I know this story is being updated a lot, I just want to get started on the story to a good point that way when I get busy with end of semester stuff it all these updates will make up for it!! And it's a great distraction to school work that's for sure. I won nothing

ESPOV

The day I left my child keeps haunting me even though I can't sleep. We followed her best we could with out people getting suspicious. We kept having vampire attacks who were seeking for her. I was glad at those moments that she was not with us. I have pictures of her all over the house, I am glad I have those at least. It gives all of us a warm feeling to see her smiling in the pictures, at least she is alive.

My sweet child would be turning 17 tomorrow; my family has not been the same since we gave her away. At least no vampire cult is hunting for her, because she is no where to be found. We lost track of her about three years ago. We went on vacation and when we came back the family that had her picked up and left. We hunted the country for her, but we had no leads. Tomorrow we are suppose to move to Forks, we stays in Alaska for far to long, Carlisle travels far to go work at different hospitals that he has never been too just to keep human charade up.

Edward doesn't talk much; Alice isn't Alice anymore, Rosalie left for a year because she was so upset and of course Emmett followed her, Jasper was sad because of Alice. Carlisle kept telling them we would get her back, but now it seems like we will never see her unless a miracle comes along.

BPOV

I hate my life, I hate the family I live with. "You stupid child, don't you know how to do anything right" Charlie always yells at me and he always raises his hand. I use to be afraid, but I grew use to my daily beatings. I usually end up doing something wrong, or someone does something to him and I'm his punching bag at home. Renee left him five years ago and it's my fault because I was depressed. I get reminded of that everyday of my life. "Leave me alone" I said as I left the room. He grabbed my arm ruff and slammed me against the door. " you are going to listen to me, I am your father damn it, you don't appreciate anything" the rage inside me I could no longer hold in "You are NOT my FATHER, never were and NEVER will be" I knew the slap across my face was coming, but it was worth it to let him know how I feel. "Your nothing special, your REAL family didn't even want your pathetic ass, and I got landed with you" he really knew how to hit below the belt. He is right though, I was not good enough to keep my family, to keep them happy. I don't even remember there faces. "Just remember, I keep you for the monthly check".

"yeah the money that is suppose to be used on me, and I don't even see a penny of it" I mumbled hoping he didn't hear that, if he didn't I knew the beating would be worse. When the social worker 

would come, I would get to sleep in a nice bed and he would treat me kind made sure I had no bruises because obviously my real parents left money in an account for the family to take care of me. I am just a check to him. I sleep in the basement, no windows, secluded, dark just like my life. "In one year I'm out of here and I can't wait for that, or maybe I'll run away and there is nothing you can do about it" I screamed slamming the door to my room. I went to my journal to write about todays even. I know that I had a sister once because in the back of the journal my sister Rose wrote an entry for me. I read it over and over again. She tells me how I was loved, once loved and never will be forgotten. In times like this I read it just to make me feel loved that someone out there once loved plain Jane like me. I have a crystal heart, I think it's worth money Charlie wanted to take it to sell it, but I told him it's plastic thank god he believed me. I have a necklace too it lets me know I have a family out there. I don't remember much, I can't place there named or faces, it's been so long ago.

"Get your lazy ass upstairs NOW and make dinner" sigh of course, it's his feeding time. He gets mad if I don't have dinner for him. Sometimes I feel more like his abused wife than his abused so called daughter. I went upstairs to make dinner, I can only eat once he his done. One time I ate while he ate and there was not enough food, oh that was not good. He knocked me out cold for three days.

He is Chef, he is kind to all the people of Forks, but when it comes to me he treats the pieces of paper better than he treats me.

There is talk around two that there is another family coming to town, they adopted there kids as well. I hope they have a better life than I do. I'm sure they do. At school I don't have many friends because I can't do anything. I'm only allowed to come home do homework and then cook dinner for Charlie. I wouldn't dare to ask to go out with friends, so people gravitate away from me. They know something is wrong with me. I sit alone at a table and enjoy the peace that I have. I read mostly, and listen to music it sooths my soul I guess you can call it. I play music of what mood I'm in. Never happy music, because honestly I can't tell you the last time I smiled.

