Chapter 9

Elliot pulled the bike into the Motel parking bay and turned off the engine. Olivia climbed off and removed her helmet.

"God that was great" she grinned "I haven't been on a bike since my college days; I didn't even know you rode."

"Yeah I used to have one when I was younger, then when I got out the marines but I sold it when we fell pregnant with the twins. When I decided to get away I left the car with Kathy and got this"

They went into the Motel room and Olivia grabbed her bag and threw it back on the bed and opened it up taking some clothes out.

"You really were ready to leave Huh" said Elliot looking at the bag. Olivia looked up at him.

"I was pissed and upset….. I don't think I would have got far before I turned back, if anything I would have come back just to punch you for being such a Dick"

"I really am sorry about last night" he said dropping his head.

"I know you are" she lift his head "And I'm sorry about this morning, who knew I would be the jealous type and act like a teenage girl throwing a hissy fit" he lent forward and kissed her lips softly "now let me get changed so we can get out of here"

"So where do you fancy going?" he asked her as she started to get undressed.

"I don't know…. You know the area" she said as she pulled her top over her head and pulled down her pants. She had her back to Elliot and he watched her as she stripped in front of him. He had seen her stripped like this plenty of times in the cribs and locker rooms, and somehow he always managed to control the urge to just grab her, throw her against the locker and fuck her. She undone her bra and bent over looking for something in the bag. It was too much for Elliot as he felt himself start to harden, he looked down and seen the bulge in his jeans getting bigger.

"Damn it" he muttered and turned around so he was looking at her and adjusted himself so he was a little more comfy in his jeans. Olivia heard him mutter and turned around and seen he had his back to her.

"El did you say something are you ok" she asked as she pulled her panties off and put on a clean pair and matching bra.

"Erm yeah fine" he lied letting out a sigh. She smiled to herself.

"So turn around"

"No I'm fine, look I will just wait outside whilst you get changed" he said needing to get out of the room.

"Why would you want to do that "she whispered in his ear wrapping her arms around his waist.

"I … err…..I" he stumbled not knowing what to say as she pressed against his back. He felt her hand take hold of him through his jeans and begin to massage him. "Jesus Liv …please" he croaked. "You need to stop".

"Why?"

"You….. You said we needed to talk about what happened first" he looked down and watched her hand squeeze him. "You keep doing what your doin and I won't be able to control myself"

"El I only said I wanted to wait to make love to you, I want to make sure when we do the time is right. I never said anything about making out or helping each other out…..." Elliot gulped as her hands went to his belt and undone the buckle, then the buttons on his jeans. He could feel her rubbing up against his back; he lent forward on the door and gasped slightly as her hand pushed into his boxers.

Despite what happened the night before Olivia hadn't seen Elliot totally naked or the size of him. She could feel he was large through his jeans but when she pushed her hand into the top of his boxers and took hold him it shocked her.

"Christ El" he grinned to himself at her shock, she tugged his shorts down and released him fully and took hold of him in her hand. He is going to break me with this she thought wondering if she would be able to handle him, he was thick as well as long. "Turn around"

She removed her hand and he turned around and leaned back against the door "have I ever told you how fucking sexy you are" he said his eyes roaming over her body "I want you so much" he put his hand around her neck and pulled her towards him crashing his lips against hers and pulling her towards him his hard cock pushing up against her and moaning into her mouth. She reached between them and took hold of him again and moved back slightly.

"Let me take care of this for you" she whispered in his ear and slid down his body to her knees. She had never done this for any man since seal view but she knew with Elliot she was safe and for the first time she really wanted to. Once level with his hard shaft she looked up at him and licked her lips and gently but her bottom lip between her teeth.

"You don't have to do this Liv"

"I want to baby" she said as she licked the tip of him tasting his pre cum, before taking the head of his cock in her mouth and gently sucked it swirling her tongue around the end. She heard him moan as her hand gripped him as well and began to stoke him. She took him deeper into her mouth as she sucked and licked him whilst her hand worked him at the same time. She felt his hand on the back of her head applying slight pressure. As he pushed into her mouth slightly to meet her.

Jesus he thought as she worked on his cock with her hand, tongue and mouth. He looked down and watched her as she took him fully into her mouth as he moved his hips to meet her. He looked to his left and watched her as she sucked him in the mirror on the door.

"Fuck Baby" he groaned as she removed her hand and grabbed his ass cheeks with both her hands pulling him forward into her mouth.

"If it gets too much push me away" he told her not wanted to hurt her.

"Mmmmm" she moaned as she sucked him. Still only holding her head slightly he began to push into her mouth he felt the tip of his cock hit the back of her throat as she took him as deep as she could without gagging, god he never felt or watched anything so fuckin hot as he watched himself fuck her in the mouth.

