AUTHORS NOTE
This ones a bit longer as i decided to put Jpov and Epov in one chapter i think it flows better.
Anyway thanks for reading again, hope you enjoy, as always all characters belong to Mrs Meyer and all mistakes belong to me.
JACOBS POV
I stayed on my knees, in the forest until darkness came, my sobbing had long since stopped, I felt so unsure of myself, was I really able to lead my pack with the same commitment and leadership Sam had shown – I couldn't answer that, but I was definitely going to try.
I jumped up remembering the pack meeting was tonight, the meeting where I was supposed to discuss taking over as Alpha, it was a little bit late for that now but this was my chance to show everyone what I was made of, with a new sense of determination I phased and started to head for home.
Jake what the fuck was all that shit with the Cullen's, you should have killed that asshole he broke the treaty
Quil asked through pack mind, my thoughts were going 100 miles per hour should I tell them about Edward or not
At the bonfire I will explain everything I sighed now phase back and go get ready
But Jake just tell me now I cant wait He pleaded
I SAID PHASE BACK NOW I was shocked at the abruptness of my tone
You are now a leader Jacob you need to act with authority my wolf spoke clearly in my thoughts, I will guide you when you need me to, I must be going mad now my wolf conversed with me, reaching my house I phased back immediately
I walked through the front door naked, trailing muddy footprints down the hall. My clothes had been ruined when I left school earlier that day unfortunately my Dad was waiting.
He looked at me head cocked to the side, glancing up and down my naked body
"What the fuck you looking at" I growled harshly, he was surprised by my tone, hell so was I
"You look bigger" he raised his eyebrows "and the scratches" he pointed to my chest
"Pack shit," I muttered
"Same shit that wrecked your room" he asked, "Care to explain"
"No disrespect but its nothing to do with you, go to the bonfire I'll meet you there" I walked in the bathroom and shut the door effectively ending the conversation.
I stood under the water, and Edward consumed my thoughts, I needed him and I no longer cared what everyone else thought, tonight I would set everything straight.
I approached the bonfire 30 minutes late; I could hear Sam's demanding voice as I walked towards the beach
"He is not fit to lead our tribe, he is irresponsible and cares for no one but himself" I stopped to listen, I should have known he would try this shit, I stood silently my anger building
"If Jacob feels he is ready to take over from you, I think we should let him it is his birth right after all" Old Quil stated,
Quil jumped up "for fucks sake Sam just tell um it wont change a thing" I noted the confusion on the elders faces he hadn't told them I was alpha, old Quil looked at Sam "Tell us what" Sam swallowed and glared at the pack "Nothing, I am just concerned if you allow Jacob to step up as alpha" Sam stopped as I approached
I squared my shoulders and straightened my back, walking towards the fire, The air was tangible I could feel my own power commanding the attention of all those present, the pack sat straighter and tilted their heads submissively as I passed it was a subconscious movement one I had never seen with Sam I looked at my pack and then the elders
"I'm already Alpha, so this meetings over" my voice rumbled, All eyes landed on me
"How, when" my Dad sputtered
"The details are not important, the only thing that concerns you is Samuel submitted to me I am Alpha" I looked at each of the elders, with confidence and power "Does anyone have an issue with that" I challenged
"Actually I do" Sam's voice broke the silence, I turned to face him
"Do you plan on telling the elders how you placed our tribe in danger by bringing vampires on to our land"
I heard the sharp intake of breath as I turned to face Sam again
"Is this true son" my dad asked, "Firstly I did not bring them, they came by themselves and secondly I believe they were looking for you not me" I replied my voice never wavered I faced the elders once again
"One of the Cullen's attacked Sam, however no one was harmed and I have dealt with the situation"
"They broke the treaty," Sam roared
I glared at him, my stare penetrating his skin with the hate I was projecting
"And it has been dealt with, they meant the tribe no harm end of conversation" hoping he had got the point I turned to address the elders.
