A/N – Don't shoot me, I'm back.!
So I had a good reason why I didn't update... My little brother died on 3rd November 2010. He was only 6, I know I really should not be updating but I have a few days off an I really want to take my mind off of everything right now.
This chapter is dedicated to my now angel brother. Rest in piece baby, I am going to miss you so much (Too much already).
Disclaimer – I do not own twilight I just happen to own my imagination and all my wonderful stories.
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My brothers favourite song before he died is 'dead man walking – the script' so please listen while reading
R.i.p.
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I sighed as I rubbed my stomach, today's the day I will be finding out the gender of my baby. I was up and down all night and so was Edward. He won't admit it though. I smiled as Edward came out of the bathroom, his hair wet and his eyes wide with excitement. Edward grabbed my hand and shoulder and helped me up.
"Eugh, I feel fat" I smiled at Edward
"You are not fat. Your pregnant." Edward kissed my nose "I'm so fucking sorry I can not be there for the scan Bella, I feel like shit that I'm going to miss this."
"Don't be" I gave Edward a small peck on the cheek before standing up. I looked down at the bump before laughing at Edward's face "What?" I said between giggles
"Erm, nothing." Edward blushed, he hid his face from mine and quickly put on his blue suit. My heart dropped instantly. "Call me when you know?" Edward asked holding my hand walking towards the front door
"Of course I will" I wrapped my arms around him, not ready to let him go so soon and kissed his lips as soft as possible. "Have a good day. Oh and I love you" I waved at him as he walked out the front door.
"You too" He said as he shut the door.
I waddled around the house, cleaning, painting anything really to keep me sane while I waited for my mother, Alice and Rose to pick me up. My mother was picking up Alice and Rosalie from Alice's apartment and coming to pick me up by 1pm. I glanced at the clock, it was only 11 and I was getting impatient. I pulled out the DIY shelves Edward had bought to put up one Saturday but I was here bored so I figured I would do it myself. Then I realised I hadn't got dressed.
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as we walked through the hospital I saw a little boy, he looked around 4 maybe 5. He had blue eyes and brown hair, his mouth had a tube down it. My heart broke at this sight.
I heard beeping come from that room and Alice and my mother pulled me out of the way of on-coming doctors rushing to the child's side, I couldn't look away. The mother rushed out of the room, her eyes puffy, red. She held a small toy in her arms as she wailed for someone to save the child from the grasps of death, I felt an instant connection with the woman and I waddled over to her and offered her a tissue which she took. The blinds went down and so did the woman as she slid down the wall, Alice helped the woman find her feet again. "My.. My" She sobbed as she looked at the door where her son laid. Alice pulled the woman into a hug, Alice always had a trait which people loved, it made her easy to like. "My... My …. Michael. No. No."
My eyes filled with tears as my mother held my hand as we watched Alice and Rosalie try to get the woman to calm down. We were early so we had time to help.
Then I saw a teenager run towards the hysterical woman, tears were in her eyes as well. The mother pulled the teenage in her arms as they both cried... Then we all heard the long beep.
The woman and the girl burst out crying, shaking and punching the wall. "Michael" I heard the teenager sob as she held her mother "No".
Doctors rushed out and took them back in the room, the woman looked at me and cried as she saw her child, her son lying on the bed as still as anyone could ever be. The sheet pulled over his head. I let out a sob, my mother dragged me away.
"Alice, Rosalie. Leave them now" My mother said, sadness evident in her voice.
"That poor woman" I cried wiping my eyes "Fuck. That's so fucking sad"
Alice and Rosalie nodded in agreement. How the hell was I suppose to celebrate now?
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"You have a healthy little" The doctor stopped and looked up at me then to my mother and friends "Girl"
"A girl?" Alice shrieked jumping out of her chair and Rosalie grinning at me. My mother smiled sweetly as a tear ran down her rosy cheek.
"It's healthy" I sighed "Good" The doctor wiped off all of the jelly goo and pulled down my shirt before printing out 5 copies of the photo. "Thanks" I smiled at her as we left. I was happy don't get me wrong but my heart was still sore from the little boy.
"I'm gonna call Edward, I'll meet you at the car" I told them as I got out my phone
"Sure?" My mother asked and I nodded. They quickly left and I called Edward, when he picked up he sounded like he was about to burst
"Bella? Bella? Tell me?" Edward said
I laughed "Guess?" I teased through the phone
"Just tell me"
"Girl" I said smiling as I heard Edward scream into the phone and at Jasper.
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