"I'm gonna …..cum baby" he panted as he felt the blood rush through his veins and his balls begin to tighten "God baby ….FUCK!" he yelled as his body jerked and his hot cum squirted into her mouth and down her throat as she took it all swallowing, he pulled back slightly and released the back of her head so she could release him whenever she wanted but she carried on sucking and licking him. Elliot grabbed onto the draws to the side of him to help hold him up as he legs began to shake. She pulled her head back and gave a final lick to the tip of cock and looked up and smiled at him.

"You ok Baby?" she asked him standing up and kissing him so he could taste himself.

"Fuck yeah" he grinned pulling her into a hug "That was…..amazing, I can't remember the last time anyone done that"

"Yeah well I can't remember the last time I done that for anyone either. I have never felt comfortable enough with any man"

"Thank you" he said whispering it into her ear "When can I repay the pleasure" he asked kissing her neck"

"Hmmmm later" she said pulling away from him and grinning "you promised me a ride of a different kind first"

"You promise" he asked pouting.

"Oh yeah …. You owe me now" she winked as he pulled up his jeans and fastened them, and she started to get ready again "and I intend on getting what I'm owed later tonight"

Elliot grabbed her from behind and wrapped his arms around her waist, "I love you Benson" he said kissing her shoulder "More than you will ever know"

"I love you to Baby, now go and get the bike started I will be out soon"

They quickly stopped off at the store for some supplies before they set off. It was mid-afternoon as they pulled out of the town and headed off into the mountains. Olivia had her arms wrapped loosely around his waist her head resting the best she could on his shoulder. She looked at the scenery and could see why Elliot loved it here as they wound their way along the mountain roads. After about 15 minutes Elliot turned off onto a dirt track and started heading down the trees becoming denser. Olivia started to get a bit worried What if the bike gets a problem, or one of us gets hurt, does he even know where he is going. She gripped on a bit tighter as the road got steeper and started to wind a lot. Elliot didn't seem bothered by at as he rode the bike with ease. Finally he stopped and turned off the engine. The first thing Olivia noticed was how quiet it was as she got off the bike and removed her helmet, and looked around.

"El this place is beautiful" she said as she looked across the calm river. All she could see was the trees and sky "How did you find this place?"

He walked up behind her and wrapped his arms around her. "I found it the first few weeks I arrived here. I was out riding and seen the small track. I came here every day for about two weeks after that just to think. I used to stay here and just sleep under the stars". He kissed her neck "I'm starving let's eat" he said as he pulled away and opened the bag on the back off the bike and took out the supplies they had bought. He took her hand and led her down the small bank to a little grass area right on the river. "You know in that two weeks here I never seen another person it is that secluded"

"Good" she smiled "Because I don't want to share this with anyone else."

They sat down and opened up all the food, and Elliot handed her a bottle of water.

"So how long do you think you can stay?"

She looked over at him "You trying to get rid of me already?"

"I just want to know how long I have with you"

"I would say a couple of weeks before I would need to head back. I know Cragen told me to take my time but it isn't fair on the others to carry my work load."

"So have I been replaced yet?"

She nodded "He had to bring people in to help with case load, they haven't replaced you … you haven't officially quit yet…. Remember" she looked over to him as he lay down on his side and propped his head up with his arm.

"Liv I don't think I can come back"

Liv shook her head "Don't say that please, I don't know if I can do the job without you"

"You can….. You have, for the last three months"

"El I was a mess when you left. I cried for days, I never left the apartment. When Cragen told me you had quit I broke down in the interrogation room"

"I'm so sorry I put you through that" he reached out and took her hand.

"Why did you run from me, I was supposed to be your best friend and you just left me, without saying a thing" she felt a lone tear run down her cheek and she quickly wiped it away.

"I listened and read all you messages, I kept trying to call you but didn't know what I was going to say, I was ashamed of what I had done"

"Ashamed, what of you done nothing wrong"

"I know that know but…..but at the time when it happened I thought you hated me, the way you looked at me on the roof, I know you said I broke my own rule by putting you first and it was like Gitano all over again, but I didn't feel like I had a choice. As I had my gun aimed at Jenna all that kept flashing through my mind was you on the floor and blood pumping out your chest. As she was shooting I seen her turn slightly towards you and I couldn't take that risk I had to shoot her. I know she was only young but she made her own choice to bring that weapon into the station and open fire, she killed and hurt innocent people" Olivia just looked at him as he talked "I couldn't and wouldn't let her hurt you as well. It took me 2 months to accept what I done and realise everyone was right when they told me over and over I done the right thing"

"I never hated you El, I was upset and I think it was more the shock of you saying you did it for me, it freaked me out. When Fin found your badge and gun up on that roof I feared the worse, was so relieved to get the call from the bar. I really didn't mean to say you killed her, you have to believe that" she said pleading to him with her eyes. He nodded and smiled letting her know he believed her. "I wanted to follow you that night but I was scared to because I knew you were upset and drunk and I didn't want us to fight anymore, so I went home and cried and then finally slept….. Did you know Kathy came to see me the next night at the apartment?"

