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Beck's Pov.
I walked through the glass doors of the club with my so called friend walking behind me. He murmured and I just shrugged and carried onto the bar. I ordered something strong and who the fuck cares what Andre ordered. Why was I here with him again?
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I had just finished telling Tori about the office and discussing my other never ending problems. Of course she offered to help with the bills for the office and of course I refused, and refused, and refused. She says I have no choice but to do the movie and put up with Jade. She says I should contact Dad again soon. She says we need to call the police department in L.A. to see if they have any news on Del's mom, etc. She says we need to think about adopting him because it would be way too hard to give him up and I agreed. After that she says when I find the time I should talk to my parents because it's been too long and that I needed to talk to them. Then she sighs and says she doesn't know if she can handle anymore. This is when I started to get desperate and started panicking.
"I know. It's a lot to take in, but baby I swear I'm gonna fix this. I'm working on it," I said.
"How? Beck, this is too much. I-I just can't take anymore. Its always problem after problem with us," She said.
"Tori," I sighed.
Her eyes locked with mine and my heart sank.
"If you being with me is a problem then maybe we shouldn't be together," I clasped my eyes shut hating myself for the words I had just spoken aloud.
"What are you trying to say Beck?"
"Do you want to be with me?"
"Of course Beck," Tori played with her fingertips. "I'm scared. There's so much happening all at once Beck and it scares me," Tori admitted.
"Babes, we'll get through it. We've been through so much already, we can push our way through anything."
She scooted closer to me and hooked her fingers through mine.
"Something's got to give."
"Yeah," I agreed.
"I think you should talk to Andre," she suggested.
"Andre hates me," I said defeated.
"Andre is still your best friend. He could never hate you. You have to talk to him."
"But-"
"But nothing. You need him right now, especially now."
"I know…It's just not right. He just shows up randomly declaring his love for you. He knew I loved you for so long. How come he never told me that he felt the same way," I questioned.
"Uh maybe because you wouldn't of listened. You were always stubborn babe. And maybe he tried denying his feelings. Maybe he didn't want to hurt you…and when he seen us together he just had to say something. Maybe Beck he thought he was doing what was best for you, but sometimes you have to think of yourself. Put yourself in Andre's shoes. What if he were with me and you couldn't stop thinking about me. Your best friend is with the girl you love. Don't you think that would be hard to deal with? He has dealt with it by himself because his best friend, whom he confides in, is the problem. "
"I guess I never thought about it like that…"
"No, because you never let him explain and tell you how he was feeling."
"Damn. That was selfish of me..."
"It's okay. Just fix things. Then we can cross him out on our list of problems."
I chuckled. "Yeah I guess so. I'll invite him to that club downtown tonight when I get off of work."
"Don't forget to control your temper."
"You mean Jr.?"
"No I mean your temper."
I laughed at her statement. "I got it all under control."
She smiled and placed a kiss on my forehead. "Good. I love you."
"Ditto," I grinned and she stood from the couch to go check on Del who called for her.
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"Is that Vodka," Andre asked breaking the silence.
I stared down at my glass for a while. "Yup. Guess I shouldn't drink too much," I took another sip before putting my glass down.
"Did Tori make you bring me here?"
I thought about saying something smart but Tori's words replayed over in my head.
"Kinda. But I wanted to invite you here so I could apologize. I've been very rude to you the pass couple days and I never really gave you a chance to say anything. And man it's hard to stay mad at you," I said apologetically.
"Man it's hard trying to stay mad at you too. You are my best friend," Andre patted my shoulder and I grinned at him. "I've realized that you and Tori belong together. The other day when you spun her in your arms, and the look on her face…she's happy and I don't think she'd be happy with me. I've wanted her for so long but I'm willing to put her feelings before mine. She loves you Beck…and I thought I was in love with her but I'm not. I just can't be in love with her because it's hard for me to say it and mean it. Beck…don't let her go."
I nodded. "I won't…Bro I've missed you," I said pulling him in for a manly hug.
Andre laughed, "yeah, well I've missed you more."
A guy wearing some very tight white skinny jeans and a green sweater came walking passed. "Aw. Y'all is a cute couple."
We jumped apart. I looked at Andre and I'm pretty sure we both shared the same shocked faces.
"yeah, no more hugs in public," said Andre.
"Agreed."
WHENEVER WE CAN
"Cat I know I promised I'd go out with you tonight but I really should stay home tonight," Tori said over the phone. She was talking to Cat, who desperately wanted her to go to some club with her.
