A/N: Hey guys~~! Guess what! It was Reborn's and Tsuna's birthday~~! Yayy~~, but I didn't do anything, just spent the day doing homework=_=". But HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY REBORN-KUN AND TSUNA-CHAN~~! Ok so, I decided that I'm gonna do Arcobaleno d'Amore when I finished this~~. So I was really happy when I saw my reviews~~. There are 106~~~~! Hikari-chan ureshi ne~~. Hehe, thank you so much for the support people~~! I love you all so very berry much~~.

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rahel-chanX3: Tsunayoshi-kun will... Well you can find out.

Breathless02: Oya? I actually hate it too, and I think other people agree.

VongolaPrimo27: No, I don't think you're complaining. I personally think that you're just helping me with the grammar and I'm very grateful of that.

TsukikoIchihara: A threesome? A threesome... Sure, I'll try to put a threesome there. I love threesomes, it's so smexy and smut-ful. Oh, but they're also hard to write..

SweetAnimeLove: Yeah, everyone is feeling sorry for Tsunayoshi-kun now. So, emotional... Right?

LonelyDayzDreamer: Well, I don't really know if this review is long. It's about the same size as the other ones you sent me, and I'm very happy~. Y-you... Want to hit me for writing so good? Urg, you can't, I'm too fragile, I don't know why. I'm pretty sure that I became more girlier ever since summer... Yes, ero-kun is Giotto's lovely (*coughs* perverted *coughs*) advice giver~~. Plus he makes us all smile... I think. Yeah, I'm actually fussing over the funeral for the Sawada parents... I never really though of them so I need help. Yeah, I'm pretty sure that squealed and fangirl-ed about Generation X. I remember my sister opening her room and telling me to shut up... Hehe, I love you too Dayz-chan~~, this reply proves it~. I'll wait for your review again~!*Gets hit with air balloon and drowns on cookies*

FalteredGAIT: Yes, when I read the last chapter I found my mistakes but left them because I was very lazy.

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Sorry if rushed, did it all today!

Hajimeru dechu

Tsunayoshi's POV

A few weeks has passed since Tsuna's kiss. I've still been broody about it. But, they don't realize that because they're together every single day. I've talked to Giotto about the funeral, and he agreed to have it on summer in Italy. Tsuna wanted it to be at Italy too. It's spring but it'll be over before we know it. Or at least I will, but we've been working double time and saving money to build two coffins, transport that to Italy, go on a plane to Italy, and set up the whole funeral. Well, actually the coffins are done and they have been in Italy. One of Giotto's friends named Knuckles is studying in Italy and he's a priest. So he's already setting up the funeral. That just leaves the flight, but you see, in my hand right now is a used plane ticket and my duffel bag.

Yup, we're already in Italy. The familiar mountain ranges, familiar smell of caffeine and the familiar warmth of the air was all coming back. I stared at the sky out of the windows that surrounded us, the aloof clouds. Yes, those albino aloof clouds all held an amount of pride by letting the wind gently push them as they separated to become individuals. Like a bullet, a rocket shot through the sky, smoke following it's tracks. Everything I've known, loved, and hated from Italy, I remember. I want to go to the church again. Where I heard that Kami's voice, a soothing gentle voice, forgiving me for my sin.

I wanted to be reborn, and I will. That kiss changed me a bit. I hardly talk to Giotto and Tsuna anymore. I'm mainly focused on work, I have to avoid the lovebirds. I have to hold in my envy, anger, sorrow, and just let my monotone side take over. I faced fate, and fate made me fall in love with Tsuna. And fate also made me kill. My fate, hates me, and I hate it as well. So, I wanna become a new person. One where I am carefree and innocent, where I bring happiness and protect those whom I love. A person, who is strong willed, brave, and looked up to. Yeah, that kind who helps the weak and poor.

