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Anyhoo here's chapter 10, and I think it's the chapter everyone who reads this has been waiting for haha! :D

12th May, 11:00 am, 1994

It was a nice day, so oddly decided to have group therapy outside in the 'garden'. Nobody could keep still no matter how hard they tried. It was far too hot and humid and everyone was sweating.

"Can't we just go back inside? At least it's cool in there." Julie groaned, fanning herself with her hand.

"Oh; now why would you want to be inside on a beautiful day like this? It's glorious out here." Mrs. Cross replied but everyone could tell she was as hot as them.

Tate's hair was greasy from all the sweat on his forehead and Cristina's body heat wasn't helping the matter either. She was pushed right up against him on the chair next to him. He wouldn't have minded if he had've been wearing a normal shirt, but stupidly he'd chosen to wear one of his jumpers and no shirt underneath.

He kept tugging at the top of it to let some air inside but that wasn't good enough.

"Tate why do you keep fussing around? Keep still!" Cristina giggled, slapping his arm playfully but a little too hard. He flinched a little

"Could you…not do that please? The sun's making me stressed; could you move along a little?"

Cristina frowned at him "But Tate," she gripped his sweaty hand tightly in hers "I love you, remember?"

Tate slithered his hand out of hers "Yeah I know. And we need to keep this secret rememeber? So no showing affection in front of Mrs. Cross."

Taken aback, Cristina moved her chair away from Tate's huffily. He couldn't help the fact the sun was making him cranky.

He closed his eyes and leaned his head back, letting out a deep sigh.

A shadow suddenly towered over him. He snapped open his eyes angrily "What?" He snapped. His eyes met with Amy's.

She gave him a half smile "Hi. Listen Tate, about yesterday…"

Tate knew what was coming and he wanted to stop her but she wasn't letting him

"I'm sorry. I was just tryna you know…help you out, I honestly didn't mean to-"

"It's fine, Amy. Seriously just leave it." Tate said rolling his dark eyes. Amy gave him one last small smile before turning away again and heading over to her seat.

Tate's eyes watched her as she walked. He'd always find himself doing this but he knew that even if she found out, she wouldn't mind his eyes roaming over her ass.

He glanced at Twitchy and to his horror, found he'd been watching him with a huge smirk for the past two minutes. Tate tried to play it off as cool as he could by coughing and looking away.

"Alright…let's start. What's on your minds? Tell away." Mrs. Cross began with a smile.

"The fact that it's too fucking hot out here!" Julie snapped loudly.

"You know, if you swapped the huge skirt for a pair of shorts you'd feel much better." Mrs. Cross said

"Hey don't tell her what to do. It's her fashion sense, not yours." Lola smiled as she pushed her bangs to the side.

Mrs. Cross sighed deeply "Alright I'm not putting up with all your arguments this week. I'm going around the circle and each one of you is going to tell me how you feel. Matt let's start with you."

Matt was sprawled out on the grass with his shirt pulled up, trying to catch a tan.

"Fuck you." He mumbled and kept in his position. Mrs. Cross was getting impatient now

"Alright then, Matt, I'm guessing you just want everyone to go into their fucking bedrooms for the rest of today, do you?"

Amy's mouth hung open before she smiled "Oh my god, she swore! Ohhh you are SO getting fired now!"

Mrs. Cross' eyes widened "Oh…oh dear me. I'm so sorry…I didn't mean to."

"Hehe yeah but you did and now you're getting fired." Amy laughed.

"Unless," Twitchy began "You let us do whatever we want for the rest of the session. I mean c'mon Crossy; it's too hot for this shit today. You need to go inside and make yourself some water."

Mrs. Cross sighed. She was so stressed today. She had children of her own that were misbehaving right before she came into work so that hadn't helped at all. At the moment, she couldn't care less about this shitty hospital job that she made hardly any money from. She made a decent amount, yes, but not enough to support three children and a sick husband.

