A/N – Sorry I haven't updated in a few days, guys :) I had finals but here we goo... Hope you enjoy :D
I woke up the next morning with a note on my pillow that read,
Thanks for last night. You were amazing, call me.
Amy xoxoxox
Ugh, gag me, yet I still smirked to myself, remembering the actions of last night. I looked in the mirror...still black, I didn't feel like myself at all. I closed my eyes and concentrated...hard, finally I felt the darkness bubble away and I was left with my hazel and a broken heart. Hello humanity.
I showered quickly and got to class. The next 3 weeks went exactly the same. I didn't give in to my darkness. It was healthy to work through heartbreak, right? I didn't want to feel so closed off to the world. Kurt wasn't speaking to me, I tried a couple of times to talk to him, but he just ignored me. I even tried to call Mercedes but she said she was 'never around Kurt' when I spoke to her. Not her fault though, she's just being a good friend to him.
I was on the no-darkness wagon for good until I saw one little thing on facebook. Kurt, posting on Karofsky's wall! I was in shock! He was talking to him? Did Kurt magically forget what he did to him?
My house at 5 for this chem project, okay?
He replied, agreeing. Looks like demon Blaine is coming out to say hello again...
I stared at myself in the mirror and watched the black take over my hazel and grow over the white until every crevice in my eye was covered. I enjoyed watching myself change like that, it was exhilarating. I grabbed my car keys and swung them around my finger and walked to the front door, nothing got said to me anymore, I was just allowed to leave. Good thing too, all of the anger inside of me right now, I would have killed that woman.
I walked to my car and got in the drivers seat and suddenly I heard a voice I recognised.
"Blaine, don't do it" it was Kurt, he was sitting next to me, in the passenger seat. I stared at him and I put both hands on his face and pulled him in for a kiss and then I bit his bottom lip as hard as I could and he pulled away, "shit Blaine! Ow!"
"fuck off Markus" I replied, he rolled his beautiful eyes and turned into Markus, he sighed.
"you're making a fucking fool of yourself for this stupid guy, Blaine" he warned me.
"that's really weird...i can't remember asking for your opinion" I told him, whilst turning the key in the ignition and hearing the engine roar to life.
"you're not thinking like yourself right now, this isn't the real you" he said.
"go away" I told him, my voice getting lower.
"Blai-"
"Go. Away" I replied.
"fine! Go and fuck up your life even more! You think I care?" he said and then he was gone. I squeezed my hands around the steering wheel and pulled them away, only to notice the finger-shaped dents I had now made in the wheel. I rolled my eyes and drove to Kurt's house and checked my watch. Just after 5.
I saw Karofsky's car pull up and he walked to the house, Kurt let him in and they were there for a good 15 minutes before I made my way to the house and rang the doorbell, placing my shades on.
Kurt opened the door and looked very unamused to see me.
"what are you doing here?" he asked.
"Oh sorry, honey. Got company have we?" I replied, moving my way past Kurt, despite his best efforts to keep me out of his house.
"I have company and you are not welcome in my home anymore. Not like that anyway" he said, referring to my darkness, like last time.
"Kurt? What's all the-" Karofsky asked, coming into the room.
"didn't I tell you to stay away from Kurt, asswipe? Or was I misunderstood?" I asked, moving towards him before kurt stopped me.
"nothing Dave, everything's okay. Just go back to my room"
"oh Dave is it now? Your room? Someone's got themselves a rebound, huh Kurtsie?" I asked him, moving closer to him, moving a piece of hair from his ear so I could whisper into it.
"I'm going to teach you not to mess with me, Kurt" I said and grabbed both sides of his head and concentrated on my demon, just like Markus did to me 6 months ago until I was flown away from him and straight into the wall.
"what the hell do you think you're doing?" Arioma screamed, vanishing from nowhere. Kurt fell to the floor, breathlessly.
"I'm teaching him a lesson!" I shouted back.
"BY TURNING HIM?" she asked.
"by making him love me" I replied, quieter. I stood up quickly and pulled my sunglasses off.
"This wont make him love you, Blaine! Not like this!" she shouted, taking in my eyes, "...full demon?" she asked. I stood firm and just stared at her and she turned to Kurt.
"everything's okay, Kurt. It's just...Blaine isn't himself right now" she said, Kurt looked distant and then passed out.
"Kurt!" I shouted, my darkness automatically dissolving and I ran to his side, propping is head up on my knees and fanning him with my hand until he woke up and saw my face and backed away.
"get away! What did you do to me?" he asked, terrified.
"nothing, Kurt! You passed out! I didn't do anything!" I said, defending myself. He brought his hands up to his mouth and started trembling.
"Kurt, I'm so sorry, I'll never turn demon again! I love you and...I just wanted...you to love me too" I confessed, he looked confused and then angry.
"you know what, Blaine? Stay demon all your fucking want! I dont even care! I dont care that you love me because I definitely do not love you! I hate you! You're not the Blaine I know! You're dangerous and I...I don't trust you" he said, breaking my heart with each word he spoke. My demon side came out and there was no stopping it.
"THEN FUCKING HATE ME! I DON'T CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU! I HOPE YOU DIE!" I shouted at him, he burst into tears and I ran past him and downstairs to Kurt's room where Karofsky was. I grabbed my hand around his throat and pushed him to the wall.
"All I have to do, is squeeze" I told him. He looked at me, at my eyes and tried to pull my hand away but to no avail, "you can't stop me Karofsky. So this is your final warning, okay?" I told him.
"Stay the fuck away from Kurt. Or I will kill you. And no one will be able to stop me...not even Kurt. So count your blessings because you got to live a little bit longer tonight" I said, releasing his throat from my hands and walking back upstairs.
"w-what did you do?" Kurt asked.
"nothing. For now" I said and left.
"what the hell was that?" Arioma asked, I stopped and looked at her.
"I don't need you anymore, so just leave me alone, okay? I don't need a fucking babysitter!" I shouted, she stared at me and looked down.
"well then...good luck, kid" she said and was gone.
"GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE!" I shouted into the air and got back in the car, "Markus!" I shouted and suddenly Markus appeared in the passanger seat, "let's go back to your place" I said, he smirked.
"sure" he replied, I held a hand up.
"not as you" I replied, he sighed and used his new power to turn into Kurt. I grabbed both sides of his face, like before, but this time I didnt bite him. I kissed him more passionately than I have ever have, to anyone. He pulled away breathless and his Kurt-looking lips were swollen, I smirked.
"let's go" he said, I nodded and winked at him before setting off.
This will be a night that Kurt wishes he was here for...
