Chapter 10 is up. T_T *mad aurora*

Iceland: she's kinda pissed right now…

I don't own Hetalia.

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I lightly knocked on the door. Hearing Kiku sniff on the other side, I finally heard him speak.

"I-I'm not letting you in, if that's wh-what your thinking!" he said on the other side.

My shoulders slumped and fell to the ground. I was kinda-half expecting him to open the door and hug me N'stuff. Picking up , I groaned.

"I'mmmm sorrrrrrry!" I howled on the other side. "No." Kiku said.

"Pleaaaaaaase!" I howled again. I bet Kiku was frowning on the other side. Or pouting. It was cute when he pouted. I looked at .

"Can I at least give you something?" I asked. Kiku shuffled to the other side.

"I…guess…" I heard him mutter. The door opened alittle and I saw Kiku.

His cheeks were flushed and his eyes were red from crying. I immediatley felt guilty. I think I deserve a slap to a face, gosh, I'm such a dick! I avoided his gaze and rested Mr. Cat on his hands. He looked at him, then back at me. I started to explain the whole story of how I got it.

"Ummm…you see… I was six, it was summer. My granny came over from Canada, and she came with two gifts. One was this cat, another was a polar bear. Matt grabbed the polar bear, so I was left with this cat."

"Who?"

"My brother." I paused. Where was I? Oh! "Yeah, and I wanted the bear, so threw a tantrum and threw it around." Kiku flinched. "But that night, I slept with it!" I continued.

"And every time I got mad, I would toss the doll and stomp on it on stuff."

Kiku looked confused. "Why?" I laughed.

"Cause! I hated it and I vented my anger on it when I saw it!" Kiku nodded, and clutched the doll alittle tighter. "Poor you…" he muttered to .

"His name is , by the way! But that's not the end! One day, Ivan came over, and he noticed the doll. I told him that I hated it, so he could do whatever he wanted to it. Soo he did that creepy smile and grabbed a pair of scissors. He told me how he was making a doll for his sis, and the cat ears and tail would be cute for the dolly. But when he was about to cut it, I tackled him and got back. When I saw an ear was already cut off, I bursted to tears." Kiku smiled and looked at 's ear. On it were some stitches.

"Granny stitched it up, and after that, I stopped hurting it and… I gotten used to it. It's… calming, in a way."

Kiku nodded and did not look sad anymore. "So, to show that I care, I'll give it to you! I'm sorry!" I yelled the last part. Oh gosh, is leaving. I felt a tear on the side of my face and willed myself not to cry. It-it's just a doll!

Kiku looked at me. Smiling, he slowly kissed my cheek. "Alfred, Yao once told me that the two best qualities of a good relationship are apologizing…" I looked up.

"…and being able to forgive."

I smiled and tackled him in a big hug. I felt Kiku return the hug.

"It doesn't matter what the people say, I'm in love with you." I said, and I really mean it! Kiku laughed "You're forgetting something." He said and layed Mr. Cat on my lap. I shook my head. "No, it's yours now." Then Kiku shook his head.

"I won't need it as much as you need it" He said and continued. "Anyways, that story just told me how much you care for it. Why would I take it?" he laughed. I blushed "Umm..uh" I said. I have no idea what to do now.

"It's getting late now. We should head to bed." He said. Then he blushed "and wear a shirt this time…" I eagerly nodded and followed him to my room.

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Laying down with Kiku, I pulled out Mr. Cat. Looking behind me, Kiku was sleeping, I grinned at Mr. Cat.

"Thanks, old pal!" I whispered and started to drift to sleep.

I could have sworn he winked at me.

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Monday, school went out as usual, I gave in half of the essay on the story, so we won't be working in groups again. I was looking through the scrapbook, it came out nice. So now it's lunch. I smiled and walked over to Kiku.

He turned and slightly smiled at me. I leaned down to kiss him, but he held out his hand to stop me. I looked at him confused, then I remembered. The other day, we agreed not to tell anyone of our relationship yet. Kiku told me tell them at a good time, but hey, all the time is a good time, right?

I was gonna sit near him, but I heard Ivan call me. Turning to Kiku, he told me I could go. I skipped (a manly skip, dammit!) to Ivan's place and he started to talk how that kid in the train peed his self. I laughed and patted him on his back.

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Kiku watched Alfred as he went to Ivan. He smiled and sat near Feliciano and Ludwig. Pushing away the school lunch, he never really liked it, he grabbed the granola bar and started to chew on it.

