I'm sorry I haven't updated, and I'm sorry if this chapter sucks! I had a really bad brain freeze. Please let me know what you think (:

I had never really felt heart break. The only real relationship I had ever been in was for a year. We just drifted apart; there was no heart break there. I'm thinking that what I'm feeling now is the worst form of heart break.

Phil and I hadn't talked since he found out I had lied to him. That was two weeks ago. We weren't officially broken up, we just hadn't talked. I would see him in the hallways at the hotels and at the arenas, but he would just turn and walk the other way. Maybe we were broke up, he just hadn't told me we were broken up.

I spent all of my time off these past two weeks lying in bed, crying my eyes out. I missed Phil more than I had ever missed anyone. I needed him to talk to me. We needed to work out our problems.

"I don't know what to do. I want to try to talk to him, but I'm afraid he's just going to push me away, or just walk away when he sees me coming."

"You just need to try, Cora. He can't ignore you forever." Cody replied.

Even though Cody was the reason Phil and I were fighting. I couldn't hate him forever. He was the only person who knew what was really going on. And he was the only person I could talk to about it."

"I guess I could try tonight…"

"No, don't want until tonight. Go to his room, and talk to him now. That way, he won't be able to walk away from you."

"Fine…But don't leave this room. I'm going to need you to talk to when he blows me off again."

"He's not going to. You need to think positive about these things."

I sighed and crawled out of the bed. I slipped my flip flops on and walked out of my room. I was sure I looked a mess, but I honestly didn't care. I walked down the hall to Phil's room and knocked on his door. He opened it a few seconds later. When he saw me, he looked surprised. He looked at me for a while and then moved out of the doorway and motioned for me to come in.

I smiled slightly and walked into his room. I sat down on his bed and he sat down beside me.

"Do you hate me?" I asked without looking up at him.

"Of course I don't hate you, Cora. I could never hate you."

"You haven't even looked at me in two weeks. Do you know how hard it's been? I had no idea if we were broken up or if we were still together. I didn't know how you felt about me. I missed you. I hated not talking to you for that long…I hated not being around you."

"It was hard for me, too. I know, it probably doesn't seem like it was hard for me. But it really was. I missed you so much. I hated ignoring you like that, but I was afraid that if I was around you or talked to you, I might do or say something that I would end up regretting. I just needed some time away from you so I didn't ruin what we have. I know the last time we talked, it was our fight, and I said I didn't know if our relationship was going to work out, but it will work out. Because I want to be with you and I don't want to fight with you again like the last time. I love you and I'm so sorry for what happened."

"I love you, too, Phil. Everything was all my fault. I should have told you everything from the beginning. I shouldn't have even had that fake relationship with Cody. I should have just told you how I felt about you before all of that. We wouldn't have been in all that mess if I would have just told you. I'm sorry; you shouldn't be the one apologizing."

"But I should apologize for how I acted about it. It shouldn't have blown up into that huge thing. It's not going to happen again, though, I promise. I love you."

He leaned over to me and kissed me. I smiled, "I love you, too."

"Now go get your stuff. I'm not staying apart from you any longer."

I jumped up off the bed and ran back to the room that Cody and I were sharing. I ran through the door and he looked up at me startled.

"How did it go?" He asked.

"He doesn't hate me, and we're still together."

"See, I told you everything was going to be okay. You had no reason to think that he hated you."

"I know. Thank you so much for being there for me. You're seriously the best. I don't know what I would have done without you these past few weeks." I began throwing all of my stuff in my bag.

"I'm glad I could help. Where are you going?"

"Oh, Phil told me to come back and stay with him. So I'm going to be staying with him until we leave here. Then I guess when we get to the next city."

"But I'm going to be all by myself." He stuck his bottom lip out and stared at me.

"I'll see you tomorrow at the arena."

"What if he doesn't want us to be friends?" Cody blurted out.

"What do you mean?"

"What if he tells you not to be friends with me, or that he doesn't want you to be around me? Are we just going to stop being friends?"

"He's not going to do that, Cody. He's not like that, you should know that. I'm sure he doesn't have a problem with you and I being friends. Why would he? I mean, it's not like there's anything going on between us, or was going on between us. He knows our relationship was fake. He won't have a problem with it."

"If you say so. You're just my best friend. I really don't want anything to take you away from me."

This was sounding all too familiar. This was exactly how I felt towards Phil in the beginning. But there was no way that Cody could have feelings for me. He knows that I'm in love with Phil; he wouldn't put himself through that after he saw everything that I went through. I looked up at him and saw him staring at me. He looked at me the same way that I had always looked at Phil. I couldn't stay in that room with him any longer. I had to find a way to make his feelings for me disappear.

"I have to go. I'll see you tomorrow." I replied as I grabbed my bags and walked out the door.

I shut the door behind me and heard him sigh. I groaned as I made my way back to Phil's room. I needed to find Cody a girlfriend before his feelings go too out of control.