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(A/N; sorry about the long wait but like I said I do not really have a computer to write with but I will try to post as often as I can. Those of you that have reviewed and added me to your favs thank you, you have no idea how it makes me feel. I know I don't write that long of chapters but that is about to change. Again, I really don't have that much time but I want you to understand that I will have tons of typos. But will do my best not to.)

Previously:

I nodded my head not able to speak. "And what would that be my beautiful Bella" oh god he is going to kill me. Why does his voice have to sound so tempting? I shook my head. Did he really think that I could speak? I lifted my head to kiss him but he just pulled away. I moved my hands to his hair and heard him growl it was so sexy the way he did it. I tried to pull him closer but he just penned my hand above my head.

"What do you want Bella? You have to say it. Say it out loud. Say it Bella."

Bella

I was so scared and excited at the same time. He wanted me to tell him to kiss me and I wasn't sure if I could even speak. Looking at him, I shocked to see that his eyes were turning green, they went from golden to black, and now, there are bright green flecks swirling around. My god he is so beautiful. I was startled by a booming laugh.

"Edward Anthony Masen Cullen you get off her this instant." His eyes got huge and instantly he was off me and by Esme. It was really odd for me to hear Esme speak with a stern voice.

"Honestly where have your manners gone?" Sorry Esme. Edward had his head down with a look of shame. I started to get up and noticed there was a hand held out for me. I looked up surprised to see a beautiful man in front of me with blond hair and the same signature golden eyes.

"Hey darlin' let me help you up" I smiled up at him and took his icy cold hand. He was dressed in ripped jeans and a black tee shirt, that fit tightly to him with a pair of converse. He looked really good like the James Dean type of guy. And the accent was just to much.

"Thank you," I ducked my head completely embarrassed. First I get chased my Edward then I am ogling his brother. Yea that is real smart. I looked up at everyone of them and couldn't help but gasp. I was standing in front of seven of the world's most beautiful people. I looked down at my self and noted the jeans and tee shirt. I did not look anything like the blond bombshell or the elegant Ballerina with black spiky hair. In addition, even the giant would make every single girl drop to her knees. Then there were Carlisle and Esme, which simply looked like a timeless romance. Then lastly the two god's gift to woman I had no idea what to think at the moment. Edward still looked ashamed and it hurt me that he felt that way I thought we were just having fun. Fun wow I never thought I would really laugh again.

Tonight was the last night that I would hear my self-laugh

The child with the wild imagination no longer lives

The child that had so many hopes and dreams

No longer is me.

Open up your eyes and see;

The small child that no longer draws the sun yellow

That no longer asks for a bedtime story

The child that cries herself to sleep hoping that the nightmare would end

No more smiles

No more giggles

Not even a hint of humor

No she no longer exists

I should have known better than to think that I could smile I obviously should have know better. I do not know how long I have been standing the in front of them but I could vaguely hear someone calling to me but I wasn't paying attention. I was thinking of Charlie and how he would get if he saw me smiling. It always ended the same, he would think that I had a boy friend and he would do the only thing he knew to do, to show me that he was in charge. It was the last time I spoke to Angela. Actually, the last time I spoke to any of them. I was pulled away from my thoughts Esme worried voice.

"Bella dear are you alright?" she was standing right in front of me with a concerned look on her face. I nodded my head.

"Yes I am fine I am just a little bit tired," I lied I just wanted to be alone. The more I was around them the more anxious I was getting.

"Ok well why don't we get you inside and settled then I can introduce you to everyone once you have rested." I gave he a weak smile and followed her inside I walked passed Edward and the handsome blond without looking at them I wasn't sure why but I knew I would have to watch myself with both of them. Walking toward the house I could tell it was nothing like I had ever seen or been in for that matter. It was huge much bigger than I first thought and it was beautiful. I could wait to see what it looked like from the inside. But judging by Esme I could tell it was going to be phenomenal. Sure enough walking through the door in to a massive room with whit walls and white couches, all I could think about was that I would never eat or drink anything in there. Or walk through it with shoes on. I looked down and notice I was really dirty I had mud on my jeans and on the bottom they were soaked through and filthy I bent down and pulled them up and untied my shoe laces and started to take my shoes off.

