Chapter Ten
Edward's POV
Two weeks later...
"Alright...I have another question..." Jasper asked from where he reclined against my chest, lying in between my spread legs on my bed as he had his head resting underneath my chin.
"...okay," I asked with a chuckle, not being able to lower the smile from my face as I mindlessly played with Jasper's sunlight-colored curls while he kept one of my hands inside both of his, toying with my fingers, tracing over my palm, as if the appendage was some piece of art that needed praising.
"...do you think you could ever give up playing football? Like if something really bad happened, and you couldn't do it anymore...?" Jasper asked like the curious angel I knew him to be now, his own fingers still sliding against my own as we continued to laze about together, just enjoying being so close and connected to each other.
It was so bittersweet relaxing with Jasper like this right after school ended, it was so tranquil and fulfilling and every bit as soothing as I had known it would be, as Jasper was now more than comfortable being inside my house and lounging around my room with me.
I licked my lips and raised my eyebrows at such a question, but an answer was already solidly forming inside my brain.
"I could...if I had to, I would. No question. It is just a sport, after all...besides...I've been doing some thinking," I replied, purposefully trailing off with my words so I could gain Jasper's undivided attention.
Jasper seemed to pick up on my somber insinuation as he put my hand down on top of the mattress and carefully turned around where he lie so that he could face me.
"What do you mean?" Jasper asked so innocently that it made my heart flutter a bit inside my chest as I wrapped my arms around him first, pulling him to sit in my lap from his lying position as he placed his hands on either of my shoulders for support during the transition.
"Well..." I started to speak adjusting him a bit higher up on my thighs and making him bounce in the process that had him smiling adorably as he waited patiently for me to continue, "...I've been thinking that I'm going to graduate this year...and I still don't know what to do after that. I've already told you how I'm not even sure I want to go to college...but, what I figured is that...I'm going to wait for you to finish high school so we can go to the same college together."
Jasper's smile fell, his eyes wide with disbelief.
I needed to explain.
"It's just that...I don't want us to be separated and..." explaining what was going on inside my head was harder than I had thought, as I struggled to find the right words, the right phrase that would ease his worry straight away, "...I wouldn't even know what I would do if I went right now anyway, so the time off I would spend waiting for you would probably be kind of good for me, and..."
Jasper cut off my rambling with his features softening alone, his eyes no longer showing his confusion but showing a special kind of speechless flattery that I loved every time I had the pleasure of seeing it dawn on him just how much he means to me.
"So...you would...wait...for me..." Jasper wrapped his head around what I had truly offered to him, longevity and a certain permanence that I wished to have with him even outside of high school, "...but, I'm not even sure I'm going to be able to go to college, Edward. It's not like I could really afford it, and..."
Now it was my turn to hush my beloved porcelain deity as I captured his lips with mine, instantly making him hum in appreciation as he ran his hands down my chest, a gesture of his I had quickly come to savor each time it happened.
"Jasper..." I purred against his sakura-colored lips, letting my sultry words coast in the small space between us as I spoke plainly, "...I don't want you to worry about things like that anymore. I will make sure you get into college. My dad, who loves you pretty much more than he loves me, will help you get into college. I promise, sweetheart...you don't ever have to worry about thing like that again."
"Edward...Jesus...how can...I don't know what to say..." Jasper trembled as he closed his eyes and lowered his face a little, a single shimmering tear curving down one of his flawless cheeks as he silently cried with joy.
I smiled gently, breathing easier, as I brought a hand to Jasper's tear and softly brushed it away, gaining his lovely gaze once more, before our lips met in a cherished kiss, his lips on mine telling me just how grateful he was, while mine told him how he did not need to thank me.
Jasper shimmied closer on my lap while our lips remained connected, his ass accidentally grinding against my cock, which pulled a throaty groan from me as I broke off our kiss so I could crane my neck back while voicing my pleasure.
"...sorry," Jasper whispered with a bit of embarrassment, but my hands on his ass steadied him on my lap right where he was, as I could not help but suggestively dig my hardening cock against him well.
