Chapter 10

I'm so so so sorry for the long time between chapters to be honest life got in the way, and I also lost the motivation to write and continue this and when I finally wanted start back up I had no idea where I was going with this so yeah sorry again. I know its short but I just wanted to put something up to show I was still continuing and see if people were still interested in the story. Also if this chapter feels a bit disjointed it's because it was written in three different parts at different times over the past year.

Tanya P.O.V

The room is still blurry for Tanya her emotions making her vision blurry. I open and close my fists trying to contain my anger, it seems the best way to make sure that I don't break anything in the hotel room. I comb my fingers through my hair while trying to untangle invisible knots that are not there. The action however human, is calming.

I can feel the beast within waging war against me, conflicting with my already hyped up emptions. It's trying to force me to go to my mate, making sure that she is ok. It's angry at me for upsetting her and making Bella leave.

I'm angrier at Bella for talking about things she knew nothing about. If vampires could blush, blood would have rushed to my cheeks after she made the comment of me throwing myself at Edward.

I don't know how long I sat in utter silence in the darkened room. The only form of light was the shine from the street lamps coming through the tinted windows. I can hear the hustle and bustle of the streets below, as the world continues to spin. Life carries on around oblivious to my problems and woes. A car alarm goes off in the distance distracting me momentarily.

Minutes later I hear the key card slot into the door followed by the customary beeps allowing the card holder to enter the room. Kate pops her head round the door looking into the room. All I can see of my sister is her head and the top of her shoulders, the rest of her body is blocked by the door.

"Hey love birds" my sister says waggling her eyebrows jokingly. I just shake my head at her antics.

"Where's your human, did she leave already?"

As Kate takes in the scene in front of her, her eyes widen in shock when she realises I'm here alone without my mate by my side.

"Tanya what's wrong?" She asks as she moves further into the room towards me. Concern is evident in her eyes.

"Gone" I whisper out. I don't know if she even heard me. But apparently she did as she sits down on the sofa beside me, taking my hand in hers, trying to comfort me in some way.

"Gone where?" Her tone is soothing and gentle and not like her normal joking and sarcastic self. It's been replaced by a caring and loving sister.

"I don't know" my voice is weak and devoid of any real emotion, Kate keeps quiet allowing me to continue.

"We had an argument and she left" I look down to the floor unable to make eye contact with my sister, too embarrassed to know what she thinks of me, her older supposedly wiser sister, who happens to be the head of our coven.

"You do realise that every couple on the planet argues from time to time right"? She murmurs softly.

I don't move too ashamed to acknowledge her, Kate sighs beside me. "Tell me what happened and we'll go from there"

So I tell Kate all about our disastrous meeting, how my Bella knows about vampires, the Cullen's, her being bitten and most importantly Edward and how she thinks that they are mates.

Kate scoffs and then starts laughing uncontrollably when I tell her about Edward. "Will you please stop laughing, it's not that funny."

"But how can you not see the funny side of this. She thinks she's mated to that…that child. It's hilarious" She manages to say all of that in between her hiccup's of laughs.

"I know but if she thinks she is mated to Edward and she's clearly in love with him, she won't accept me or our bond"

Kate just sits there looking at me, unmoving and unblinking. "Well that's easy all you have to do is make your Bella fall in love with you. Simple"

"Simple" I practically shriek back. "How do I manage to get her to fall in love with me, she ran from me in anger today"

All she says in reply is "woo her" like it's the most obvious thing in the world.

I want to throttle Kate, everything to her is simple. If somethings broken fix it, something wrong change it. Where I over analyse everything, overthinking while being too critical of myself and of others.

Sometime later one of our phones began to ring. Its Kates stupid ring tone 'She electric' by Oasis. I have to roll my eyes every time I hear it, she thinks she's a real comedian. I look over to Kate who is occupying the single seater sofa in the room. It's a back modern couch that fits in well with the design the room has. Kates lying across the couch with her head hanging off one end and her legs off the other. She's swinging her feet to some tune when she answers the call.

"Hello" she answers

"Kate are you with Tanya"? Irena responds

"Well hello, thanks for enquiring about the persons with whom you called" Kate sasses back

"But yes I am with our darling sister, why do you ask"?

"We wanted to know how she was getting on with her mate"

"Well" Kate chuckles "they seem to have had their first fight and they're not even in a relationship yet, trust Tanya to skip a few steps"

"Kate" I growl out half in warning and half in embarrassment.

After the all too brief phone call and the silence afterwards Kate makes her way over to sit beside me.

"Maybe you should find her and apologise to her" Kate mumbles out.

"No" I snap back

"We both were in the wrong for different reasons, but I will not go crawling back to her begging for forgiveness"

"She's your mate Tanya"

"I know that but it's a two way street she should be apologising to me first. Commenting on events she knows nothing about."

"But" Kate tries again.

I cut her off before she can start again. "Kate please, just because she is my mate does not mean I'm going to be a pushover." I sigh before combing my fingers through my hair again for what seemed the hundred time tonight.

"I don't want to talk about this anymore ok"

"Fine what do you propose we do to pass the time then"?

"Well I don't know what you're going to do but I'm going to find my mate and make sure she's ok"

"Would you mind some company" Kate asks

"I'd love some"