"Bella what are you doing," I looked up to see the blond god and ducked my head. I could already feel the blush.

"I don't want to track mud in to the house," I spoke to him but kept me head down. I heard him and everyone chuckle. Then I felt a cold finger lift my chin and was shocked by how close he was. "Please don't hide. You are simply too beautiful." My mouth fell open. I was sure I heard a growl from Edward.

"Here let me take those to the laundry room to wash. Carlisle will you please take Bella to her room. Everyone else I would like to see you in the dinning room for a moment." They all nodded and walked away except the blonde-haired person and Edward.

"Come on Bella lets get you settled," I looked down and noticed that he had my small bag. It wasn't much but it was what I needed the most right now. My journal was in there, and I couldn't wait for a session. He lead me to the stair case and we started up I looked back and noticed that the guys were locked in some sort of staring match. The blond haired god smirked and laughed. "Bring it on Edward."

I wasn't sure what that was about but I hoped I wasn't the cause of it. Before I knew it we had climbed three flights of stairs and was walking down a long hallway. This house was truly nothing I have ever seen it was decorated modernly with a hint of romance novel like the drapes were gold and royal blue. They looked Persian. It was an odd mix but I loved it. We came across a door that was in the middle of the hallway. The doors we so far apart I was sure my room was going to be really large.

"Here we are, would you like to do the honors," I looked at him and then to the doorknob. I don't know why I was so nervous. But I raised my shaky hand and pushed open the door. The room was breathtaking. The walls were eggplant and lavender and all of the furniture was made of dark wood everything had the same star and swirl engravings in reminded me of starry night. One of my favorite paintings- there was a massive canopy bed with dark purple and silver curtains. That I could close when I went to sleep and the bedding was beautiful lavender with silver stars. It had tons and tons of pillows form silver to lavender to the dark purple. There was a chest at the foot of the bed. It looked old, and it made me love it even more. Then there was a desk it held a computer and a phone there was a dresser and two end tables and a couch. The couch was over stuffed and the color of eggplant it was up against a lavender wall. It had a throw blankets and I could wait to cuddle up in it with a book. Then I looked to my right and almost fell over there was one wall dedicated to books. Then I notice the two doors. I walked over to the closest one and opened it. It was a walk in closet that was bigger than my old room. And it was half way filled with clothes. The very back wall was covered in shoes except for a small section. I shook my head and closed the door. I went to the other and opened. It was a small room that only had two full walls, it was decorated with the same colors and the couches were made with the same style and material, the other two walls were made entirely of glass. I went to the one closer to me and noticed there had to be a trick to open it cause there was a balcony. But I could see the other Balcony and blushed knowing I would be out here a lot. I just hoped that they couldn't see me as much as I could see them. The room had more couches and a wall sized TV. My mouth must have been hanging open. The other wall was covered with movies and what looked like CDs.

