So here's chapter 10. Sorry it's been awhile, I had to deal with some family stuff and then school started so I have been all over the place. I will try to update more often.
Disclaimer- I do not own anything Twilight.
Dinner with Paul's family went better than I expected it to go. I didn't feel awkward like I did when I had dinner with other guy's families. Like he said, his sister and I hit it off. I liked being around his family and they seemed to like me too.
When I finally went home, Bronson was kind of annoyed with me but he still thought I was at Kim's house the entire time. I didn't tell him about Paul and me because that would be a whole new fight. I would keep it to myself and just let things happen. I was dating Paul and they couldn't do anything about it.
When Monday came, I drove myself to Paul's house first. He wanted to drive me to school and tell me something.
"So, you know this is the first day you will be seen as my girlfriend." He told me as he handed me a coffee.
"Yeah?"
"People might stare and whisper."
"I know but I'm okay with that."
"Good." He kissed me, "Shall we get to school?" I nodded and we got into the truck. When we pulled up to the school, he cut the engine and looked at me, "Ready?" I nodded and we both got out. He came around to my side of the car and took my hand. We walked through the parking lot and into the hallways. People were staring and some of Paul's old flings were even glaring at me. I didn't mind it but I guess that no matter how many times the guy you like sleeps with other women you will still like him.
We got to my locker and Paul waited while I grabbed my books. We didn't have much time to join our friends before the bell rang. He walked me to class and kissed me, "I'll see you after class." I smiled and kissed him again before he went to his own class.
My classes passed slowly with everyone staring and whispering about me. I ignored them because I was happy with Paul but I knew lunch would be different. My brother and friends would be there and I'm sure I would have to explain something.
When lunch came, Paul met up with me before we walked into the cafeteria. I felt the stares and I knew Paul did to but he acted like nothing was wrong. He left me to go get something to eat and I sat down at my usual table. I noticed Embry was not with us today.
"Hey guys." I smiled, somewhere nice enough to reply back but my brother and Jacob were staring at me. It was defiantly an awkward lunch. "So how was your weekend?" Tori asked me, and I smiled. She was still talking to me and didn't mind me dating Paul.
"My weekend was okay." Besides seeing my boyfriend and best friend explode into dogs. "What about yours."
She shrugged, "It was okay, I guess. I got grounded for a week."
"Why?" I asked and she started in on her story. I didn't mind listening to her talk, it was better than being stared at.
Lunch passed kind of slow, since I could feel my brother staring at me the entire time. I really was not looking forward to going home. But of course that had to come and not even Paul could help me. He had to go to work so I was forced to go home.
Once I was inside and the door was closed Tristan looked at me, "Would you like to tell me why you were hanging all over Cockmunch?"
"Well if my Cockmunch you mean Paul, I was hanging on him because he asked me out."
"And you said yes?"
I nodded, "Yeah, I happen to like him."
"We told you not to date him."
"And I told you guys a long time ago to not be my parents."
"We aren't being you parents, we are trying to protect you."
"By being my parents. I'm old enough to make my decisions and I don't care what you say about Paul. I will date him and there is nothing you can do about it."
He threw his hands up, "Fine whatever, date him. I don't give a fuck anymore. But when you end up with an STD or pregnant I don't want to hear about it. I really can't keep protecting you."
"You don't have to. You guys always told me to find someone that would make me happy like Derek and Paul does that."
"You don't know that."
"Yes I do."
He sighed, "Whatever, I guess." He went upstairs to his room and I went mine. I had one brother down and only three more to go. I really didn't want to have to tell them but it would come up.
I started on some homework but was interrupted when Paul texted me. I smiled and replied. It was a little conversation nothing important but it was still nice. I eventually did get my homework done but didn't leave my room. I didn't want to deal with my brother right now, well just Bronson really. I wanted to talk to Roan, he would understand.
I went to his room and he was sitting at his desk. I walked over and pulled up a chair. He looked up and smiled at me, "Hey sis what's up?"
"I have to tell you something, are you busy?" I asked, looking at the huge stack of paper in front of him.
"No, I'm just finally organizing all the papers that I have shoved away."
"Oh." I paused, "So you know how I have been hanging out with Paul?"
"Yeah?"
"We are kind of dating now."
"Yeah, I know."
"How?"
"Word travels fast in a small town."
"Crap, so Bronson probably already knows."
"Probably."
"He's going to be really mad."
"Oh yeah, maybe you should hide."
I gave him a look, "Really? I would never come out."
He smirked, "Well, he'll be home soon." He looked back down at the papers.
"Don't tell him anything." I told him as I left his room. I went into mine, I closed the door and put on a little music. I was hoping that if Bronson thought I was busy or something he wouldn't bother me. Chances are if he knew he wasn't going to say anything right away but if he didn't know then I wouldn't have to tell him.
I stayed in my room for the rest of the night because facing Ryan and Bronson was not really something I wanted to do. I wasn't ashamed of being with Paul but I was afraid of what they were going to say. I didn't like seeing them mad especially at me.
Tuesday passed and Bronson still hadn't said anything but I knew he had to know, the whole town was talking about it. Everywhere I went I could feel people staring at me and hear them whispering. I knew they were shocked I mean everyone knew my parents so they knew me. I was never really got into very much trouble or did things this shocking I guess. I guess to the town I was a sweet girl and now I was dating a 'punk' like Paul. I just hoping that this wasn't an excuse for everyone to get involved in my business and judge me for every little thing I did.
