We sat in on the bed in silence for a while. I couldn't tell what he was feeling and I was to afraid to ask. His face was blank, still very pale and his eyes focused on nothing.

My stomach was flipping, and I was so nervous. I finally said something after about 5 minutes of pure silence.

"Sean,..." he looked over to me now. "It'll be ok." My voice was soft, trying to be reassuring. He sighed and rubbed his face with his hands.

"Let's not worry until it happens?" He suggested. I nodded, and forced a small smile.

He leaned in and kissed my forehead, before going to his office.

The rest of the day my stomach was in a huge knot, and my mind going crazy. I tried to busy myself by unpacking, and listened to Sean scream from his office as he did his videos.

It was about 7pm now and I ordered a pizza which was on the way. Sean came out of his office and stopped dead in his tracks. "Wow, it looks great!" He mused.

I smiled, "Thanks! I have time to kill since I don't start my new job for a few more days." He grabbed my waist and gave me a quick kiss on the head. "I ordered pizza, but we really need to go grocery shopping."

He laughed, "Yeah, all we've eaten is junk."

I could feel a small awkward tension between us.

The doorbell rang on cue, and I ran to it, grabbing my wallet off the counter. Sean followed.

I opened the door to a young smiling girl, about 17. She handed me the pizza, and I handed her a $20. I smiled, "keep the change." She became giddy and thanked me, walking back to her car. I turned back and set the pizza on the counter.

Sean grabbed a couple slices on the paper plates we got while we were out, and went to the couch. I grabbed some with a drink, and followed. I got situated on the couch and watched him stuff his face.

Maybe I shouldn't have said anything.

I shook my head and kept eating.

I looked up to see him staring at his phone he sighed, looked at me and held out his phone.

My face confused, I took it from him.

There was a picture of us at IKEA, laying on the bed...another of us kissing...

Jacksepticeye's girlfriend revealed!

I felt my stomach flip. I also felt violated and stalked. "What the fuck?" I mustered out.

He sighed. "I'm sorry Signe..." I looked up to him, he looked hurt. "No, this isn't your fault!" I was angry.

"It is," he got up, putting his plate on the coffee table and walking over to the kitchen. He ran his hand threw his hair.

"This...isn't fair to you."

I sighed and put my plate down. "It's something I have to get used to. I love you."

He smiled a bit. I got up and walked over to him. "There's something we need to do."

He raised his eyebrows in confusion.

I walked into his office and sat at his computer. He furrowed his brow and stared at me. I waved my hand at the camera. "Introduce me."

He couldn't contain his smile.

He set up his camera at the kitchen island and sat on the stools. I made him wait so I could go out some makeup on, and make my hair look acceptable. I looked at him and sighed.

"Ready?" He asked. I nodded and took a deep breath, trying to forget about 14 million people watching this.

He turned on the camera, and started talking. My stomach flipped.

"Hey guys, I just thought that now was the right time to talk." He looked at me and my heart fluttered. "This isn't really a fun video or whatever but I need to be serious for a bit."

He went on, and I just stared at him like a fool. "This, is my girlfriend Signe." He turned to me and I awkwardly waved at the camera. "And I know everyone, at least on twitter, knows this."

He sighed, "Look guys, I love for you to come up to me in public places and get pictures and whatever, but Signe and I just moved, and were trying to get settled. And she's not used to fans yet, so for now I just want to ask to tone it down please. No creepy pictures from IKEA." He laughed lightheartedly.

I smiled a bit, and he turned to me. "Anything you want to say?" His blue eyes shining.

I sighed, and looked at the camera. "I'm not...used to this. At all." I laughed awkwardly. "I just need some time." I nodded. He rubbed my back and turned back to the camera. "In the future, she might be in some videos, but right now we just need some space. "He

finished out the video and I awkwardly waved.

He turned to me, "I don't know how you can talk to a blank camera like it's a person." I laughed. He shook his head and smiled.

"Honestly it took awhile." He grabbed the camera and walked back to his office. "Think it'll work?" I asked. He shrugged, "For a bit."

I sighed and looked at the clock. 12:32am.

Ahh fuck. It's late.

I sighed and went to his office, "Bed?" I questioned. He smiled and got up, following me to the bedroom where we passed out immediately.

I woke up to the smell of pancakes. Confused, I threw the covers off my body and walked out into the kitchen.

Sean was cooking. I laughed, "what's going on?" He looked up and smiled.

"I'm making you breakfast." He winked. "But where did the food come from?"

He bit a piece of bacon. "I went and got some," I furrowed my brows.

"You took a cab? Why didn't you wake me? I would have helped."

He shook his head, and pointed to the driveway. I stared at him for a second and walked to the window. There was a very nice, brand new car in the driveway. Looked to be a Ford, and a bright blue. I slowly backed away from the window and turned to him.

"You rented a car?"

"Bought."

My eyes widened. "You bought a car?!"

He looked up from the stove, turned it off and then looked at me.

"Yeah?" He laughed. "How did you expect us to get around?"

I blinked furiously, and my stomach dropped. "You bought a brand-new car?" My voice shaking. He looked worried and walked over to me.

"Love you ok?" I nodded and walked over to the stool to sit. "I'm not used to this spontaneous buying thing.."

"It wasn't spontaneous, we needed a car?" He was confused.

I sighed and looked to him. "I'm just...getting used to this."

He walked over to me and rubbed my back, "Yeah, I realize what you mean..."

"Do you even have an American license?" I asked realizing.

He nodded, "Yeah I just renewed it every time I was here."

"Permanent address?"

"Mark's."

"Very smart,"

He smiled and made me a plate of pancakes. I sighed and grabbed the syrup. I was starving.

"So, I told Mark we'd go over to his bonfire tonight. A lot of friends are in town and I'd like for you to meet them," he said shoving pancakes in his mouth.

I became nervous but tried to fight it, and nodded. "That sounds fun," I forced a smile.

"What time?" I asked and he pointed with his fork at the clock.

2:45pm

"Around 7,"

How was it this late?!

"I have got to get ahold of my sleeping schedule!" I sighed and groaned. He chuckled lightly and kissed my head.

"We'll leave around 6:30." He smiled at me.

Ok. I can do this.