"She did" he said looking a little shocked "She didn't flip on you did she"

"She put me in my place and told me a few home truths, as in how could I turn my back on you when you needed me most she also forced me to say that I love you"

"She what?"

"You heard… she just wants you to be happy El and she was more pissed at me for not standing by you like a partner should have"

"I'm so sorry for everything Liv. I never wanted you to get hurt and dragged into my problems with my wife. But for the record before that day happened I was planning on leaving Kathy anyway. I had already met with a divorce lawyer"

"You had, why didn't you mention it to me?"

"Because I know what you're like, you would have tried to get me to talk to her and go back to her for my kids, but I didn't want to, I want in love with her the way I was….. I am in love with you. I was going to sort out a place to stay then tell her. But everything kinda came to a head that night and I walked"

They both looked at each and Olivia smiled "God we are both a couple of screw ups" she laughed.

"Hey it all worked out in the end, I'm back to speaking to the kids, Kathy only hates me a little and I have you with me and you don't hate me anymore"

"I told you I never hated you" she leaned over and kissed him. "El" she said between kisses.

"Huh" he answered.

"There is something I really want to do" he backed away and looked at her as she stood up and began to undress. He licked his lips as she got down to her panties and bra before undoing her bra and throwing it at him "I want to go swimming" she laughed as she took off towards the river and dived into the cool water.

Elliot shook his head and smiled as he watched her resurface with a huge grin on her face. In the full time he had known her he couldn't remember a time he had ever seen her so happy.

"You just gonna sit there and watch or come in and join Me." she shouted. He pulled of his sneakers and socks before he jumped up and pulled off his t shirt and undone his trouser dropping them to the floor. He felt Olivia's eyes on him.

"You see something you like Benson" he smirked. He knew he looked good he had been working out quite a bit.

"Oh yeah" she smirked back licking her lips, Elliot just shook his head from side to side, before e he ran and dived into the water coming up just before her. He smiled and wrapped his arms around her.

"Jesus that was a bit cold" Olivia wrapped her arms and legs around him.

"Well it can't have been that cold" she told him as she felt his erection pushing against her, and she started to grind herself towards him. Elliot pulled her to him and pushed up to meet her. He kissed her lips softly before moving down to her neck and kissed and sucked it gently; she flung her head back giving him better access. His hand slid up her side and covered her breast gently massaging it as he sucked harder on her neck his cock getting harder. He carried her out the water and lay her on her back on the grass river bank and lay on top of her before going back to her neck and breasts, as he ground his hips towards her.

"Jesus El" she moaned as she felt him pushing towards her.

"I know baby this feels so good" he moaned back as he dry humped her. He couldn't remember the last time he had done this a sudden flash rushed through his mind ….. The only thing stopping him from sliding into her right now was the thin layers between them.

Olivia groaned inside every time he pressed against her rubbing her clit she knew she was close to coming and all she could think about was if it was this good with panties and boxers on it was going feel fucking amazing when he was finally inside her. The images of Elliot s hard cock ramming into her was too much and she came, shaking and grabbing on to him and she climaxed. She felt Elliot shudder against her and bury his head in her neck and she knew he had come as well. She started to chuckle to herself as he lay on top of her.

"What's so funny Liv?" he asked not moving as she ran her nails up and down his bareback. I think we, no I need to give in and just let you make love to me, I can't hold off much longer"

She felt Elliot laugh against her "I think you might be right, but not now" he said pushing off her "When I finally get to make love to you I want it to be perfect "he stood up and grabbed his jeans, then looked down at his boxers. "Guess I'm going commando till we get back" he said pulling his boxers off and pulling his jeans on. Olivia pulled on her clothes as well before pulling him into a hug.

"Thank you" she said holding him tight.

"What for"

"Today….. It's been great I can't remember the last time I felt so relaxed, and for finally talking about that day"

Elliot hugged her in silence for a while. "Liv there is something else…." She pulled back and looked at him "I saw you at her funeral"

"You went?"

"Yeah I stood at the back of the church and across the cemetery. I wanted so much to just grab you and hold you when I see how upset you were, but at the time I was just too ashamed to go to you. After everyone left I went and sat by her grave for hours, it was then I decided to take up the offer on this place, I knew I had to sort myself out"

"I'm glad you did I was so afraid I had lost you for good" he bent forward and kissed the tip of her nose.

"Come on let's get back…. I think its BBQ night at camp tonight if you fancy it. Give you a chance to meet some people and some of the kids"

"On one condition… afterwards you make love to me"

Elliot grinned one huge grin "It's a deal Baby"

Up next they finally take the next big step in their relationship, olivia realises how much good work and fun it could be at the camp before she is called back to New York, will Elliot go aswell or say goodbye to her.