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Tony leaned over meeting Gibbs' lips in a searing kiss. Running his tongue run over the older man's bottom lip, he was immediately granted entry. Their tongues met and caressed each other as they joined.

Breaking when the need for air overwhelmed them, they sat breathing heavily with their foreheads against one another.

"Fuck."

Tony laughed. "I second that. Wanna take this upstairs?" Suggestively wagging his eyebrows, he leered down the older man's body; there was no room for misinterpretation.

Unable to resist the way Tony looked at him and wanting to taste that mouth, those lips and feel that tongue again, Gibbs captured Tony's mouth in a brutal and need ridden kiss. The younger man moaned into the kiss as it deepened. They moved closer to one another wanting more touching and less space between them. Their need and desire for each other took over.

They moved together as if they had always done so and their dance together became fluid and sexy as they began to remove one another's clothes. Piece by piece they uncovered flesh that needed to be explored by lips and tongues.

Pebbled nubs were sucked on as Tony arched into Gibbs' mouth and silently begged for more. Happy to oblige the older man switched back and forth between them alternating sucking and nipping at them. Gibbs' need was building to epic proportions as he mapped every inch of Tony's body with his mouth and tongue. He had never felt such a burning desire with anyone before. It was as if Tony awakened his need to the very depths of his soul and he would never get enough.

Wanting to devour Tony, he licked the pooling pre-cum from his cock and caused a hiss to escape the younger man's lips as his body in turn thrust up trying to get more. That merely awakened the beast in Gibbs and he quickly wrapped his lips around the head and sucked as Tony's hips thrust upward. "Please…Jesus Gibbs…suck my cock." The younger man managed to gasp out as he was overwhelmed with the need to find his release anyway he could.

Gibbs slid his lips down the long shaft until his nose was buried in the soft hairs at the base of Tony's cock. The younger man was ready to explode as he was engulfed in the wet heat. Tony didn't think he'd ever felt anything as heavenly as the other man's mouth around his dick.

"Fuck yes." He growled out as Gibbs began bobbing up and down his cock deep-throating him. Desperate to both cum and hang on at the same time his body warred with itself as he struggled not to lose it too soon. It felt so damn good he knew he wouldn't be able to hang on. His fists gripped the sheets in an effort to stay in the moment and stop from being swept away, but he was fast losing that battle, the need to cum was overwhelming.

"I've got to cum" was all he managed to get out before he screamed the man's name as he shot his cum down his throat. Gibbs slowed down but kept moving and sucking on the cock. He loved the taste and captured every drop not wanting the waste the heavenly nectar that he drew out of his lover's body.

Struggling to catch his breath Tony muttered "Wow" before his lips were claimed and ravaged. Tasting himself on the other man's tongue somehow seemed so erotic. But he was ready for more; he needed and wanted Gibbs inside him filling his ass.

Breaking the kiss, he brought his lips to Gibbs' ear. "Fuck me. Please. I want you."

Gibbs was more than ready; his own cock engorged and needy wanted nothing more than to feel Tony's tight heat squeezing around it. He grabbed the lube, coated his fingers and down between Tony's legs began to run them around the tight ring of muscle. The younger man moaned when he felt a finger slowly slide into the puckered hole.

"You're so tight. That is going to feel amazing wrapped around my dick." Gibbs added another finger as he trailed kisses up Tony's neck wanting to mark him. Reaching the juncture of the neck and shoulder, he bit down and Tony thrust into his fingers as he begged.

"More...please...don't stop."

The older man used his tongue to soothe the sting and added a third finger curving them slightly to find the prostate and send Tony over the edge. When the younger man cried out and began furiously to fuck his fingers, he knew he found it.

"Like that do you?" Gibbs' voice was deep and husky and filled with need and he watched the sexy man thrust against his fingers. One day he would indulge himself and just watch Tony fuck himself on his fingers. The thought was too intense and he removed them, quickly coating his own cock with lube and thrusted into his lover, filling him completely, his balls resting against the man's ass.

