i do not own kkm nor do i make money from writing this fic, it is solely for fun.
Author's Note:
This story is coming a long way and to tell the truth, i can't wait for it to get to the Yuuram already but i won't rush it though so be patient.
Thanks to yumi-chan and elle for giving me the boost to update earlier than usual.
THE BREAK UP
When wolfram woke up that morning he felt refreshed and full with energy. He could not remember the last time he has slept so deeply and wake up so content and happy. Another reason why he couldn't seem to stop smiling as he went down-stairs to join conrad for breakfast was the short poem he found on his bed when he woke up.
It was from sara. It was the most romantic poem he had ever read and he felt so...in love. Yes that was it. Lately his feelings for sara has been confusing and though he could still not say what they were out loud he knew that he was either in love with sara or on his way to falling deeply in love with him.
Thinking it, was easy but saying it was going to be impossible if anything. First he needed to make sure sara felt the same way about him then he would try not feed the older ones ego by just admitting that he was in love with him. Sara could get wrong ideas if wolfram were to just tell him that he might be in love with the jerk.
Like last night. Wolfram couldn't help the blush that coloured his cheeks when he thought of how close he was to giving his virginity to sara. What exactly entered his head that night was beyond his comprehension.
Wolfram may be prude but he was hopelessly romantic. He didn't want to give his virginity to just anybody and he wanted it to be special. That sounded so cliche but that was what he wanted.
"good morning wolfram" conrad greeted.
He was standing by the gas cooker, clad in a yellow apron and a spatula in hand as he stirred the bacon in the pan.
"ah good morning conrad. Oh that smells good" wolfram said and quickly took a seat on one the stool by the counter.
Conrad smiled "sleep well" he asked as he served wolfram a plate of bacon, scrambled egg, toast and jam.
"" wolfram replied hastily as he started to dig in to his breakfast. He did not eat anything through out yesterday and was absolutely famished.
"wow look at you, you finally have some colour on your skin." conrad said.
Wolfram noticed that conrad was not eating and didn't even have a plate down for himself.
"conrad aren't you eating" wolfram asked through a mouth fill with bacon and bread.
" im not really hungry and besides i have to go to work early" conrad replied.
Wolfram noticed that conrad was already dressed while himself was still in a blue tee-shirt and jean short.
The door of the house burst open and a woman shouted " wolfie im home!"
wolfram peeked out from the corner and saw his mother and father in the leaving room.
"mother, father what are you doing back here" wolfram asked curiously.
In a matter of seconds wolfram was crushed in his mother's bosom.
"oh wolfie is that how to welcome your parents who have been away for two weeks." cheri cried, hugging the life out of her son.
"didn't you miss us at all"
"mother...you are hurting me"
cheri finally released her son and looked tearfully at him.
"it's not that i didn't miss you mother, it's just i wasn't expecting you until next week." wolfram explained.
"oh yes!" cheri chirped "but then i remembered our camping trip!"
wolfram blinked blankly.
"uh camping trip" he asked.
"you know, the one we do every year! "
"but mother" wolfram all but whine.
"we haven't done any camping for two years now"
"which is why we should" cheri said matter of factly.
Conrad sighed as he looked at the suffering look wolfram gave him, begging him to try and stop their mother before she brings down another disaster on them but conrad did not share wolfram's dislike for camping trip. The camping trip is one of the time the family is closest to one another and after last night conrad thought it was best the whole family take a break to try and rekindle the family bond.
"why i think that is a brilliant idea mother, we should do it." conrad chirped in.
Wolfram looked like he wanted to die at that moment.
He didn't want to go to this stupid camping trip. Why on earth should he go up to the mountain just to suffer mosquito bites and other bugs? It was always hell having to sit down and listern to his parents brag and talk about their journey to who cares where. Wolfram loves his parents, heaven knows he does but he would rather die that listern to any of their stories.
Now the only way to truelly escape this was to invite one of his friends which is murata of course but maybe sara would like to come too so...
"oh conrad!" cheri all but squealed and rounded the counter to hug her oldest son.
"you look good today! How is lady julian"
"she is fine although she is always complaining about my inability to spend enough time with her." conrad stated.
" oh i know you should bring her along! After all she is going to be a member of the family soon" cheri said excitedly.
Wolfram saw this as a cue to say what was on his mind.
"then if that's the case i can bring murata and sara too then." he asked.
Cheri looked about to object when rufus came up behind wolfram.
"sure son, you can bring anyone you like." he said then looked at his wife with a smile on his lips. That seem to melt any objection the older blonde wanted to say and she just smiled.
LINE BREAK.
Friday was one of the most care free day at royal high and everyone behaved the way they wanted, even wolfram gave up a little of his strict side on this day.
After mid-break all wolfram had was biology class and then he was closed for the day.
He had already told murata during class about the camping trip and murata agreed to come so long he could convince his aunt to allow him. Now all that's left is sara. If he could only find the blonde.
