy.

Clare's POV/ Coma Dream

Where was I? I just remember falling into that icy cold water, and then everything went black. Now, I was starting to see light in the distance. I started moving towards it but I suddenly saw figures shape themselves. I saw myself and Jenna and Alli. I remembered that scene. When Jenna and I had been friends. When Alli had warned me about her. I saw the 3 of us laughing. I saw that I was smiling.

Then I saw KC form. I saw him sitting on his bed. His head was down in his hands. I saw him look up and I saw dried tear lines on his face. I had never actually seen him cry before. He looked so heartbroken it made me feel his pain.

"Clare, are you there?" he asked looking right at me. I wanted to run up to him and just tell him everything. "Of course she isn't there you idiot. She's dead. And it's your fault."

"No, KC. It wasn't your fault. Don't you say that." I said as I tried to bend down and tell him that but I couldn't move.

Then I saw a blinding bright light and I heard an elderly voice surround me.

"Clare hunny, is that you?" I heard the voice say. I turned around and saw my grandma smiling at me. I felt over joyed to see her. She died about three years ago but she had been the one person who I had told everything to.

"Grandma." I said as I ran to gave her a hug. She opened her arms wide and I gave her a big hug. It felt so good to feel her around me again.

"Dear, are you okay?" she asked me.

"No, Grandma, I'm not alright. I was raped. By the same man Darcy was raped by." I said as I felt my tears form again.

"I know dear. And I know about your mommy and daddy. So deary why did you jump? Why did you jump off of that ladder?" my grandma asked me.

"I couldn't take the pain anymore. Besides, my mom and dad wouldn't care." I sighed.

"Well, maybe. But I do know that others would." she said with a half smile. I was suddenly at a graveyard with Grandma. I saw Ali, Connor, Darcy and KC standing at a grave with some of my other friends from Degrassi. Alli was bent down next to a coffin and Connor was comforting her. Darcy was quietly sobbing and KC just looked stone cold.

I walked up closer to the head stone and I saw "Clare Marie Edwards 1994-2009" "Loving sister, friend and person. "

"Bye Clare. You're always going to be my best friend." Alli chocked on her tears.

"Why'd you do it Clare bear? I love you sis." Darcy sobbed as she let Peter hold her. I hadn't seen Peter and Darcy together in so long. I wondered if they would make it as a couple.

"You touched a lot of lives Clare. Don't you ever think differently." My grandma said. Then everyone disappeared.

"What happened?" I asked. I was very confused now.

"Now, this moment is up to you Clare. You can make the choice to go back to your friends. You'll live your regular life. Or you can stay with me. We'll both go to heaven. But that means leaving all your friends." she said solemnly.

"I.. I.. I want to go with you Grandma, but I don't want to leave my friends." I sighed heavily. "I've made my decision."

Then I was surrounded by darkness. I was completely alone.