A/N: This chapter was difficult to write for some reason. I don't know if I captured the feelings well enough. But I tried to make it longer, and I changed to Alice's point of view (APOV) at one part so hopefuly you guys won't be confused by that. I don't own Twilight and all that stuff. Read and enjoy if you will!

JPOV

As soon as I was out of the house, I took off running. I didn't care where I was going; I just had to get out of there. Fate had a funny way of working. I asked for Bella back, even for just a second, and fate did better than a second; I would get eternity. The only problem was that I would get to sit back and watch her spend it loving my brother. A new sense of pain washed over me, different than it had ever been.

I stopped running and fell to my knees. I was completely a loss; I didn't know what to do with myself. I couldn't even think straight, all that was registering in my mind and emotions were pain and anger. I sat there reliving every moment that I spent with Bella since she had come back into my life. Every touch (no matter how small) every smile, every word, every look, and finally the kiss. I didn't know if I had imagined it, but I thought I felt her kissing back. But knowing me, it was just my desperation talking. I was trying to rationalize everything that happened and find some underlying feelings there. But of course, it's crazy to think that way. She clearly loves Edward. I saw how happy she was when he asked her to marry him. I kept my feelings in check, congratulated them like a good brother would, and bolted.

APOV

I found him on the ground, on his knees to be exact. I had seen him in pain for the last 50 years, but nothing like this. He looked completely empty and lost, like a little boy that had everything he loved ripped from him in an instant. I could have cried just from the mere sight of him if it were possible.

I knew he sensed me coming, but he didn't move or even look up at me when I approached him. I bent down to his level and looked into his vacant eyes. This was nothing that I had ever witnessed. I didn't know how he would take it, but I bit the bullet and embraced him. I loved him more than anyone would ever know, but that's not what mattered at the time. He needed to know I was here for him. I felt him sink into my arms and we stayed like that for a while. Finally he pulled away and we both sat down on the ground.

"You need to tell her," I said quietly. He shook his head.

"Alice, I can't do that. It will just cause her confusion and create problems with Edward. They deserve to be happy," He said, sounding broken.

"And you don't?" I asked angrily. He was so dense.

"Even if I told her, I wouldn't end up happy. She loved me then, she loves him now. Just let them be happy," He said, refusing to meet my eyes.

"Jasper she has a right to know!" I yelled. He looked at his hands.

"I will tell her that we were friends when she was alive. I'll fill her in on her life, and leave myself out of it. I have it all planned. She will be angry that I didn't tell her sooner, but I will just say that I didn't know how she would react. Then she will probably still be mad, and then I will leave so she never has to see me again. She probably won't want to after she hears that anyway," He said. I was amazed that he would do that.

"Jasper, when you were alive, how strong was your love?" I asked. He looked at me now, with fire behind his eyes, this was a good sign.

"It wasn't your everyday love. It was much more, the kind of love that makes Disney love stories look inadequate. The feeling was so strong and so deep it was what kept me going. And the only way to find a love like that is to have it equal on both sides. I never doubted her love for me, and she never doubted my love for her. The definition of perfection," He said. If it were anyone else, it would have been cheesy, and I would have doubted it. But this was Jasper, and there was nothing but utter truth behind every word he just told me.

"Then maybe it's strong enough to last when she remembers. Go to her, see if there is any hope," I pleaded. He looked at me for a full minute.

"One last time, if there is nothing, I won't put her through this. I will leave." He said. He took off running; I looked up to the sky, begging anyone that was listening. Please let there be a miracle.

BPOV

"So, there really is no point in waiting, and since it's spring it will be beautiful," Edward said, referring to our wedding. We were going to be married in one month, which did freak me out a little bit, but there was no need for it. I was happy, everything was going great. Edward smiled his dazzling smile and pulled me close to him.

"It sounds wonderful. Alice already threatened me about decorations and planning it. I'm not allowed to do anything," I said laughing. He kissed me sweetly.

