Chapter ten

Are we still friends?

Sans and Papyrus had left…Maddie told me they left a while ago in Papyrus's red sports car. When I reached into my bag fishing out my phone to see if he texted or called, no. I groaned inwardly, currently, I'm curled up on the couch whimpering softly. My friends came over to me asking me if I was okay multiple of times, of course, I lied. I'm not okay. Sans is not talking to me, this shouldn't be affecting me this much, I mean fuck! He's a monster, a skeleton monster…and I don't feel that he has any romantic feelings at all.

I'm not going. Nope. Sans would probably throw a fit seeing me there. What the hell did I do? Did I say something, or do something wrong? This may be just a sign that I shouldn't have feelings for him…wait…wait when did I even get feelings for him? I haven't had a dream about him for a while…maybe this is just a phase.

"Hannah, get up", Daisy poked me in the side which only dragged out another groan from me.

"No…I'm not going" the pillow over my face muffled my words. I don't like my bathing suit anymore. Its shows too much skin, now people would see how big my stomach is and how large my thighs are. Nah, I don't want people to see me jiggle on the beach, I don't even know why this was even a good idea in the first place.

"Oh my god! Toriel just called!" Daisy pulled the pillow away from my face, which only pulled out another whine from me. "Geo get the keys! You're driving! Maddie come pick Hannah up"

Daisy picked up our bags and left the house with an angry huff. Maddie scooped me up like I was a ragdoll and placed me in the passenger seat. The car slowly started to fill up, everyone else was happy about this trip. My heart dropped realizing that I was keeping them from something they really wanted to do, doesn't that just make me an even bigger piece of shit.

"Pan-Pan what had gotten into you?" Maddie questioned from the back seat with a worried tone.

"Uh…I dunno", I shrugged slightly not wanting to tell them the truth.

"We're going to the beach" Geo elbowed me in the side, "don't worry you're going to have a good time"

"Yea! All our new friends are going to be there! That includes your little bone-friend, Sans…just think off all the god awful puns you two can make together~" Daisy added trying to cheer me up but it only made me feel worse, "besides isn't the right time to invite all of them to your party?"

That caused me to moan even louder, oh yea I forgot. My friends' voices started to become distance, as I thought about the party. My birthday party I was going to invite them to it. Was that a still a good idea…if they come over…they'll see the real me. A spoiled brat that doesn't work for anything, with a name that isn't originally hers' to begin with. Nothing special, they'll probably want to stop being my friends. Sans must have figured out the real I and that's why he doesn't want to contact me anymore.

"HANNAH YOU'RE CRYING!" Geo exclaimed as we pulled up to the boardwalk.

"W-what?" I touched my cheek it was indeed wet "oh…I-I didn't know…sorry" I pulled out a napkin from the dashboard. Looking into the mirror I wiped away my tears, 'always make yourself look presentable, dear' the words echoed in my head. I leaned back in my seat to gather myself together.

"Go ahead…tell them I'll be their shortly" I mumbled while rubbing my eyes, I should stay here until the red goes away. I didn't know how long I was there until the knock on my door, caused me to turn my head.

"Mama bear?" Frisk's small voice caused a true smile to pull at my lips, "are you still going to play Kingdom with us?"

"Of course, Frisk" I stepped out of the car, locking it behind me smiling at the two young children before me.

"Great!" Asriel grabbed my hand and dragged me over to the group, "we have to build the castle, and I'm the king"

"Oh, if you're the king and Frisk is the Royal guard …then what am I?" my brows furrows together "will I be your maid…or um…"

"WHAT! NO!" the small goat child yelled causing my eyes to widen "I was thinking queen…if you want…a king needs a queen"

"HEY!" Frisk frowned "I won't be the guard if I knew you wanted to be king to only have mama bear as queen…I don't want to be your kid" he ended with a pout. Giggles escaped my lips, Frisk seemed to more bother by becoming Asriel's kid than anything else.

"Wait here!" Asriel told me once we reached to our small group, looking around I saw Maddie talking to Undyne. They seemed to be getting along well, that's more than I can say for Sans and me.

"Hannah's here!" Geo jogged up to me "come on! We need to change into our bathing suit". I gave her a raised eyebrow and motioned to my attire, I was already in my swimwear, "ugh I know you're all ready, ready but the girls and I aren't"

"Why do I have to come then?" I muttered bitterly crossing my arms

"Because girl code!" Geo grabbed my wrist and started to drag me to the bathrooms, "Maddie! Daisy! Come on, I got her!"

"B-boys I'll be back!" I called out to Frisk and Asriel

That's how I got here, leaning against the counter as my friends got dressed in the stalls. I poked at my stomach and watched it jiggle a bit, a smile spread across my face. I did again only, this time, I smack the flesh, chuckling softly I watched it rippled outwards. Fat is funny.