"Yes." Tony cried out.

Gibbs pulled nearly all the way out and began thrusting deeply, hitting the prostate every time.

"Fuck, you feel so good. You're so hot and tight." Tony cock was hard again and he reached down, tightly wrapped his fist around it, and began pumping it in time with his frenzied thrusts.

"You're going to make me cum again."

"Do it." Gibbs growled. "Cum for me. Give it to me."

Tony cried out, wracked with tremors as his release flowed through his body. Unable to hold on any longer the older man roared when Tony's ass squeezed like a vice around his cock and he shot his cum into him.

Gibbs screamed Tony's name and startled himself awake. Drenched in sweat and gasping for air, he looked around realizing that was only a dream. Reality hit him as the emptiness and silence surrounded him. It was oppressive and weighed on him as he looked around and saw he was alone.

Everything had changed and it was all by his own hand; he had caused Tony to lose himself and was now paying the price. Unable to sleep anymore he got up and headed to the kitchen for coffee. He had already had too much bourbon and it hadn't helped ease the pain or make the memories go away.

His thoughts went to Abby. She had tried to talk to him again but he had rebuffed her. He had no desire to talk to her. He wasn't blaming her for the breakup as that was all on him; but she was the reason Tony left. She had cost him a chance to make it right, taken away the time to find a compromise. She was the final straw, the one who had pushed him over the edge and as a result, Tony was gone. He didn't even want to look at her.

He drank his pot of coffee quickly, torn between going to sleep and staying awake. Neither were good options as they both brought their own versions of pain and loneliness. Grabbing a blanket and pillow out of the closet, he settled on the couch hoping that if he wasn't in the bed that was far too empty he would sleep in peace. Silently he pleaded the dreams to return; wanting to lose himself in them rather than the silence and despair that had taken residence up in his home.

He let his thoughts settle to the scene when he went to Tony's the day Vance told them he had resigned. Even though he knew he was gone to California for training, he had merely wanted to be surrounded by his things, his smell, and his presence.

***Flashback***

Gibbs paused at the door, knowing that Tony wasn't at home, but after the shock had worn off, Gibbs needed to be there. The bullpen felt strange….empty and wrong with out Tony in it. All he could hope for was the day to pass quickly so he could get the hell out of there.

McGee and Ziva were still reeling in shock that he was offered such a position and after they had made a few too many snide remarks, his glare had reduced them to silence. Then they had asked the one question he couldn't answer.

"Why?"

He applied Tony's specialty- deflection. "DiNozzo receives several offers every year from nearly every law enforcement agency out there. Apparently this year he received one that he couldn't refuse." Gibbs managed to get that out without choking on his words. He needed to get out of there.

He needed to know the why as well. He knew it wasn't because of their issues, it was more than that; he had missed something. He needed to know what that was so he could try his hardest to fix this, to bring Tony home to him…where he belonged. Glaring at Ziva and McGee for their assumptions, "Maybe you two should look at the requirements for a Senior Field Agent then actually look at DiNozzo's background. You're supposed to be investigators." Pausing for effect, "I'm going out". Turning he left behind two stunned agents.

It took ten minutes to get to Tony's. He stood in front of the door needing to go in and yet…knowing that it wouldn't provide the answers he needed. He pulled out his lock pick and made quick work of the lock his need over powering his reason. Opening the door the sight that greeted him left him speechless. He walked the few steps into the apartment, closed the door and collapsed against it.

The place was empty; no furniture, no movies, no Tony.

***End Flashback***

He had driven home after that and called Vance asking, though subtly demanding, a few days off. He locked himself in his house and shut himself down in the basement. He wanted to see no one. That was until Ducky and then Abby had barged their way in and had spoken their piece.

Gibbs reached over to the coffee table where Tony's letter lay. Picking it up and bringing it to his chest, he took a deep breath. The letter mentioned nothing about him moving…but what right did he have to know that? Clutching it to his chest, he tried to absorb Tony's presence through the paper and the words, blocking out everything else as he closed his eyes.