Chapter 10***Rachel POV

I opened my eyes slowly and noticed that I wasn't in my room, flashes of the evening of yesterday reappeared me. I had lost my virginity and everything was perfect, it was even better that I had imagined it. Finn had been perfect. Luckily I didn't felt pain, I just felt pleasure. Seeing Finn naked for the first time I had wondered if we are going to fit together, but when he penetrated me it was like we are meant to be, like every part of my body was made for him. Only by thinking about his hands on my body, his kisses on my skin I just want him again, just want to feel his skin on mine again.

He was lied behind me, his face against my hair I felt his breath on my neck and he had his arms around me. I tried to move the least possible to avoid from waking him up. But all of a sudden something hit me I look at the alarm clock and I see that it's 7 am and I became aware that I had slept. I felt rested for the first time since the murder of my fathers. I had slept! Was it the fact to have made love which had exhausted me?Or where simply the fact of being in the arms of Finn and to be simply safe? I stuck even more against him what I think woke him because I felt him squeezing me up against him.

" Hey babe! "

" Babe? " I smile to his words.

" Oh yes, after the night we spent together you are simply the love of my life, you are going to have to support me for a very long time. I am sorry for you… " And he turned me to him and kissed me on my lips. Our naked bodies were pressed against each other, I was so turned on…

" That's good because I don't have the intention to let you leave me Mister Hudson! "

I kissed him again and I raised me and lied me on him what made him moan. I kissed him along his neck, his chest, I continued to get down until I reached his erection. I put down some kisses on his thighs. Finn had his hands in my hair I felt him stirring below me.

"Rachel…" he moans.

" Yeah baby? " I ask him with a husky voice.

" I need you, you kill me! "

" What do you want baby?...Tell me… " I ask him by kissing him next to his penis.

" I want…I want your mouth around me. "

When I heard him say it to me I felt the desire rising in me, I lowered my mouth towards his erection and brought out my tongue to lick him from the bottom to the top. His body wrinkled at the contact of my tongue on him, I took him in my mouth and I sucked him hardly he caught my hair with more strength this time.

" Oh Rachel! It's so good… " I continued a few moments until that I felt him moving my head slowly. "You need to stop because it's not in your mouth who I want to come. "

He brought me towards him and kissed me fervently I was so turned on that I didn't want to lose time, my body was already ready to welcome him. I took his penis between my hand and guided him at my core. I came down slowly so that I can feel him completely. I began moving slowly at first.

" Oh yes Finn… " I moan in his ear, he caught my hips even more hardly.

" It feels so good Rachel, you are so tight, just…don't stop... "

" It's not my intention, it's just the begining " I murmured to him.

I accelerated the rhythm and made circles at the same time, my body moved alone, I hadn't control over my body, my desires took the advantage and God it feels so good. I felt the same sensation as yesterday rising in me. My orgasm! I went faster and faster and went more and more hardly against him. I felt his soft hands in my back. Our breaths accelerated, he was close too, he put one of his hand on my clitoris and he began rubbing his fingers against it, slowly at first.

" Oh yes Finn, I'm coming don't stop…! " I ride him with such strength and lust. He sat down in order to reach my throat and began bitting me along it.

" Let go Rach! "

It was all that I missed to reach my orgasm, It knocked me quite hard.

"Finn…." I shouted.

" Oh yes Rachel! Rachel …Fuck…. "

He squeezed me hardly against him, I felt his sperm between my thighs. I put my forehead against his while he caressed my back tenderly.

" It was…"

" …awesome " He interrupted me.

" I love you so much " I say to him and he kissed me.

" I love you too, and you can say 'hello' to me this way whenever you want, it's a wonderful way of beginning the day! " He says to me by kissing me.

"Yeah?" I teased him.

" Definitely. " He squeezed me hardly against him.

" Finn? "

" Hmm? "

" I slept this night … "

I turned my head to him and he took my face between his hands to kiss me fervently, I was breathless.

"How? I don't understand…"

" I don't know either maybe it's the fact of feeling me safe in your arms. "

" You will need to sleep with me all the night for now on! " He says to me by smiling.

" You wish huh? " I got up and took his tee-shirt which was on the ground and put it on me.

" Hey where are you going? " He asked me by pouting.

" Don't worry I'm not going to leave your side today. I'm all yours, but I think that it's necessary to resume our strengths if we want to continue our activities all day long. I am going to make pancakes! "

" All day huh? " He got up and squeezed me in his arms. I really had difficulty in controlling myself, when Finn was against me like that and naked… I lowered my hands along his butt and caressed it delicately. " I really created a sex machine huh? " He says to me by smiling. I put down a kiss on his chest.