"I take it you like what you see. Well you didn't see the bathroom its inside of the closet the door is hidden but if you would like I can show you were it is that way you can take a shower." Carlisle's voice had amusement in it and I was sure he was amused by my reaction There was no way that this was mine. It was way to much. Compared to what I use to call a room… I was completely speech less. I nodded my head and Carlisle headed back in to my other room and in to the closet, we went all the way to the back were the shoes were at and he pulled on a handle and the wall slid out of place and rolled to the side to reveal one of the biggest bathrooms I have ever been in. it had a massive tub in the middle with pillars. It reminded me of something out of Greece the colors were the same and the curtains that hung from the ceiling that enclosed the tub were similar to the one on my bed. There was a vanity and a shower there was a skylight and a huge window that let in a lot of natural light. By the vanity there was a wrought iron mirror. I still felt like I was dreaming and I was yet to say a word. I didn't even notice that Carlisle left. I walked closer to the tub and saw all kind of knobs it reminded me of Harry Potter. I turned around and walked back in to the closet and started looking for something to wear. All I really wanted was yoga pants and a tank. I gave up and walked in to my room. I noticed clothes on the bed and smiled. It was exactly what I was looking for. The yoga pants were black but the part that folds over was dark purple and the tank was purple with black stars. It was perfect. I decided to take a bath. I went back in and got the water the perfect temperature and only added a little of lavender bubbles. I took care taking my clothes off I didn't was to open any of my cuts. When I went in I don't know how it happened but the jets started up and I was so grateful. My body relaxed and for once I wasn't afraid. I felt like I could breath, like I could be happy and not have to worry if Charlie was going to find out. I must have fell asleep cause when I opened my eyes it was dark and surprising the water was still the right temperature. I got out and grabbed one of the towels that was sitting on one of the edges and dried of and got dressed. I tossed my clothes in the hamper and went over to the vanity. I felt like a princess there were hair ties and clips and a vary large box that had tons of makeup. I shook my head and just combed my hair and walked out. I didn't realize I was hungry till I walked in to my room and smelled something that smell heavenly. I walked out of my room and down the stairs. Esme was waiting for me at the bottom of the stairs with a bright smile.

"Are you hungry I made you dinner," made me dinner didn't she and everyone need to eat to.

"Yes but aren't you all going to eat to." Well everyone went out for a bit and I ate earlier, but I can sit with you if you would like." I gave her a smile and she lead the way. To the dinning room. It was lovely it had a chandelier and a very big table that could seat ten people. There was a plate of food waiting for me. Chicken and mashed potatoes and corn and cranberry juice it was so good I couldn't help but inhale my food. I nearly fell out of my chair by a musical laugh. Edward was standing in the door way looking at me. With his killer grin.

"Is there something funny Edward or would you let me in on the joke." He looked surprised but smiled even bigger.

"Well it seems Esme is quite pleased that you like her cooking look at her glowing and I never seen a girl eat like that before but please do not let me interrupt you." Was he serious I looked over at Esme and sure enough. She was glowing and I could help but laugh.

"Would you like another plate dear?" I nodded my head and she took my plate leaving me alone with Edward. I didn't know what to do so I took a drink of my juice and looked down at the place mat.

"Bella please will you talk to me and not shut me out." I looked up at Edward to find that his face was formed in to a pained expression.

"You never are quit when I am around. And you never hide you face from me either, I know you must be mad at the way I was behaving but please know I will never act like that again. I am ashamed that I treated you with so little respect in front of my family." At the end his words were very low. But I wasn't sure what to say to him I mean yes I was hurt but I didn't know what to feel at the moment. He thought I was mad at him from what he did to me. Well that wasn't the case I really did want him to kiss me and not just a kiss but a kiss.

Edward there is nothing to apologize for I was the one that started it and I am sorry that you got in trouble."

"You didn't get me in trouble." I didn't know what to say to him and was glad that Esme brought in my plate. I started to eat again but not as fast. Soon everyone came and sat down. Edward was on my left and James Dean on my right. Carlisle was at the head with Edward to his right and Esme on his left. Then the pixie. i wonder were the other two were at. I felt weird eating with all of them staring at me but I was so hungry that I really didn't care. Carlisle cleared his throat.

"Well Bella I would like to introduce you to everyone. You know Edward of course but on your right is Jasper and the pixie is Alice." She was bouncing in her seat and I was sure she would fall out of it soon. "The other two that are gone are Emmett and Rosalie. They will be gone for a few days. But should be back soon." I looked at Jasper and was gland to have a name for him. Here I was sitting in the middle of two gorges guys. I didn't know what to do.

"After you are done eating I would love to show you around the rest of the house." God Jaspers voice was rough and just hot. I was shocked in to silence. I just stared at him not sure what to say but managed to nod my head.

"I was planning on showing her around Jasper maybe next time." I had never heard Edward have such a tone. I looked at him not sure what was really going on, then looked back at Jasper but they were caught in a staring contest. Edward winced and Jasper smirked again.

