Ahh, thank you for the long wait everyone :). I will be updating more this story once again, but it will be a tad slow because of school and final projects :/. Anyways, I hope you all are looking forward to this chapter because it did take me months to write thanks to writers block...Thank you writers block for once again making me feel like shit when I write :P. Well, R&R and thank you again for the wait!
Lexi's P.O.V. 2 months later.
I sigh as I came out of the bathroom, rubbing my eyes tiredly; dressed in an oversize shirt that was Kakuzu's. I yawned, and Kakuzu was in the kitchen, cooking breakfast. Hidan was sitting on the couch, watching tv. I looked at both of them, feeling annoyed.
Every time I walk out here, I see the same damn shit. I don't like it at all. It's always Kakuzu acting as a damn house wife. When he has to go to class, I see him making breakfast, and then later on the day, he comes back home with groceries and cook either lunch, dinner, or both, depending on what time he comes home. And if he isn't cooking and has his days off, he fucking cleans, and/or counts his damn money!
Then Hidan, he's rather watching tv, or destroying someone's life. I'm happy that he accepts my feeling and what not, but he doesn't act like he likes me! I wonder if he just accepted my feelings because he really does love me, or if he has pity for me.
Either way, the two of them just pisses me off. And as you can see, I'm not Mary Poppings on days like these.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU 2 DOING?!" I yelled.
I started my period, so I was extremely irritable. They soon looked over at me, and gave me a confused look.
"Holy Jashin, what climbed up your fucking ass and died?" Hidan asked.
I twitched.
"YOU! YOU JUST PISS ME OFF WITH YOUR FUCKING LAZINESS! WHY AREN'T YOU DOING SHIT?!" I yelled.
"BECAUSE, I'M FUCKING DEAD, REMEMBER?!" he yelled.
I was quiet, and I soon walked away, and over to the kitchen. He does have a point, but he doesn't have to be fucking lazy. At least make someone fucking scream or something. I looked over and saw that Kakuzu was finished cooking. He looked over at me, and I just stared at him.
"…What?" he asked me.
"You make me sick! You act like a fucking house wife! Let me do all the cooking and cleaning! It's the least I can do for hooking me up with everything" I said.
"…Ok then. Anything else you'll like, soul eater?" he asked me.
"…Yea, I'm hungry." I said.
He sighed, and began to make me a plate of breakfast. He handed me the plate, and I walked over to the table to eat. As I ate, I was looking over at Hidan, watching him just staring into space. I blinked a little.
I wonder what goes on in his head sometimes. He's so quiet now, and it's so unlike him at all.
"Hidan." I called to him.
I got him out of his trance, and he looked up at me.
"What?"
"What are you thinking about?" I asked him as I ate a strip of bacon.
He shook his head at me, and turned around. I blinked a little, but soon sighed, and went to my plate to get another strip of bacon, but found no more.
"THE FUCK, KAKUZU!?" I yelled at my brother.
He looked over at me as he sat down next to me.
"What?" he asked.
"You cheap bastard! I can't eat 1 thing of bacon and then expect that I don't want another one!" I yelled.
Kakuzu sighed, and ate his food.
"You are so bitchy today. Do you have school?" he asked me.
I twitched.
"I AM NOT BEING BITCHY!" I yelled. "And no, I don't have school. I have consoling though." I told him.
He sighed, and kept eating. I turned my attention back to Hidan, who was still silent. I looked back over to Kakuzu.
"What's wrong with him?" I asked quietly.
He too looked over at Hidan, and back to me.
"…I duhno." he said as he went back eating.
I gave him a stupid look, and soon, looked back over to him. He's never like that. Something is bothering him, and he doesn't want to admit.
I twirled my finger in my hair, thinking. All I ever wanted to do is to make Hidan happy. I can't stand seeing him like…THIS! He's a loud person, like me, and he needs to stay like that.
A few minutes later, I heard my brother walking away from the table and back to the kitchen to put the dish in the sink. He looked over at me.
"I'm leaving for class now, and I won't be back till 11pm." he said.
"Why so late?" I asked.
"Because I have to go to the library to get my research done. Be good, and I left some money for you to get you some dinner." he said to me.
"How much? 5 dollars?" I asked, rolling my eyes.
"No, 3." he told me.
I looked at him with wide eyes.
