AN: This chapter is very Fluffy :D Gotta love Blaine! Dont worry more Kilo later! FYI That means Kimmie/Shilo XD Kimmie sings her song in the next chapter but the thing is I dont have one! Somone please give me a song O_O btw the alignment is off and i cant fix it . sorry guys
"Blaine! Upstairs! Now!" Kurt rushed up the stairs expecting his boyfriend to fallow. He did of coarse.
"What is it?" He asked a bit confused. They had to preform in 20 minuets and Blaine was getting Anxious.
"I talked to Kimmie! Not only does she play for our team, which I already knew,but she likes Shilo! Shes gonna sing! After us!"
"Kurt that's awsome! What's she gonna sing?"
"I have no idea. She wont say." The younger boy lept into Blaine's arms. "We did it!" he whispered. The older boy smiled. "I love you Blaine…"
"I don't see why,"
Kurt pulled away looking astonished. "Everytime I tell you I love you… you say that…"
Blaine took a deep breath, "Fine. I-I like you too,"
"But you don't love me?"
"No I do but-"
"Then say it!" Kurt was clearly frusterated as he crossed his arms over his chest.
"I-I- Kurt…" He ran a hand threw his hair, "I-I- I cant say it! I cant!"
Kurts eyes narrowed, "I knew this was to good to be true! Find someone else to sing with! I can not believe you right now! You can't even say you love me!" He stomped down the stairs leaving Blaine standing there with teary eyes. Flashbacks kept dancing to threw his head.
"I love you," Blaine whispered softly. He had never said it before but he was sure he loved Jeramiah.
"Wait, what did you say?"
"I love you," He smiled.
"Okay that is just gross," Jeramiah looked repulsed, "Why would I love you? Your just- ew. Never say that again! Nobody will ever love you!"
Boy had that just killed his self esteme. He vowed to never speak the word again. He didn't want to get hurt again. That's the last thing he needed right now. However , Kurt had said it first. Did that mean Kurt really did love him? How had he just made Kurt feel by not saying it back? Oh no, he thought, I just made Kurt feel the same exact way I did that day…
He sank to the floor, head in his hands, sobbing.
"Show time," Shilo said peaking her head around the door, "Oh my god B. Are you okay?" He shook his head. "He said he loved me again…. And I didn't say it back… and we got into a fight and- and- He told me to find someone else to sing with and- And I wanted to say it but- but-…" his voice trailed off as she sank to her knees next to him and pulled him to her. She made verious shushing noises as she rocked him. "I wan't to tell him so bad but I- I- What if he doesn't mean it… and I love him… I cant- I cant-" He took a deep breathe, "I- Cant- Lose- Him- Shi," He began sobbing harder.
"Blaine… Sweety… you were gonna tell him tonight anyways so why don't cha? You were gonna sing right? So why don't cha go first?"
He nodded, "I have to shi" His voice was low, "I can not lose him."
"I know B, I know." She helped him to his feet and led him down the stairs. She picked up a microphone from were it was laying on the table and turned it on.
"Hey guys," She adressed her audience, "I promised you a preformance and your gonna get one. But first Blaine has something important to say. Don't worry B! You can do this!" She handed him the microphone and he winced when he noticed the cold stair Kurt was giving him. Hw wiped the remaining tears from his eyes and began.
"Urm… Hi you guys. As all of you know I'm gay and I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world." He neverously glanced at Kurt, whose expression had softened but was still semi-glairing. "And I think I just might have blown everything with him because I was to afraid to say one little word. The L-word. Its just two words, and I can't say them in total fear that I will get hurt, like everytime I said it. I vowed to never ever say it again, no matter what the circumstances but I have to face the facts. I am madly in love with Kurt but I can't even say it to his face. What is wrong with me? Kurt Hummle,You are the most amazing person I have ever met and I don't deserve you! You deserve so much better but truth is… I love you. I'm so deeply in love with you sometimes it hurts. Kurt… this song is for you," He glanced at Kurt one more time but the boys features had changed. His face was soft and he was actually tearing up. Blaine smiled at him and began his song.
Absolutely no one who knows me better
No one that can make me feel so good
How did we stay so long together?
Everybody, everybody said we never would
And just when I
Start to think they're right
The love has died
There you go making my heart beat again
Heart beat again, heart beat again
There you go making me feel like a kid
Won't you do it, do it one time?
There you go pulling me right back in
Right back in, right back in
And I know I'm never letting this go
I'm stuck on you
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, stuck like glue
You and me baby, we're stuck like glue
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, stuck like glue
You and me baby, we're stuck like glue
Some days I don't feel like trying
Some days you know I wanna just give up
When it doesn't matter who's right
Fight about it all night
Had enough, you give me that look
I'm sorry baby let's make up
You do that thing that makes me laugh
And just like that
There you go making my heart beat again
Heart beat again, heart beat again
There you go making me feel like a kid
Won't you do it, do it one time?
There you go pulling me right back in
Right back in, right back in
And I know I'm never letting this go
I'm stuck on you
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, stuck like glue
You and me baby, we're stuck like glue
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, stuck like glue
You and me baby, we're stuck like glue.
Kurt practically ran over to Blaine and jumped into his arms. "You forgive me?" Blaine asked.
"How could I not?" Kurt replied still crying. The older boy wiped the tears away with his finger.
"So Kurt Hummle, what do you say? Take me back." Kurt smilied and glanced at Darian, "I would take that camera out if I were you," he looked back at Blaine and said, "Are you gonna kiss me or not?" Blaine didn't need to be asked twice. He cuped the boys face and brought it to him. He saw a camera flash as soon as their lips were touching. Darian, he thought with a smile. There were various, oohhs and awwws from the audience, and lots and lots of clapping. When they pulled away from each other they faced the audience, Everyone was clapping and cheering. Shilo was wipping a tear from her eye, the biggest smile on her face. Kurt slipped his hand into Blaine's, interlacing their fingers as he leaned his head on his shoulder. Darian snapped another photo giggling. Kurt smiled at her. They sang a little bit of their song and bowed. More clapping fallowed. "I hope you all enjoyed it," Shilo said.
"Shilo sit down," Blaine said into the mic, grinning like mad. "We have a little present for you," Kurt added. Shilo looked genualy confused. "What? I thought your song was my present,"
"It was gonna be until we found something better," They exchanged glances, "And I didn't even have to break my promise! With Kurt's help we got you the greatest prestent of all time. Ladies and Gentlemen, please welcome Kimmie Barnett to the stage, err floor I mean," Everybody clapped as Blaine handed the microphone over. Shilo looked horrifyed.
"Shilo, my darling, Let me just say that I wish I had told you this sooner but its your birthday so I figured what better time. I can't actually say it so I'm gonna sing it…"
Kurt and Blaine held onto eachother. They knew it was a job well done.