"Alright…but just this one time and you do not tell ANYBODY about this, okay?"

Everyone just nodded simply as Mrs. Cross got up from her seat.

"I'll be RIGHT back okay? Just…just stay how you are." With that said she left into the building, sending out another nurse to watch them.

Billy unexpectedly got up from his seat, grinning like an idiot.

"Where you going?" Matt asked as he watched Billy walk over to the corner of the garden and sit down.

Tate watched with his eyebrow raised as Billy began to dig up the mud with his fingers. He looked around before licking his filthy hands.

The nurse watched him with suspicious eyes "What are you doing, Billy?" She asked.

Amy scrunched her face up in disgust "That's fucking disgusting! He's eating the mud!"

Twitchy laughed loudly "Oh dear lord; that is what y'all call an inbred!"

The nurse glared at both of them as she hurried over to Billy, grabbing his wrists in her tiny hands.

"Oh don't do that – spit that out!" She snapped. Billy hissed at her showing his teeth which were thickly covered with mud.

She grabbed the back of his neck and squeezed "Spit that out RIGHT NOW!"

"Woah you can't do that to him!" Matt half yelled but the nurse just ignored him.

Billy raised his shoulders, trying to get her hands off his neck. Her grip was too strong and he was beginning to feel her nails dig into his skin.

Feeling defeat he spat out the filth right onto her white dress and smiled at her. She bit her lip angrily, shaking her head at him.

"You disgusting little boy! You get back over there!"

The nurse pulled him up before slightly pushing him back over to the group.

"Oh my god bro, you're an idiot!" Matt laughed as Billy sat down in his seat again. Billy turned and wiped his hands on him with a huge grin

"You sexed your sister!" He cried out with laughter, rocking back and forth maniacally

Matt glared at him "Shut up you fucking turd!"

Twitchy laughed "Oooh he got you Matt."

Matt scowled at Twitchy angrily "Shut up and go fuck your little girlfriend there."

Amy wasn't looking at him, but she knew he was talking about her. She and Matt had always hated each other. Sure, they were nice to each other now and again but neither of them could really stand each other.

"I'm not his girlfriend. You may be a paedophile, fucking eight year old girls, but I am not and I wouldn't fuck a fourteen year old boy! Plus he's like my fucking brother you sicko!" then she smiled "Oh, but you'd like it like that wouldn't you? You'd like it if Twitchy was my brother and I fucked him because then we'd be like each other!"

Matt just scoffed "Oh come on druggy; can't you think of anything better to say than that?"

He'd hit a nerve and everyone knew it.

"YOU FUCKING LITTLE SHIT!" She yelled, jumping up. Twitchy got up just in time and slipped his arms around her waist, stopping her from pouncing on Matt.

"Hey man that wasn't cool." Tate said as he ruffled his hair. Matt turned his head to him looking amused

"Oh! Look who's fucking talking! The big haired fuck!"

Tate just laughed at his immature remark "You really are pathetic. I mean, picking on a girl? And then saying some random shit about my hair? Oh yeah, you can tell you were a jock in school; you don't know fucking anything."

Billy let out a high pitched laugh as he clapped his hands together "Yay Tate! Yay Tate!"

Matt slapped the back of Billy's head "Shut up. You're all retards."

Julie stood up and pointed to her chest "I'm a retard? Have you taken a look at your little buddy there! He eats fucking soil. And fucking Alex twitches for the whole of America!"

Twitchy laughed "Bitch; sit yo' ass back down! You makin' a fool outta yo' self!"

She scrunched her fists up in frustration "WHY are you speaking like that? You are NOT black!"

Twitchy gasped, pointing his finger at her "Bitch, don't you be being racist over there!"

"What? I'm racist because I said black? Are you fucking kidding me?"

"Alright, kids, that's enough. Julie sit back down and the rest of you shut up. "The nurse said calmly eyeing them all up.

