First week of college was ..ok .I didn't see Shikamaru .At first I wasn't worried but this totally wasn't like Shikamaru .He was lazy but everyone knew how grades were important to him .Whenever i asked Tenten about him Tenten said:
''I don't know .I didn't hang out with those guys since car accident''
And that's how i decided to visit him at work .Actually that wasn't work it was more like job to due for college which was weird because Shikamaru's parents always had money .
And now i was with Tenten and my son waiting for Shikamaru at the cafe to accidentally see him .I knew it will hurt but i was okay ... i needed to be okay .
''I really don't understand '' Tenten said while she mixed her coffee and foam on top with spoon '' I though you didn't wanted to see him ?''
Temari turned to her and said '' That's why are we sitting here '' Tenten raised her eyebrow ''I still don't get it ''
Temari took a deep breath ''Tenten i could go to Shikamaru's house but then it would look like i want to see him .But in this case it looks like i wanted to go out with you and my son ''
''But you want to see him so what is difference ?'' Tenten asked .Temari didn't have enough patience to explain Tenten .
''Where is he ?'' She was looking at the corn of her eye everywhere looking for him but she didn't find him .She was really worried it wasn't like she was falling for Shikamaru again .No it wasn't like it at all she was just the mother of his child and that's why she was worried .
Then she looked at table and something got her attention .It was handkerchief .That wasn't ordinary handkerchief .On it was written a number .Temari looked in every corner of cafe till she didn't see a man that gave her some sort of dirty look .
He was little taller that her ,he had brown hair and was wearing very expensive suit .He was extremely pretty in face and had muscles .He gave her smirk .
'It would be nice to forget Shikamaru and relax a littl..' Temari shake her head 'No Temari you are mother now' .Temari took handkerchief and throw it while the man was still looking .
The man's smile disappeared and he raised his eyebrows .He took his bag and leaved cafe .
Temari needed to honest ,she was sad .She didn't have any kind of relationship since she found out she is pregnant 'Does being a single mum means no more romance ' Temari asked herself.
But again she didn't throw the handkerchief just because of she was mother she also was thinking about Shikamaru .She just couldn't image any other man to kiss ,to sleep with if it wasn't Shikamaru .
''Mummu look i got a toy '' Kai said while he was showing Temari a toy that was still dirty from ketchup .
''Good for you'' Temari smiled and all thoughts about Shikamaru and romance was gone .She didn't feel sorry she got beautiful angel and she learned a lesson .
Temaro looked to cash desk and now she knew she needed to take thinks in her hands 'That's it ' Temari got up .
''Temari where are you going'' Tenten asked while she was playing with Kai's toys.
''Going to find him'' Temari's voice sounded angry and she was walking fast .Was she angry ?
''Miss do you want something?'' The guy that was standing next to cash desk asked .He had blonde hair and big blue eyes .
''Yes ,well it's about the guy that works here ...hmm Shikamaru Nara did he came to job today? '' Temari felt her face grew hot .
''We can't talk about people that works here except if you are family to him ?''
Was she family to him well she was mother to his child so ...
''I am some sort of family '' Temari said .
''Well then you should know that Shikamaru didn't came today because ...'' Boy came closer till his lips wasn't next to her ear ''His fiance is dead''
Temari's eyes grow and she looked scared at boy ''Tya what kind of family are you people '' .Boy leaved Temari and now she was alone .She was walking in slow mood back to her table .
''Hmmm Temari is something wrong?'' Tenten asked .
Temari took her seat and took deep breath ''Did you know that Shikamaru's fiance is dead ?'' Tenten's reaction was same as Temari's .
''Shiho ? Dead?'' Tenten's voice was that high that all people in cafe turned their looks to us .
''Shhhh !'' Temari said Tenten '' Not everyone have to heard that you know ?'' Temari got up and took her bag .
''Wait Temari i-i-i a-am sorry please don't leave ''Tenten took Temari's hand and her eyes were wet like she is going to cry .
