Beautiful University Dreams
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SETH'S POV
I was laying on my bed staring up the ceiling, same place I had been for the past thirteen hours. Damn what the hell is wrong with me? This with Bella is driving me crazy. I have never acted like this before. It is literally ripping my heart out, not know what she is doing and if she is ok. And the jealousy was like fire burning throughout my body, to know she was with Emmett.
Could I have imprinted? I mean I have seen what it was like in the mind of my brothers and this seems sort of like that but then again a little different. I have never had a problem with my temper like the others but yesterday if I had not gotten out of that gym when I did, I would have killed that dude and all he did was flirt with her. I was so fucking jealous it was unreal and in the process, I scared the shit out of her. She has never once been scared of me. Hell she has even stood by my side with me fighting a damn vampire and was not scared of me but yesterday, I screwed that up. I'll be lucky if she will ever even let me hug her again. Damn it, I really screwed up.
I heard a truck pull up so I went to go see who it was. I opened the door and didn't recognize the truck so I stepped off the porch about the time the door swung open and to my surprise, Bella came running head long straight at me with her arms flung out in front of her. I opened my arms and she jumped about three feet from me and straight up into my arms squeezing me as tight as she could. I was shocked but very happy.
"BELLA BEAR!" I said hugging her and spinning her around.
"SETH I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!" she yelled.
"Did you have a good time Bells?" I asked as I sat her down on her feet and noticed the evil pixie step up beside her.
"Alice" I said nodding my head in her direction with my arms still around Bella's waist.
"Hi Seth, how are you today?" She mused
"Just fine now, thank you for bring my Bella back safe and sound." I stated but I didn't really mean anything bad with it but it earned me a smack upside the head from Bella and a laugh from Alice.
"Well Bella I'm going to go now and catch up with the boys have fun tonight with Seth." Then she hugged her and nodded her head in my direction.
Even though I wasn't sure what was going on in my head, I was sure that I was very happy to have Bella back home in my arms. I was just looking at her, still with my arms around her waist when I heard someone clear there throat and I turned to gaze back at Leah who was standing there waiting to get a hold of Bella so I let her go.
BELLA'S POV
"LEE-LEE!" I yelled and grabbed her hand yanking her forward. I didn't want to move to far away from Seth at the moment but I also needed a huge hug from Leah. I was a little torn and Leah won because Seth let me go first.
"Bells I missed you so much. I have so much to tell you." She said squeezing me in a big hug.
"Me too lee-lee lets go inside, I have to get ready to go out to eat with Seth." I said while turning to him and giving him a wink.
Leah and I went into my room, sat on the bed and chatted for a couple hours about her new fellow Eli. She had spent the night with him on my birthday. She wanted to tell me she had slept with him and how amazing he was. She told me he was coming over to stay with us on movie night this coming weekend. I was happy for her. I told her about my weekend with the Cullen's. We talked about how Seth was acting and I told her about Emmett and I flirting back and forth all weekend. I even told her about his comment to win my heart. She said she wasn't surprised and that had my curiosity peeked then.
"What do you mean lee-lee?" I asked scrunching up my eyes in confusion.
"Bells you can be so blind sometimes. That boy was looking at you like you hung the fucking moon at the club the other night and you two were so hot together on the dance floor, I thought you were actually going to screw him right there." She said laughing her ass off at me.
"What do you think about him lee-lee? If you forget he is a vampire." I asked
"I think he is very hot. That is one sexy man you got there Bella, I have to admit it myself." She mused
"What about Seth? Lee-lee you know there is no way I could hurt him. He has been through so much with me. I love him." I said with my treacherous tears falling down my cheeks.
"Isabella listen to me…I know you love Seth and he loves you and I'm not sure what is going on with you two because he has had himself barricaded in his room all weekend, but you know where I stand with this. If he has not imprinted on you then don't let him suck you in…I would hate to have to kill my brother if he broke your heart and they can't control the pull of imprinting Bells. Believe me and I am almost one hundred percent certain he has not imprinted on you." She firmly stated
"That's just it though lee-lee. The way he acted the night of my birthday and then the next morning before I left it felt like he might have imprinted with me but I am not sure. And to be honest I don't think he even knows what is going on, but I do know I don't want to lose him in my life. I also know I don't want him to imprint on me. Not to say I am not attracted to him, because I am, but if we had something I would want it to because of us not some wolfy thing And I really, really like Emmett." I told her
"Imprinted? Really you think he might have seriously?" she stuttered out
"I don't know lee-lee I just know that there is something there that wasn't there before. Something happened to him, but I don't know what. He told me himself that he didn't know what happened or when it did, but he was in love with me. And then he took off out of the house. So I don't know."