"...mmn...nope, you stay right where you are..." I growled with a playful smirk at Jasper, watching as his lips parted as a surprised gasp escaped him upon feeling my evident arousal from having him on top of me like this, as his hands pawed at my shoulders.
"Does that feel good, baby?" I cooed to Jasper, loving how he was biting his lower lip and had closed his eyes while I continued to tease him, my hands squeezing his firm ass and pulling him to me that had him rubbing against my cock in just the right way that had me tingling all over and breathing harder.
Jasper nodded in response and slowly opened his eyes as I moved my hands to the tops of his thighs on either side of me, kneading the muscled flesh there for only a moment before I voiced my next question.
"Can I do more...?" I asked in a voice laced with need, barely even waiting for Jasper to nod his curly, blonde head again before I secured my arms around him and carefully began to ease him backwards, my own body following after him as I laid him down on my bed.
Jasper's eyes were fixed on mine, asking me questions, begging for promises, all of which I fully intended to make to him right now, as I brought my lips to his jaw and began to kiss across his snow-colored skin.
Jasper whimpered beneath me as I slowly trailed my kisses down the side of his long neck, pausing a few times to swirl my tongue against a few of the thicker cords there before nipping playfully at his sensitive flesh.
"Nnh...E-Edward...please..." Jasper panted, helpless to my loving ministrations as I took my time in worshiping his body, his everything, while I brought my hands to bottom hem of his light grey tee shirt and began lifting up the material.
Jasper arched his back and raised his arms over his head, allowing me to effortlessly remove the article of clothing from him, and my lips immediately set back to work on his collarbone, my tongue laving at the symmetrical structure and causing Jasper's breath to hitch in his throat.
Jesus Christ, he tasted like pure eroticism on my tongue, of spiced apricots and warm honey warping my senses as if the feat were nothing, and I could not get enough of exploring his athletic body with my hands, lips, and tongue.
It was like he was made for me and me alone.
It was like he was my own little piece of freedom personified.
I was free when I touched him like this, engaged with nothing else in the world except Jasper...that was me experiencing a true freedom to be myself.
Jasper's fingers clawed lightly at the fabric at my shoulders, and I automatically obliged in ridding myself of my own black shirt, chucking the garment somewhere behind me as I lowered my ministrations on him.
I had his legs pinned with my weight as I stroked my hands up and down either of his trim sides, fascinated with the way the muscled grooves adorning his abdomen flexed and relaxed as I kissed around each one, caressing him where I please, before I gripped his hipbones.
"Jasper...what do you want me to do, baby...anything you say, I'll do...just please tell me..." I begged of my blue-eyed Adonis, resting my chin on his lower abdomen as I stared into his heavy-lidded gaze and and ethereal features.
He looked like an earthbound angel staring at me the way he was, his impressive torso exposed and almost glowing in my vision as I watched with rapt attention as Jasper only spared a few seconds to lick his lips before answering me.
"...I love it when you touch me...please don't stop..." Jasper replied before suddenly something changed in his expression, his every fiber and air about him becoming gravely serious with me as he continued in a tone I had never heard from him before, "...I want you to make love to me, Edward."
I froze, telling myself I had not heard what I had just heard.
No way could all of my dreams come true so quickly...could they?
"Jasper...are you..." I began, loving that idea in my mind far too much to voice any opposition right away, before I remembered that my love for him as a person vastly outweighed anything else and so I had to continue to speak to him, "...you need to tell me right now if you're absolutely sure...Jasper...please, tell me...are you sure about this, sweetheart?"
The last of my question had been just a breath that had escaped me, my thoughts and emotions positively overflowing with the prospect of doing exactly what Jasper had asked of me, something that I knew would change the two of us forever, something that would make us inseparable.
...something that I had been craving from him since I had first laid eyes on him.
And now he was telling me I could have it; I could have him.
All of him.
"I know I'm sure about you," Jasper responded, stealing my breath as well as claiming what had remained intact of myself in one fell swoop, and I knew that I was his from now on.