Ludwig looked back at Alfred and sighed. Kiku knew what he was going to say and slightly tensed. Feli ate his pasta happily, chatting with his brother.

"Still going out with him?" Ludwig suddenly asked. Feliciano stopped talking and worriedly looked at the two. Kiku slowly nodded. Ludwig tsked a little.

"Kiku, I'm only worrying for your safety. I don't want you to be hurt. You know I don't trust that guy. I have heard he have been in a past relationship, and it did not end well." Ludwig said.

Kiku looked down. Feliciano put his hand on top of Ludwig's. "Ludwig-"" he began, but was interrupted by Kiku.

"It's okay, Feli. I understand how you are feeling, Ludwig, but I…" he blushed. "I like Alfred, and I'm happy with him. I don't want it to change. He have done mistakes, but I was able to forgive." He looked up at Ludwig and smiled.

"If he does hurt me, don't worry, I know who to call."

Feliciano smiled and hugged Kiku. "Be careful, okay?" Kiku nodded.

"Uhhh… you could let go now…." He mumbled. Feliciano let go and frowned.

"Oh… so do you forgive me for leaving you two in that freezer?" he hopefully asked. Ludwig shot up immediately.

"You did what!" he growled. Feli cowered behind Ludwig. Lovino, who was listing to the whole conversation, just laughed.

"Feliciano! You airhead!" he laughed out. Kiku looked at Lovino in horror.

"You… heard?" he said. Lovino stopped laughing and looked at Kiku. "Oh, yeah, that stuff" he said dully. "I heard, but I'm not that kind of person, I won't tell." He leaned on Feli and continued eating his pasta. Kiku smiled and looked back at Alfred, who was cracking up with Ivan. He smiled and continued eating.

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I laughed as I stuck the carrot up my nose.

"I'm a turtle!" I laughed. Ivan, who was laughing, stopped.

"you don't look like one."

I frowned and threw some sloppy joe at him. "Party pooper!" He dodged, throwing some of his pasta. I grabbed the pasta a wore it like a hat. Ivan giggled.

"If I poke your belly, will you giggle more?" he asked and I stopped giggling.

"No, try me!" I exclaimed. Ivan poked me and I couldn't help but burst out laughing. Pasta fell from my head. A teacher came and dragged us to the detention room.

"Alfred! Ivan! You know that's not how you treat our school lunch."

"School lunch? That stuff is dog food!" I exclaimed. Ivan laughed a little. The teacher paced the room "I'm tired of your rude behavior Jones!" I frowned.

"Who calls me Jones?" The teacher angrily sighed. Ivan leaned on his chair and started on a lollypop. The teacher saw it and took it. Ivan pouted.

"Not cool, da." He muttered.

"You two watch your behavior or I'll have to do something about it!" he said and let the office. Ivan rolled his eyes. "Since when did he do anything about it?"

I looked up at the ceiling. That's true, he never did anything about it, just threats. I leaned forward.

"Old man, are we dismissed?" I yelled. The teacher came rushing back.

"No! In fact, for that insult, you two will have to organize the library tomorrow!"

Me and Ivan both groaned. The teach smiled "Now you are dismissed"

Walking out, I turned my back to check if anyone was looking. I turned to Ivan "he needs to get laid." I said. Ivan nodded, and we both sighed at the same time.

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It's done. Now to the reviewers…

Iceland: I'll reply this time.

Me: Do whatever.

UnifiedNations: Iceland: Sorry, I don't speak fangirl. But whatever it means, sounds good.'

Oceanfur: Iceland: I see you like the cat. Are you happy he showed up more? ^^ personally, I prefer cats over dogs.

Everlasting-luv: Iceland: cliff hangers indeed. It makes people crazy. Glad you liked it.

Rune-Yami: Iceland:*opens mouth to speak*

Me: *pushes him* happy birthday! I have to sing you a birthday song! But later, I have reviews to answer! But I do pay attention! I just like doodling when the teacher talks ^^ and those reasons were good enough, so there, I did it. You owe me that fic! Cause you know how I am with Ameripan!

: me *sighs* it's a long story… Hey! Don't kill Ludwig! He was helping a friend! Ha! After a year, I heard Ipads start to glitch!

Lunarangel's Dark Flame: heh heh heh… I was just writing without thinking…

Sesshyrules9108: Bhwaa ha ha! You make me laugh! Annnnd they will~ they will~ I get the point.