Hey guys! Thanks for all your reviews! As I promised here is the next chapter. It didn't took me as long as I had expected. Maybe I'll begin the next chapter right now. We'll see. But first of all enjoy this chapter!
EPOV
I couldn't stand waiting so long for news. I paced up and down on the corridor. Now and then I stopped to listen to some nurses minds, but they didn't know anything. After what felt like hours Carlisle walked towards me. He looked sad and angry.
"Bella." He said in a low voice, "She wants to tell you herself."
The way he said this scared me.What did he not tell me? Why did he look so sad and angry? In his mind he was counting in German so I couldn't tell what was wrong by reading his thoughts. I quickly followed Carlisle and entered Bella's room. She looked broken and it was obvious that she had been crying.
"Bella what's wro…" I began but she cut me off.
"Just stay where you are. Please." She said. I obeyed suprised but didn't say anything. Something was really wrong and she would have to tell me. Once again I wanted nothing more than to be able to read her mind.
"Ok." She began her voice slightly shaking. "I… when you were gone… he… mike…" she stopped thinking about how to go on. I thought about the day in the meadow and her sleeptalking about Mike. Mike. What did he have to do with all this?
Suddenly Carlisle stopped his counting and one sentence entered his mind that changed my whole world.
"Poor Bella. Telling Edward that she is pregant must be torture for her."
I stared at him unbelieving. Pregnant? Bella pregnant? But we never … Then suddenly everything made sense. Mike. Bella after all did move on. She had been with Newton. Carlisle opened his mouth to speak when he got what was going on. But I didn't want to hear anything. My Bella was going to have a baby with some one else. With Newton.
As I escaped the situation by running out of the room, I heard Carlisle scream in his mind
"Wait Edward. You need to hear everything."
Didn't he get I didn't want to? I had to go. I was afraid I would lose my control. I stopped listening to Carlisle. Against all logic I felt betrayed, although I knew I had left Bella so she could be happy, so she could have a normal life. She did move on. I had to accept that. I thought I would be ok with it but I never thought it would be so painful.
I got to my car and drove away from Forks, away from Bella, away from my heart.
BPOV
He left. I knew it. I knew he wouldn't want me after he found out. I couldn't blame him. I was used and broken. Nobody would want me. Carlisle had left to search for Edward. I was alone. Alone with my thoughts. Alone with my pain. Suddenly I realized what this meant. I was alone. With a baby. And no father for that baby. I started crying and drifted into a sleep full of nightmares. My last thought was "Why me?"
EPOV
I went hunting, in hope it would distract me. It didn't work. I sat under a tree. How did I get here? Why did I have to leave her? What now? What now? Would Bella want to be with me again or did she want to be with Newton? And why did she choose Newton of all people. The thought of his thoughts about Bella made me sick and now she chose to be with him. It hurt. I hadn't thought she would be moving on so quickly. I decided I would be staying in the forest for the night to clear my thoughts and maybe I would be able to go back tomorrow to say goodbye to Bella, so she could be happy.
Ok. So this is it for today. Again I needed a break. The next chapter will be interesting. I can promise you. And no, this is not the end of Bella and Edward.
I need your help. The one thing I haven't figuered out yet is what exactly Edward should do to Mike. Lots of you said he should kill him. But I have no idea how or if there is another possibility of taking revenge. If you have any suggestions please tell me!!
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