Chapter 10: Unhealthy Thoughts

The impish chuckling of Freddy echoed in the room, as he lay strewn over the sweaty panting body of Katherine. Raising his claw, he stroked her tussled hair and flashed her a wicked smirk.

Her eyes blinked wildly, and panic flashed across her face as the realisation of what she had just done cemented itself into her mind. She had willingly surrendered herself to him and allowed him to fuck her. And to make matters worse she enjoyed it…

"Please get off me" Katherine whispered fiercely.

His lip curled into a leer of discontent at her command, and reluctantly he climbed off her body and tided himself away. As he rose to his feet beside the bed, Katherine quickly scrambled off the mattress and seized the bed covers. Her hands shook with rage, disgusted at herself and she wrapped the bed cover around her naked body. She could feel his breath on her hair and she swirled around, taking an unsteady step back from him. Her fingers gripped the top of the bed covers wrapped around her chest and she frantically shook her head, repulsed at her actions. "What's happening…?" she whispered to herself.

Freddy grinned at her, "We just finished fucking each other, baby girl"

Immediately her head whipped up to glare angrily at him, disgusted at him. But not just him, at herself. "That shouldn't have happened!"

He lewdly licked his lips and closed the gap between them, "I don't think you really mean that…" an immoral grin spread across his burnt countenance. Raising his scarred hand, he cupped her chin and leaned in, "I think you want some more"

Katherine shivered, not with terror but excitement. Did she really want to do that again with him? Feel his hands over her body, her breasts, thighs? Was that desire still there that she desperately wanted or needed him to fuck her again? Focusing her attention back on him, she saw the look of hunger in his blue eyes and felt his hot breath on her mouth and with a nefarious giggle he smashed his lips on hers again.

She never fought him as he ravaged her mouth and with a snarl he forced her back against the wall behind her. Her body trembled as he tugged with his rough, scarred fingers at the sheet that adorned her body. She knew that this had to stop, she had to regain control of the situation. Lifting her right hand, she forcefully shoved him away, breaking the heated kiss. "No!"

Freddy growled with disdain at her display and watched with a sneer as she staggered away from him. "Aw, you don't want any more loving from your daddy?"

Katherine ran her right hand through her dishevelled hair, tugging it lightly. Why were these dark cravings still lingering on her mind? Even now the mere thought of him screwing her again was setting her loins on fire again? Was the need to be near him manifesting into this sick desire indulge in sexual activity with him? Maybe it was what she really longed for…

She mentally berated herself, scowling silently. No, it was immoral. Wrong.

"Why am I thinking like this…?" Katherine muttered. Tears began to well in her eyes and she soon lifted her petrified gaze towards her father's. "It has to be you! You are making me think and feel like this! These thoughts I'm having, you're put them there!"

He clicked his blades and gave her a cunning grin, "Me?" he pointed at this chest with a single blade, "I haven't done anything. These feelings and yearnings you have towards me are your own. Nothing to do with me at all!"

She quickly shook her head in discord, not daring to believe it. "No, you must be lying. I shouldn't be feeling this way…" a frightened sob escaped her throat. It was all fucked up. Her sanity was disintegrating, she was going insane.

"Katherine…" Freddy again stalked closer to her, "believe me…everything that you've been feeling lately is just natural"

Katherine stifled back a frightened sob and shook her head vehemently, "No, no! It's you. It must be! I shouldn't be thinking like this, it's unhealthy. It's fucked up!"

The gap between them closed one more and with light yank of her chin, he tugged her visage towards him. A quick flicker of concern glowed in his eyes, but as soon dissipated as his authoritative side took over, "You wanted us to be close again, haven't you?"

Her hands tightened around the bed covers and she sheepishly nodded, "Yes, but not like that. It's…"

His claw clutched the side of her face roughly, holding her head still. "What? What do you think it is?"

She sniffled back her tears. "What we did, it's incest!"

A sinister smiled graced his face as he continued to twist her fragile mind and deliberations even more. "And so what? You love me, and I love you, that's all that matters. Doesn't it?"