"I didn't expect anything otherwise. I'm excited that Emmett wants to preform the ceremony," Edward said. I laughed at the thought of Emmett looking like a priest. I had promised Rosalie I would let her take the wedding photos, it was the first time I felt like we had a connection.

"Me too," I said, sitting down on the bed. Instantly, everything changed. I was standing in a house that looked exactly like Edward's but the decorations were different. No one was there but me and the person in front of me. I couldn't see who he was, but I noticed his eyes. They were blue, and beautiful. He held my face gently with both hands, and was looking deeply into my own eyes.

"I love you Isabella Swan," He said tenderly.

The next thing I knew, Edward was kneeling in front of me, lightly caressing my cheek.

"Are you alright, love?" He asked, clearly concerned.

"Swan," I muttered. He looked confused for a second. He quickly looked around the room and back at me.

"I don't think I follow," He said with a slight smile.

"My name is Isabella Swan," I said. It was a memory; all of these flashes had to be. I was completely and utterly in love with the guy with the blue eyes because I could feel it when I was having the memory. They were the same blue eyes I remembered while playing baseball! A new sense of excitement filled me and I was throwing myself into Edward's arms and laughing.

"It's nearly as beautiful as you are love," He said laughing at my joy. I felt a loss for my blue eyed love though, wondering what ever happened, and if he missed me. I hoped this would start triggering the rest of my memories.

"Is there a way that you could look me up?" I asked shyly. Edward smiled.

"I'm not sure if they will have anything, but I will go speak to Carlisle about it. We'll check old newspaper articles," He said. I thanked him with a kiss, and he started walking to Carlisle's study.

JPOV

I walked by her door, and saw her smiling widely at nothing. She was probably so excited about her upcoming marriage that she couldn't contain her smile. I almost walked right past, but she saw me.

"Jasper!" She cried excitedly. Didn't she know this was killing me? I instantly felt bad about thinking that way. I walked into her room slowly, and in a flash she was in my arms, hugging me so hard I nearly lost my footing.

After the confusion died out, I relaxed into her embrace and pulled her a little closer. I closed my eyes as I inhaled her scent. I didn't know why I was doing this to myself, but I loved this feeling too much to pull away.

"Excited about the wedding?" I asked after she let me go. She stood in front of me, with her dazzling smile, good god she was beautiful.

"Well, yes. It's happening next month. But that's not all," She said smiling even wider. I felt like I took a hit to the gut. Next month?!

"What happened?" I asked trying to sound excited for her.

"I remembered my name! Isabella Swan! Isn't that beautiful?" She asked. Everything stopped, can a heart that doesn't beat stop? How much did she remember?

"It's very fitting," I said softly. She stopped for a second and stared at me. I hoped she didn't understand that I was calling her beautiful. Her mood seemed to change. Her smile faltered a little, and she looked at me with such intensity. Just then Edward came into the room.

"Just the man I wanted to see. I know this is kind of fast, but I have a favor. Would you be my best man for the wedding?" He asked. My emotions were boiling inside of me, this was too much. I couldn't leave though, my feet wouldn't move. I looked over to Bella who hadn't taken her eyes off me this entire time.

"Yes," It came out sounding like a question, but Edward didn't notice. He smiled widely and slapped me on the back thanking me. He told Bella he was going to do some more research on her name, and he would be back soon. He kissed her on the cheek but her eyes never left mine.

Once Edward was out of the room, she quietly shut the door, and looked back at me seriously. What had happened? Was she mad? And why the hell did I just agree to do something that would obviously make me want to end my existance?

"I have to ask you something," She said quietly. I never realized how nervous I could feel until now.

"Anything," I said.

"Can you think of any reason why I shouldn't marry Edward?"

DUN DUN DUNNNNNN Bella's fishing for something! Can you guess? Please review and let me know how I did with this one, its important because this is a major part in the story, and I want to know if I did it right. Any suggestions and/or critiques are welcomed!!!