I gave her my baby-please-stay-home-with-me-tonight look and she rolled her eyes and told Cat that they would go out some other time.
"Yes Cat. Mhmm," Tori said to Cat. I wrapped my arms around her waist and started kissing her neck and giving her little love bites.
"Uhh Cat…mmm Beck…um," Tori squirmed in my arms, so I held her tighter. "Can I call you later?"
Before Tori hang up I heard Cat say loudly, "Have fun with Beck!"
"You know, I love making you moan," I whispered huskily into Tori's ear. She shuddered and I smirked.
"Beck don't tease," Tori moaned.
"You know you like it Torbear," I tickled her sides and then ran my finger across the back of her neck. She giggled uncontrollably.
"B-Beck stop! Stop," Tori laughed. I'm the only one who knows where she's most ticklish at and I use that to my advantage.
I stopped tickling her and kissed her lips and she melted into my arms. Her lips were so warm and I felt myself getting lost. I drew her closer to me and I groaned when she pulled away.
"Tori," I whined.
"That's for teasing me," she winked and walked away.
"Tori!"
"Nope," she shut the room door behind her.
WHENEVER WE CAN
"We need to start trying to figure out what we're going to do about Del," I said to Tori later that night.
"I know I'm going to make some phone calls tomorrow. I could use your help," Tori said after she came out the bathroom. She was wearing a short red night gown that had black lace around waist. It showed off her curves completely and I thought she looked incredibly sexy. Either she didn't realize how provocative she looked or she had just gotten used to showing off her sexy body to me. I hoped that she had just warmed up to me. Whichever it was I couldn't take my eyes off of her.
"Beck, why are you looking at me like that," Tori smirked. It was a knowing smirk too. She knew what she did to me and she liked it. That little…Ohhh I'm gonna get revenge. My eyes widened when I realized she was getting closer to me.
"Maybe you should call off work tomorrow hm," she ran her fingers through my hair, scratching my scalp gently. "We need you here tomorrow. I need you here tomorrow," Tori said placing a kiss on my cheek. "you can help me make phone calls…and maybe help me do other things."
"Naughty Tori. What happened to my sweet Tori," I said wide eyed.
Tori giggled. "me just want to have fun," Tori purred, wrapping her arms around my torso.
"Oh yeah I'm definitely calling off tomorrow," I smiled.
The directors will probably be upset but I have more important things to do tomorrow. Tori and Del come first no matter what. That's just the way it goes. A while ago I promised Tori I would be with her whenever I could and I'm not going to lose her trust.
"I knew you couldn't resist," she said cheeky. She took my hand and led me to the bed. "Come on. I'm tired. We have lots of work to do tomorrow."
"Maybe we should send Del off with the gang while we-"
"I didn't mean that kind of work," Tori laughed. "I meant that we have to do a lot of calling around and verifying info and all that kind of stuff."
"Mmm that so boring. My idea sounds so much fun. Why don't we just keep Del and say to hell with child services and the police department?"
"And then what Beck, spend the rest of our lives running from the government?"
"Well as long as you're by my side, I wouldn't mind"
"Oh, really? And how would we make money?"
"hmm," I thought. "Oh I got it! You can work as a full time-no part time prostitute and I can be your pimp daddy," I said.
"Hell no," she said and I laughed.
"It was only a suggestion."
"A horrible suggestion."
"But-"
"Forget it Beck we are not running from the government, we're going to do things the right way."
"Right is boring. Wrong is fun," I said jokingly.
"Shut up Beck," she laughed. "Just remember to wake up on time so you can help me. I can't watch Del and contact all those places etc."
"Don't worry Babe. I'll be up. You won't even have to wake me," I kissed her cheek.
"Okay. I'm counting on you."
"mmm," Del came shuffling through the door, like he always does when it's time to go to sleep. He reached his arms up and I picked him up and placed him on the bed. He snuggled under both of us as he clutched tightly onto his teddy.
"Goodnight baby," Tori whispered before kissing his forehead. He smiled. I ruffled his hair and he smiled again. A sleepy smile. Shortly after, he dozed off to sleep.
I looked up at Tori and she looked up at me. I saw the hurt in her eyes. "We can't let him go," she said sadly.
"We won't."
WHENEVER WE CAN
"Beck! Baby get up," Tori said. I groaned and rolled over, my back facing her.
"Beck if you don't get your ass up then I'm going to leave you here alone with Mac!"