"Boys please behave and just asked her which one of you she would like to show you around." Oh Crap thanks a lot Carlisle. I looked at him not knowing what to do I couldn't pick between them that was simply crazy. I have know Edward for a while but jasper…

"Actually I want to take her around so I can bond with my new sister." Alice's voice was musical and lovely. I nodded my head and stood up. It was funny that all the men stood up too. It was like cool but old fashioned. I was tempted to sit back down and do it again but thought better of it. I started to pick up my plate but Esme told me to leave it. I walked around the table to Alice's side and she instantly hugged me. I wasn't use to being hugged so I stiffened. She froze to and pulled away and apologized it was to cute. So I kissed her on the cheek and hugged her.

"Yay!" I had to laugh at that. As well as everyone else. She took my hand and led the way around the huge house. It had a game room. A theater, 8 bathrooms and ten bedrooms it was beyond words and I still felt like a fairy tail. She finally took me back to my room and went straight in to my closet. And came out with an armful of clothes.

"I am giving you a make over." They did warn me she would. I had to smile at that and was happy that they did but I had a feeling I wouldn't be able to tell her no. she tossed everything on to the bed and walked over to me.

" And we are going to have girl talk I have no idea what you have done to both of my brothers, they have never been like this you practically have them wrapped around your little finger." I just shook my head I wasn't even sure what to say back. She went back in to my closet and I went to sit down on my couch I noticed there was one of my favorite books sitting on it and started to read I was on chapter two when Alice called me over. To saw that I was shocked would be an underestimate. She had a table set up with beauty crap and things that looked like the belonged in a nail place. And a comfy chair for me to sit.

"Know before I get started I want you to know that you are not going to get you way so don't fight me, and we can come out of this both happy." I just shook my head I swear my head was going to come off. I never nodded or shook my head so much in my life. I walked over and took my seat. She started to work on my feet.

"So you like Edward don't you?" she was strait forward and there was no way to get away from answering her.

"Yes but before I got her I thought for sure I was in love with him." I spoke barley above a whisper I wasn't sure she heard me.

"You thought you were in love with him, well what changed.?" What was I going to say oh I saw Jasper and I think is so flippin' hot.

"Umm I am not sure." I put my head down and hoped she would just drop it but my luck was out.

"You like Jasper to, I could tell but know that they are both losers in my book. They could both drive you crazy. Edward loved his music and his reading. Jasper is the Sothern gentleman along with the badass. Edward will be controlling. And Jasper will give you options along with his opinion. Don't get me wrong Edward will love you but in the end he will be to scared to get to close. Jasper on the other hand will give you every last peace of himself to you. But I swear you hurt him or either of them and I will kill you." What the hell was I suppose to say to that. I just kept my mouth shut and went through what she told me. I knew Edward was controlling but is because he cares. And I have seen him at his best. When he would hold my hair when I threw up, or how would read to me so I could fall asleep. She did my nails after that and my hair and make up and picked a white dress and white flats and told me to change. We had a blast after the talk about the guys. We talked about what to expect at school when I got back on Monday. And she told me stories about Emmett and Rosalie. When I came out dressed she pulled me down stairs to the front room when everyone else was at. Jasper was playing a video game and Edward was reading Carlisle was reading a medical journal and Esme had a sketch pad. As soon as my feet hit the last step I had everyone's eyes on me. I looked at Edward and was gifted with my favorite smile. My heart speed up. Then I looked at Jasper and he looked like he was trying to hold himself down. My heart then felt like it was going to fly out of my chest. Crap……

(A/N; ok I know its odd cause I said its and Edward and Bella story but here is were you can decide what you want.

Do you want Bella with Edward or Jasper?

Does Rosalie welcome Bella to the family or do you want her to be a bitch?

Do you want Jake in on the game or would you like him out?

And last but not least do you want her to know soon about the Cullens?

Just please review and let me know. Oh and trust me the night is far from over.)