" It's not my fault, it's stronger than me, now that I tasted it… " I took a break and raised my hands behind his neck and I lowered him to be able to kiss him on his throat, I sucked at his skin slightly by paying attention of not leaving a hickey. I felt him shivering and he slid his hands under my T-shirt. After some kisses I took back "you are so irresistible, I can't control myself…"

" How are we going to do babe? Before I already had difficulty in keeping my hands in my pockets when we were in the same room but now …" he put his face in my hair and inhaled "… now it's another story, that's going to be worse. How I am going to do to not kiss you? Not touch you? Not make love to you when we want? Tell me! "

" I don't know Finn but we have no choice anyway … "

" I know… "

After this I came down to prepare the breakfast. After a few minutes I felt Finn's arms hugging me from behind. He pushed my hair on the side and he kissed me there.

" It's smells so good ! Do you need help? " I removed the frying pan of the fire and turned in his arms to face him, he was only in his boxer.

" Finn you could dress a little more…You don't help me here! " He made me his half-smile which I love so much.

" Hey! Do you think it's easy for me to see you only in my shirt, you are so hot…Do you need help? "

" You can prepare the table and cut some strawberries and takes out the blueberries of the fridge, please. "

" As you wish… " he kissed me one more time before rushing in his task.

We settled down on chairs half naked, my thought escaped already only by looking at its muscular chest … With all our activities I hadn't realized how starving I was. Finn took the pancakes, I preferred fruits they were very fresh they tasted so good in my mouth. After we ate Finn helped me to do the dishes. When we finished I went to the staircases but Finn caught me.

" Where are you going like that? " He asked me by kissing me along my throat.

" In the shower! " I say to him with a husky voice.

" Good idea … "

He took my hand and managed me towards the bathroom, he locked the door behind us and came near the shower to light the water. He turned around towards me and took my shirt between his fingers and slid it above my head. I found myself in small panties in front of him and full of lust. I approached him and took of his boxer, I looked at him in his eyes and he kissed me. He put his hands along my arms until he reached the elastic of my panties, he removed it slowly. I began moaning and squeezing me up against him, my body asked for it, wished it. Once he removed my panties he took me in the shower.

" I intend to take advantage of your kisses, your body all day long, I hope you don't mind? " Says Finn to me by nibbling my earlobe.

I took his head and managed it towards my mouth, I kissed him with all the passion that I had inside me. Finn lifted me and put me against the wall. He was a little more aggressive but that didn't bother me on the contrary that turned me on even more. I felt his hand going to my core and he rubbed his fingers against my clitoris, after a few moments he inserted one of his fingers inside me.

" Oh yes Finn…! " I moan.

" I love when you say my name like that…. " He inserted a second finger and moved faster and faster. I felt my orgasm coming, my breath accelerated. He removed his fingers all of a sudden.

" Finn! " I say frustrated.

"It's not like that that I intend to make you come, I have other plans for you... " He says to me by kissing me and before I can protest he pushed his dick deep inside me. " You can't imagine how happy I am that you take the pill… " he moans.

His thrust were more aggressive and it was just so good.

" Stronger Finn! " I moan.

There are moments like that we want that is soft, sensual and other moments where we want that is just sex, aggressive and right now I am completely for the aggressive sex and I see that Finn to.

" Don't hold on Finn! Just take me! "

I caught his hair while he sucked my nipples. It was the third time that we made love and I had the impression that it was much more. There wasn't retained, nor embarrassment it was only passion and lust.

" Oh Rachel! It's so good …Fuck… "

We were both close to our orgasms, Finn thrusted into me deeply and faster and faster, he pressed his fingers in my thighs even more while I kissed him relentlessly.

" Finn I'm coming! " I shouted.

" Me too! Kiss me! "

I kissed him with all my strength while my orgasm submerged me I had to interrupt my kiss to be able to catch my breath.

" Yes Finn! Finnnnn… "

" Fuck Rach … "

He continued to move but slower and slower this time. He put me down and took my face between his hands to kiss me.

" I love you so much Rachel! You can't imagine what you do to me. " He says to me by putting his forehead against mine.

" Same here…I regret absolutely nothing. I was ready and I trusted you. "

" You are everything for me you know that I right? And I don't say that because of the incredible sex which we just had, it's so much more, I can't find the words to tell you how I feel…. "

" I love you. "

We went out of the shower, we are lying on the sofa. I was snuggled up against him my head was rested on his chest while we looked Avatar. I had never seen this movie before it's not the kind of movie that I like but I have to say that I was really impressed by the special effects. At the end of one hour the doorbell rings.

" Don't go, it's just you and me today. " Finn says to me.

" Finn! I know that you are in there! There is your car outside! " Shouted Puck.

" Fuck! Sometimes I really hate this guy! " Says Finn before going to the door to open to him.

I heard Puck greeting him and before Finn can say something to him he was already in the living room. Fortunately we got dressed again.