"ARE YOU SERIOUS?" I asked him.
"Well, actually, $3.60. That should be enough for something from the dollar menu."
I twitched my ass off. But didn't say anything, and with that, he left with his backpack and to his law class. I sighed, and got up from the table. I didn't feel like eating anymore. I walked over to Hidan, and sat next to him on the couch. I sat Indian style, holding my feet as I looked at him.
"Hidan." I called to him.
He looked back over to me.
"Oh, I didn't know you were here." he said.
I frowned at that. He's rather being for real, or an ass. Either way, I don't like it.
"Hidan, what's going on with you?" I asked.
"I told you, nothing." he said.
"Don't lie to me!" I snapped.
He grunted.
"I'm not fucking lying!" he snapped.
I pouted, and looked away from him. Now, he's defiantly hiding something from me. We sat there for 2 minutes, not saying a damn word to one another. But shortly, I got sick of the silence.
"Are you going to tell me?" I asked.
He groaned.
"My god, you're fucking annoying!" he snapped.
I rolled my eyes.
"So, I just wanna know what's going on through your dumb head!" I snapped as I hit him on the side of the head.
He looked over at me, glaring.
"For the last FUCKING time, I'm just FUCKING fine!" he cursed.
He turned back away from me, breathing extra hard from frustration. I soon stayed quiet, and began to think. I can't make him talk by asking him then I have to do something else. If he's the Hidan I know, then this will work.
I got up from the couch and began to walk.
"Fine then. I'll be getting ready for my day of doing absolutely nothing!" I snapped as I walked out of the room, and to mine.
Hidan's P.O.V. 10 mins later.
I sighed out, finally done with my thinking. I groaned out and rubbed my head. I soon looked to the side of me and notice that Lexi's missing. I blinked in confusion, and rubbed my eyes.
"Wasn't she just fucking sitting here 2 minutes ago? Or, was I just hallucinating?" I asked myself out loud.
I soon sighed out, and just kept watching tv. I guess I just was. I yawned.
I think I finally figure out why I'm more human like now. Is it because of the fucking fact that I'm actually doing my job right? Is this my reward? To be able to feel like a human, to be able to feel life once again?
If it is, then I can finally do what I always said I was going to. To find-
"Hidan"
I groan out, knowing that it was Lexi. I hate when this bitch always interrupts me in my fucking thinking! I turned to look at her, glaring, but it soon dropped when I saw her.
She was dressed in a short black V neck dress that came to her thighs, that Kakuzu refused to buy for her, but somehow, she was able to convince him. It hugged her curves, and made her big breasts more noticeable.
I can fucking see why he wouldn't buy it for her. If she was my little sister, then FUCK NO, I wouldn't let her wear it. But that's the good part, she isn't, so I can be like any other fucking perv and enjoy what she was showing to me.
She walked over to me, letting her hips sway as she did, letting a smirk grace her red lips.
"Hiiiiddddaaaaaannn" she said, rolling my name seductively off of her lips.
I felt myself tense up when she crawled on my lap. Her ruby eyes were looking into my magenta ones. With all my might, I hold in my urges. Dead or not, I'm still a man.
"What?" I asked her as coldly as I could.
"Do you want me?" she asked.
My eyes widened when I heard that. I scratch the back of my head, and look the other way.
"Well, you are fucking sexy, and I guess that's why I like to call you my sexy Lexi-"
"You're not answering me." she said as she grabbed me by my cheeks, and turned me around so she could look into my eyes. "Do you want me?" she asked again.
I tried to look at her face, and not down at her chest that she was pressing against my own, but it was so fucking hard. She grew from being a stupid child, to being a stupid woman with curves!
"Fuck yea!" I said.
She smiled, and ran her finger down my chest.
"I can make you feel incredible, and take away all that is stressing you." she told me.
I felt myself blushing, and she went up to my ear. She licked the shell, and pressed her lips against it. She laughed a little when she heard me growled, and shortly, nibbled on it.
"And all you have to do." she said lowly.
I stayed quiet, waiting for whatever she was about to say so I could have my way with her.
"…IS TELL ME WHAT'S FUCKING WRONG WITH YOU!" she yelled in my ear.
I yelled out in pain, and she shortly grabbed me by my ear and twisted it.
