~Betrayal~
Chapter ten:
Kagome couldn't fall asleep that night, after getting out off chemo she went back to her room to see if she could get some sleep but sadly she couldn't stop thinking. She kept thinking of her having cancer and how she would be hurting InuYasha. She kept picturing his face after she broke up with him and she couldn't bare it but she had to do it. She turned over and saw that it was almost 11; she rolled back and started to cry a little knowing that it was almost time to break the one person that she loved dearly heart. She must've cried herself to sleep because before she knew it she heard a knock on her bed room door. She didn't move, she heard it again "Co...Come in" she said hoping it wasn't InuYasha, but it was. InuYasha opened the door and shut it behind him and walked over to the bed and sat down.
Kagome didn't turn around, InuYasha knew that something was up but didn't know what it was. They stay like that for a while not speaking. InuYasha getting nervous finally spoke "Uh…Kags…?" he turned his head over towards Kagome, she didn't move, he sighed and spoke again "Kagome…what's going on, you're freaking me out" again nothing. InuYasha shook his head and got on top of Kagome so that she could look at him. Kagome shocked by what he was doing tried to escape from his grasp but failed. She didn't want to look at him, InuYasha seeing this moved his hand to Kagome's cheek and moved her head so that she was now looking at him. She could feel the sadness in his eyes and it was breaking her heart even more.
"Kagome, please say something anything!"
"Get off me…please!"
"Not until you tell me what the hell is going on!"
"I want to…" Kagome closed her eyes "Want to…" tears started to forum in her eyes "Break up…"
InuYasha couldn't believe what he was hearing; he lifted up shocked he laughed a little not believing her "C'mon Kags. Seriously, what's wrong?" Kagome now crying more, and still having her eyes closed "I…I'm telling the truth InuYasha" InuYasha's eyes widen, InuYasha has always called him Inu ever since they started dating, he knew that she was serious since she called him by his real name. He shook his head "No…it can't be…why?" he asked now starting to cry a little. Kagome pushing him off thinking of a reason for him to believe and she thought of one, one that will truly break his heart more than her just breaking up with him. InuYasha now on the floor looking up at Kagome.
Kagome slowly opening her eyes and seeing InuYasha on the floor not taking his eyes off her "Why…I thought we were doing great…" he asked yet again. Kagome shaking her head yelled out "BECAUSE IM NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!! I HATE YOU; I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN GET OUT!!!" Kagome couldn't hold it anymore, she couldn't stop crying. InuYasha's mouth dropped after hearing what her reason was. He closed his eyes and shook his head "It can't be how you can just fall out of love with someone?" he asked now standing up walking towards Kagome. Kagome seeing this threw her pillow at him "DON'T YOU GET IT!!!" she yelled once again, this time her yelling drew attention and Kagura, Ayame, Sange and Kanna was at the door listening to every word that was being said.
"I NEVER LOVED YOU, I NEVER WILL EITHER. GET OUT!!!!!!!!" Kagome yelled throwing her other pillow at him, InuYasha lowering his head smiled "I don't believe you and I never will Kags…whatever the reason is just know I still love you" after saying this InuYasha turned and walked out the door, leaving Kagome on the bed holding her hand over her chest. InuYasha stopped after seeing Sango, Kagura, Ayame and Kanna standing at the door looking like they were about to cry. InuYasha smiled, bowed and walked out the front door. Kagura, Kanna and Ayame ran into Kagome's room to see what the hell was going on but once they got there they could tell Kagome was heartbroken. Sango stayed in the hall way crying, knowing the real reason in why she broke it off with InuYasha and hated it. Kagura ran over to Kagome holding her in her arms "Kags, what the hell was that!" she asked trying to calm her friend down.
Ayame, Kanna and now Sango joining Kagura and Kagome on the bed, Kagome still holding her hand over her chest; tears falling from her eyes non-stop couldn't tell her friends why she did what she did. Sango looking half dead "She has lung cancer so she thought it'd be better if InuYasha wasn't around her during this time." Kagura looked over at her shocked to hear this and also seeing how Sango looked half dead, Kanna laughed "C'mon you expect us to believe she has cancer?" Ayame nodded; Kagura somehow knew that Sango wouldn't joke about something this serious. Kagome looking at her sister yelled "WHAT THE HELL I DIDN'T WANT ANYONE KNOWING!!!" Sango glared at her sister "Then why the hell did you tell me huh?" Kagome closed her eyes "I didn't mean to tell you! IT JUST SLIPPED OUT!" she yelled, Sango rolled her eyes "It doesn't matter, they know so deal with it!"