"He imprinted on a leech - a male leech, didn't you almighty Alpha" my world stopped spinning I heard every intake of breath, every gasp, felt the shock and disgust from the pack, I nearly crumbled to the floor. I knew this is how they would feel
"Jacob is that true, Jake please tell me its not true" I could hear my dad pleading with me for it to be a lie, everyone started talking at once I needed to do something to take control back
"QUIET" I commanded I turned to face Sam, I was shaking with rage my wolf wanted to kill him, it was snarling and clawing at me to let it go, but I couldn't I walked to Sam in slow measured steps my eyes never leaving his. I heard the pack stand to step in if needed "SIT DOWN AND DO NOT PHASE" I commanded without turning. My face was now inches away from Sam's I could feel his breath on my face, I was barley holding it together
"I really really want to kill you right now" I spat through gritted teeth "the only reason I am not is the audience we have, you are fucking lucky I have more self control than you" he swallowed hard and nodded "Scared Uley, you fucking should be"
I turned to face our audience, I couldn't deny it but I couldn't admit it either, before i could do anything a voice spoke out
"For fuck's sake Sam that was low, not telling the elders Jake was Alpha was one thing, but I can assure you first hand that boys not gay, you would say anything to stay in the hot seat wouldn't you" I looked at Leah she was stood with her hands on her hips glaring at Sam, I really loved that girl she had just saved my ass "did you really think they would believe that bullshit" she shrugged her shoulder in the direction of the elders, I stood there gaping like a goldfish "I wouldn't follow your lead now anyway you're a selfish asshole".
"I'm with Leah" Paul stood defiantly, slowly every member of the pack stood by me. Leah walked up and slung her arm around my waist "alright baby" she whispered
I was still shaking badly "Pissed, need to phase" i managed to say through gritted teeth
She turned round to face the elders
"Meetings adjourned as he's about 1 minute away from killing Sam, so we are out of here" turning to the pack "Boys" they all stood and we headed to the forest. I think id just found my beta.
We phased and ran silently through the forest, the rhythmic pounding of our feet, providing soothing comfort, after a while I had calmed down a bit and felt able to phase back, I wanted to provide an explanation in human form, afraid my thoughts might betray me.
"EVERBODY PHASE BACK PLEASE" I commanded, everyone phased and pulled on their shorts we sat on the ground silently
"I owe you all an explanation, please listen to everything I have to say before you comment" they all nodded and I began telling a slightly altered version of events
"I'm sure you have all noticed the relationship between Sam and me has been strained since I fucked Leah" everyone nodded "Last night I went out and got very drunk" Paul laughed "You were fucked, what did you drink aftershave" I couldn't help but chuckle "Moonshine two bottles of it" I received a chorus of nice one dude might have to try its, and a very definite bollocking about the dangers of drinking from Leah
"Sorry to interrupt guys but we need to get back to the point, anyway I'm not quite sure how but the Cullen's found me passed out and instead of killing me they brought me to the treaty line, I'm not sure what happened then"
Paul jumped in "I do me and Sam went to the line to find out why the leeches were there, Sam was proper pissed, it was amusing" Paul laughed "anyways you were out cold in the back of leech boys truck, he got you out and gave you to Sam. Sam then said he was guna whoop your ass and leech boy threatened him, said if he laid one finger on you he would kill him"
I sighed thinking this might not be as easy to cover up as I thought
"Why would he stand up for you" Embry asked I decided honesty was the best policy "He thinks I'm his mate" Leah stood up fuming "HE WHAT"
I sighed "Look Lee I know this is weird but I have talked to him its all good, he knows I'm not gay – he's actually fine with it he wants to be friends" they all looked at bit dumbfounded. I'm glad I left out the bit about jerking off in the restroom.
Seth spoke up "Cool but why did he go after Sam?"
"Sam came to mine this morning to have his say and basically I told him to fuck off so he hit me and then phased and scratched me with his claws" they all gasped, I pointed to my chest "Edward saw this after school, he was protecting me"
Paul was the first to speak which surprised me "Jake you are my Alpha, I respect you and if you say its all cool, I trust you, I'm not so sure about the friends with the leech bit, but it was fuckin amazing to see Sam brought down a peg or two he's been an ass lately" everyone agreed
Leah spoke next "Jake what happens with the treaty"
"It stays as it is Leah, I'm not buddying up with the coven of leeches down the road I will be civil with Edward that's it" my wolf was yelling at me calling me a coward, I swallowed my shame from putting down my imprint.