" Puck what do you want? " Shouted Finn irritated.

" Calm down dude! What were you doing? " Says Puck by smiling.

" Hello Noah! We just look a DVD if must know. "

" Something changed. " Puck said. Has he a sexual radar or what?

" Nothing changed! What's wrong with you? " Says Finn to him.

" No! No! In your look Finn and at yours to Berry! Where have you been yesterday evening Finn? "

" Nowhere! Here with Kurt and Rachel! " said Finn irritated.

" No…I can smell sex! Puckaserus smells that! "

" Noah you are going to stop your trash comments all the time! If you need some, find somebody seen that you are so irresistible you shouldn't have a problem with that and leave the others alone. Finn, Kurt and I as well as Blaine were here we spent the evening all four together and I can assure you that we didn't make a foursome. " I say to him irritated.

" Yeah whatever! I am here because I want to do a party of Call Of! "

"I was already watching a movie…Sorry dude! " Says Finn.

" It's ok Finn you have already seen it I can watch the rest alone. "

" I'm not going to leave you alone Rach! " Puck looked at us attentively and I smile to the nickname which he gave me.

" It's ok Finn really! I am going to prepare my famous bananabread anyway I don't need you. Go please… "

" Perfect Berry! Tomorrow I'm going to run with you… "

" What? " Says Finn.

" Yeah she said to me that I couldn't follow her, I'm going to show her…. "

" Don't think about it... " Says Finn by getting up.

" Let him Finn I know he can't follow me anyway! It's 7 o'clock exactly! "

" No problem! I can show you some good place on our way…. "

He turned to go to the room, I saw Finn tightening his fists and going after him, I caught him by the arm to try to calm him down. At my touch he breathed profoundly and tried to calm down.

" Are you coming Finn or do you need an invitation? " Shouted Puck.

He kissed me and squeezed me against him " I love you Finn " he placed a kiss on my forehead and went away to join Puck in his room. I took back my place on the sofa and watched the end of the movie but I felt alone without him, without his arms around me. I could hear shout from Noah and Finn…Oh men and their video games…

The movie was really pleasant I didn't regret watching it. In the past I was always focused on the same kind of movie, but I must say to my defense that I had nobody to watch this kind of movie, my fathers liked exactly the same movies as me. But there with Finn I needed to learn…to make concessions and just learnt with him for sharing what we like…

Once the movie ended I went to the kitchen to make my bananabread. It was a recipe which I knew by heart I had for habit to make it almost every Sunday for my fathers because they loved it. The cake never lasted long with them and I had an intuition that it would be the same case here. I took out the ingredients and began the preparation until that I felt some arms hugging me from behind.

" Finn! If Puck comes down! " I say without pushing him away.

" Don't worry he is completely in his game. "

I turned around and placed my hands behind his neck and kissed him tenderly. I felt his hands caressing my lower back. These kisses were simply mesmerizing.

" Are you sure that you don't want me to throw him out of the house! " He asked me out of breath, I smile to him.

" No! You know how he is! He would ask too much questions! "

" OK … "

He took two bottles of Coke, kissed me and went to his room. I understood his frustration, we thought that we are going to spend the day just the two of us and Puck had come counter our plans.

I ended the cake and placed it in the oven and put the timer. For my part I returned to the living room and lyied me on the sofa to listen to some music on my IPhone. Finn came down again with the empty bottles and my telephone began ringing.

" Hello agent Prentiss " I saw Finn joining me and settling down next to me.

" I'm fin thank you and you? "

" Yes everything goes well here. " I say by smiling to Finn.

" On Wednesday evening it's ok for me. "

" Have you some news? "

" All right…see you on Wednesday! "

" You too! " Finn looked at me worried.

" What did she want? " He asked me.

" See me! "

" OK! Some news? " He took my hands in his and squeezed them.

" No… nothing! "

" Finn! " Shouted Puck.

Finn placed a kiss on my hands and went away again. I was a little afraid of seeing the agent Prentiss again even if she had said to me that there was nothing new, I was afraid of what she could announce me. The timer brought me out of my musing, I took out the cake of the oven. At the end of 15 minutes I heard steps in the staircases.

" Hmmm Berry this cake smells very good! Can we have a part? " I smile to him and cut two pieces for him and Finn.

" Thank you. " Says Finn.

" This is fucking good! " Says Puck.

" Thank you Noah! "

" It's excellent Rach! " "

" Rach? " Says Puck. " Where does it come from? "

" What? It's just a nickname! "

" Yeah if you say so, well I need to go, so tomorrow 7 o'clock? "

" It's not a joke? Do you really want to go for a run? " I say to him.

" Since when you run? It's new? " Says Finn to him. I saw him that he tried to contain himself.

" Yes Berry! There is numerous places that I want to show you … "

" Puck you are just a… " I interrupted Finn by placing my hand on his arm to calm him.