I closed my eyes and silently thought about mom and dad. They were both nice and chaste people. Mom was a Yamato Nadeshiko, an oblivious one though. Dad was a foolish gentleman, a really buff one too. He always wears that goofy grin of his. I remember meeting mom and dad in Italy for the first time. Mom had beautiful flowing auburn hair that swayed with the wind, her sweet smiles that were gentle. Her embraces were warm and loving. Dad, on the other hand, had short golden hair that just brushed the breeze. His grins were wide and funny, and hugs were actually choking me. But, I still love them. Their corpse, they are pale and lifeless. They weren't the parents I knew. They smiled a lot and gave warm hugs. I miss them. Tears suddenly flooded my eyes. The flames of my eyes ignited and the burning sensation was painful. I wiped them away with my sleeve and smiled at the sky above.

" Tsunayoshi-kun." A warm voice called, I haven't heard that voice in a while. I turned to my younger twin, behind him was of course, Giotto.

" Yeah, Tsuna?" I asked.

" Are you okay?" he asked with a small smile.

"..."

I looked around before I could reply but someone caught my eyes. That familiar crimson hair, dull ruby eyes, and those bandages all over his body. It was him, my best friend! Enma. He was sitting on a bench putting a new band-aid on his knee, then his eyes trailed up and met with mine. His eyes widened and he smiled brightly, as did I. Unconsciously, I dropped my bags and ran towards him and gave him a big hug. It's... Been a while since I've seen him. The second person I've loved when I also love Tsuna. My second crush. Everything, was coming back to me.

Tsuna's POV

I noticed that Tsunayoshi-kun has been alone and trying to avoid me and Gio-nii. Tsunayoshi-kun, he really loved me. He still does too. I love him too, but I just love Gio-nii more.

" Tsuna, c'mon. We need to look for a place to stay." Gio-nii called.

" Ah, h-hai!" I replied, I turned back to Tsunayoshi-kun. Did my eyes show me an illusion? Tsunayoshi-kun, had beautiful tears streaming down his face.

" Gio-nii, shouldn't we also get Tsunayoshi-kun?" I asked.

" Well of course, he did live here. Maybe, there's a place he knows." Gio-nii concluded. I nodded and walked up to my twin.

" Tsunayoshi-kun." I called his name. He turned to me, amber locked on with caramel.

" Yeah, Tsuna?" he asked me. I blushed a bit, did his voice become more arousing because I haven't talked to him?

" Are you okay?" I asked with a smile.

He didn't say anything, just look around the airport. Skimping through people, until I noticed his eyes widened. His eyes seemed to give off a radiance. It was bright and he looked so happy. His 'o' mouth shaped into a smile. Not just ordinary smile I've seen, a wide grin like dad used to give. My heart skipped a bit, he never shown us a smile like that.

" T-Tsunayoshi-kun?" I asked. He didn't hear me, that pained me a bit. He always heard this voice.

" Oi, Tsunayoshi." Gio-nii tried calling him too. Nothing, it was like he was in his own world.

" Tsun-"

I was caught off when he dropped his bags and ran towards someone. A red-haired person with crimson eyes and band-aids all over his exposed legs and arms. Tsunayoshi-kun hugged him tight, and he did the same for my twin. They looked like lovers that just reunited. The red-haired boy was blushing, and I couldn't believe it. Tsunayoshi-kun, Tsunayoshi-kun was blushing right back. With a gentle smile. The hug looked like it was crushing the boy, but it was the firm yet gentle kinds. Kinds that, I've never felt.

Tsunayoshi-kun... Loves me. I love him back more than a brother but I love Gio-nii more. But Tsunayoshi-kun, he loves that boy too. And the boy loves him back, it's their secret. They haven't told one another. So, if Tsunayoshi-kun loves me, but seems to love that boy more, and I'm with Gio-nii... Then, what's this painful lonely feeling?

Giotto's POV

Tsuna, looks a bit down. Tsunayoshi is hugging some random kid. And that kid, looks familiar. Why? I'm not really sure anymore. I grabbed Tsunayoshi's bags and walked to them with Tsuna following behind.

" Enma! How are you now?" Tsunayoshi asked the boy.

" I'm fine. But, Tsuna, what happened to you? It's like you disappeared or something." the boy replied. What did he mean by Tsunayoshi disappearing? I glanced at Tsunayoshi, his face looked moody.

" No, it's nothing really. I'll tell you later, kay?" he pleaded, his eyes were begging the boy.

" Okay, because I love you I'll let if go for now." the boy smiled.

" Thanks. I love you too." Tsunayoshi hugged him again, these two... Are lovers? No, maybe just close friends.