Ayame trying to calm both Kagome and Sango down and it didn't work, Kagome and Sango kept yelling at each other for a while before Sango ran out of the room slamming the door behind her. Kanna ran after Sango to make sure that she was ok, Ayame and Kagura still with Kagome looked over at her and could tell that she was beyond heartbroken. Kagura not really knowing what to say tried her best "Kags, even if you have cancer you're going to get through this alive and you'd be back with InuYasha in no time!" Ayame agreeing with her, but sadly Kagome knew other-wise. Kagome looked at Kagura and shook her head, remembering what Dr. Hung had told her earlier that morning. "Dr. Hung…said that I probably started to get lung cancer" she stopped for a little bit "Around three or four years ago…and that it's just now showing up on test"
Kagura and Ayame shocked "So what does that mean?" Ayame asked while sitting next to Kagome. "He said that my lungs aren't really in good shape with me having lung cancer and also brocades but he's going to have me do chemo for a month to see if that will kill the bad cells…then the beginning of next I'll go into surgery to get the rest off…" Kagura let out a sigh "So, you're going to live…?" she looked over at Kagome seeing her shrugging "He isn't too sure…" Ayame smiled trying to make her friends feel somewhat better "Well let's just hope for the best" both Kagura and Kagome nodded.
InuYasha walked through the door's to the practice room where Big Bang practice for their concerts. Kouga seeing that he finally showed up ran over towards him, as he got closer he could tell that something wasn't right "Yo…uh Inu…you alright?" Kouga asked, InuYasha looked up at him slowly and smiled while tears fell from his chin "I'm fine, why you ask?" Naraku and Sesshomaru joined Kouga and inuYasha, after seeing InuYasga crying Sesshomaru lowered his head "Something happened with Kagome?" Naraku looked at InuYasha, to Sesshomaru and back to InuYasha "She still hasn't talked to you?" Naraku asked thinking that she still was acting the same from yesterday.
InuYasha shook his head "She broke up with me" they all were shock to hear this, they thought everything was fine between the two "What do you mean? I don't believe it!" Kouga said shaking his head "You probably miss understood her!" Naraku added "Did she give you a reason why?" Sesshomaru asked knowing that InuYasha wasn't lying to them. InuYasha looked to the other side of the room "Where's Ruko?" he asked slowly walking away "Oh, he's spending time with his mom I think" JInuYasha nodded, Sesshomaru grabbed InuYasha's wrist "Did she give you a reason Inu?" Sesshomaru asked, Kouga hurried to where they were at and stopped in front of InuYasha "Yeah, she couldn't of had broken up with you for nothing" InuYasha lowering his head, crying a little more "She said she never was in love with me…and that she never wanted to see me again"
The guys couldn't believe what he just said, Naraku getting mad "What, that's fucked up! How could she say something so cold?" Kouga putting his arm around InuYasha to comfort him "She has to have a real reason, this doesn't sound like her!" Sesshomaru agreeing with Naraku "Yeah, we all know her and we all know that she truly was in love with InuYasha so she must be hiding something" InuYasha hiding his face in Kouga's shoulder started to cry a little bit more "L…lets drop it" Kouga said noticing that InuYasha didn't want to talk about this any farther. The guys nodded and sat down trying to make their leader, friend feel a little better than what he was. Sesshomaru letting Kouga being his goofy self walked away from the three to call Sango. As he got away enough so that no one would hear him he dialed her number.
"Sango…?"
"Yeah…hi Sesshomaru…what's up?"
"Are you ok…you sound upset?"
"I'm fine…is everything ok with you?"
"Oh yeah everything's fine with me…but InuYasha just told me Kags broke up with him….i don't believe the reason she gave him…I was wondering if you could tell me the truth?"
"Uh…I don't think it's my place to tell you…If Kagome wants to tell you then she can but I'm not getting bitched at again for telling someone the truth about it"
"Oh, ok I understand. Is she home still?"
"Most likely, yeah."
"Alright, I'll call her. I'll see you later."
Sesshomaru hung up with Sango and dialed Kagome's number hoping to hear the truth in the break up between his good friends. He waited for a bit and no one answered, he shrugged it off and tried it again, this time Kagome answered sounding worse than InuYasha and Sango put together.
"Se....ssh....omaru?"
"Uh yeah it's me…you ok Kags?"
"Yeah, let's go with that…:
"Ok…uh…hey are you busy tomorrow at 12?"
"Not that I know of…why?"
"Will you meet me in the park so we could talk?"
"Um…sure…ok…I'll see you then"
Kagome hung up with Sesshomaru and buried her face into her bed, since her pillows still lay on the floor. Sesshomaru shook his head after hanging up with Kagome, he looked up at his friends and saw that neither Kouga nor Naraku could get InuYasha to smile or laugh. He knew that he had to find the real reason in Kagome breaking up with InuYasha but wondered if he was doing the right thing in doing so. He sighed and got up to join his friends. After hours of practicing they decided to go back to their apartment and get ready for the next day.