"Anyway everyone ok with things, with me being Alpha?" I heard a chorus of agreement "I kinda feel compelled to worship you its strange" Seth mused "Yep it feels a lot different than with Sam" Jared spoke out "more settled and right" he shrugged his shoulders
"I can feel you all if I try" I whispered, they looked at me confused "When I'm human I can feel what your feeling if I concentrate on you its weird like we are all still linked" Paul shuddered "Like some voodoo shit, don't tap in to me you will be horny all the time" he snickered lightening the mood.
"Right guys go home I'm guna run for a bit I need to think and cool off, I will meet with you all in the morning, mine at 10" they all stood to leave subconsciously touching me before they left, a shoulder rub, fist bump the lupine instinct still present.
Leah was the last to leave "Hey Jake want some company" I shook my head
"Thanks for the offer lee, but I need some time alone, it's a lot of shit to get my head around" she walked behind me and wrapped her arms around my waist dipping her hands in my shorts "I could help you forget" she purred palming my soft cock. I actually felt sick, I didn't want her hands on me, my wolf was snarling
I stepped away from her "I'm not in the mood Lee sorry" I shrugged "No probs when you are, you know where I am" she kissed my cheek and left.
What I really needed was Edward but I didn't know how to find him, I would see him tomorrow, oh shit I had arranged a pack meeting tomorrow I could go to school after maybe, I started walking I didn't want to go home and face dad, I didn't want to phase and face the pack, I decided to go to forks to get my bike I would need it tomorrow.
Walking through the forest, my mind was a whirl, I would think of Sam and be so angry I was shaking, and when my thoughts turned to Edward I would be close to tears I was emotionally exhausted, I entered the parking lot a little before midnight and noticed the black shiny range rover next to my bike, he hadn't been back for it I sighed hoping he was ok.
I walked across the lot towards my bike I really didn't think I could do all of this, I didn't know where to start, I needed Edward to make things better the tears silently slid down my face as I thought that he would never make it better, we would never be allowed to be happy, I chocked back the sobs that threatened to escape.
As I approached the bike Edward jumped out the range rover "Oh Jake" he was at my side in 2 strides and wrapped his arms around me tight "Its ok baby I'm here" I buried my face in his chest and cried "We cant be together" I chocked out "Sam told them, they were disgusted Edward" by now I was sobbing "I want you so much but they would hate me" he soothingly stroked my back "Shhhhhhh baby its ok, we will work something out I promise" Edward lifted my head and stroked his thumbs down my cheeks wiping the tears away, he lent forward and grazed his lips over mine "I love you Jake" he kissed my cheeks "I will help you" he kissed my forehead "Protect you" he kissed each of my eyes "fight for you" he kissed my nose "Or be your dirty little secret" he grazed my lips again "But I will not walk away from you" our foreheads were touching "I cant because I need you" I groaned "Need you too" I smashed my lips to his, I ran my tongue along his lips begging for entrance, parting his lips he let me explore his mouth, he tasted so good I groaned, my hand fisted his hair pulling him closer god I needed him badly. The kiss was needy, demanding, desperate and so erotic.
Breaking the kiss to breathe I started placing kisses along his jaw line and down his neck, he was panting which I figured was a pretty good sign as vampires didn't breath, I pushed him against the range rover with force and rocked my hips to his I ground him hard I could feel his erection rubbing mine
Take him make him yours my wolf paced in my mind, I reached down and rubbed his cock "Baby god your so hard for me, need you Edward" I groaned in to his neck "Jacob. JACOB we need to stop" I stopped but held him close panting in to his neck
"Why" he looked away from me "I'm a virgin, I don't know what to do," he mumbled under his breath, my wolf did the fucking happy dance, I groaned loudly
"I 'll leave," he said trying to push me off "Why would you leave that is the hottest thing I've ever heard Edward your all mine" I purred
"You don't mind" he asked amazed
"Why the fuck would I mind your rock hard throbbing cock is all mine" I purred "To touch to taste, you tight virgin ass is mine, to fuck with my fingers, my tongue my cock" we both groaned "Your all mine"
I growled loudly and kissed him again for what seemed like hours finally we parted, my cock was throbbing and my balls were blue, but my leech deserved better than being touched in a high school car park.
