HI guys so I'm trying a new form of writing…. If words have quotes (".") around them, then that (obviously) means they are talking…other than that they are thinking. And then their actions are in (,) still.

So here is chapter 10 of iDo care..

After about 10 min of Carly telling Sam about her relationship with Freddie…

Sam: This did NOT make any sense..what Carly was telling me. "So I hate him?"

Carly: hmm, well how do I answer that! (chuckles) "well you fight with him a lot, yell at him, physically and mentally hurt him, tease him, call him a nub, and you two biker a lot so I guess you can say you hate him….in a way"

Sam: "But I also love him?"

Carly: (smiles) "yeah you do"

Sam: Okay its official, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON! I mean, for some reason I had an urge to call that…Freddie… kid a nub when he was crying, but I quickly told myself not to, for some unknown reason. So when Carly said I used to call him a nub a lot, it kind of shocked me. Another thing is this 'iCarly' thing.. what the chizz is that? The only thing I really understand at the moment is that I love/hate this kid Freddie..who I DON'T EVEN KNOW! "how is that possible?"

Carly: "how is what possible?"

Sam: "That I can love and hate someone…the SAME person, at the SAME time! I just don't understand!" (lays back down in bed)

Carly: "this is probably too much to take in at once so lets just move on from that um….subject.."

Sam: (covers face with hands) "gladly!"

Carly: (wonders what to talk about for a second) "Hey! Do you remember Ridgeway?"

Sam: (takes hands off face) " …Highschool, ugh!don't remind me!"

Carly: Well this was weird…it seemed like Sam remembers everything except Freddie…and iCarly, but that seemed about it. She still had an abnormal craving for food. She was still grumpy, and kind of rude, but she didn't remember Freddie! "Well that's good that you remember that." (smiles weakly)

Dr. J: (walks in) "Hello Carly!"

Carly: (turns to face Dr. J) "Hi, so sam is improving"

Dr. J: (smiles) " yes she is, she seems to be remembering more and more each day"

Carly: "wait, so if she doesn't remember something today, is there a chance that she could remember it soon?...like, tomorrow?"

Dr. J: "theres a chance, but there is no guarantee that she will remember everything"

Carly: (saddens) "oh.."

Sam: (Sleeping) "….Fred…..ddiie…"

Carly: "what? I thought you said you—(sees that sam is asleep) –oh, wait what?"

Dr. j: (worried) "is there a problem?"

Carly: (still looking at Sam in disbelief) "Sam….she, she doesn't remember Freddie, the person that she was saying in her sleep, she said she doesn't remember him yet—"

Sam: (sleeping) "don't go Freddie, don't please, im sorry!" (starts to cry)

Freddie: (walks in) „Okay, I'm better now….I just needed some time.."

Sam: (smiles in sleep) "Thank you"

Carly: NO WAY! So Sam remembers Freddie in her sleep! And she can tell when he is present in the room? Wow, that's some major chizz (good chizz) right there! Wow, this is amazing!

Freddie: (looks at Sam) "who is she talking to?"

Carly: (looks at Sam then back at Freddie) "oh, shes just sleep talking I guess"

Freddie: (nods)

Sam: (dreams) steps on to the bridge, looks over the side and there is nothing, nothing around her either, just this bridge that leads into white. "where am I?" she shouts. "Samantha this bridge represents where you go in life, you are standing in the middle of two destinies." said a voice in her head. She looked down to see that she is now in the middle of the bridge. "whats that supposed to mean?" she shouts at the voice she heard before. "at each end of the bridge is a future, that you can have, but you must choose which future you want. I can't help you anymore." Replied the voice. "wait, can you say that again?". No answer. She sighed in frustration. She looked to her left at one end of the bridge, the side that she thought she was standing on before she heard the voice. She saw herself, in jail, looking like crap, crying, swearing, and lonely. Then she looked to her right. She was in college, smiling, looking healthy and happy, she was holding hands with someone too. She looked up to see that it was Freddie. Freddie was smiling too, and looking at her lovingly. She looked down again, took a deep breath, and took a step to the right.

LONGEST CHAPTER TO DATE! Haha So I NEED to know what you thought of it, love it or hate it? Im not gonna know unless you tell me! Hahaha this is my favorite chapter so far, emphasis on the so far! It WILL get better for sam, and for Freddie! And don't worry about Pam, shes coming back to the storyline soon…but anyways I am really happy about the way this chapter turned out…what about you though?