Wolfram was about the round into the left hall when he ran into someone. He hadn't been moving fast if not he would have landed on his ass but he was just pushed back a little and a hand cautioned him, holding onto his wrist.
"im sorry wolfram. Are you okay, did i hurt you" a voice said from in front of him.
He looked up and met the innocent black eyes of the japanese prince.
"oh it's you" wolfram said scathingly.
"sorry. I have been looking for you." Yuuri said. He was flustered and fidgeting.
He had a speech prepared for wolfram and was trying to keep his mind together but God he was so nervous. When was the last time he has ever been this nervous. Wolfram always brought out this side of him. Last night he had came to conclusion that separating sara from wolfram won't help him win the blonde in fact if wolfram found out he caused the end of his relationship with sara the blonde would never forgive him so he decided to win wolfram back in his own way.
"looking for me? Whatever for." Wolfram asked.
"i...i know that when i first go..got here i was a bit of a jerk to you so i-" Yuuri stuttered. Here he thought he came prepared.
"a bit? You were a world class jerk! Touching me, kissing me. You made my life a living hell!" wolfram shouted.
Yuuri wanted to shrink away from wolfram's wrath but he stood still letting wolfram scream his anger at him.
When he first came to the school he had thought wolfram remembered and was just playing hard to get, that was why he did what he did.
"im sorry wolfram, i really am. I won't make excuses for my behaviour because what i did was wrong and- and if you could forgive me and put it behind you i would really appreciate."
Yuuri stated hurriedly.
Wolfram looked suspiciously at him.
"why did you do it" he asked.
Yuuri swallowed. He couldn't tell wolfram the truth, not yet so he told him the closest to the truth.
"because i was fascinated with you. From the moment i saw you i was taken with you and i couldn't think of anything else. I just wanted to be with you, to make you happy. I could see myself living eternity with you happily and i knew that there was no one else for me no one-"
by this time Yuuri's eyes were already glazed over and he was seeing a much older version of wolfram with long blonde hair and sparkly green eyes, dressed in blue robe with white laces around the collar and edges.
The wolfram in his mind was smiling at him and his eyes was filled with so much love even though he would never say it outloud.
" i can't imagine life without you, all i ever wanted was to escape with you, to take you away from all the worries that surrounded us. I couldn't live without you and those times i did i never wanted to repeat. You are my love, my heart, my soulmate. I love you wolfram" the rest was said in ancient japanese.
Wolfram was flushed and his heart was beating so fast he could hear it ringing in his ears. Why is he saying these things, he thought. They were so sweet and wolfram felt like they were for somebody else.
When Yuuri started to talk in some language wolfram couldn't detect the blonde realize that the raven was no longer in the present.
"hey, wimp are you in there" snapping his fingers in front of Yuuri's face.
"earth to Yuuri"
Yuuri snapped out of his daze and looked a little confused.
"what was i saying?" he asked.
Wolfram sighed.
"now i understand, you must have mistaken me for someone else."
he said then patted Yuuri on the back.
" you must have really loved this person huh"
Yuuri looked long at wolfram then nodded.
"yeah. He was my world, my everything. It's hell living like this without him." Yuuri replied.
Him?' wolfram couldn't help but think but then just gave a mental laugh.
"you know what i will forgive you and we can try and be friends okay?"
Yuuri nodded with a smile on his lips.
" my parents and i are going on a camping trip tomorrow, to me it's just another form of hell but if i have friends around it would be easier, You wanna come." wolfram asked.
The smile that graced Yuuri's face was so breathtaking it literaly took wolfram's breath away.
" of course! I wouldn't miss it for the world" the raven said.
It's just a camping trip, wolfram thought, don't sound like im giving you some sort of magic key to happiness.
As they went different directions wolfram couldn't help but think about the look on Yuuri's face and those words he said. Ah what would he give to be loved so completely. Now where is that jerk.
LINE BREAK
At two on saturday the gang set out for the camping trip. They were suppose to be camping somewhere close to home. Wolfram was so disappointed when his mother refused to rent a ruv and said they would have to trek and climb to get to where they were going. Wolfram was so pissed but there was nothing he could do about it so he trudge through the muddy road to the mountain. His white shoe was now brown and he was going to have to buy a knew one when they get home.
Murata was busy keeping up a conversation with cheri while sara walked side by side with wolfram. At first wolfram was thrilled untill he notice sara was starting to act over protective, again. So he picked up pace and was now walking with Yuuri. The last thing he need was to walk with the paranoid blonde.
They finally came to a sloped hill and there they rested. Wolfram had never walked so much in his life. He downed a bottled of cold water and poured another on his hair.
He did not notice the two predator eyes that followed the line of water that went from his hair to his neck and down into his tee-shirt cooling the hot skin underneat.
The eyes that looked longingly at those lips as they took more water in and hands that traced the hot face of it's owner.