"Jasper..." I purred amiably against his hip, as I brought my hands to his pants and easily unbuttoned them, already inching them down his narrow waist as I began pressing slow, heavy kisses across his lower abdomen whilst I spoke, "...thank you...for trusting me...you mean so much to me that...sometimes I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have you..."
Jasper helped me tug his jeans the rest of the way off of his lithe form that honestly had my mouth watering the longer I stared at him clad only in his blue and grey plaid boxers, his body lain out so wantonly and yet so poetically across my mattress as he watched my movements closely.
I knew he was nervous; hell, I was nervous; as I slowly sat up on my knees and began unzipping my own pants, trying not to scare him with any fast movements.
His eyes were glued onto my body, zeroed in on me, through me, in a way I had never seen from anyone before, and it was electrifying and exhilarating to behold as I took my time in revealing myself to him, kicking away my jeans once they were totally off.
Jasper reached for me and I floated down to accept his soft lips and embrace, our kiss blazing with a sweet, gentle fire that flirted deliciously with us both, as I molded our bodies together, letting the warmth of his nearly naked skin flood into me.
I was intoxicated by his purity, the smoothness of his toned flesh seeming to meld perfectly against my own, offering me peace yet oblivion to understand, as I tentatively ground our swollen cocks together, letting him feel every pulsating inch of me and know exactly what I wished to do with him.
"Ohh...God, yes...Edward..." Jasper broke off our passionate kiss as he craned his head back, matching my provocative thrusts against his cock with his own, instantly creating a sinful rhythm that felt too good for words as I relished in Jasper's pursuit to feel more of me.
I crushed our lips together for another intensely satisfying kiss, our tongues finding each other at once and creating a certain colorful spark to cascade over top of our building ecstasy, providing a nearly tangible awakening to coast through me in a magnificent hue of magenta and orange as I tasted everything that I loved about him.
God, I do...I love him so much.
I pulled my lips and tongue away from him, smirking breathlessly as I heard him whine at me, his fingers dancing up and down my triceps in such a manner so that it was difficult to think straight.
"...Jasper...I need you...I need you badly..." I practically growled the words out to him, our tortuously good ministrations proving to be far more than I could handle sanely at the moment, as I somewhat reluctantly eased my hips away from his, instead bringing a hand down to his boxers and toying with the sleek fabric.
"Then take me...I want to be yours, Edward..." Jasper confided in a voice barely above a whisper, his body craving my touches as he pushed his groin into my lowered hand, letting me feel his throbbing erection through the thin material of his boxers as he spoke something so extraordinary to me.
I could not speak again at the moment, even if the house suddenly caught fire, I could not announce it, for I was too captivated, too submerged in my drowning fascination, as I pulled Jasper's boxers down and kept my eyes locked onto his expression.
He pulled his full bottom lip in between his teeth again in a display most tempting as I slowly wrapped my hand around his thick length, giving his cock a few pumps up and down, just to see the way he released his captive lip so he could moan his approval for me.
Music...absolute music, hearing him moan in that bone-melting voice of his, and I automatically squeezed around his flesh even harder and stroked him faster.
"Nnh...ha...Edward..." Jasper mewled my name, squirming beneath me until I stopped stroking his member and instead brought a few of my fingers to his Renaissance painting of a mouth.
"...suck," I ordered him with a playful glint in my eye and curve to my lips, committing to memory the way Jasper opened his mouth obediently and swirled his tongue around my digits, sucking them into his mouth like they were made out of candy.
"...mmh..." I grunted, finding the sensation of Jasper's tongue coating my fingers with his saliva to be unbelievably trying of my willingness to take things slowly with him, and I could feel my cock throb angrily in between my thighs as a result.
My fingers properly moistened, I slid them out of his ruby-red mouth, his evening blue eyes lifting up to look into my glazed green gaze as I used one of my knees to spread his legs even more.
"...Jasper...I want you to stop me any time you get scared...alright?" I instructed my amazingly beautiful young lover, swallowing hard as I watched as he nodded his head in agreement, his breathing have picked up quite a bit, as I brought my sopping wet fingers to his thigh.
