A/N- OKAY SO HERE IS CHAPTER 10! IT WAS QUITE DIFFICULT TO WRITTE SO I HOPE YOU ENJOYE IT!

Jack's POV

As I reached the door of the apartment I slowed down, suddenly less eager to get there. To be honest I didn't really feel like talking any more. Not to her at least. Every time I thought of her I smiled, she would make me laugh when I was sad or save my life when I'm about to be shot in the back of the head. The past two years have been the best and worst in my life because of her and I want her to know that. I want to know if she had felt it too. I always knew that she had someone special in her life, or at least had before she became a spy, I did too, but I guess I assumed we would both move on and find comfort in each other. For a moment I thought we had found that. Then she left, but she couldn't stay, I knew she couldn't, surely she knew that too?

I knocked on the door and when there was no answer I sighed and went to leave.

"Jack," her voice was unreadable. I had known that it would be. She always used that voice when she was going into a vulnerable situation. I didn't want to hear this voice. I wanted her to sound undeniably strong. I turned back around to face her. Her face showed nothing either. It was blank, but felt like it was trying to hold something back, maybe that was just my mind playing tricks on me.

"Tobias is out. Come in." She said opening the door wider for me to come in.

She shut the door behind me and went to sit over on the sofa.

"Make yourself comfortable." She said gesturing to the chair opposite her. I sat down and we sat in an awkward silence.

"You said you needed to talk to me," she said, clearly wanting to get this over with "I'm listening."

"Yes, Tris, you need to come back." Her face was stone.

"They still need you. The whole operation was almost blown because you left." I was leaning in trying to get as close to her as possible.

"I'm not going back. I want a life again. I want to have him back." She said coldly. I felt a small pain in my heart as she said those words.

"Was the last two years not a life? Were we not living?"

"No!" she shouted "That was not a life! I was not living! I don't know how I ever thought that was living. I don't know how you did either." I shook my head. What wash she talking about?

"You kept me alive Tris." She closed her eyes and shook her head sadly.

"I don't feel that way about you Jack. I love Tobias, I always have and I always will. I'm sorry, I really am, but that's the way it is."

"No," I started, but she cut in

"Yes, Jack I really don't-"

"No," I said again.

"Tris, I loved you." She opened her mouth to object, but I pressed on. "There might have been a time when I believed we could make it work, I admit I was wrong. But that's not what I want to talk about. You can't just leave a cover like you did. The Government are not happy with you. They sent out a search party for you. I guess I slipped their mind as someone who could help find you. Tris they need you back. You know too much to be out on your own. I'm afraid that they need you, both of us to carry on with our operation for a long while. You left more behind than a mission too Tris." I said softly and something in her face changed, her eyes turned glassy but she shook her head again.

"Oh, well I can't." she put her arms up in front her face.

"I think you should go." She said weakly

"But-"

"No, you should go." I watched her get up and open the door again; she looked at me the whole time.

"Good, bye Jack." She said, except she didn't see Tobias stood outside the door.

Tobias's POV

I had heard the whole thing. Every word and I loved her.

"Tobias, Jack was just leavening." Tris said and he did, after a quick nod he scurried off without a word.

"I heard you, Tris." She nodded not knowing if this was good or bad.

"Oh? How much?" she asked.

"All of it I think. Tris if you leave I'm coming with you." Her head jerked up from her feet.

"Tobias,"

"No, Tris, I want to live and have a life like you said. I want you to have a life. I want you to have me. I know you're not telling me something, but I don't care anymore, if you were going to tell me than you would have by now." there was a silence, but it was full of feeling and thoughts.

"Okay?" I asked wanting to end this conversation forever.

"Okay." She said.

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