I turned away a little from the russet skinned boy, whose grin was making me want to burst out in laughter just for the simple fact he was here. Demetri and Felix cleared there throat on purpose, I scowled at them, an unknown deep chuckle erupted from Emmett Cullen the one that could almost rival Felix, I shivered knowing how breakable I was, I was excited but on edge.
A sudden thought occurred to me ''why isn't Isabella here''? I asked curiously, she'd been with Edward the mind reader before I was transformed, I didn't see why she wasn't here now, I heard a snort from Edward I frowned as he curled his lips ''you really think I'd let Bella be near all of you, unprotected'' Edward all but snarled at me, I resisted the urge to roll my eyes at his protective nature, how people could be like that and protect someone like that I couldn't understand, I shook my head ''but she was there…when the tour came, with you, why are you so protective of her'' I asked tilting my head, my lips were in a pout, you were born to live your own life not someone else's let them be at risk, the way Edward was looking at me now made even me question my authority.
The brown haired short pixie smiled at me with her little upturned nose and short body ''you'll understand soon enough'' Alice said brightly, all the Cullen's flinched this was getting way to strange, the pixie stepped back with a small glance at Alec who was beside me, Alec growled something under his breath and put his arm in front of me guiding me backwards until I was a little ways away, he placed his feet on the ground in front of me smirking at the Cullen's ''we hope to see Isabella changed soon, don't we sister'' He said cunningly, a threat in between the words towards the Cullen's, passing as if what Alice said never had been spoken, I wanted answers. ''hmm yes, we do. Let's go home brother'' she said with her high pitched voice, evil steaming off every word and syllable, the russet boy flinched, they were so afraid of us it wasn't right.
Suddenly Alec tugged on my arm and we were running faster than normal getting away from the Cullen's I glared at him demanding an answer, he side glanced me thoughtfully ''what'' he said clueless, I snarled at him he still had an innocent look on his face of which I wanted to swipe off, I turned my head towards him ''oh um I don't know why did the pixie say I'd understand soon maybe''? I asked sarcastically, I was getting worried what it meant what had she seen, I wished I had Edward's mind reading ability.
Alec growled, Felix and Demetri snorted Jane remained silent for the time being, Felix and Demetri were suddenly beside me consciously shoving Alec away ''it means you're going to find your knight in shining armour and you're going off to the sunset and be happily ever after, or something, I have to meet him first though. I stood frozen, knowing Felix was joking, it still frightened the hell out of me ''I doubt it, seeing as the only boy she talks to apart from all of us is Skylar, wouldn't you say Wynter'' Demetri said quietly, I felt my heart plummet to my stomach I started shaking my head
''n-no I don't want that, I don't want anyone to…'' I couldn't speak, a lump formed in my throat at the thought of having another person I trust betray me…I remembered Maxx, my old human friend…what he did to me. I clutched my head with both my hands shrieking ''STOP IT' 'as I remembered as his fists hit me on my shoulders bruising immediately, I could even smell his old cigarette scent, I could see the exact colour of his eyes, deep dark brown, almost black the way he stood over me staring hitting me again and again. I used to have flashbacks of him when I was human; I thought they'd disappeared since Alec's venom was in me but no they were there.
I suffered from post-traumatic stress, I used to, this was just as bad and ten times more vivid, I felt Maxx's arms on my shoulders they were cold I screamed for my life, until someone shook me and the vision disappeared into Alec's red eyes, no dark brown. I was bent down on my knees clutching my head screaming, he was kneeling down next to me, his lips pursed and red eyes bright and wary.
My lips quivered, shaking uncontrollably, the only thing I could think of doing was to grab him in a hug I didn't care who he was, I was shaking violently and felt cold and warm at the same time. I felt arms, and hands rub circles on my back comfortably ''Jane, Felix Demetri go to the hotel, we'll be there soon'' he said slowly, I heard a rustle of wind and we were alone in the tall grass, I sniffed into his clothes they smelt of cinnamon and something sweet, his scent. He let go and looked at me cocking an eyebrow, but for the first time not mockingly, concerned, ''do you want to talk about it'' he asked quietly, he was deeply curious I could tell by the way his pupils dilated I shook my head hurriedly and got up.
We ran slowly to the hotel, I didn't want to face anyone today so I left alec to go into my room and locked the door to make sure no one would come in, I got my suitcase out and stared at the little dolphin and the shards of it, I wanted to throw something at a wall, but I sat quietly, until I got too bored and fidgety I got out Bloodlines by Richelle Mead wondering why life couldn't be like a book like that, like vampires weren't so bad, and their wasn't that big of a difference between humans and them.
Adrian's character was funny, I'd never met anyone even like him, but it was obvious lots of rich people acted like it when they wanted to, Sydney was careful and very clueless at Trey's behaviour, I finished the book in half an hour, I finally opened the door, Felix was at the end of the hallway staring at a painting, it was off the first world war, I walked up to him, ''hi Felix'' I said quietly he spun around to face me and kept his usual grin on his face, it didn't meet his eyes but I didn't care, we engaged in a conversation about war's and such, I droned out of most of it and forgot half of it as I trudged back to my room falling asleep for an hour.
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Okay sorry for its lameness, thanks for reviews appreciated, I looked up post-traumatic stress, I think that's what it is?. Would you like Alec\wynter soon or later in the story all opinions are great, thx kt x.