"Leah I need to get ready now. I promised to go out with him tonight. Do you want to help me?" I asked knowing she would. She knew that right now I needed her and she was always there when I needed her. Hell Leah was there even when I didn't need her, she was just always there.
SETH'S POV
I was setting in the living room trying to watch the Super Bowl with Paul and I was excited it looked the Saints were going to win and I had a hundred dollar bit on this game. I just couldn't get my mind off Bella. Paul and I heard her and Leah talking about me and her thinking I might have imprinted on her. Paul looked at me raising an eyebrow.
"Really, did you imprint on her Seth?" Paul asked me with a stern look.
"I don't know man. I just know that something fucking snapped in me the other night and she hasn't left my mind every since. I don't think I did but then again it kind of feels like it." I tried explaining to him
"Seth if you hurt Bells you know I will kick your ass and then you will have to deal Jacob and he won't kick shit out of you, he will fucking kill you over that girl. You know this."
"Man I can't control this, I am trying and failing. I'm scared of my own self for the first time in my whole life. When I look at her now it is like she owns my soul or something. I can't move away and my eyes lock into her gaze and I can't seem to turn my eyes from her until she breaks the gaze. How fucked up is that?" I told him
"Did you feel the cables?" He asked looking confused
"No, but I felt the gravitational pull. One minute I was looking at my very hot best friend and then the next thing I knew she was my only world. I wanted her, damn man I didn't just want her I needed her. BAD! I felt my enter wolf come alive and he wanted to mark her right there on that fucking dance floor. I had to fight him to stay calm. And the bad thing is, I think she has a thing for Emmett."
"What are your plans for her tonight?"
"Actually man I don't have a clue. I think we will just get in the truck and just go. Where ever we end up is fine with me."
"Seth whatever you do don't you dare mark Bella right now. That will screw up her life if it turns out you didn't imprint and this is just an attraction or something."
"I know dude…I have done nothing but think about this for two days."
I was starting to get nervous about being alone with her until she walked out of her room. And there he was front and center that damn wolf came alive, again. The wolf roared throughout my body.
"DAMN" Paul whispered
"FUCK ME!" I yelped out like I had just been smacked by a car but the truth is I was smacked by a very sexy Bella wearing a little black dress. It was short enough so that she had freedom to move in it with a slit clear up to her bikini line. And it was topped off with a pair of black stilettos. God she looked perfect. The outfit showed off how sexy her body was and clung to all the right places beautifully.
"Bells you look absolutely beautiful…um can you excuse me for a few minutes?" I said while walking toward my room listening to Paul mumble about me being an idiot. I had to go calm myself before I took her out. She just sent my blood pressure straight into my cock.
When I was half way calmed I changed and put on a nicer pair of black jeans with a black button up shirt grabbed my keys from the dresser and headed for the living room. When I rounded the corner I could hear her laughing about something with Paul and Leah. I groaned and wondered how I was going to keep my hands to myself.
"Bella baby are you ready to head out now?" I asked her while noticing her ogling me. Well at least she approves. I thought to myself.
We decided that we would go out to Randolpos's this really nice Italian restaurant to eat then just ride around until we were ready to go home. We rode all over the place; she held my free hand and sang happily along with the ready. Around eleven thirty we thought it would be best to go home and get some rest for school tomorrow. When we pulled in the drive I parked and jumped out and grabbed her taking her to her bedroom door, planning on kissing her check and leaving to go to my bed but she stopped me.
"Seth well you lay with me for awhile?" she asked
"Sure Bells are the nightmares back or something?" I asked her
"Yeah but I just wanted to spend more time with you before I fell asleep…I missed you Seth." She whispered.
There is nothing I would not do for this woman even if damn kills me!
A/N Sorry this chapter was just a filler and rather boring and short but I promised a chapter tonight and I ran out of time. Next one will be better promise