Tomorrow should be an interesting day to see who the new kids are. Not like they would want to talk to me, but it's nice to see new faces.

EPOV

Forks yet again, the most boring place on the face of the planet, it's been 80 years since we been in forks, so that's why we are here again. I miss my Bella, the memory that I have is when she begged me to take her with us. God, if I was not already dead, she would have killed me right there.

During the past years we went and fought different Vampire covens. We made it seem like we still had her, even the Volturi came a few times they want her to be on there guard. We killed the vampires that came looking for her. Carlisle wanted to break his friendship from his 'friend' Aro, but it's better to be a friend of the Volturi than a foe. My beauty would be my age now; I wonder how beautiful she looks, if 

she is dating someone. Thinking about her with another man pains my heart; I don't want to think about that.

None of us are excited to start school, I hate high school. Alice though is acting weird.

Take me to funk town, I want you to take me to funky town

Ahh she keeps singing that damn song. Something is up, she got really good over the years blocking me from her mind, I got to give her props for that. It's probably a big shopping spree and wants to drag me along with her. Oh no, that's torture shopping with Alice. One time when we were in Italy, she literally shopped for 13 hours straight. Jasper and I had bags all the way up our arms. We could barely get through the front door with all the bags. I can't even tell you what she bought.

"Get ready for school" Esme called from downstairs. She tries so hard to act like nothing is bothering her, but you can't fool Jasper. He says she is paining inside, so bad that sometimes he has to stay away from the house. Today will be a hard day for all of us. Today is the day of Bella's birthday.

We all hopped into the Volvo, once we were all ready I sped down the road, almost knocked a girl over, but she moved out of the way. Way would you walk on the side of the road, did she want her self killed? I arrived at school in record time. Nothing has changed, not a damn thing. Alice was bouncing, why was Alice bouncing?

"Alice why are you so excited" I asked her trying to read her mind, but she is still singing that horrid song.

"Oh, I'm excited for school. Think about all the new people, and friends. Oh wouldn't it be nice to have friends?" Alice asked with innocents on her face, Alice, innocent not a chance.

"I'm not buying it Alice, you are up to something and I am going to find out what it is" I ran off to the main office to get my schedule. Ah boring classes as always first period English, peachy. We all stood around the parking lot after everyone got there classes. Emmett and Rose said there good byes till lunch, thank god we all had lunch together. "Are you going to tell me what is up Alice or do I have to hold you down?" I asked her raising my eyebrow by this comment I earned a growl from Jasper.

She patted Jasper on the chest to calm him down, "you will find out, everyone will find out when the time is right".

The girl that we saw on the side of the road walked in the opposite way, she looked so sad. The first bell rang Jasper was on his way since he is in a higher grade than we are. Alice and I were in the English and history together.

We arrived to class with seconds to spare, that way people can't talk to us, we like it this way. There sitting in the backseat, was the same girl, I couldn't read her mind, Odd very odd. We walked by her and she looked up, she had Topaz eyes, long brown hair, pale like us, I swear I would have taken her for one 

of us if it was not that constant sound of her heartbeat… she was beautiful in everyway. Her sent was off, but familiar. I sat down in the back next to her and Alice sat in front of her.

"Hi I'm Alice what's your name?" Alice said, to her as she turned around to talk to her, Alice never did this, so this made me think.

I whispered low enough no one else could hear "What are you doing?"

"Making friends silly, you should try it sometime, might do you some good"

The girl just looked at her strange. It made me laugh at the face she was making. I wish she would talk so maybe it could help me read her thoughts.

She was about to say her name when the teacher started class. Alice than turned with a grumble, that's Alice. The bell rang and the girl got up faster than normal humans do. I guess she liked to be alone.

The day went uneventful, the lunch bell rang and my family was waiting out in the hallway for me to head to lunch together. We were thankful that the same table that we sat at 80 years ago was still open; we quickly claimed it as ours. The girl from our English class than walked into the lunch, guys were having thoughts on how to ask her out, stupid teen age boys. She sat down by herself at the table. I felt sorry for this girl, she had no on, and she seemed like an outcast like us. No one really approached her.