Julie sat back down but continued to glare over at Twitchy.

"Fuck this I'm going back inside." Lola said and got up, walking over to the door and pulling it open without ease. Amy shrugged her shoulders

"I'm with her." She turned her head back to Twitchy "You comin'?"

He nodded and followed her. The nurse sighed

"Alright then. Everyone inside now. "

12:50 pm

"Can you eat your food please? I'm sick of seeing you waste it." Mrs. Miller snapped as she past Amy.

"How about," Amy said as she pushed the plate of spaghetti away from herself "No."

Miller sighed "Amy, eat your food. Now."

"I said no."

Mrs. Miller pushed the plate back over to Amy "It wasn't a request, Amy."

"I'm not eating it. It tastes like garbage." She got up, pushing past the fat nurse. Everyone else had left a while ago but Amy had been forced to stay there and eat which in the end was pointless because she didn't!

"Where's Twitchy?" She asked as her eyes scanned the games room for her friend.

Tate turned to her almost instantly "He said the sun was making him tired so he went to bed."

Amy smiled at him "Thanks for telling me that." She began to head for her bedroom.

Tate turned to Cristina; she was asleep on the sofa. Quickly, he got up and began to follow Amy.

"Hey Amy." He called out to her. She spun around on her heels and smiled at him

"Oh hey…um what's wrong?"

Tate raised a brow "What do you mean what's wrong?"

"Well, you're usually not tailing behind me like this. Usually you're sat next to Cristina playing happy couples."

Tate laughed a bit but he knew it was true.

"I was just um…wondering…" he realized he'd just chased after her for absolutely nothing. He had to quickly make something up because she was staring at him with a brow raised

"If we could hang out?"

Amy slowly smiled "Sure, Tate. Let's just get some ropes, tie them somewhere and hang ourselves. How does that sound?"

Tate moved his mouth but no sound came out

"I'm joking you idiot!" Amy laughed "Yeah, we can. Whenever you want. 'Cause you see I'm a nice enough person to forgive you for saying you didn't want to be my friend. If you don't mind I was just gonna go sort out my room."

Tate smiled quickly "Y…yeah okay see you."

They walked their separate ways.

When Amy got to her room she was surprised to see Jenifer cleaning up. She smiled at her

"Oh what a lovely thing to do for me." She said as she walked over to the posters on her wall.

"Well, it's my job." Jenifer replied plainly. Amy just ignored her and began looking at all of her posters.

"So, what kind of films do you like?" She finally asked; but right after she heard the sound of lots of small things falling onto the floor. She turned slowly to find Jenifer holding Amy's pillow case upside down.

"You haven't been taking your pills…"

Amy started to shake. Jenifer stared at her long and hard.

"Rose! Rooose!" She began to yell down the hall. Amy tried to get out of her room, to escape from her, but she wouldn't let her.

"Let me out! Let me out please!"

"ROSE!" Jenifer yelled louder. She was finding it hard to keep a hold of Amy now.

Mrs. Miller appeared a few minutes later "What is it for goodness sakes?"

"She hasn't been taking her pills." Jenifer said looking concerned and irritated with the constant movement Amy was making.

"I don't need them! I swear I don't need them anymore!"

Miller looked angrily at her "Come here! This is absolutely stupid! Why should I have to waste my time feeding you pills? I have more important things to do!"

Amy growled at her "Fuck you all! I don't need your anti-depressant shit! I'm better!"

They didn't listen though, just pulled her away immediately…

13th May, 10:00 am, 1994

"Alright so these people have visitors: Tate Langdon, Amy Dandy, Julie Murk, Lola Swikosa , Cristina Moretti and Billy, your grandma's here today."

"Come on then bitch, let's go see yo' moma!" Twitchy said with a grin. Amy couldn't even force out a smile. They'd forced pills down her and she just felt…sick now.