"DO YOU REALLY THINK I'LL GIVE MYSELF TO A MAN WHO WONT EVEN TELL ME WHAT HE'S THINKING!?" she yelled more.
"OWW, FUUCK!" I kept yelling.
"SO, ARE YOU GONNA TELL ME!?" she kept yelling.
"AHHHHH, YES, YES, I'LL FUCKING TELL YOU!"
Eternal's P.O.V.
"Ahhhhhhhh" I sighed out as I slipped into the warm bath water.
I just got back home from school, and incubus…I mean, Itachi, wasn't here, nor was my father. It was such a great day if I don't see any of them, though I missed Itachi.
Ever since the bridge incident, I haven't seen Kabuto in a while. I heard he checked out of school, and went to a different city. Oh well, like I fucking care. People at the school are asking me if I miss him and what not, but I don't. I don't even really care about what he's doing and how he is.
I sighed out more, and lower my head lower in the water, letting my long silver hair get wet. Right now, it's about me, myself, and I.
"My my, what do we have here?"
I opened my eyes, and saw Itachi floating next to me. He had a smirk on his face, and I was wondering what he was talking about.
"I don't get you, incub-OH MY GOD, GET OUT!" I yelled.
I wrapped my arms around my chest and lower myself inside of the water.
"Hey, I liked what I saw." he said as he tried to find some way to keep looking at me.
I felt my face turn into a bright red color, and shortly felt myself being consumed with anger and embarrassment. But something else as well, was it…excitement?
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!" I yelled loudly at him.
"But why?" he asked me, stupidly.
"BECAUSE I FUCKING SAID SO, YOU SON OF A BITCH!" I yelled more.
"Come on, I won't do anything." he told me.
I blinked a little.
"Why don't you wanna leave?" I asked.
He smirked.
"Because, I want to enjoy the view." he told me.
I frowned.
"Nasty pervert." I said lowly.
He snickered.
"I only do it because of what I am. Sorry that I couldn't be a monster with multiple body parts, or, perhaps, a nymph." he said.
"…What the hell is a nymph anyways? Aren't they chicks?" I asked.
He chuckled.
"There are 2 types of nymphs. The nymphs I'm talking about are the ones that shit on the souls of Hell."
My mouth twitched, and I began to laugh my ass off.
"AHAHAHA!" I laughed. "THAT SHIT IS TOO FUNNY! I WANT TO BE A NYMPH!" I said.
"No you don't. A nymph is at the bottom of the social class of Hell. They're honored to even have the privilege to have a part in making Hell what it is today…shit." he told me.
I blinked a little, and looked in the water.
"Incu…I mean, Itachi." I called to him.
"Hn?" he asked.
I gulped, but blushed.
"Did…did you really mean it when you said I could be a…succubus?" I asked him.
"Yes, why?"
"Because…I don't see it. I don't see the beauty you men see. Succubuses are beautiful creatures, and me…well…" I carried off.
He got what I meant though.
"Foolishness, if I see it, then it's there." he told me.
I stayed quiet, making him upset.
"Stand up!" he commanded me.
I looked up at him quickly with wide eyes.
"W-what-"
"I said, stand up."
I hesitated, but shortly though, stood up, letting the water drip from off of me. I covered my breast with one arm, and the other with my vagina.
"Where the hell are you getting a-"
"Remove your hands, and let me see your body."
I just looked at him. Have he lost his god damn mind?! He's fucking crazy as fuck!
"WHY SHOULD I-"
"Do as I say." he said simply.
"…" Sighing, I dropped my arms and showed him what I had to offer. I was embarrassed, so the whole time I was looking down. I felt his hungry eyes moving all over my body, taking in every curve I had.
"…You have a body of a very develop healthy woman. Your breasts are nicely rounded, and healthy. Your waist is slightly thick and narrow and your hips are so wide and big."
I blushed at that, and shortly, I felt his hands reach under my chin, raising it slightly so I could see his face.
"You have such a pretty face, and the most unique eyes. I could stare in them for days."
I looked at him, and he shortly came closer to my face, making me back in the tiles of the walls.
"Eternal" he said my name raspy "I want you."
His hands shortly went down and began to gently fondle with my breast, making my eyes widen.
"N-no, incubus, you shouldn't!" I gasped at him.
He ignored me, and stepped into the water with me. His hands, wonder down lower than where I wanted them to go, and gently stroked my area. I shook my head at him.