" So, why are you here Enma?" Tsunayoshi asked.

" Waiting for my cousin. He's been living in Tokyo and is coming back for vacation." the boy, Enma, answered.

" Cousin? I never met any of them before."

" Actually, I only have one. What brings you here?" Enma asked.

" Um, funeral for mom and dad. We're also staying over for vacation." Tsunayoshi answered with a sad emotion.

" Oh..."

" Anyway, these two are my brothers. My younger twin Tsuna and my brother Ieyasu, all him Giotto."

" Ciao Tsuna-chan, Giotto-san. I'm Enma Kozato, 17-years-old. I've been best friends with Tsuna-kun for, well, ever since he was born. Ah, my cousin is here."

Enma waved his arm in the air, looking at a certain person. And this certain person... This certain person was my old lover. The only person that I actually kinda liked, it was him. That ruffled up ruby hair hidden with a leather cap, a silly smile, and warm crimson eyes.

" Yo! Cozart! Over here!" Enma called to his cousin.

" Hey Enma, ah, you must be Tsunayoshi. Enma never shuts up about you." Cozart chuckled.

" Nice to meet you. Let me introduce my brothers. This is my twin, Tsuna, and my older brother Ieyasu but call him-" Tsunayoshi was cut off.

" G-Giotto?"

" Hey Cozart. Wow, how long has it been now?" I wondered.

" Um, few years I guess." Cozart snickered.

" You guys know each other?" Enma wondered.

" Yeah, he went to Nami-Middle. We were like brothers. Though I almost fell in love with him." I laughed.

" What are you talking about, Giotto? We were already like lovers, we kissed almost everyday." He laughed.

" Us too!" Tsunayoshi and Enma both smiled as they held hands. Everything felt so surprising, not even awkward. Suddenly I felt a tug on my sleeve and looked down to my Tsuna.

He looked like he was on the verge of crying on the spot. His face looked like his heart broke. Now, everything felt awkward.

Tsuna's POV

First Tsunayoshi-kun, and now, Gio-nii. The people named Enma and Cozart are stealing my important people! I don't wanna be forgotten! Gio-nii smiled apologetically and I smiled a bit. Tsunayoshi-kun got his bags and walked with the boy named Enma and I walked with Gio-nii with that Cozart person. We walked out of the airport and sat on a few benches.

" So, where are you going to live?" Enma asked. We thought about it for a while.

" Tsunayoshi, where was the mansion?" Giotto asked.

" No! W-we can't stay there! I, don't want to stay there..." Tsunayoshi bit his lip. Enma took his hand.

"Wanna tell me now?" Enma asked.

"..." Tsunayoshi stayed silent, and instead leaned towards Enma, giving him a chaste kiss on the lips.

" Woah! Hehe, looks like your brother and my cousin are really close Giotto!" Cozart-san chuckled.

" Well, it looks like it." Gio-nii smiled. I stared back at Tsunayoshi-kun and Enma. Their kiss was full of love and trustful, and soft too. I wonder, if I had been kissed by Tsunayoshi-kun that day, would I feel loved like Enma-kun?

I looked at the sky, and sang in my head,' Nobody knows who I really am. I never felt this empty before. And if I ever need someone to come along... Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?'

Who, will keep me strong? Being alone, is scary. And lonely. I hate it.

" Okay, tell me later then. So just wanna stay at my house?" Enma asked, panting from the kiss.

" Yes, please..." Tsunayoshi-kun answered.

" Oh! Giotto, we're gonna see each other more! I'm sleeping there too!" Cozart-san smiled.

" Nice~!" Gio-nii gave high five to Cozart-san.

As we waited, a car came and picked us up. The ride was pretty much boring. My eyes just glanced at Tsunayoshi-kun and Gio-nii. Both talking to Enma-kun and Cozart-san. Well, in my eyes Tsunayoshi-kun was mostly holding hands with Enma-kun. And Gio-nii and Cozart-san were bonding again. They totally forgot about me, my existence. I looked at the window and wondered,' Am I even alive?'

Tsunayoshi's POV

We finally arrived at the house. It was the same as before, the exterior was covered in cream paint and the roof was auburn. Everyone was putting all their stuff inside, everyone save for my twin and myself.

