AUTHORS NOTE: Okay guys, here´s your lemon ;) Well… sort of…
Oh, and a little warning; If you really like Kakashi the nice, calm good guy… you're in for a rather unpleasant experience, or not… Depends really :P
Also, there is some rough yoai here, and swearing, and I promise I really do love Kakashi… Really!
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Hidden Feelings, Hidden Lives
Chapter 10: A Glimpse Of Times Long Past
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Kakashi grunted as he pounded into the man underneath him. It was a quick, rough fuck, the other man was on his hands and knees on the bed while the copy ninja's lean body was pounding his insides away. Kakashi could hear the man whimpering under his harsh ministrations but he didn't care. When he felt his release coming, the shinobi digged his nails into the ass he'd been pounding, leaving several small rubies of blood behind.
Ignoring the prostitutes soft sobbing, he extracted himself.
On the way out, he dropped some money on the nightstand.
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"Ah, Kakashi, there you are."
The silver-haired ninja nodded to his comrade, "Asuma."
He looked up at his fellow jounin, currently very thankful for his covered face. At nineteen years old, his teammate looked to be at his prime and despite his release being less than an hour ago, he felt something stir in his pants.
The young ANBU wished desperately that things could be different, but at the same time realized all the reasons why it could not.
"…Kakashi?"
Huh, did he say something?
"Sorry, what?"
"I asked what you've been up to, for the past four hours. You were supposed to be here ages ago!"
"Oh, nothing much…"
Just trying to find a place to fuck a man since there's no way I'll be fucking you anytime soon. No, make that ever.
"Kakashi, it's one thing if you pull that crap in the village, but we're in the middle of a mission! Don't go disappearing again!"
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Kakashi Hatake stalked through the streets of yet another village. Well, this one was more like a city anyway. The twenty-one year-old was looking for a place to scratch his itch, as he'd done a hundred times before.
Looking at the signs of different establishments he sauntered through busy streets.
It'd actually be kind of funny if it wasn't so fucking sad. Half the village is in a frenzy over what I look like underneath the mask and here I am, taking it off so they won't recognize me.
The silver-haired shinobi also wore a hat over his signature locks, and sported an eye patch to cover up Obito's eye.
His civilian clothes had been carefully selected to attract absolutely no attention as he walked around in search of- There! I knew there would be a place like that around!
I'll down a couple drinks, make nice with some not-too-bad looking guy and get him to take me home. I'll be in and out of this in two hours, three at the most. Even if they realize I left the camp, no-one's ever gonna come looking for me here. And I'll just make up some stupid excuse if it turns out they noticed my absence. Well… Here we go!
The young men pushed the door open, lingering in the light of the full moon for a moment before stepping in and closing the door behind him.
It was a calculated move. The shinobi knew he looked good, and knew this was the easiest way to attract the attention he was looking for tonight. As he walked over to the bar he felt about a dozen pair of eyes linger on his well-toned body.
This'll be easy.
After ordering his drink, Kakashi turned around. Resting his elbows on the bar he crossed his legs in a relaxed stance. His one visible grey eye regarded the men around him.
A fine crop. Now, which one to choose?
He let his eye wander, dismissing one possible partner after another.
He's cute, but he looks like he'll be too much of a hassle... That one? No, he's taken... He looks like he could be fun, but I don't really feel like bottoming tonight, sorry pal... Oh my, what a cutie! I like him…
He carefully picked up his glass from behind him, downing the drink in one shot before using his tongue to toy with the ice cubes in his mouth. He knew he looked sexy as hell doing that, so Kakashi was milking the moment as best he could.
Guy's practically drooling over there. I got this one!
He swallowed the ice cubes in one, fluid movement, eliciting a few moans from around the bar. But he'd already picked his target. After ordering another drink he made his way over to his mark, drink in hand.
"You've been looking at me," His voice sounded so smooth, so sexy that the other man had to gulp before he could reply.
"Yeah…."
He had a husky voice, hoarse. Kakashi liked it. He wanted to hear that voice cry out as he pounded into its owner. He sat down next to the brunette dream, immediately letting one hand rest high upon a muscular thigh.
"Like what you see?" He asked the stranger, adding a playful tone to his sex-laced voice.
In the meantime, the shinobi's hand began to slowly trace circles on the leg he'd already claimed as his own. He could feel the fabric of the man's pants shift as a certain part seemed to tighten without hesitation.
That's a definite 'yes'. I hadn't realized this was going to be so easy. Hmmm…. Now I kinda feel like dragging this out…
"Well…?"
He leaned in a little closer, faces now only inches apart. But Kakashi on his part was suddenly startled as he felt a hand sneak up his own thigh.
He's taking measures into his own hands? I'm starting to like you more and more…
The man beside him now sported a bright blush, dipping his head so his long hair would fall over his heated cheeks.
Damn! I don't think I can wait much longer. That is just so goddamn sexy!
"I do."
Kakashi swallowed hard.
Oh god! I just had to pick the god of sexy voices. Calm down. Breathe. Breathe goddamnit!
"Wanna get out of here?"
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It had been a wasted night.
I should've known… He was just way too easy. But no way I'm gonna be his first! That's not the kind of responsibility I need right now.
The young man had spent the better part of the night consoling what he had first thought of as nothing but a fuck buddy. A deep sigh emanated from his chest.