"U-uh…" I heard a voice, turning around I saw a stunned Sans standing at the doorway. He looked as if he was in a state of shock, the pinprick of lights lingered on my still rippling stomach. I could feel my face started to burn, my heart hammered against my ribs. Oh god, I want to die, or the floor opening up and swallowing me whole.

His eyes where still on me, but now he was staring at me hard like the times before. The sides of his smile twitched slightly as the skeleton continued his stare. Light blue dusted across his cheekbones.

"S-SANS!" I managed to get out, shocking the skeleton out of his trance

"H-huh…what!" his face only grew a darker shade of blue

"Sans's here!" Maddie shouted from one of the stalls "hey dude!" there was a small 'yo' coming from the same stall, I'm guessing that was Geo.

"What are you doing here?" I asked my arms wrapping around my mid-section, seeing that his eyes starting to travel again.

"W-wrong restroom" he stuttered before leaving, I frowned slightly he didn't seem real sure of himself. Once I think he's out of earshot I entered the stall my friends were occupying. They were pretty much done, just packing their clothes into the tote bags.

Geo was wearing a white one-piece, it was backless and had the sides cut out it did a great job of showing off her long legs. Daisy wore a pink tankini with small white polka-dots, it was really cute on her. I personally think the pink goes well with her white fur. Maddie opted out for the soft orange sports bra and short-short combo, it suits her and shows off her powerlifter physique! Maddie is toned but not overly buff she still has a feminine charm about her.

"GUYS!" I squawked like a mad man "S-Sans just came in here!" the river of fire that settled on my face started to run down my neck.

"Yea, we heard" Geo shrugged "Oddly enough he didn't make any damn puns"

"THAT'S NOT WHAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU!" my heads buried themselves into my hair and started to pull. They fell silent and waited calmly for me to continue brief freak-out, I bit my bottom lip. Hearing my heart beating with my own ears wasn't helping at all either, Maddie did go on motion with her hand.

"H-he…uh…" my mouth was starting to go dry, and it was getting harder to swallow by the moment.

"He what?" Daisy urged me to elaborate further on the subject

"He…uh…was staring at me…rather…um" I turned away from them, the heat on my face was getting to an uncontrollable temperature. I'm pretty sure I was pouting at the moment in time and probably look like an overgrown child! But I don't care this shit is getting out of control. Taking a deep breath, I started the sentence over again "he was staring at me …rather hard"

"Maybe he was shocked by how beautiful you are" Maddie grinned with a smug expression.

"COME ON!" I growled out at the shorter woman "I'm being serious here!" my hands tugged at my hair.

"I AM TOO!" she marched up to me and grabbed my breasts and squeezed them, which not only caused me to gasp but also to slap her hands off, "I would kill to have tits like those"

"Boobs do not equal beauty Maddie" Geo pipped up and moved between the two of us, "Hannah clearly thinks this a serious matter" I nodded at her ever word.

"It's not the first time he'd done this either" I added shyly, surprisingly they all gasped in unison.

"It isn't" Daisy finally said looking at me "he ogled you before?" I nodded stiffly and told them all the other times I noticed. Daisy hummed and rubbed her chin, giving a look then shook her head again.

"He probably notices how fat I'm really am next to an average human you'd see on t.v" my arms went back around my stomach.

"NO! No that's not it" Daisy placed her hands on my shoulders and rubbed them in a calming matter, "trust me…that's not it"

"Daisy can you read Sans's mind?" Geo added the small rabbit shook her head "then how do you know that isn't the reason"

"I…um…I just know, okay!" the rabbit gave me a tight hug "but now we have to get back to the others"

"Oh, and Pan-pan you're not fat, you're voluptuous", stated Maddie with a firm voice. Sighing our little group went back to meet up with the others. By now everyone had already picked the perfect spot for our medium sized party. Reaching inside of the totes I pulled out a brush and a scrunchie to pull my hair back into a ponytail.

"You're back!" Asriel and Frisk ran over to me

"Hey boys" I smiled back at them, "you're ready to build a kingdom" they both nodded.

"I found a great place!" Frisk grinned puffing out his chest with having a proud air around him.

"Really now, show me?" I held out my hand, Asriel quickly took it

"We started building the castle already!" the small goat child boosted, while I hummed and nodded, "I mean if you don't like you can always change something"

"Oh no, I don't want to ruin anything that you and Frisk worked so hard on"

"You're the queen! You can never ruin the castle only make it better!" the monster child let go of my hand and started to flail them about. He's so damn cute! Well once he comes out of his shell and not hiding behind his mother. Who the hell am I kidding that was cute too! Suddenly frisk grabbed my hand, looking down at the child I raised an eyebrow.

"Frisk?" my voice was a whisper, noticing that he was staring at someone. I followed his gaze over to Sans who was looking away from us, but I could see he was still blue in the face.

A/N: Hannah is paranoid and Daisy is putting pieces together