I could not tear my eyes away from Jasper's face for anything in the world in this moment, as I trailed my fingers up his bare thigh, teased the base of his cock, and then slid lower, feeling Jasper bend his knees and part his legs even wider to accommodate me.
"Jasper...you're so brave...you're so beautiful and smart and kind..." I breathed as I kissed his temple, inhaling the wonderful scent of perfume from his hair, as I let my fingertips touch his soft entrance, circling around the puckered flesh and gradually applying pressure, "...I would give anything to have you forever...I just want things to be me and you from now on...I'll do anything to make sure you're mine..."
Jasper visibly melted, his eyes closing serenely as he slightly turned his messy blonde head to side, letting me kiss the side of his face as I pleased as my middle finger easily slid into his opening, eliciting nothing more than a sigh of air that escaped Jasper's precious lips.
"Jasper...please look at me...I want to know exactly what you're thinking...I need to know you're okay," I cooed tenderly to him, prompting him to face me once more with dreamy eyes and steady breaths as I worked my single finger in and out of his entrance, feeling his textured insides that squeezed and begged of my solid intruding digit.
He felt like crushed velvet...like my goddamn salvation.
I pulled out my finger but only to shove two deep inside of him, this time making my beloved boy arch his back and abruptly grip at my shoulders, an intriguing mixture of a hint of pain and unexpected pleasure contorting his features.
"Ohh..E-Edward...Jesus...feels good..." Jasper's voice crackled along my own pleasure, shaping it even further, making it even sharper of a sensation to riddle through me, as I carefully spread my fingers inside him, stretching him slowly and watching as Jasper welcomed everything I had to offer.
It was maddening as it was perfect.
"Jazz..." I spoke his nickname with some effort, my overall need for him, to be connected with him, to have us both experience a special kind of pleasure together, becoming too consuming for me to postpone for a moment longer, as I eased my fingers out of his entrance and then maneuvered my body in between his legs.
I loved seeing him like this, needy and breathless and pleading with my with that heated look in his eyes, as I quickly leaned over towards my bedside table and retrieved a clear bottle of lubrication and a condom from the top drawer.
Jasper did not question why I already had these items.
He did not need to.
It was irrelevant and I knew that the both of us knew that for a fact.
"Jasper...before we do this..." I spoke surprisingly calmly, my every word collected and thoughtful, as I halted in pouring some of the lube into my hand, "...I need you to know something."
Jasper swallowed hard but remained silent so I may continue.
I will never know why I had not spoken these words sooner to him.
It felt so easy, so right, coming out of my mouth to him.
"...I love you..." I confessed with a smile, able to say more, much more, about how he was my world, how he comprised everything that I wanted in this life...but I knew that I did not have to say those things.
He would know right away, just the same.
Jasper inhaled a soundless breath, his lips parting as if he needed to speak, before he very clearly relaxed, obviously coming to some conclusion in his mind or possibly letting some of his confusion go.
"I can't believe you just said that to me...I love you, too...Edward," Jasper added my name onto the end of his statement almost bashfully, and my soul flourished.
I hurriedly lowered myself down to him and kissed his lips in a chaste kiss, a kiss that I imagined just sealed our fate together, but our kiss only lasted a second for I was already sitting back up straight and continuing with pouring a generous amount of the lube onto my fingers.
A few drops of the warming, clear liquid fell onto my bed but I hardly even noticed as I slipped two fingers back inside my waiting lover, his mirroring words of love replaying over and over inside my mind, making me feel limitless and uncontrolled in my happiness, and I knew I had never felt more complete as a human being on this planet than I did right now.
Jasper writhed softly beneath me, enjoying the slick feeling of the lubrication coating his sensitive flesh as he moved harmoniously along with my probing digits.
A few more twists of my fingers inside of him and then I was tearing open the condom wrapper and rolling down the the thin material over my leaking member with my lubricated hand, giving myself a few good pumps that had Jasper whimpering quietly as he watched me.