"Leave me then," I mumbled into the pillow.
Mac barked. I'm pretty sure he agreed with me staying home with him.
"Fine. Stay here I'm just gonna go find some other guy to-"
"Okay I'm up," I threw off the cover and jumped out of bed.
Tori smirked. "Like I thought."
"Where are we going," I asked as I walked into the join in bathroom. Tori followed right behind me. She stood in the door ay and watched as I picked up my toothbrush and dabbed some toothpaste on it and started brushing.
"We are gonna go-"
"And whhh-y are you d-dressed like that," I said mumbling as I brushed my teeth. She was wearing a fitted black dress, that clung to every curve in her body. The top was cut low and you could get a full view of her cleavage. Did I forget about an important date? I really am bad with dates.
"Well I have news, while you were sleeping I called the police department and they released some confidential information to me about Del's mom. They weren't supposed to release it but I worked my magic," Tori smiled proudly.
"Dang, I was sleeping through all the good stuff." I checked her out again and I was about to compliment her on how nice she looked but then I thought about something else. "Please tell me I don't have to dress up. You know I hate dressing up," I said after rinsing my mouth out. I grabbed a face towel, wet it, squirted some soap on it, and scrubbed my face clean.
"Beck would you let me finish," Tori said impatiently.
"Sorry. Continue."
"Anyways, they found Del's mom…"
I turned off the faucet and faced Tori, "It's too late She can't take him back now she abandoned him. A three year old boy. She can't…right Tori," I asked seriously. Emotions swarmed through me. Delaney-that's my boy.
"Beck, she's dead," Tori simply stated.
"What? How?"
"She overdosed."
"On what?"
"Heroin," she paused when she seen the look on my face and how shocked I was. "Her boyfriend confessed to the police that she ran off with him and left Del behind. Apparently she was going to move in with him and he didn't like kids, so she left Del…and they were doing drugs at his place and he said he went to the bathroom and when he came back there she was laying on the floor, dead with the needle in her hand."
"God that's terrible," I said astonished.
"I figure we don't tell Del? We can tell him when he's older, he's just too young," Tori said sadly.
"yeah I agree," I said before changing the subject. "Where are we going?"
"Oh yeah I almost forgot. I also contacted child services in L.A., also without your help, and they said that we could go to any of the offices out here and they would fax over Del's information."
"That's great," I said enthusiastically. "Wait, why do I get the feeling that you're mad at me?"
She crossed her arms and huffed. She looks so damn sexy when she's mad. It's hard to ever take her seriously.
"Don't you remember what you said you were gonna do last night?"
"No…Ohh…my bad. I'm sorry baby, I forgot," I gave her a toothy smile.
"Don't worry babe. I'm just gonna forget to make love to you today," she whispered before placing a kiss on my cheek. She walked out the bathroom smirking.
"WAIT! THAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN TODAY," I yelled to her from the bathroom.
"Was!"
"Fuck," I cursed myself. I knew I should have woken up when that stupid alarm clock went off.
"Make sure you dress in something nice babe," she said from the room.
"Ughh"
WHENEVER WE CAN
"No, No, No. This is not going to work," Tori said when I stepped out the bathroom, wearing some jeans and a black polo.
"What's wrong with what I have on? The polo is dressy and besides it matches your dress, which you look very good in by the way," I winked at her and she blushed.
"No you're not going to cheese your way out of this."
"Cheese?"
"Go put on your tan khakis," Tori ordered.
God I hate those things. They're ugly. And they just make my ass (literally) look so unattractive. I've seen the way it looks in the mirror.
"But Tori," I whined trying to think of an excuse.
"But what," Tori asked amused.
"They make my nuts hurt. They're just too tight," that's the best excuse I could think of in 5 seconds.
"ohh please," Tori laughed. "They're loser than your jeans. If anything your jeans make your nuts hurt. And your khakis make your ass look so good."
"You're lying, I've seen the way my ass looks in them," I smirked teasingly.
"You are so weird," Tori laughed.
"Mama, can we go now? Me want ice cream," Del came running downstairs. He jumped into Tori's lap.
"Yeah Del. We will get some ice cream when your daddy changes his pants."
"He gets to wear jeans," I frowned after seeing Del in his jeans.
"Baby please, go change," Tori said. "We have to look nice so we can make a good impression."
"Fine," I marched upstairs, with a pouty face.
"I love you," Tori yelled to me before she started giggling.
"Me too," Del mimicked Tori.
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