"I gotta go," I mumbled in to his shoulder
"Can I see you later" he asked
"I should be at school from lunch, but if not I will meet you here at 11 tonight" he nodded
"Can I have your number to ring you" I chuckled "Cant find my phone, so there's no point" I still had him pressed against his range rover, I kissed his lips once more
"Babe you gotta go" he gently pushed me away
"I know I'm going" I straightened up he looked at me worry in his eyes "Jacob can I ask you a question"
"Sure"
"What's Imprinting" how the fuck did he know about that biting my lip, I tried to explain
"Well it's a bit like you finding a mate, but the wolf way"
"You imprinted on me?" he questioned
"Yep" I ran my hand through my hair awkwardly, Edward hadn't moved he took a step forward and motioned me to him I closed my eyes and lent over
"I'm glad," he whispered against my neck I groaned and opened my eyes
"Holy fuck we dented the car, Edward I'm so sorry" there was a dent Edward size in his beautiful expensive range rover
"I have some money saved, I could" he cut me off laughing
"It's a car, I couldn't care less – it was worth it", I was speechless just a car
"That is not just a car it's a range rover, what I wouldn't give to have one of them and you don't care it has a huge dent in it, you have too much money" I spluttered, he was smiling
" You are worth way more than a car to me, and I probably do have too much money I've been 17 for a lot of years" he smirked
"When you say a lot how many" I asked suddenly interested "90" came his reply, fuck he's ancient
"Jacob I heard that I'm not ancient I'm 17" he was amused
"But you've been 17 for 90 years holy shit that's ancient" he laughed loudly and changed the subject
"So what colour" confused I looked at him, he sure didn't look 107
"What colour what?"
"The range rover what colour shall I get you" was this guy for real I blinked, he looked worried
"If you don't want a range rover I could get you something else," he offered like he was buying a candy bar
"I don't want anything your mad, I really do have to go"
I jumped on the bike, leaning over I kissed his lips "I will see you later, thank you"
"You have nothing to thank me for" he smiled
I started the bike and took off down the road heading for La Push, the sun was just rising I needed to get home and shower before I saw any of the pack.
I crept back in to the house, stripped and put my clothes in the washer then headed for the shower, I was a bit sad would it always be like this rushing home so I could get rid of my mates scent before I saw my pack, I didn't want to wash him away, I didn't want him to be my dirty little secret I waned to kiss him and touch him. I wanted the world to know he was mine.
My cock was starting to awaken at the thoughts of Edward again, it didn't take much I had been hard for about 4 hours in the parking lot how I hadn't come in my shorts I would never know, blue balls didn't cover it, my hand wrapped around my cock and roughly pulled, my wolf had wanted me to throw Edward over the bonnet of the range rover earlier and pound him in to submission, the thought of his pale, tight ass made my balls tighten.
I wasn't sure about the submissive part though he had quite a temper I thought back to the way he looked when he was angry, the growls that rattled through his chest, his piercing eyes black as coal, fuck that was hot I came suddenly on the wall of the shower, god Edward could dominate me anytime.
Climbing out the shower the guilt set in, I can't believe I had let a vampire in to my life so easily. Yesterday I didn't want anything to do with him, today I couldn't imagine lasting a day without him. I couldn't tell my Dad or the pack their reaction last night showed me that our relationship would not be tolerated by anyone in La Push, but I couldn't live without him so it looked like Edward Cullen had become my dirty little secret.
EDWARDS POV
We left the clearing and returned to Cullen land in silence, even Emmett was speechless at the events that had unfolded, although I was shocked at everything I was still pissed beyond belief at Sam Uley, I had never wanted to kill someone as much as I did him. I growled thinking back to his comments
"Lets hunt" Jazz suggested and we headed for the mountains
Several hours later we returned to a welcoming committee on the doorstep
"Ready to explain" was all Carlisle said before retreating to the table we all sat down and between the three of us explained what had happened.