"P-please, stop." I begged him
"You know you want me as much as I want you, Eternal." he told me.
He's right. I do. I wanted him more than anything. I was just scared. I mean, I may not look like it, but I'm a religious person. It's a sin to have sex before you're married…especially since the guy I want is a demon. I treasure my virginity.
"N-no. Stop."
But he continued down until his index finger gently pressed on my clitoris. I gasped, and with all my strength
SMACK
I slapped him as hard as I could, making him fall into the water. I jumped out of the bathtub and ran to my room, so I could put some clothes on that covered me up.
He soon came out the bathroom, fuming with rage. He grabbed me by the long sleeve shirt I was wearing, and pulled me over to him. His eyes were those red like color again, and his grip on me tighten.
"You sure are a real FOOLISH girl!" he called me.
I gulped, and I couldn't hide the fear on my face. He smirked at it.
"Afraid?" he asked me.
I only nodded my head. I don't like this side of him; it's not a pretty sight to see, though he's a very attractive person…demon…thing…
"You should be" he told me as he pressed his lips on to mine.
I struggled into his kiss, making him growl as he pulled back.
"What's wrong? Why are you ignoring your desires?"
"B-because, this is wrong. I want you, I want you so badly, but I can't, I can't do it!" I told him.
I saw nothing but irritation in his face, and he soon pushed me away from him.
"You disgust me!"
I was taking back at what he said, and growled at him.
"Excuse me?!"
"You heard me!"
I held out my hand to slap him again, but that's when my father opened the door to my room, and looked over at me.
"Come on, we're leaving." he said.
I sighed out, and put my hair up in a quick ponytail, and looked over at Itachi, still glaring at me.
"Fuck you too, Incubus!" I said as I was about to walk out.
But I felt him grab my arm. I growled out lowly and turn to look at him, only to see him give me this look. I could describe it. His face was…soften and not stone cold as it normally is.
"…I'm sorry." He told me, kissing my cheek before letting me go to jump out the window of my room.
I blinked a little, holding my cheek and stun to death by this side of him. I felt myself blushing once again.
"Eternal, hurry up!"
I quickly snapped out my thoughts, but my blush never dropped. "R-Right, I'm coming!"
Serenity's P.O.V.
So, I was just checked out of the hospital, and was in the back of my mother's car as we drove home. It was quiet, and I was just staring out the window, missing how the outside world looked like under the moon. But mainly, I didn't know what to say to my mother.
I haven't been alone with my mother ever since we moved away from Eternal and that man. I almost forgot I had a mother really. The only time I remembered was when she leaves notes for me to read.
I sighed a little, and rubbed my head that was wrapped with bandages.
"DON'T TOUCH YOUR HEAD! YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCKING DOCTOR SAID!"
I quickly took my hand away from my head, and looked down at the floor.
"Sorry, mommy." I told her.
She stayed quiet, and kept driving.
"Hn, she didn't have to yell at you. Mean bitch…"
I looked over and saw Sasuke sitting next to me with a pissed look on his face.
"It's ok, she doesn't mean it…to be mean I mean." I whispered very lowly. He scoffed, but didn't say anything after that.
We shortly came to our apartment, and I opened the car door, and got out, and walked up the stairs and to our house with my mother following me.
"It's unlocked." she told me.
I opened the door when I got up to it, and sighed out, missing the smell of jasmine and mint that roam throughout our house. I soon began to walk to my room, but my mother stopped me.
"Serenity, come into the dining room, we have to talk…"
I looked at her confusedly, but walked over to the dining room. I gasped when I saw my sister and my father there, mainly my father. I haven't seen him in years, so really, don't even clam him. Why would I clam a man who haven't seen me in years to be my father?
I glared at him.
"Why are you here?"
He sighed, and placed his hand under his chin.
"We're here to talk…together. You, your mother, Eternal, and I."
I looked at him suspiciously, and soon, sat down slowly.
"Well?" I asked him. "What do you all wanted to talk about?"
My mother sighed.
"Serenity, when you were put into a coma, what happened?" she asked me.
"…Huh?" I asked rubbing the back of my head. Don't tell me they know my encounter with Sasuke at that time… "W-Well, it was real dark and cold and I didn't know where I was, but I knew I was in a coma-"
"Wait, Serenity, what are you talking about?" that man asked me.