Jasper brought his hands above his head, stretching his lovely body out for me to have as I saw fit, as I secured my hands underneath his knees and slowly eased my weight forward, almost bending Jasper in half as I put the both of us in a more suitable position for what I had in mind for my breathtaking deity.
I could feel the engorged head of my cock brush against Jasper's opening, and when the two of us held our breath at the same time, I carefully pushed my hips forward, breaching his opening and making his flesh stretch wide to accept me.
I paused immediately upon seeing Jasper scrunch his porcelain features in evident pain, my existence coming to a standstill as I saw a tear form at the corner of Jasper's eye.
"Oh, no no no...baby, I'm sorry...I'm sorry...please don't cry..." I peppered Jasper's face with butterfly kisses, feeling red-hot panic rip through me upon witnessing such a sight, one that I had promised myself a while ago I would do everything in my power to try to prevent.
"I'm alright...keep going...just go slow..." Jasper spoke in a hushed but strained voice as his features gradually began to relax and he directed his sapphire eyes into my wide, emerald ones.
I did as he instructed, my movement impossibly careful, as I inched more and more of my swollen length inside of his body, feeling every time Jasper's air exhaled him too quickly or how his stomach would flex as he adjusted his whole body to receive me.
"Oh my God, Jasper...ugh...feels amazing...just like...mmh...just like I knew you would feel around my cock..." I somewhat unconsciously rambled as I held still while being fully seated within him, feeling a bit lost in the way the rippled texture of his insides stroked over my cock without any movement at all, like his body could not get enough of me and wished that I remain there forever.
If only I could...
"...haa...Edward..." Jasper slid his legs up either of my sides, hiking them up higher until I got the message and grasped both of his thighs and kept him spread open wide for me, the act allowing me to sink even deeper into his body that had the both of us groaning in pleasure.
"...are you okay? I'm not hurting you, am I...?" I asked in spite of the furious haze currently swirling in front of my eyes and within my brain of being connected with the one person I truly loved with everything I had, as I continued to cast my half-lidded gaze across as much of him as I could see.
He looked ravishing and more then devilishly alluring with his flushed cheeks and wild hair in complete disarray as his golden curls were strewn about the plain white of my sheets and comforter.
He looked like a fantasy made real, like a character from some work of fiction, in all of his specifically written illustriousness and idealism as a young, attractive man, made possible and thrown into real-life...just for me, for this moment.
"I'm okay...you can move," Jasper granted me permission at last, his words a blessing to my warring body and mind and I obeyed at once, slowing easing my cock in and out of his immaculate body with measured ministrations that had him humming with thriving approval.
"Ooh...Jesus Christ...Jasper...oh...baby doll..." candy-sweet words just seemed to flow endlessly from me, chorused greatly by Jasper's increasing moans as he tugged and pulled at the sheets by his head as he tossed his messy head to a side, trying so desperately to deal with the seamless overwhelming sensations currently occurring between us.
Making love to Jasper was like reaching passed the pink and blue clouds that topped the atmosphere so one could actually experience just how the nearing of space chilled your skin and filled your eyes with the most beautiful of sights and stilled your mind all at once.
Making love to Jasper was like creating a purpose for my life with my own hands, something I could hold onto and cherish and be proud of.
"...ahh...ha...Ed...Edward...ohh...it feels so good...it feels so good...don't stop..." Jasper panted erotically, his strong chest flexing as he arched his back once more, his eyes squeezing shut as he bounced atop my mattress in a much faster rhythm as our mutual pace increased, my thrusts digging into him now, needing to pull more of those words from him.
Fluidly, I released my hold on Jasper's thighs as I dropped down to rest my weight on one of my palms, bringing my other hand underneath Jasper's ass and grabbing the supple flesh hard as I anchored myself to him, tugging his lower half up from the mattress to meet my near-brutal thrusts as I manipulated his ass in just the right way that had me seeing falling stars along my vision.
Jasper tossed his arms around my neck, hugging me completely to him as I buried my lips and nose against his chest, resting my forehead along his collarbone as I snapped my hips forward in punishing thrusts that felt far too wonderful for a mere mortal to experience on this earth, Jasper's fingernails scratching sensually down my back as he loudly moaned his ecstasy for me to hear.