''I am not leaving i am going to visit Shikamaru '' Temari got her hands out of Tenten's and then she said ''Can you please watch Kai while i don't come back ?''
''Sure '' Tenten said stroking Kai's hair .
It was really hard to knock on his door again .It reminded her of their first time .His parents were out of house and well he called me to visit him and ... it just happened.
Temari gulped .She wasn't ready .She still remember the way he looked at Ino and how she knew that at the end she will be the one crying .It still hurt but now she is stronger and ready to fight .
She knocked .At first no one was answering till she didn't heard noises of door opening .In front of her was women with black hair and black eyes .She also had dark circles around her eyes probably from not sleeping .
Temari's eyes looked down at baby in woman's hands .It was baby probably two or three mounts old with sandy blonde hair and little brown eyes .She knew who both persons are .The old woman was Shikamaru's mother Yoshino and the little baby was probably his daughter .
Yoshino looked with tired eyes on Temari ''Who are you?'' .Temari's eyes grow as she looked at Yoshino that was acting like she was drunk .Poor woman ,she couldn't find peace even now when she is old .
''I am looking for Shikamaru ''
Yoshino got closer to Temari ''Well you won't find him here '' she started yelling ''Because he doesn't do anything ,all this time he didn't do anything to move on 'I need peace mum' that's all what he told before he leaved poor kid week ago to me! ''
Temari was very embarrassed because the whole neighborhood was starting at them.
''Mhh don't get me wrong i just wanted to see .. '' she got crazy idea ''He told me to take his daughter to him ''
Yoshino calmed down ''He did?'' she raised her eyebrow .
''Yes he did'' Temari said in happy voice ''He felt very bad that he leaved her here and .. he felt guilt so he couldn't see you in face ''
Yoshino smiled ''Oh my baby i knew '' She started crying ''Just wait i need pack her '' Yoshino happily jumping like a little girl .
'Oh shit ' Temari though .She couldn't leave child to that poor woman .
''Here '' Yoshino punched Temari with bag where were baby's stuff .The she got herself in house again but this time with baby in baby carriage .
''I really hope Shikamaru's finally awake '' she gave her serious look and then kissed baby on cheek ''Bye bye Mitame '' .She closed door leaving Temari staring .
At the end of the day it wasn't so bad ,in every case Temari did it good .Thank god Tenten had Shikamaru's number .
She called Shikamaru and he wasn't in mood to talk so he just told her ''Fine thank you she was getting crazy anyway'' .
Mitame didn't bother her .She was quite child and Kai enjoyed playing with her .
''Mum can i have little sister '' Kai asked her while he was getting into his pajamas .
''Sure '' Temari said ''Yay'' he jumped into bed .
Temari smiled as she looked her son kissing Mitame on face .Mitame was looking like she was about to cry which made little boy stop kissing baby and look at his mother ''Mum did i do something wrong ?'' he merged his eyebrows .
''No'' Temari got up on bed too ''She just want too sleep '' Temari touched baby's face .Baby stooped crying and opened her little eyes starting at Temari .
''You should too '' Temari turned to Kai .
''Hmp fine '' Kai got under the blankets and Temari did the same .
Mitame was between them for protection .She started crying again .Temari put her hand on baby's bell and kissed her head ''Shhh'' .Baby stopped and was looking like she was about to fall asleep .
Temari singed lullaby to kinds and she didn't stop till she wasn't sure they are both sleeping .
''Goodnight'' Temari said before she didn't fall asleep too .
This is finally done yay .My writing style changed ..in better way i hope .Again i am saying to you that i am from Japan and English grammar is something i am really weak at .
Also they accepted me on manga college yay for that too .I am so lazy and this college think and moving on to Tokyo hit me like a ball .
Also my hand hurt from drawing so that's the one reasons why i didn't finish this chapter month ago .
In every case i hope you liked this story .Love you all bye !
-玉枝