Yuuri caught himself and looked away but sara did not, actually he could not. He couldn't help but think about wolfram, ever since that night when his restraint was put to the test. He couldn't help it, he couldn't help the fact that he wanted wolfram so damn much.
Wolfram caught sara staring at him and flushed. He suddenly became self-conscious.
They started climbing and climbing and wolfram thought he would die before they get to the top of where ever the hell they were going.
His palms were sweaty and his breathing was heavy, he could bearly see the front of him. He gripped a rock to pull himself forward but lost his grip and started to fall back.
He could hear his mother and brother scream out his name as he fell backwards.
A hand caught his and he looked up to meet black orbs.
"wolfram!" Yuuri called.
"hold on tight, don't let go"
he tried to hold on to Yuuri's hand but his hands were sweaty and he began to slip. If he falls down from up here he could become paralyzed.
"my hands are sweaty" he tried through a dried throat.
"trust me" Yuuri said. Wolfram gaped at Yuuri and the face in front of him blurred then a much older version of Yuuri became clear.
"trust me wolf" the older Yuuri said.
LINE BREAK
When wolfram opened his eyes it was dark and he was inside a tent. He got up and looked at himself, damn he reeked of sweat.
He got up and exit the tent. Outside was lively. There was a huge camp fire going on and his mum and dad were seated on one side while his friends on the other. They were laughing and making jokes.
Wolfram's eyes moved without his control to where Yuuri was seated talking with conrad. The two became close from the moment they met.
Conrad was talking and Yuuri was smiling. Yuuri picked a slice potato and started to roast it over the fire.
The vision suddenly blurred and wolfram saw much older version of Yuuri seated over a fire just like the one his parents made but he was alone. Older Yuuri looked up and smiled, it was so breathtaking.
"are you coming to eat or what" Yuuri asked.
Wolfram did know if he should respond or not so he just gaped at older Yuuri.
"hey wolf-chan you okay" murata's voice broke into his vision.
Wolfram blinked and was met with the first sight he had seen when he came out of the tent. Shaking his head wolfram left. He walked for a while and found a rock with following water.
He used his hand to cup some what and splash on his face.
What was that vision earlier, he thought, was he just going in insane or maybe it's an after effect of the nightmares he had. But he did get any nightmares last night.
Sighing softly wolfram started pulling off his clothes then he bathed with the water. After he was fresh and clean he realized he didn't bring a change of clothes.
He smelled his clothes to see if he could wear them but they smelled so bad he couldn't do it. He sighed well the only woman there was his mother and the others were guys. Hell no he would not be walking naked back to camp! There was still that pervert sara and- murata and even Yuuri though the raven is repentant doesn't make him any less of a pervert. Now then what.
He heard a sound and quickly covered his private region with his short.
"who is there " he called.
"it's me" sara's voice came from behind a tree.
"sara? How dare you sneak up on me like that. Did you enjoy the show" wolfram said, annoyed.
"i swear i didn't see anything but i wanted to bring you a change of clothes since i didn't see you with one." sara said and put the clothes on top of a rock without looking back at wolfram.
Wolfram smiled a little then frowned.
"don't you dare look" he said as he made his way towards sara and his clothes.
When he was finally decent sara came out of hiding and sighed.
"don't do that again" wolfram said " but thank you, i don't know what i would have done if you hadn't come."
sara nodded and took a seat on the rock wolfram followed suit and they just sat there enjoying the calm breeze.
"wolfram" sara called.
"hm"
"do you love me"
wolfram shot up at once, a good flush on his face and began to stutter "why-why do..you ask"
"i want to know" sara said turning to face the blushing blonde.
"well...do you love me" wolfram asked.
His heart started to thud again. Did he love sara, well yes, even if he didn't he was really close.
"you know the answer to that question wolfram" sara replied, he was looking at wolfram trying to read him.
Wolfram fidgeted more, he was very romantic but only at the recieving end of it. What would he say.
"i...i think so um i like you, i mean as a person and all..i" wolfram continued .
Damn it. Why couldn't he say it right.
I don't know if i love you sara but i might be on the very edge of falling in love with you! Simple, now just say it. But his tongue was tied.
"i see" sara muttered looking down.
"then it should be easier to do this" he said then with a single movement caught wolfram's lips in his and kissed the blonde deeply. His tongue pried wolfram's lips open and delve into memorize every contour of wolfram's delicate mouth. Wolfram began to respond but sara couldn't take it. He could feel the tears at the back of his throat as he separated from wolfram.
" wolfram i want to break up" he said and wolfram went rock still
"what" wolfram managed
"goodbye wolfram."
something about those words paralyzed wolfram.
Goodbye. Goodbye. Why.
Author's Note:
and*sniffs* that is the end of the break up. Sara won't been seen in this story anymore. Those who hate him i hope you are happy*wails uncontrollably*