Carlisle looked stunned
"He just let you go" he asked for the fourth time "and nobody stopped him"
"You should have seen the dude, hell I woulda pissed my pants if it was possible, he was all authoritative and boss like, nobody aint guna argue with that" Emmett leant back on his chair shaking his head
"Sooo" Carlisle said "Jacob is now Alpha"
I nodded "Yes"
"You told him you had identified him as your mate?" he questioned "And he's ok with that"
"Well we kind of agreed that we can't change what's happened but we can make it easier by being civil" I explained
"That was before you broke the treaty and tried to kill his alpha" Alice chipped in
"But I'm still here so that must count for something" I sighed and looked at Carlisle
"I don't regret what I did, Sam is an asshole I just regret I didn't finish it" I said matter of factly "If he touches Jacob again I will kill him regardless of the consequences and he knows that"
Jaspers southern drawl broke the silence "I somehow don't think that will happen your mate is a powerful man, I wouldn't upset him"
I smiled and stood up "I'm going to get my car from school, I'm sorry for involving you all in this but I'm definitely not sorry for meeting Jacob"
I jumped of the balcony and headed to forks.
Thoughts of Jacob consumed me Jasper was right he was a powerful man, and he didn't even realise it. I was worried how he would be with me now I know I had put him in an awkward position but my innate need to protect him, shadowed my logical thought.
I arrived at school and saw Jacobs bike still there, he hadn't been back to collect it yet, I ran my hands over the seat it was old but very well restored he obviously didn't have much money, but the bike was well loved that was obvious.
I opened the door and climbed in to the truck resting my head on the steering wheel, I thought back to this evening, I so badly wanted something good to come from this even if it was only friendship but I had a bad feeling that it was going to end in tears, maybe Jacob had been right vampires and wolves were not supposed to mix.
I'm not sure how long I sat there lost in my own thoughts, it could have been 5 minutes or five hours I was paying no attention until someone else's thoughts drifted in to my mind
I cant do this on my own, I need Edward to make it better – but I cant have him we will never be happy
I raised my head and saw Jacob walking towards the bike tears streaming down his face, my boy was hurting I jumped out and went to him as fast as my vampire speed could move me "Oh Jake" I wrapped my arms around his warmth "Its ok baby I'm here" he buried his face in my chest and cried, I wanted to take all his pain away "We cant be together" he wailed "Sam told them, they were disgusted Edward" that asshole was just getting closer and closer to his grave, I started rubbing his back "I want you so much but they would hate me" he was sobbing now like a child I wanted to take him home and wrap him in cotton wool to protect him so no one lese could ever hurt my boy again "Shhhhhhhh baby its ok, we will work something out I promise"
I gently lifted his head he was about a foot taller than me, but had slumped to seek comfort in me. Running my thumbs over his cheeks to wipe the tears, I placed my cool lips on his searing hot ones, he tasted divine "I love you Jake" I mumbled in to his skin, and moved to kiss each of his salty tear stained cheeks "I will help you" I kissed his furrowed brow "protect you" he closed his eyes so I kissed each of them "Fight for you" and finally I kissed his nose "Or be your dirty little secret" I tasted his lips again "but I will not walk away from you" I placed my forehead on his and closed my eyes "I cant because I need you" I groaned and I meant every word of it "need you too" he replied and without warning he smashed his lips to mine, he ran his tongue along my lips , begging for entrance I let him in, shuddering when his hot tongue tangled with my cool one, Jacobs hand grabbed my hair pulling me closer. He broke the kiss suddenly and started to place open mouthed kisses along my jaw and neck, fuck I couldn't think straight my erection was throbbing, then he grabbed me, pushing me against the range rover with force, he rubbed his cloth covered erection against mine, I felt his hand move down my chest and palm my crotch "Baby, god your so hard for, me need you Edward" I panicked, I didn't know what to do, what if he was disappointed in me this had to stop "Jacob" no reply "JACOB" I yelled his lips stopped moving "We need to stop" I panted
"Why" he whined, I was so embarrassed I couldn't look at him
"I'm a virgin, I don't know what to do," I whispered, he groaned, oh no he was disappointed I needed to leave
"I'll Leave" I tried to push him off, but he wouldn't budge
"Why would you leave that's the hottest thing I've ever heard Edward your all mine" he wasn't disappointed
"You don't mind," I asked incredulously
"Why the fuck would I mind" he ground against me "your rock hard throbbing cock is all mine" he groaned "to touch to taste, your tight virgin ass is mine, to fuck with my fingers, my tongue" he subconsciously licked his lips and I nearly came in my pants "My cock your all mine".