" Hey Tsuna." I called my twin.

" Nani?" he asked me, his eyes glittering.

" Eto, ah, I'm gonna share a room with Enma. It's been a while, so you can sleep with Giotto!" I smiled, he should be happy like this right? What am I talking about? This is Tsuna we're talking about!

" Fine. Okay then." Tsuna pouted. Ah, don't tell me...

" Tsuna, are you pissed?" I asked.

" Yes, I am actually."

" Why?"

" You... You're forgetting about me!" he yelled. My eyes widened.

" I'm not forgetting about you Tsuna."

" Yes you are! You're forgetting me! You didn't hear me at all at the airport and just ran to Enma-kun! You kissed Enma-kun! And, and you give him firm yet gentle hugs, you even blush for him. You love him, way more than me..." My eyes widened at that. 'You love him way more than me...' Masaka... Masaka...

" Tsuna... Masaka anata wa shitto?" I asked. His eyes widened and he blushed.

" C-c-c-c-chigaou! B-boku wa... Sabishii..." his eyes closed and he clenched his heart.

" Hontonii?" I asked.

" Hai..." he answered. I walked up to him and placed both of my palms against his frame.

" Mi dispiace... Mi amor..." I whispered in his ear.

" Eh?" he asked me, not understanding what I said.

" I'll ask you again Tsuna... Posso baciarti?" I asked once again. His eyes widened, this time I know he knows what I said.

"H-h-h-hai. O-o-negaishimasu." he stuttered on the answer. He was still so cute.

He closed his eyes gingerly and let my lips brush with his. His lips felt like kissing daisies. It tasted like vanilla and his only looked as if he kissed fresh strawberries. It felt like a dream, like I could fly. Reality didn't exist. But it did, and I was afraid what would happen if Giotto came. So I pulled back, and he looked disappointed. And trust me, I was also disappointed.

" Wow, your lips feel super soft." I complimented.

" Softer than Enma-kun's?" he pouted.

" Mm, well his is also soft. I should know, I've been kissing him since I was 11."

"... That long? And his parents are okay with that?"

" Well... Enma is an orphan. His parents died when he was 12."

" Isn't that when you kissed him?"

" Mmm, yeah. Because he looked so lifeless and I couldn't bear it so, I kissed him. Simple as that."

" Tsunayoshi-kun..."

" Yeah?"

" Who do you love more?"

"... I've loved you since I saw you, but I'm not sure. I love Enma a lot too." I answered.

" I see."

" Tsuna, Tsuna-chan. Are both of you planning to go in soon?" Enma asked.

" Oh yeah. C'mon Tsuna." I grabbed my twin's hand also took Enma's, which out of the two do I love more?

Tsuna's POV

Enma-kun isn't that bad. In fact, he's like me. Dame-Tsuna but he's Useless-Enma to some of his classmates. Enma-kun is 17, one year older than Tsunayoshi-kun and I. But he's been failing in school. But ever since he met Tsunayoshi-kun, he's been getting stronger to protect Tsunayoshi-kun. He told me once summer ends, he's going to live in Japan. In Namimori with Cozart-san too. He met Tsunayoshi-kun when he was getting bullied and Tsunayoshi-kun helped him back up.

Cozart-san is funny, he grew up in Italy and met Gio-nii when Gio-nii was playing in the park. They are great friends too. Cozart-san moved to Japan because the heat of Italy was too much. So he moved to Japan, where it was hot in summer but cold in winter.

After showing me around the house, I know where everything was. I looked at the alarm clock, it said 11:00 P.M. I then glanced at Gio-nii, he was sleeping peacefully right beside me. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep but I couldn't. So I silently got out of bed and walked to the garden. I should at least get some fresh air.

I walked out of the door and my eyes flashed with the bright white lights. The trees were old and mysterious. The night sky had countless of constellations and the air was refreshing. There were benches between trees and a bench-swing hanging from the two mysterious branched trees. I approached it when I saw the two, Tsunayoshi-kun and Enma-kun.