"...holy shit, Jazz...I can barely take any more...you feel too fucking good..." I breathed huskily against Jasper's chest, hearing his moans turning more into trembling whimpers from so much pleasure assaulting him, before I quickly changed our positions.
With a swiftness even I did not know I possessed, I wrapped both of my arms around Jasper's back and crushed him to my chest as I sat up straight on the bed, keeping us connected as I situated my gorgeous angel on my lap.
Jasper's fingers quivered along my shoulders for a moment as he adjusted to our new angle of making love, as he squeezed my sides with his thighs before gingerly spreading them so he may proceed to grind his ass against my groin, making my cock slide into him in a manner most inconceivably pleasurable that I moaned low in my throat as a result.
I shuddered upon feeling Jasper work my cock in and out of his tight channel, my hands massaging his lower back as our breath mixed in between our parted lips, a few of Jasper's wheat-colored curls sticking to his forehead as we moved together in a graceful series of push and pull, of giving and receiving, of him completing me and me completing him.
Over and over he and I moved in a harmonious dance, our pace picking up speed as we chased an ultimate end with a promise too tempting to be spoken aloud, as Jasper bounced on top of my lap now, making my engorged member shove up inside of him with each pass.
My breath not being able to catch up with our efforts, I nuzzled Jasper's jaw with my nose, bringing a hand to his hair and briefly brushing some of his golden locks back from his face as I rested my hand at the back of his neck, prompting him to cast his eyes directly into my own despite out constant motion.
Lovely.
Our lips met in a kiss most special, as it spoke of love and heaven and promises and answers and light and everything good in this world that I could now finally recognize...because of him.
"...ugh...Edward...I'm so...so close...p-please..." Jasper words were whispered against my mouth before our lips met again, his own hands trailing over my shoulders and down my arms until he brought them to my chest, pawing at me, and I could feel the efforts of our joined bodies reaching a breaking point.
I could feel myself reaching beyond those clouds and that I had brought Jasper there as well.
I hurriedly lowered a hand to Jasper's weeping length, pumping him firmly and squeezing my fingers over his tip again and again, my actions begging him to reach his peak right along with me.
So much, so fast, Jasper suddenly broke off our heated kiss as he tossed his head back and bowed his body inside my embrace, his rose-colored lips screaming my name to the ceiling and beyond, as he released his seed in streams of thick, pearly liquid that splashed onto my chest and covered my hand with its warmth.
I could feel my own release quickly expedite through me upon witnessing such a personally fulfilling scene of my treasured angel come for me, Jasper's delectable body shivering as he rode out the commanding waves of his high that made him bite that bottom lip of his again, and I could take no more.
"Jasper...honey...damn...love you so much...!" my voice held gravel and purpose, carrying my intentions as well as my strife, as I gripped onto his hips hard and felt my cock erupt inside of his fluttering channel, filling the condom with my staggering orgasm as I semi-consciously closed my eyes and let my soul escape out of its confines.
My body shook from such powerful ecstasy having left me in such a blinding rush, our movements ceasing and the room was made quiet once more save for the sounds of my drumming heart and gasps for air.
Solid arms were thrown around me at once, squeezing me with a strength that I had had no idea Jasper reserved, as my blonde-haired lover pressed kiss after kiss to my face, showering me with love and affection and making my natural euphoria ascend that much higher as I still kept my eyes serenely closed and smiled.
The two of us were sweaty and sticky as we remained connected and unmoving atop my bed, our bodies tired and sated from both physical and emotional release, and I felt as if we were surrounded by cotton-soft bliss that seemed capable of passing in and out of us at its own discretion that strengthened our bond and made the two of us together...unbreakable.
I finally opened my eyes and loosely wrapped my arms around my sweet Jasper, chuckling a bit breathlessly from his endearing kisses to my cheeks and nose, as he and I found each others' eyes, looking at the other with an entirely different magnitude of emotion and appreciation than all of the other times before.
And I had never felt happier.