"You guys wanted to know about what happen in my comma, right?" I looked at them confusedly.
I saw Eternal bit her lip. "…No damn it, we wanna know who put you in the damn comma." she said lowly with anger.
…Well, that makes much more sense…
I sighed out though and looked down at the coffee table. This is embarrassing…what am I supposed to tell them? I let myself get bullied? That I don't even speak out on it?
"SERENITY! DID THAT GIRL DO IT?! DID SHE REALLY DO THAT TO YOU?!"
I was taken back by my sister's words. She was not only angry, but her tears were leaking out. Her face showed nothing but regret and sadness. I looked down sadly once again.
"…I'm sorry…I'm sorry for that to even happen to me…" I told them lowly.
"…So…it really was that girl." she said.
I caught a glimpse her. Her face was covered by her arms as she shook her head. "I…I'm so stupid…Serenity, I'm so sorry!"
My eyes soften. "E-Eternal…you didn't do anything-"
"I BLAME YOU TWO!" Eternal pointed at them. "IT'S ALL YOU GUYS FAULT!"
My mother and that man were taking back. "E-Excuse me!?" My mother snapped. "We didn't see this coming-"
"YOU'RE HER MOTHER! SHE'S COMING HOME WITH FUCKING BRUISES AND LEAVING YOUR DAUGHTER HOME ALONE FOR HER TO FEEL PAIN AND THE DEPTS OF BEING ALONE! YOU SHOULD BE THE MOST SHAMEFUL OUT OF THE BOTH OF YOU!" she said, getting up out of her seat and grabbing me by my arm.
"WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU ARE GOING-"
My sister faced that man and glared at him "OH SHUT THE FUCK UP! I'M SO TIRED OF YOU! YOU HAVE TO BE THE WORST MAN ON THIS PLANET. YOUR OWN DAUGHTER CANT EVEN CALL YOU FATHER BECAUSE OF HOW IGNORANT YOU ARE!" she told him, storming out of the apartment and began to run, and I was following behind her.
I don't know where she's taking me, I don't know how far we're going or how late it was, by the feeling of my sisters hand in mine once again was enough to bring tears in my eyes. "Y-You don't know how happy I am right now!" I cried to her.
She stopped her running, and looked down at me with sad eyes. "Why?" she asked.
I looked at her confusedly before smiling. "Because I'm with you, big sister!" I told her.
I saw her lips quivering, and I soon held her, resting my head on her shoulder since we're the same height and just held her with all the love I could give her.
She held me back and soon sobbed on my shoulder, I could hear the pain in it all, and I just held her as she cried her pain to me. "I'm so sorry, Serenity! I'm sorry…for not being there like a big sister is supposed too!" she cried to me.
Eternal is just as weak with her emotions. Though she looks like a hard core type person, she still experiences what human do. "Big sister, don't cry. I'm here now. We'll be together forever. I promise you."
"…Forever sounds like a long time."
I looked over to see Sasuke's brother walking over to us, and I only blinked at his statement. "What do you mean?"
"What do you think it means, idiot? Forever is a long damn time." I heard Sasuke's voice from behind me.
I turned to face him as well, frowning. "It's only been few months but it feels like an eternity being with you." I told him.
He frowned back at me. "And what is that supposed to mean?" he asked.
"You tell me, Sasuke."
"Well, Serenity, it sounds like you're complaining over my generous deed-"
"Generous? You're force to protect me-"
"Did you forget what happened 2 months ago when Satan almost took your soul?" he snapped.
A small noise came from my mouth and I looked down. How could I forget? Sasuke was the one who saved me that day. And then, he made me less lonely.
"…Serenity…is that true?"
I looked over at Eternal who wiped her eyes and gave me a sad look. "Satan tried to take you?"
I looked down, biting my lip before nodding. "Yea…"
She opened her mouth but was shortly cut off by another voice.
"Eternal isn't home, maybe Serenity is."
We looked over to see Lexi and her guardian walking to us. Lexi looked at us before smiling. "There you guys are-" she soon stopped talking and examined us. "…W-What's going on here? Eternal, why are you cry? And Serenity, why do you have a bandage around your head?" she asked us.
Eternal and I looked at each other before looking over at Lexi. "I'm crying because I'm a horrible big sister."