Tsunayoshi-kun was resting his body against Enma-kun's chest. Enma-kun was holding the back of Tsunayoshi-kun's head, his fingers separated to let locks of hair rest upon them. Tsunayoshi-kun was blushing like Enma-kun. Their bodies were wrapped with a blanket. You could see it in their eyes. The love each other, but they aren't lovers. Just best friends. But they look like lovers. Real lovers. They were perfect together.

" So, are you going to tell me now?" Enma-kun asked Tsunayoshi-kun quietly.

" I... I did something terrible, Enma."

" I'm sure it's fine Tsuna."

" No, you don't get it Enma. I sinned!"

" Shh, it's fine. No matter what it is, it'll be fine."

" I-I'm afraid that you'll abandon me, and forget about me."

" Tsuna, I'll never leave you... I love you to death, so just tell me." Enma-kun leaned down and kissed Tsunayoshi-kun's head.

" D-don't tell the cops please... I-I heard God forgiving me, so I thought that it'd be fine." Enma-kun trailed his lips down to kiss Tsunayoshi-kun on the lips.

" Tsuna, I'm here for you... I won't allow anyone to take you away. Just tell me now..."

" E-Enma, I murdered someone..." I gasped silently, but Enma didn't seemed to be surprised.

" Was it... Your uncle?" Enma asked.

" Y-yes..."

" I see... You always hated him, why? You never told me that reason."

" I don't want to tell you.. If I do, you'll get mad..."

" Just tell me..."

" D-do you remember that day, when I was 13 and you were 14. That day you kissed me, even on my neck and gave me a hickey. Do you remember?"

" Yeah, I remember clearly."

" It was that day... When uncle was drunk and came home... H-he raped me." I felt tears flood my eyes, Tsunayoshi-kun... Was raped?

Tsunayoshi's POV

" It was that day... When uncle was drunk and came home... H-he raped me." I saw Enma's eyes widen and I felt my own burn with tears.

" It was so painful... I wanted my first sex with someone I loved. I wanted my first with you so badly when he raped me. It was so unchaste. It hurt me so much. I couldn't escape, I thought of you... I always thought of you.." Enma's eyes widened.

" You thought of me? Always... He raped you more than once?" I nodded. Enma held me in an embrace.

" W-why didn't you tell me? I-I was so worried that day! You looked so lifeless, you were covered in bruises, and bandages!"

" I-I thought that if I told you, you would abandon me! I didn't want that! I love you so much, and the pain was so cruel! I couldn't run away! So, at the times I felt bleeding pleasure, I only thought of you! I was more hurt than you are now! It was so disgusting! Ever since then, I've hated this body! I didn't want to touch my body anymore! I wanted you to purify my existence. I hated myself so much." Tears left my eyes and I felt deep sucking on the skin of my neck.

" E-Enma..." I moaned his name.

" Tsunayoshi, this is all I can do. You told me, you love Tsuna-chan too, right?" he asked.

" S-si." I panted, he slid his arms under my shirt and gently caressed my sides and back.

" Then this is how far I can go. I need you to love me only, but Tsuna-chan will be a rival..." he continued gnawing on my skin.

" E-Enma~." I mewled like a neko.

" Tsunayoshi-kun, ti amo.." Enma told me for the 1000th time.

" Faccio anche io, Enma" I replied.

Sometimes, I wonder... Am I lying to many people? Who, do I really love.

-Kami-God

-Masaka-Maybe

-Masaka anata wa shitto-Are you maybe jealous?

-Chigaou-You're wrong

-Boku wa sabishii-I'm just lonely

-Hotonii-Really

-Hai-Yes

-Mi dispiace mi amor-I'm sorry my love

-Posso baciarti-Can I kiss you

-onegaishimasu-Please

-Si-yes

-neko~~-Kitty~~ or cat

-ti amo-I love you

-Faccio anche io-I do too

A/N: So what do you think people? BTW Enma is his HDWM here. I feel like I'm gonna get beaten up for making Tsunayoshi-kun raped... Gomenesai~! Please don't hurt me! I'm fragile! So Enma is Tsunayoshi-kun's second love and Cozart is Giotto's ex-lover that he kinda held feelings for. This chapter, was weird... And awkward at parts but, I actually love the 0072 part in here. Enma and Tsunayoshi are sweet together, no? Well, I just hope this chapter was okay, so there's only one way that you must tell me how you feel!

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