He smashed his lips to mine again and we explored each others mouths for hours, I was shocked that he didn't try anything else I could feel his erection, but he never pushed for more than kissing.
As the sun started to rise Jacob sighed loudly
"I gotta go" I didn't want him to I pouted a bit
"Can I see you later" he nodded slowly obviously thinking "I should be at school after lunch if not I will meet you here at 11 tonight" I didn't think I could wait that long
"Can I have your number to ring you" he laughed at me explaining he couldn't find his phone so there was no point, I don't think he realised I needed to be able to get in touch with him, I didn't trust Sam, he kissed me again
"Babe you gotta go" I said pushing him away "I'm going"
Then I remembered I hadn't asked what imprinting was
"Jacob can I ask you a question"
"Sure"
"What's imprinting?" I noted the confusion in his face he bit his lip in thought
"Well it's a bit like you finding a mate, but the wolf way" I had to ask I knew this could end in disappointment but I needed to know
"You imprinted on me?"
"Yep" there was no hesitation in his answer, it made me love him more. Even though I was a secret he wasn't ashamed of me
I stepped towards him, and motioned him over he closed his eyes leaning towards me "I'm glad" I whispered he groaned slightly, then stood bolt up right
"Holy fuck we dented the car, Edward I'm so sorry" I turned round sure enough there was a dent as big as me in my car and I really didn't care, Jacob started rambling about money I couldn't help but laugh I really didn't see the problem it was a car and if I ended up with a dent after kissing him for 4hrs solid so be it
"It's a car" I reassured him "I couldn't care less it was worth it" he looked at me like I had just landed, pointing at it he yelled obviously frustrated
"That is not just a car it's a range rover, what I wouldn't give to have one of them and you don't care it has a huge dent in it, you have too much money"
He was so cute when he was flustered I had to smile
" You are worth way more than a car to me, and I probably do have too much money I've been 17 for a lot of years" I smirked
"When you say a lot how many" he asked, fuck should I tell him
"90" I said, then I heard his thoughts, he thought I was ancient
"Jacob I heard that I'm not ancient I'm 17" I couldn't help but be amused
"But you've been 17 for 90 years holy shit that's ancient" he was still shocked, so I changed the subject
"So what colour" he looked at me confused
"What colour what?"
"The range rover what colour shall I get you" he looked shocked, maybe he didn't want a range rover maybe something else
"If you don't want a range rover I could get you something else," I offered
"I don't want anything your mad, I really do have to go" I couldn't understand why I couldn't buy him a car that thing he drove was a heap, I'm sure it wasn't safe, I would have to work on him
He jumped on the bike ready to leave, and then he leant over and kissed my lips softly
"I will see you later, thank you" what the fuck was he thanking me for, he had just made my existence worthwhile
"You have nothing to thank me for" I said as I watched him speed at the parking lot.
I climbed back in my truck and headed home.
As I walked back through the door I heard Emmett "where the fuck have you been dude, I was worried" as he walked in to the hall he scrunched his nose up "Awww fuck Ed you smell like wet dog" he wiggled his eyebrows
"I take it you found alpha boy, was he as dominant in bed" I growled at him
"Fuck off Emmett its not like that" his booming laugh filled the corridor
"Ok Eddie boy I was joking however you do stink" I started walking up the stairs
"Hey Em its not like that YET" I wiggled my ass and ran up the stairs laughing, Emmett was shocked in to silence, Edward Cullen was a nice proper boy, I didn't say things like that. Sex was a taboo subject to a 107 year old virgin, maybe my dirty minded wolf boy was rubbing off on me, and not just literally. I sat at my desk and switched on the laptop it was definitely time for a bit of research.