"And I needed head surgery because I had gashes that were infected because I was in a coma."
She stared at us with this hurt look on her face. "…W-Was anyone going to tell me?"
We were taking back and she continued. "I…I know I'm not blood…however…you guys are my little sisters, and…" She sniffed. "I want to know if you all are alright or not….Eternal, you can't keep things bottle up inside, and Serenity, this is serious, you could have died. I don't want to lose another friend." she sobbed covering her face as she cried.
"Oh c'mon babe, why you crying?" her guardian asked, grabbing her by her waist and holding her close to his side.
"B-Because, I don't want the same thing to happen like you!" she sobbed on his chest. "All of this could have been preventable all if we have someone to talk to!"
Her guardian looked at us. "Look, now you made her cry. You know how hard it is to make her stop crying? It's hard as fucking fuck." he scolded at us.
Eternal and I looked down. Lexi is a hard person to convince to stop crying. We never want to make Lexi of all people cry. We love her too much to make her cry.
"Lexi, we're sorry, come here."
Her guardian scoffed. "Yea, like she'll go back to you guys-"
He looked down to see her missing by his side as she came running to us with her arms stretched out wide, sobbing. "You two are so mean!" she cried to us as she held both of us. "You two and Kakuzu are the only people I have left!" she cried.
"OI, WHAT ABOUT ME, BITCH!" he yelled at her.
"YOU'RE DEAD SO YOU DON'T COUNT!" she cried to him.
"SO THE FUCK WHAT, I'M HERE AREN'T I-"
"I JUST DON'T WANT TO LOSE THEM THE WAY I LOST YOU!"
He got quiet with wide eyes, and I looked at Eternal, shocked and she gave me the same look. She and him knew each other in this life? Most importantly, she lost someone close in this life. We could already tell she have some kind of romantic involvement with her guardian a few minutes ago, however the fact of losing someone so close the first time…not to mention the fact that her mother sold her for cash every night, she lived a much worst life than us…how would she have reacted if she lost one of us?
I held her back. "Lexi, this will never happen again. I promise you that."
"Same here, Lexi baby." Eternal said as well, holding her.
Her crying slowly died down she pulled away from us, smiling at us with her ruby eyes. "I love you guys so much." she wiped her eyes.
I could only smile but soon I gasped. "Lexi, what are you doing here anyways?! It's so late!" I asked her.
She looked at me. "…Hmm? …Oh! Right. Hidan discovered something!" she said before going up to my sister's guardian and Sasuke. "Hidan discovered that you guys are tested for a second chance!" she smiled.
They stared at her. "…What?" Sasuke asked.
"You! You two! Get to be human…again!" she threw her arms up.
We stared at her in disbelief as well as them and she soon 'tsk.' "Fine I'll show you. I'll punch…you." She pointed at my sister's guardian and balled up her fist. "READY?!" she asked.
He stared at her and she swung her fist. But…won't the he just become transparent-
"TSK!"
My eyes widen when I saw him stumble, holding his arm that probable had a bruise now and she was shaking her hand. "See! It didn't go through you!" she said. "I bet you were trying to go transparent, however, you don't have that ability anymore. You can be harm, but not seen by others just yet unless they're some kind psychics…like my brother." she told them.
Sasuke stared with disbelief before looking over at his brother. "Brother, did she really hit."
"Tsk! She hits like a fucking man." he cursed.
"That's my fucking Lexi for ya!" Hidan smirk.
"Ha, Incubus, that's what you get for being an ass today!" Eternal laughed as well.
"…Uhm…"
They soon stopped laughing and looked at me. "…Sorry…but…Eternal, we ran away…what are going to do now?" I asked her.
Her face went serious. "Oh yea, I forgot all about that…I don't know."
"…You guys can live with me!" Lexi smiled.
"Are you sure about that, Lexi?" Hidan asked.
"Yea, why not? Kakuzu won't say no if we tell him they'll pay rent."
"…True."
"How about it?" She smiled.
Eternal looked at me and her with a beautiful smile on her lips, something I haven't seen in year, and it seems that her guardian didn't let that go unnoticed. "We'll be together again." she said lowly.
"Yup" Lexi held our hands.
Once again, the tears just leaked out without me knowing and I cried.
'I'm not lonely anymore…'