Her head bobbed lightly in agreement, "Yes, but why am I thinking like this? Why now?"

He brushed his right thumb gently across her chin, back and forth. "It's just taken you time to come to terms with your…" he smirked, "desire. It was always there. This craving you have towards me. Now, you've unleashed it. Remember, I told you as a little girl that we were different from the others in town?"

Again, she gave another meek nod of her head. Her mind was weary with fatigue and confusion.

He continued, "You see what's happening between us now just shows you how different we are. We are special. There's nothing wrong with what you are feeling baby girl. Just embrace those sentiments. Because they are part of you now"

"But I don't want to feel this way towards you" she admitted, but was it really the truth?

Freddy studied her face, raiding her mind and thoughts. She was conflicted and bewildered by this emotional state that was overpowering her. Things were working in his favour, just like he knew they would. Just a few more nights and he would win her over, lure her back to him permanently.

As for this dark yearning she had, it was becoming more potent and would continue to be more compelling and conquer her. Which was also one of his aims. The events in her childhood were affecting her now, more so than she had ever expected them to. Bending and shaping her thoughts, twisting her personality into something perverse and ominous. It would be interesting to see how her character would develop and how she would interact with those pathetic fuckers, particularly Michael.

"I think you just need some time to think, you need to process what is happening to you." Freddy reassured her and gave her a dark cunning smile. "Soon, you'll realise what is happening to you is nothing to worry about. It's just natural"

She lazily wiped at her face and sighed jadedly. "I'm not sure…" Thoughts of what the others would think quickly invaded her mind, making her heart thump ferociously against her chest. What if they found out? How would Michael and his mother react?

"They don't need to know…" he answered her meandering thoughts. "Unless" an abhorrent grin soon crossed his burnt visage and gingerly tapped a blade against her cheek, "you really want to tell them. Maybe have a heart to heart with Michael"

Her heart sank into the depths of her stomach, there was no way she could disclosed what has been happening to Michael. It would break his heart, destroy their relationship. Everything that has occurred over the last few nights, the touching and the sex had to kept hidden from them. As for going forward, visiting her father in her dreams each night, she was adamant that nothing else would happen between them. She would use whatever willpower she had left to resist him. Because she knew that if she didn't, then whatever rationality she had left would be annihilated. "I'm not telling them. It's none of their business. Anyway, it's not that I'll be giving into you again. That was the last time. It's over"

Freddy chuckled impishly at her and withdrew his bladed glove from her face, "Oh, you think you have the power to resist, do you?"

"Yes, I do" she resolutely replied and took a step back from him.

"Mmm…" he raised his blades to his lips and lightly licked them with his tongue. He then flashed a sadistic smile at her. "We'll see baby girl. We'll see"

She crossed her arms against her chest and glowered at him with determination. "Let me wake up"

"No kiss for daddy, before you go?" he lecherously wagged his blistered tongue at her.

Her face scrunched up in repulsion and she swivelled away from him, towards the boarded-up window. She heard the floorboards creak as he walked up behind her and gently clasped his clawed talons around her right shoulder. His lips brushed her hair as he asked, "You'll see me tomorrow night?"

A trail tear slid down her right cheek and she pondered for a moment. If she were to go to sleep, would she have the strength to resist if he came onto her again? Of course, she wanted to be around him, to be in his company at night time. There was no denying that. But she knew how wily he could be. It was time she took a stand against him and fight against his advances. She felt the cool steel of his blades tauten around her shoulder blade, a sign he was growing impatient with her lack of response. Craning her head over her right shoulder she stared ardently at him. "Yes, I will"

"That's my girl" Freddy cooed, and he let his blades uncurl from her bare shoulder.

She took the chance to turn to face him and waited. "Go on. Wake me up"

His blemished black lips recoiled back into a grin and with he pointed a blade at her. With a swift click forward of the blade she was catapulted backwards, out of the dream…

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Author's Note: Hello everyone, I'm back. It's been a year I know. I apologise. Life just seems to get in the way. I know this is short, but I wanted to put something up. Next chapter will be longer. I'm not sure when it be posted, but please bear with me.

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