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Soo sorry about the shortness but I don't have much to work with. I'll try to make it longer but I'm sure how it's going to work. I hope you like my finished chapter 10. And if it takes a while for me to update it's because preseason of field hockey is killer. Two practices a day for a week. Oh and by the way Taylor Swift has a new song out! It's called Mine and it's one of her best songs :).
I got up that morning and was still tired. You can't get any sleep when you have someone on your mind can you? A yawn answered that question. She just doesn't want to leave my mind does she? I mean I was always thinking about her and if I'm not thinking about her in two minutes something will remind me of her and I'll be thinking about her again.
I walked out of my room and found Angela in my kitchen with her head in my fridge. I jumped and shouted. "Ange you scared the crap out of me." I forgot she stayed over last night after the concert.
"Sorry Bella. What did you forget I was here?" She asked with a teasing smile that was slightly serious. Well yes I did, I have a lot on my mind, I said mentally.
"Yeah." I said distracted. By the look on her face Angela knew that something was on my mind. I couldn't tell if she knew what it was or not.
"This girl is going to kill you, you know." She said jokingly and with a smile while pouring a class of milk. Angela could read me like a book, so of course she knew. "Oh and I wanted to ask you since when did you play for that team? I'm a little hurt you didn't tell me you were gay sooner." She frowned a little.
"Okay first of all I'm not gay. She's the only women I was and ever will be attracted to. And I know she's going to kill me but I can't help it. She always finds a way into my head, and I don't want to get rid of the thought of her. Gosh Ange do I sound desperate?" I asked. To me it kind of did sound desperate, especially since I barely know her.
"Oh okay I get it now. Bella you worry too much. Just be yourself and don't worry if it's meant to be then it will work out fine. But I do have to say maybe you should slow things down a little bit. I mean I know how you feel about her, trust me Ben makes me feel the same way, but you don't know how she feels. And you should wait to find out because maybe she doesn't feel that way yet but her feelings could grow, as yours could," She said seriously, and I knew she knows what she's talking about. She is smart and I will listen to her.
"Does that mean if it wasn't meant to be it wouldn't work out? And I will try to slow things down. And should I still invite her to come with us this weekend?" I asked.
"I would say so but you have to remember if it doesn't work out in the beginning that doesn't mean it won't work out in the end. And yes still invite her because you could get to know her." Angela said. She was the best friend any girl could ever ask for, I swear. What did I ever do to deserve her? I guess we just had a lot in common.
"Okay Thanks Ange, you are the best." I said. "But I should probably be getting ready for work." I said not very thrilled. At least I got Jess.
"Yeah I got to go to work." she said drinking the last of her milk and putting her cup in the sink.
"Who's show are you doing?" I asked curious.
"Justin Bieber." She said with a disgusted face. Ha! That's funny. Poor Ange.
"Ewe, he's not even cute and he sounds like a girl, therefore he didn't go through puberty yet. So he's too young for my taste," I said trying not to laugh.
"Hey you shut up." She obviously saw that I was holding in my laugh.
I burst out laughing. "Sorry Ange, that's just too funny. You might want to take ear plugs or something his high voice might burst your ear drums," I laughed some more and this time Angela joined in.
"You are funny Bells, but I'm going to hate all the screaming teenage girls that actually like him. They are going to be oh so annoying." She frowned. I bet they will be annoying. Too bad it wasn't the Jonas Brothers they are at least better than Justin Beiber, and have gone through the whole puberty thing so they sound more like guys than girls. And Nick isn't bad to look at if I was into younger guys. He's under eighteen, that wouldn't go down too well, plus I have other people on my mind.
"Good luck with work today," I said with a teasing smirk.
Angela stuck out her tongue at me. As she was walking to the door she said "See you later Bella, I'll call you tonight. Love ya." We always say that to each other, because I did love her even if it's only as a friend.
"Okay bye Ange. Love ya too."
After she left I was off to get ready for my own work with worries about all the plans that were made last night, and with a certain girl still on my mind.
Okay so I'm really sorry about the wait and the shortness. Field hockey, starting high school, and a hag from hell (as me and my friends like to call her) who still makes me sad when I think about her but I know I shouldn't care about her. Oh and sorry for the people who actually like that Justin kid. I don't. I mean he's sort of cute but defiantly does sound like a girl and not my type, it would seem I'm into older guys and fictional ones :). And I don't really like any of his music. I like girl singers better haha. And I didn't realize that until right now. At least the worst of field hockey is over and my thighs have officially grown. Stupid running haha.
