me:okay the story will be comming to an end soon
mikan:joy to the world!hyuuga will be dead!i'll bbq his head
me:okay,let's get going
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it was still the day where narumi forced people to give others gift and natsume spent his time looking at mikan
'if only i could have stayed like that' the words circled his mind 'does she miss the time she spent with me?does she hate herself?' questions circled his mind and when classes were over and the night was dead all he could hear was "tommorow will be a good day for you" those were the last words from the mikan he first met and loved
in mikan's room
mikan looked at the stars "i can't be soft anymore,i have no love,i have no life,if i died then life would go on,my goal is to eliminate the dirty,those who have gone against the wishes of god,i will create a holy world where god no longer has to deal with the dirty" mikan reminded herself as large angel wings came out of her back
mikan rested her head on her pillow and sighed remembering when she was a foolish 10 year old 'falling in love?the stupidest thing a human could ever think of' mikan fell asleep
next day
mikan was early for class and sat in her old seat,she felt a pang in her heart so she tried to move but couldn't.for some reason she wanted to rewind to a happier time but she was already happy,wasn't she?she got out of the seat and went to her normal one when she heard feet tapping and soon students came in and talked to each other
days passed,then weeks,then months,soon it was winter and the snow was lightly falling
mikan was outside looking at the waiting,waiting to see when the snow would stop falling and when she could forever be alone in a pure world with her brother,ichigo and riku.that was all she really wanted
it was the same day of the same month at the same time where mikan had her last mission,to kill natsume hyuuga
"i'll purify this world of the dirty" mikan said stepping outside in a white dress,even though it was winter she couldn't feel a thing at all,it was just a slight wind to mikan
she went to the northern forest and waited for natsume to come,she knew he would,she just knew it
she sat in a tree and watch as natsume sat under the exact same tree,she felt warm tears roll down her face when she heard him whisper the words she hasn't heard since her grand father sent a letter which was 6 years ago.she shook it off and took out her long katana,it was clean just like she wanted the world to be
"bai bai" she said silently sneeking up behind natsume and cutting him in half (so many of you wanted a mikan X natsume pairing so i'll give you some of it)
"mikan.." his eyes widen and he dropped to the ground.mikan flipped his body over "i always thought you would be the last thing i saw before i died" he said with a slight smirk and closed his eyes
"thank you" mikan said queitly as tears fell from her face yet she wasn't angry or sad,they just dripped from her eyes
'i love you mikan' the words played through her mind
"there is no such thing as love,you get married and have a child then you are done" mikan walked away
8 years later
a little girl was in her attic searching threw her mother's stuff.she found books and clothes but no pictures at all but then she came across a small diamond box and openned it,inside was a locket and a picture of a certain brunnete holding hands with a handsome raven haired boy.she rushed down several stairs and showed the picture to her father who ripped it from her hands
the man ran out where his wife mikan was tending to the gardens and he had a knife in his hand.when mikan turned around he stabbed her
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
I can't escape myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? Somebody help me through this nightmare (This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal) So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)
snow
it's blank and boring
but when it is touched by blood
it changes and becomes
red snow
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me:mikan X natsume sorta,natsume dies,mikan dies and it explains the title
naruto:the song is called the animal i have become by three days grace!
me:how do naruto characters keep comming here?
me:and to everyone who plans to make their own fanfic gambatte!
till then ja ne!