" If you think about some places to run it's ok with me, but if you imagine that I want to make sexual intercourses with you can spare your time. " I say to him.

" Well OK! Just to run…It's going to be a good practice before the beginning of the football season. "

" Where does it come from? Are you kidding? "

" OK Puck tomorrow 7 o'clock! Good evening! "

" Hey Berry? Will you wear the same outfit as the last time? "

But before I can answer Finn closed the door at his nose and approached me to kiss me, he squeezed me hardly against him while my hands went directly under his tee-shirt. I caressed his chest, his stomach, I just want to feel him under my fingers. Our tongues caressed each other, it was one of the best sensations that I knew, that and when we made love. We got lost in our kiss until we heard some noise from the front door, we parted at once and Finn took off in his room and I pretended to watch TV. A few seconds later I saw Carole and Burt returning and going to me they settled down with me in the living room and Finn joined us a few minutes later. Burt and Carole told us their weekend and announced us that the surprise party will take place this weekend the last weekend before the holidays. We are going to have to leave from Friday till Sunday, I was a little bit anxious at the idea of meeting Burt's family. We spent the rest of the evening together, Kurt joined us later in the evining.

It's in these moments that I saw them as members of my family that warmed my heart, but at the same time at the bottom of me that made me sad.

" Are you ok Rachel? " Asked me Carole.

" Euh yes!... I had forgotten the agent Prentiss called me this afternoon she will visit me on Wednesday evening! "

" Ok good! Any news? " She asked me I shook my head.

Carole and Burt went up to go to bed by saying that the road had exhausted them. It was just Finn, Kurt and I. Kurt told us in detail his date with Blaine. We could really see with the face and with the way he speaks about him that he was really in love and happy. Blaine really seemed to be a charming boy, I looked forward to meeting him. Kurt had planned like a double date tomorrow night. That was going to be hard to go out like that with Finn without being able to touch him. In spite of I appreciate Kurt I wanted that he goes to his room so that I can spend some time with Finn before we go to bed, but I can tell that he was too much excited to be able to sleep.

"Finn go to bed you are tired! " Says Kurt to him.

" No I'm fine I'm not tired! "

" Finn go… " I say to him, he looked at me before resigning himself and going upstairs.

" Good night see you tomorrow. "

"See you tomorrow!"

Kurt and I stayed another moment to chat. We had agreed to go shopping to find me a dress for the party. Go shopping means that we are going to go with Santana of course, after the closure. Kurt was already quite excited to this idea. Kurt and I removed in our rooms, I put myself in pajamas and slid under the blankets. I had hoped that I was going to be able to sleep but at the end of one o'clock my hopes flew away. So Finn was the remedy in my insomnias. I began thinking again at these last 24 hours and I could not refrain from smiling. This weekend was really perfect...

It was 6 am when I got up, I put my sports gear and went to the bathroom to make my morning routiine. The house was still quite. I went to the kitchen to take some fruits before leaving. I put my sneakers and went on the yard to wait for Puck.

" Hello Berry! "

" Hello Noah, you are at time you surprise me! " I say to him amazed.

" I'm not as bad like you think! If I say I come then here I am! " He says to me sincerely.

" I don't doubt it! Well are ready? "

We began to run and he was right on a point he really knew some beautiful places. It was just 30 minutes that we were running and I could already see that he had some difficulties to follow my rhythm.

" You sure you are doing sports? I had to say to you that I was right you can't keep up with me! " I say to him by smiling.

" I'm here…" he says to me breathless.

" You know we can return if you want…it's not a problem really! "

" Euh … OK! You know you are really cool! "

" Wow! You just give me a compliment! "

" Yeah whatever... Maybe we could go on a date you and me? If you want? "

" It's not a good idea Noah. I appreciate you but as a friend only. "

" As a friend then? "

" Listening….I don't know…Can we go home ? "

We returned at home, once we arrived on the yard we stretched to avoid the aches by talking together like friend. The fact of speaking has to draw the attention because Finn came out to find us outside.

" Hello! " He says to us by looking at me by smiling.

" Hey Finnocence already up! "

" I work... How was the run? "

" He didn't keep up for a long time like I said yesterday, I wonder how he does to hold on a whole match. " I say to him by laughing.

" It's not true, I was ok it's you who suggested to go home…. "

" Yeah if you say so, well I am going to take a shower! "

" Finn can you stay for two seconds I need to speak to you. " Says Puck to him.

Finn looked at him with curiosity while I went to the front door for letting them speak. I had spent a good moment with Puck thanks to him I was able to discover new places. I began thinking about this evening and I couldn't refrain my excitation at the idea of going out with Blaine, Kurt and especially Finn even if we had to pretending. That was going to be so difficult….

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