"Guys look at that girl over there" they all turned there head to her, she looked down fast. She was looking at the new kids; she was not at fault a lot of people like to stare at us.

"She looks like a vampire, is she?" asked Jasper

"No she doesn't smell like one, and she has a heartbeat, though she has a weird sent" the girl pulled out a CD player and a black bind Journal and started to write in it. I can hear Clair de Lune loud and clear. What a strange human she is, good taste in music.

"I can't read her mind"

"Er what do you mean you can't read her mind?" Emmett looked at me like I was dumb

"I can't hear her voice; it's like a brick wall" She caught us staring at her again. She looked down usually girls would go crazy if the Cullen boys were staring at her. Not this girl, I was right, she has something to hide.

She got up from her table and walked past our table, she didn't walk like a normal human, she glided with grace, but not too much. Her sent hit all of us and we all looked at each other.

"Did you smell that" jasper asked pointing to her

"Yes, it's not a normal human smell"

"It's to sweet for a human, or that's what I thought" jasper than thought



Her blood smells like nothing I have ever smelled before. All of us had venom making a pool in our mouths because she smelled mouthwatering.

"We need to stay away from that girl" I said to everyone we can't make problems. I couldn't help but to think of how sad she looked. The bell to say lunch was over rang over the intercom. We all departed to our classes. I had good old biology, I walked in to class I was a little late I walked up to the teacher to make he gave me a seat next to the girl from the cafeteria. Her smell was even stronger than what it was before. She seems shy, she moved to the end of the desk. Well at least she had human instincts to know I was dangerous. She had a cut on her hand; I wondered where she got that from. She moved up her sleeve and that's when I saw it. I saw a crystal heart bracelet like the one I gave away so many years ago. She is Bella.

BPOV

The new kids were beautiful. They described the word beauty in everyway. I knew it would be a bad day today, I almost got ran over by a stupid Volvo, I stepped in a water puddle and now I have to go through out the day in my wet pants. I had English first period, two of the new kids came in and to my luck they sat near me. The girl named Alice seemed a little to happy for 8:15 in the morning. She introduced her self. I couldn't help, but stare. I never seen anyone else have the same color eyes has I had. I didn't know if I should talk to them, it could have been a joke to have these beautiful people talk to me, but as I was about to introduce myself I didn't want to seem rude he the teacher started talking. I was never more grateful for class to start. I didn't want her to think I was a freak on her first day. I wanted to read her mind, but I remember along time ago someone told me never to use my gifts, so I haven't used them since that day.

Ok that was a lie every time I found out that I can do something new, I would practice to control it, but never on anyone. God I am a freak.

The boy who I assume is her brother, is the most gorgeous creature I have ever seen. He was sculpted you can tell even through his shirt, he had bronze hair that was tossed around and he had a smile to die for. Of course the girls were quaking at him already like he was a piece of meat and they were the predator. They all at one goal, see who can get into his pants first, stupid high school girls. The bell rang and I got out of there faster than I should have. I found out that I can have speed if I wanted it. The rest of the morning was boring, I talked to a few people that were kind, but never did I trust in any of them. When I would trust in people, I would get hurt so I learned to not trust at all. I walked into the cafeteria skipped the lunch line; I never had money to buy lunch. I went to my designated table and sat by myself yet another day. I turned my head to the table next to me and they were all staring, sure stare at the school freak. I was feeling self-conscious so I looked away. I heard them talking about me, why would they talk about me, they don't even know me. I got sick of it so I got up and left. Biology was next so I went to my locker and got my book out. I was the first one in class so I decided to write in my journal. It was nice to write, set me free, I can write my feelings down on paper and not be judged by anyone.

The bell for lunch to be over just rang and students started to fill in the class room. The gorgeous new boy that all the girls look at is in the class room. I felt my heart race for some reason. I felt a weird 

sensation. She looked at me, his eyes looked cold, I moved to the end of the desk to give him more room. Charlie always said give the men the upper hand and give them what they need. He sat down staring at me so I started to play with my bracelet to pretend that I was somewhere else, but here. He inhaled deeply when he saw my bracelet I looked at him. Why would he do that?