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Kiss.
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"You're gonna have to tell Peter a some point Siri. He shares a dorm with you, he's bound to notice." Remus said quietly.
"Tell Peter what?" Came a voice from the doorway and Sirius flinched, scowling at Remus.
"I'm moving out of the dorm soon." Sirius said,
"Why?"
"Because I'm pregnant."
Peter stared at his friend for a moment before curling his lip slightly, "Oh." He said, "How far gone?"
"Nearly six months now."
"Congratulations." Peter said before leaving the dorm again, he didn't really sound too happy and Sirius sighed.
Remus went and sat next to him, "Could have gone worse." He said quietly.
"I still have to tell Bryce." Sirius snapped before standing up and stalking out of the dorm, Remus and James sighed and exchanged glances. They knew that Sirius' mood was worse lately because of the hormones, but today it was dreadful because it had been full moon the night before and Sirius hadn't been able to go along as Padfoot, it always upset him when he couldn't help Moony. "At least he wont have to come up with different excuses for Peter every month now." Remus said, then the werewolf frowned and walked over to James, reaching out to touch a small bruise on the other boy's face, "Did I do that?"
"No, Moony did." James said sternly, Remus simply pulled a face, "I think he misses Padfoot." James added quietly.
"Hmm..." Remus murmured, his tongue darting out to lick his lips. James' breathe caught in his throat and he looked up at Remus, "I..." Remus trailed off, biting at his lip slightly and the next thing James knew he was lying on his bed with Remus on top of him, kissing him hard. James kissed back, his hand moving to grip at Remus' hips as the other teenager stroked his side.
Then James moved his hands to Remus' chest and pushed him away, Remus frowned but moved off James, sitting next to him on the bed. "I... I really screwed up with Sirius, I just... I know you're angry and I don't want you to rush into this, us getting back together unless you really forgive me. 'Cause I don't want us to break up next week when you realise you're still angry at me and don't want to be near me." James whispered, he didn't think he could take it if he got his hopes up and Remus changed his mind.
Remus frowned some more and looked away from James, sighing slightly, "I don't know," he whispered eventually, "When I see you I'm torn between kissing you and punching you. What you did, the way you treated Sirius, it showed me this whole new side of you, a side I'm not sure I like very much... It's going to take time for me to get over that, but we will get through this James, it's just a bad patch. I love you." Remus said.
"I love you too." James murmured.
"We'll just take this slow yeah? Get to know each other again, talk properly about everything, including Sirius and the baby." Remus said.
James nodded, "Would you... Would you like to go for a walk by the lake? So we can talk without being interrupted." He offered, Remus smiled and nodded, standing up and holding his hand out.
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Sirius sighed and leant against the wall, he desperately wanted a cigarette but knew that it would damage the baby. "Alright sexy." Said a voice in his ear.
Sirius jumped, "B... Bryce..." He stuttered upon seeing the other teenager.
"So." Bryce grinned, leaning against the wall next to Sirius, "What have you been up to? Haven't seen you around lately."
"Possibly because you cheated on me with several different people and so I stopped wanting to hang out quiet so much." Sirius pointed out sarcastically.
Bryce ran a hand through his hair and gave a lopsided grin, "Yeah, sorry about that. I had some family shit going on and was kind of pushing away anyone who meant anything to me." He said, and even though Sirius knew the teenager was lying, he felt that familiar feeling of love in his chest.
"You really hurt me." Sirius said eventually.
"I know baby, and I am so, so sorry. I wish I could take it back, I really do." Bryce whispered, once again Sirius knew he was lying but he couldn't help move into the teenager's touch when Bryce placed his hand on Sirius' shoulder. "It wont happen again... If you take me back I mean." Bryce murmured, brushing a strand of hair from Sirius' face.
"I..."
"Just think about it okay." Bryce smiled, leaning forwards to kiss Sirius. Sirius couldn't help it, he kissed back, his hands going to clutch at Bryce's hips as Bryce thrust his tongue into Sirius' mouth. Then Bryce pulled away leaving Sirius breathless and panting, "Just think about it." He repeated before walking away.
Sirius stared after him open mouthed, he slowly raised his hand to his lips before shaking his head angrily, "Get a grip." The animagus muttered to himself, there was no way Bryce was truly sorry, and no way he would want Sirius when he found out about the baby...
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Sirius walked into the dorm and slammed the door making James and Remus look up from where they were sat on James' bed talking quietly, "You okay?" James asked gently.
"Just peachy!" Sirius spat, stomping into the bathroom and slamming that door too.
James and Remus frowned, "Do you think he told Bryce?" James asked after a moment.
Remus shrugged and stood up, "I'll go talk to him." He said quietly, heading into the bathroom. Sirius was sat on the floor, his back against the wall, with an unlit cigarette in his hand, Remus walked over and took the cigarette off him before he could light it, "Bad idea, it'll hurt the baby." Remus said, Sirius simply scowled at the floor. "What happened? Did you tell Bryce?" Remus asked.
Sirius snorted, "Didn't get the chance." He muttered before explaining what had happened in the hallway.
Remus sighed, "Sirius... I know you still love him but he will only hurt you again, and you have the baby to think about now."
"I know... It's not like he'll even want to know when he finds out." Sirius muttered. Remus wrapped his arms around his friend but Sirius shrugged him off, "I just want to be on my own." He said quietly.
Remus sighed again, "Okay, You know where we are if you want to talk." He said, standing up and turning to leave, "And no smoking." He added as an afterthought. Sirius watched him go before scowling back at the floor, god his life sucked, stupid bloody baby...
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