Everyone else walked into the cafeteria first. Twitchy followed behind Amy but was stopped by Jenifer

"Whats going on?" Twitchy asked

"You can't go through today." Jenifer replied. Amy turned to her

"Why the fuck not? I want Twitchy with me; Twitchy's always been allowed to see my mom!"
Jenifer just shook her head "Look, they requested to see you and only you. We did ask."

Amy wondered who 'they' were. She walked through the doors and her eyes widened when she saw him.

Her dad. Sitting there like nothing in the world bothered him; until he spotted Amy. He frowned at her and sighed as she walked over.

She felt rage build up inside of her as she got closer to him

"What the FUCK are you doing here?" She almost screamed.

She HATED her dad. He was half the reason she cut, did the drugs and was in here. But then again, she was also half the reason he broke up with her mom and left her quite penniless.

"Keep your voice down! You always were loud."

Amy plopped down into her seat, looking everywhere but at his stubbly tanned face. He was fourty five, but made himself look like a twenty five year old toy boy.

"So, I heard you weren't taking your pills. Why the hell not?" Her dad growled angrily. Amy turned to him like he was stupid

"Because I don't fucking need them that's why you asshole. Why the fuck are you here? You know I fucking hate you!"

Her dad sighed heavily "You don't hate me; I'm your dad. You wouldn't here if it weren't for me."

Their voices had made Tate look over and start to ignore his own family.

"You've always hated me too. Because I wasn't perfect." Amy said.

"You know that's not true. I loved you and Lee very VERY much."

"Then why the fuck did you always complain to me about my grades, my social status, the way I fucking looked? Dad's don't do that!"

Her dad was easily angered and she'd made him mad already.

"Alright, you know what Amy? Lee's sick that's why your mom isn't here. So she asked me to take some time out of my work to come see you. If I hated you I would have said no. I just wanted you to have a good life that's all!"

"Well if Lee's fucking sick then I wanna see her! She's my little sister! And who cares? I decide what I do with my life, not you!"

Her dad scowled at her "You know, I really hope Lee is a better child than you. I honestly hope she isn't as sour as you; that she has plenty of friends and isn't just a big fuck up."

He'd hit a nerve so she'd hit one of his!
"A big fuck up huh? Say's the guy who could NEVER impress his dad. Because his little daddy was always concerned about James wasn't he? He hated you; he couldn't stand the fucking sight of you and I'm fucking glad your mom hung herself when you were little. She wouldn't have wanted a kid like you!"

He stood up from his chair and rose his hand, ready to strike her.

"Woah!" Tate yelled, getting out of his seat. But before he could do anything Amy slapped her dad full force across the face and ran out of the room angrily.

"Tate…sit down!" His mother snapped in a whisper. Tate saw the hurt look on Amy's face…she'd never looked like that before; this man had clearly upset her.

"Excuse me sir? I think you should leave. Don't worry; she'll continue to take her meds." The nurse said to her dad. Her dad looked at the nurse whilst holding his face

"Tell her I never wanted her. And I never want to see her again." He growled before storming out of the building .

The nurse sighed deeply before returning to watch the other visitors.

Cristina smirked from the other side of the room. She'd just heard everything.

They were let out and immediately Cristina made her way to Amy's bedroom where the door was open. She peeked her head inside

"Oh heey daddy's girl!" She mocked with a happy look. Amy glared at her, looking up from the bird book she was looking at

"Go away." She muttered "I can't be bothered with you at the moment."

"You know, you should have stayed to hear your dad out. Turns out he never actually wanted you and he never wants to see you again. He fucking hates you Amy." She laughed meanly.

Amy could feel herself on the verge of tears so she hauled the hard back book at her. She dodged it and laughed even more before slamming the door and leaving.

Once she left, Amy began to cry hysterically.

All she ever really wanted was to be happy…

I hope you all liked it! I stopped there because it's getting late and this chapter is getting awfully long don't you think? XD

Anyways I hoped you enjoyed, thank you for the reviews please do continue! :D