I don't own InuYasha.
I don't know where I am or why I'm here. There are trees all around me and I know I'm in the woods I just don't know where. I'm not sure I remember how to get back either. I'm still in my uniform so I'll have some time to figure it all out.
I was still raining so the ground was soaking wet and slippery. I slid on the ground a couple of times because of my haste.
That kiss was burning through my mind like the fire of the wall that almost killed me. It had been a while since I'd felt his mouth on mine and I'll admit that I missed it like crazy. I remembered them being electric, but not nearly what had just happened. It was like every neuron in my body was on fire, like each of them was sitting in an electric chair of their own.
At the same time it was a mistake. He'd moved on without so much as a word, throwing me away like trash while I was alone and still in love with him. I remember sitting alone all summer in my room, away from the world and the world from me. I thought he was with me through it all. I know he gets impatient sometimes, but seriously.
We clawed, we chained, our hearts in vain
We jumped, never asking why
Was he really the problem though? Or did I ruin it and just not ever see it?
We kissed I fell under your spell a love,
No one could deny
I remember when he told me he loved me, and when I told him on Halloween for the first ever time. I remember Sango giving me hell for not telling him.
Don't you ever say I just walked away, I will always want you.
I can't live a lie running for my life, I will always want you
I came in like a wrecking ball, I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls,
All you ever did was wreck me
I put you high up in the sky
And now you're not coming down
He was amazing to me. He always cared about my safety and when I was in the hospital recovering from the wound he never once left my side while I was awake. He saved his bladder for when I was sleeping and he made sure I was comfortable every second I was awake.
It slowly turned you let me burn and now, we're ashes on the ground
Don't you ever say I just walked away I will always want you
I can't live a lie running for my life I will always want you
I came in like a wrecking ball I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me.
I came in like a wrecking ball
I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me, yeah you wrecked me
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I remember me asking him about his mother, but he would only tell me that he missed her and that she was pretty. He never would tell me about any of his past.
And instead of using force,
I guess I should've let you in
What if I had told him about Hinten, would we still be together right now? Is my misery my own fault?
I never meant to start a war,
I never meant for him to leave me alone forever. I never thought this would happen.
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should've let you in
Don't you ever say I just walked away, I will always want you.
Came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
I ran and there was a hill covered in mud. I thought I could go past it without slipping, but I slipped and slid down the hill.
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
I came in like a wrecking ball
There were rocks and fallen tree limbs and small trunks in my path. I slid into them, onto them, off of them and it felt like I'd hit every single one of them in my way.
Yeah I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fire
I finally hit the bottom of the hill. I was surrounded by tree moss and the rain was wet and cold. I stayed at the bottom of the hill and curled up in a fetal position and stared at nothing. The raindrops fell on my cheek and rolled down my face.
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah you wrecked me
Yeah you, you wrecked me.
I stayed at the bottom of the hill, crying in the rain alone, just like I always had been.
So did you like the song? That's the only song from her that I like. I know that that was mean, but still, and I only like it for the words.