And now there's no time left. They're fucking idiots if they haven't noticed I'm gone by now… Well, they're fucking idiots regardless. Still… I better go back.
The streets around him looked deserted as he made his way across town, heading for the forest. He'd ducked into another alley right after leaving his disappointing 'date' and was once again wearing his full ANBU uniform.
I really should go straight back now. But… I gotta handle this first. Even idiots like them are gonna realize something's up when I get back with a bulge like this in my pants!
Skipping over the city wall, the copy ninja swiftly ducked into the dense forest. Finding a thick bush that surrounded a clearing just about big enough for his intentions. It was a cramped space, but really all he needed right now was a little privacy.
Camp's not far from here. I'll have to be incredibly quiet. One squeak and they're gonna come check it out. And that is one dirty move I don't want going around the village. Rumors are fine, but you can't give 'em any proof of the matter...
But Kakashi soon found that the need to be absolutely quiet turned out to be a huge turn-on as he pumped his cock to the rhythm of his lust.
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It was the night of Kakashi´s twenty-second birthday and his friends had all come together to throw him a party. There were several of his fellow ANBU there, and even Asuma had managed to get some time of the Guardian Shinobi Twelve in order to attend.
To Kakashi, it was truly heartwarming.
Tenzo was here, and Kurenai, and Asuma of course. Genma, Raidou, Izumo and Kotetsu. Gai was unmistakably present, yelling about the 'power of youth' to some poor girl Kakashi had never seen before. There seemed to be a lot of them here tonight, girls he'd never seen before.
An exceptionally pretty one was currently trying to relieve him of his flack vest. He gently pushed her away, excusing himself to go to the bathroom. But instead, he stepped out unto the balcony. It was nice and quiet out here and a chilly September breeze helped cool Kakashi's heated cheeks, there were just way too many people in his tiny apartment…
"Ah so there you are, Kakashi."
The young man turned around to see Genma leaning against the doorframe, "Just getting some fresh air, it's kind of crowded inside."
"Tell me about it!"
The other man pushed himself away from the door and moved to stand beside the silver-haired jounin. They both stayed quiet for a moment, enjoying the fresh air. Genma toyed his senbon around in his mouth before he continued, "No really, tell me about it."
"About what?"
Genma laughed, waving back at the overcrowded apartmen,. "Come on, so many people came to wish you a happy birthday!"
"Yes, thank you for coming."
I guess? What exactly is this guy getting at?
"So many girls. Kakashi! Come on, you can't honestly say you didn't notice."
"I did. I was wondering where they all came from. I don't think I've seen any of them before, aside from Kurenai and Anko of course."
"You really hadn't noticed them, huh? They're all girls from the village, my man. And you get to have your pick tonight."
Genma slapped a hand on the younger man's shoulder, winking as his senbon made another trip around his mouth. His perfect mouth. Kakashi almost drooled at the sight of it, an image of those lips locked around his own cock briefly entering his mind. His cock, in turn, was quick to stand to attention. Kakashi harshly yanked his mind back to reality.
So that's what's going on; they're trying to get me a girl…
"I do have to leave on a mission in the morning…"
"Kakashi," Gemna turned to face him squarely, grabbing hold of both shoulders and forcibly turning the younger man so he could look him in the eye, "Have you looked at them?!"
"I did."
Kakashi blinked as he found the other man staring at him in disbelief.
Uh-oh, I think I might've just fucked up….
But Genma's expression slowly started to change. He threw an arm around Kakashi's shoulders, turning the both of them away from the apartment again. Genma leaned his head towards the younger man as he almost whispered, "Kakashi, be honest with me here. Have you ever been with a woman before?"
The son of the Leaf's White Fang carefully molded his voice after his sempai's, adding but a touch of insecurity, "I- I haven't…"
After that, the evening went much smoother. Kakashi noted that the discrete looks he hadn't even noticed before were gone, his friends had obviously decided to drop the subject for now.
It was an indescribable relief.
The next morning found the copy ninja of to an early start, cleaning his apartment before the smell of an overcrowded party could get two weeks time to seep into his belongings.
Last night, all of the girls had gone home. Most of them accompanying his male friends. Some of whom even had a girl hanging from each arm. It seemed like Kakashi was the only guy in the village who'd been alone last night…
As the young man set to packing his bag for the upcoming mission, he found his work interrupted by a knock at the door. Kakashi hadn't locked the door after taking out the trash earlier, so he called out to who-ever was at the door that they could just come in.
"Wow, you certainly cleaned up quick, remind me to call you next time my apartment gets trashed!" Genma dropped down on the bed, "So I, uh, didn't bring you a present last night…"
"You brought sake."
"Yeah, and then drank most of it myself, heh!" Kakashi watched as the older man rubbed the back of his head, he seemed to be nervous for some reason.
"Anyway, I got you something. Since you- uh, well to help boost your confidence with the ladies, I guess…"
He held out a package. As Kakashi reached for it, Genma concluded, "It helps to know what they like, you see?"
Kakashi didn't see, so he said nothing. Instead tearing the wrapping of a small, rectangular item.
"A book…"
"Yeah, just- Look, I have to go, okay? I have to report in to the Hokage in ten. Just- use that however you see fit."
After Genma had left Kakashi slowly turned the book around in his hands. It was titled: 'Icha Icha, Paradise'.