Ok chapter 10 now. Woohoo we are on double digits here now. This next Chapter is going to suck it's gonna be a lot of Lisa and Dean and I really hate Lisa so I don't think I'll be able to write her great. So excuse me now. Not beta'd so any mistakes you find in this story are going to be mine. Thanks and enjoy.
Dean and Cas wake up the next morning, Dean pulls Cas closer and holds him a little bit longer before he has to do things he doesn't want to do really. Lisa is coming home today and he is sitting down with her and telling her he doesn't want to marry her, that he's in love with Cas. He knows that will be a wonderful conversation and he's really not looking forward to it. But it needs to be done because he doesn't want to pretend anymore. He just wants to be with Cas.
He kisses Cas's forehead and slips out of bed and out to the kitchen to start the coffee. He takes out a pan and some bacon and eggs. He figures he might as well make breakfast if he's up anyways. He puts bacon in the pan walking over to his radio and putting on some Metallica why he cooks. He flips over the bacon after a couple minutes and when that is done he cracks eggs cooking them, he pops some toast down in the toaster and butters it when it pops up.
He goes down to the bedroom to get up Cas, sitting down next to him.
"Cas come on get up, I made breakfast and coffee." Dean says.
Cas groans in his sleep and opens his eyes sleepily.
"What Dean?" Cas grumbles.
"I made breakfast and coffee for you. So come on." Dean says.
Cas gets up and follows Dean sleepily; he sits down at the table while Dean gets him a cup of coffee.
"You still take it with Sugar and Cream right Cas?" Dean asks.
"Yes Dean, I do." Cas replies.
"So I am talking to Lisa later today," Dean says.
"Oh yeah, are you nervous about that?" Cas asks.
"Yes a little, but I know what I want now." Dean says as he smiles at Cas.
They get up and Cas starts the dishes, while Dean goes to call Sam.
"I'll be right back Cas," Dean says.
"Ok Dean," cAs replies
Dean goes to call Sam and comes back in the kitchen going behind Cas and wrapping his arms around the man as he does the dishes.
"Want some help?" Dean asks.
"I'm not sure we'd get much done if you did help." Cas says.
Dean grins and nods "Probably not, but it could be fun" he winks at the other man.
"I never said it would not be fun, just that we would get nothing done." Cas says.
Dean kisses on the back of Cas's neck while he does the dishes; he slides his hand around and slides it down Cas's pants. Cas moans and tries his best not to drop the dish he's holding. Dean wraps his hand around Cas's cock stroking it up and down slowly while sucking on the nape of his neck.
"Dean." Cas moans.
"Yes Cas?" Dean says.
"You know what you are doing," Cas replies.
"I have no idea what you are talking about," Dean says.
Cas turns around and runs his soapy hands against Dean's chest making his t-shirt wet.
"You don't do you? I think you know exactly what I am talking about Dean." Cas says.
"Cas I will finish the dishes later lets go," Dean says as he drags Cas out of the kitchen by his pants, and into his bedroom.
"I want you Cas, I want you now," Dean says.
"You can have me anytime, you know this Dean" Cas replies.
Dean shoves Cas down on the bed and straddles his lap rubbing his cock against the younger man's slowly. He bends down and kisses Cas shoving his tongue in his mouth and sucking on Cas's. Cas moans against Dean's mouth grinding up against his cock as Dean grinds back.
"What do you want Cas?" Dean asks him.
"I want you to fuck me Dean," Cas replies.
"Oh I'm on board with that," Dean replies.
"Good shut up and do it then," Cas says.
Dean goes to get the lube then comes back.
"I'm going to fuck you so hard that you come into the mattress without me even touching you" Dean whispers to him.
Cas moans and grinds against Dean one more time before Dean flips the other man over onto his stomach. He kisses his way down the backside of Cas's body nipping at his skin and soothing it with his tongue. Cas is under him arching against his mouth. Dean pulls off Cas's pajama pants and boxers and throws them to the ground. HE stands up and removes his own pajama pants and boxers then straddles the man's legs. He opens the lube and pours a generous amount all over his fingers.
He slides his finger around the outside of Cas's asshole breaching the first ring slowly.
"Dean we've done this before you don't have to be so gentle I'm not gonna fucking break," Cas growls out.
Dean shoves the finger all the way in crooking it and moving it in and out slowly then he adds another and finally a third when he has Cas open enough he opens the lube again and pours a bunch on his cock stroking it up and down slowly 3 times before moving it to the man's hole and sliding in slowly so he doesn't hurt the other man. He waits for Cas to adjust to him before he starts sliding in and out of him slowly.
"Dean if you don't fucking go harder and faster I am gonna lose it," Cas says.
Dean moans and thrusts in and out quickly, fucking Cas into the mattress at a hard rough fast pace. Cas is moaning under him and writhing and saying over and over again "Oh fuck Dean yes fuck me harder" Dean listens to him and fucks him hard and fast at a furious pace. Cas is groaning and moaning loudly "fuck I'm going to cum Dean" he shouts. Dean keeps thrusting into the other man tensing up as he comes hard and fast into Cas.
Dean slides off Cas and tries to catch his breath lying down next to the man.
"Oh fuck Cas that was so hot and good" Dean says.
"Mmmhmm" is all Cas can say.
Later that day after Cas has gone home he's waiting for Lisa to come over. He knows what he is going to say to her. He just doesn't know how she's going to take it. He's not looking forward to this at all but it needs to be done. The doorbell rings and he gets up to answer it, he opens the door and Lisa is standing there.
She leans in to kiss him and he kisses her on the cheek.
"Hey Lisa, how was your trip?" Dean asks.
"Fine, how are you Dean?" She asks.
"I'm ok, just we need to talk, and you know I am not good with words Lisa." Dean says.
"What about Dean?" Lisa asks
"Let's sit down," Dean tells her.
"Ok." She says.
They sit on the couch Dean at one end her at the other and she knows something is wrong because they aren't near each other.
"Dean what is going on?" She asks him.
"Lisa I can't marry you, I'm sorry but I'm not in love with you. I do love you just not in love with you." Dean says quietly.
"Dean what the hell do you mean you're not in love with me?" Lisa yells.
"I mean I am not in love with you. We have nothing in common I am in love with someone else so I can't marry you. That is what I mean." Dean says.
"Who the hell are you in love with then Dean?" She asks.
This is the part he was dreading he knows she's going to fucking flip out over this one but he really doesn't care he is going to be happy and Cas makes him happy.
"I am in love with Cas, I think I have been since high school it just wasn't "right" so I ignored how I felt" Dean says.
"What the hell you're fucking gay now?" She says.
"No not gay, I just am in love with Cas I don't like any other guys Lisa" Dean says.
"Fuck this, I can't deal with this. I am leaving," Lisa says and she gets up and storms out the door.
Well that went well Dean thinks as he dials a very familiar number. It rings and then Cas picks up.
"Hello Dean," Cas says.
"Cas can you come over here or can I come there?" Dean says.
"I take it Lisa did not take it well then?" Cas asks.
"No not at all. She was pissed off a lot." Dean says.
"I'll come there, I'll be there in 10 minutes," Cas replies.
Dean goes to sit on the couch and waits for Cas to get there.
TBC
A/N: Ha so Lisa was a bitch that's how I like to write her. Cuz I don't like her at all and I think she is a bitch. So what did you think of that chapter? Yes no maybe so? Next chapter Dean has to tell his mom and dad that should be fun for him I am sure –laughs- If you read this please review it. Thank you.