You look into my eyes, I go out of my mind
I can't see anything, Cos this love's got me blind...
...And my knees are weak
And my mouth Cant speak
Fell to far this time
Baby I'm too lost in you, Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep , I can't sleep, I can't think
I just think about the things that you do
I'm too lost in you - Sugar babes
Spencer lay in bed, eyes still closed as she dreamt and a smile spread across her face. She was, off course, dreaming of Ashley. She flung out an arm as she rolled over only to find an empty space in the bed beside her. The loss of the brunette snuggled in beside her certainly woke the blonde up. Slowly her soft blue eyes fluttered open to gaze sadly at the spot next to her where only hours ago the brunette had lay in her arms and slept.With a pout she sat up, rubbing her eyes in the bright light of the morning.
"Good morning my little angel" came a soft husky voice from the end of the bed. Spencer looked over to find Ashley watching her calmly, her legs crossed and still looking a little sleepy her self. Spencer gave her a grin and crawled out from under the warmth of the covers and into the brunette's lap.
"What are you doing up so early?" she asked with a loud yawn, stretching her arms out and wrapping them around Ashley's waist instead. The brunette smiled back at her, planting a soft kiss upon the blue eyed girls forehead gentley and stroking down her long golden hair, tucking a loose strand behind the girls ear.
"I just wanted to watch you sleep" she smiled before planting another soft kiss, this time on the blondes lips "your absoloutley gorgeous when you sleep, but then your always gorgeous". Spencer couldn't stop grinning as she leant up to kiss the brunette again, loving the feel of Ashley's lips on hers, Ashley's hands on her waist, Ashley's body on top of hers... Ashleys kissed her back and Spencer could taste the orange juice she'd already had this morning while waiting around watching her sleep. As she leant back, falling onto the bed with Ashley on top of her, Spencer reached out to find the brunette's hand with her own and link them, intertwining their fingers. They where made to fit together, their hands, their mouths, their bodies. They where like a jigsaw puzzle, and now Spencer had found her missing pieces and she was whole. She grinned, pulling back to stare lovingly into the brunette above her's chocolate brown eyes.
"Breakfast?" she asked softly, not wanting to break the gorgeous moment but a rumble of her stomach had already done that. She was starving this morning. Ashley laughed as the blonde's stomach made another pleading groan for food.
"Sure thing, come on" she grinned and rose to her feet leading Spencer by the handoff the bed and out the door, closing it quietly behind her. It was only nine in the morning after all, people where still sleeping. Usually that would have been her, still curled up in the warmth of her doona till well past midday. But not today, not when she'd spent the night with Spencer. As much as she'd have loved to just lie in her arms for hours, the blonde looked so cute lying there sleeping, Ashley just wanted to watch her sleep.
"What do you feel like this morning?" Ashley asked Spencer with a wide grin that spread from one ear to the other. The blonde beside her gave ashleya quizical look and giggled. Her hand felt warm inside the brunette's as she pulled her closer and wrapped her arm around her waist. Ashley smiled, drapping her's across the small blonde's shoulders.
"I feel like... french toast with lots of icing sugar, fresh blue berries and rasberries and a large glass of fresh orange juice" she joked as they made their way down the stairs. Ashley nodded.
"Mkay, sure" she smiled as she began to whip out her flashy silver mobile. Spencer raised her eyebrows at the brunette waiting for her to laugh and say 'just kidding' but she never did. She continued to call a very flashy reasturant on the other side of town to check they had a table ready. At the mention of her name they found one quick smart.
"This is Ashley Davies" she told them. The blonde beside her froze. Davies? How come she'd never known her last name before now?? She'd met her, befriended her, fell for her, kissed her and found out they where old friends from back a long time ago. And Only now had she found out the girls last name. And such a familiar one to... Davies. Where had she heard that name before? And then it dawned on her. Ever so slowly it sank in till the blonde realized and gasped, turning to Ashley.
"Your Raife Davies daughter?" she exclaimed excitedly. The brunette cringed at the term, covering the phone with her hand to answer. She'd never really wanted Spencer to know. If she did, how would Ashley ever know she really just liked her for her? How would she know she wasn't just like Aiden, trying to get in on a bit of the fame and the money.
"Yea" she answered with a heavy sigh. Spencer furrowed her brow. Why did she sound so unhappy about that? It was so cool. Not only was she this amazing, goreous, funny, sweet, awesome person who had he most amazing voice she'd ever heard. But she had a totally cool dad and she was bloudy rich.
"What's the matter Ash?" Spencer asked her softly, not wanting the person on the other end to hear her question or the deep concern in her voice. The moment Ashley's smile disapeared so did Spencer's. The moment her mood went from extatic to depressed so did Spencer's. Their hearts connected by a wire, what one felt so did the other. Ashley just looked away, uncovering her phone to continue her conversation with who ever was on the other end waiting patiently.
"Sorry about that. Yep... yep. Thank you, we'll be there with in half an hour" she agreed before hanging up and flipping the phone shut. The blonde reached out and grabbed her hand before she could slip it into her pocket with her phone.
"What's up?" the blonde insisted, but Ashley only brushed her off, putting a fake smile on like nothing had ever happened. This was one realationship she didn't want to be ruined by who her father was. This was one person she didn't want to loose, she couldn't loose.
"Nothing, don't worry gorgeous. I'm fine" she grinned, leaning in to kiss Spencer softly on the lips. The blonde couldn't help but grin back, her brain and heart melting simultaneously as the brunette's lips met hers and she forgot everything except the stunning girl kissing her. And every fear and worry melted away with the rest of the world as she stood wrapped in Ashley's arms. She'd never felt better than right now, right here.
"Good!" Spencer finally managed to mumble as they linked hands and began to head down the stairs "so where exactly are we going??" she asked curiously to receive only a sly grin from the brunette in reply "no fair!! Come on you have to tell me!!" she whined. Ashley just shook her head as she lead the blonde out into the car park next to the grand hotel. And no matter how adorable Spencer looked as she pouted and crossed her arms moodily Ashley just laughed and wouldn't say a word about where she was taking her.
"Come on, just get in the car" the brunette giggled, opneing the door for the blonde to get in. Spencer sighed and climbed in onto the black leather seats and smiled. She'd never been in a car like this. And with a driver too, she still couldn't believe Ashley had gone to all this trouble just for her. She would have been happy with cereal at the breakfast bar, or even a nice picnic on the beach. The brunette slid in the seat next ot her, closing the door behind them and grinned. The blonde looked up at her innocenelty, reaching out her hand to grasp Ashley's shirt and slid her hand under it as she pulled her closer. The brunette blushed, grazing up at the driver who was completley preoccupied not even noticing what the two girls where doing and smiled. Spencer planted a soft kiss on her cheek and Ashley shivered, feeling the blondes hot breathe down her neck as she hovered over her before leaning right in to whisper in her ear.
"Now will you tell me where we're going?". Ashley laughed, taking Spencer face gently in her hand and kissing her, pushing her back so she was lying flat on her back on the seat and smiled, shaking her head. The blue eyed girl pouted, her bottom lip trembling as she tried to get the girl above her to confess all. Ashley swallowed loudly, leaning in to take the blonde's quivering lip in her mouth and tangling her fingers in her golden curls.
"Nope".