When Wednesday came I really didn't want to go to school. I wanted to just spend the day with Paul. When he came to pick me up, I smiled and said, "Paul could we not go to school today? I really just want to be with you."
He chuckled, "Are your brothers going to think that's okay?"
"It won't matter, please?" I begged as I kissed his neck.
"If we get caught, we are so busted." He shook his head but put the truck in gear. I smiled and took his hand.
"We won't get caught."
"You are very seductive today."
I smirked, "Well, I was thinking maybe we could do something."
He smiled, "We could go to my brother's house. He lets me crash there sometimes."
"Won't he care that we aren't in school?"
"Nope."
I smiled and leaned back against the seat. I went through all the things Paul and I could do with the day. Most of the stuff I was thinking would probably make Jared mad but Paul very happy. We pulled up to his brother's house and we got out. He knocked on the door and his brother opened, "Hey, shouldn't you be in school?"
"Yeah, but we're skipping. Mind if we use a room?"
"If you want." He replied, "Keep it down." He told us and we headed down the hallway. We went into a room and Paul locked the door. I smiled and went to the bed. I laid down and looked over at him. He smirked and got over me. He kissed me and we started making out.
I didn't know how long we had been making out but by now he was down to jeans and I was still clothed. I didn't mind still being clothed, it was Paul's body that I wanted to see not mine. I could spend the rest of my life just looking at Paul. He had the perfect body that every guy worked so hard to get and everyone girl dreamed of seeing. I sat up and looked at him. "I want to do something for you."
"I'm fine, babe."
"Come on, Paul. You've made me feel so good. I wanna do something for you."
"We haven't even been dating for a month. I don't want to make you look like just another girl. I really want to make this work. Maybe when we've been together for a while."
I frowned, "I feel bad that you've done something for me but I haven't done anything for you."
"It's okay." He kissed me, "Can I ask you something?"
"Sure." I moved closer to him.
"I might have asked you before but how far had you gone with Derek?"
"We made out, I had my shirt off, and sometimes we were both in our underwear. He never touched me without clothing in between. I touched him, but never without clothes on."
He nodded, "Why do you want to rush into this?"
"I don't know. I guess maybe because it's been a long time since I had someone that made me feel like you do. My last two boyfriends were crappy and they didn't touch me for me. They did it for themselves."
He leaned up and kissed me, "Well, I'll do it for you." He looked at me and then smirked, "Do you want something now?" I nodded, "I bet you I came make you come in one touch."
I smiled, "I doubt it but, you can try."
He smiled and got up. He laid me on my back, "But your hands under you, I don't want any cheating from you." I did what he said and he unbuttoned my pants. He kissed me and he slipped his hand into my pants. He kept kissing me and he slide one finger into me. He kept going and I felt a small pain.
"Ow, Paul." I shifted my hips.
"Don't, it's fine. I didn't break anything. I promise. It might hurt a little." He assured me and kissed me. My heart started to beat and then he stopped. He smirked at me and tapped his finger. I felt a new sensation, and I shifted my hips again. He rubbed his hand into my bump and tapped me again. I moaned and I came. It wasn't like what he had given me before but it still went through my whole body.
When I came down he pulled out. I looked up at him and he was licking his fingers. He smirked, "I told you."
"That was more than one touch." I smiled and kissed him. We laid together while I waited for my muscles to stop shaking. I'm pretty sure Paul was happy with his work.
He looked at me and kissed me, "I'm hungry, you wanna get something to eat."
"I ate breakfast, so I'm okay."
"Well, I'm starving." He got out of the bed and pulled on his shirt. I got up and buttoned my pants. We got into his truck and headed to a diner. We got a table in the back and Paul ordered instantly. He even got an appetizer that was probably made for than four people.
"God, you eat a lot." I told him.
"Oh, yeah, I didn't tell you. Since, I'm a wolf my metabolism is faster. We are constantly eating."
"I can tell."
"Are you sure you're not hungry?" He asked me as he tried to go back to eating like a person. I knew that if I wasn't around him he would probably be hoovering the table but he was trying to act like a gentleman even though he was starving. I thought it was kind of cute.
"No, I'm fine. I'm not hungry."
"What would you like to do?"
I shrugged, "I don't know."
He chuckled, "Okay then, so do you think we'll ever have dinner with your family?"
"I don't know, I still haven't told most of my brothers about you."
"Why?"
"Well, they don't like you."
"So, it's not like they can do anything. You can make your decisions. I mean would they do anything?" He paused, "Not that I'm saying to never listen to them. I mean I'm sure they have their reason to not like me. If I were them I wouldn't like me either."
I smiled, "It's just if I tell them we'll have a fight and I hate fighting with them. It makes me feel bad and since we are all so close it kind of puts tension in our house."
He nodded and we got the check. We were going to go to the beach but I had Paul take me home so I could at least say that I didn't feel good or something. Dating Paul was one thing but skipping school to be with him was another, so I would have to lie. Not that I minded, everybody lied and it was only a small lie.
When I got home I went into my room and changed into my shorts and a tank top. I went into the bathroom and took off my make-up and threw my hair up into a bun. I went back to my bedroom and got out my book I was supposed to be reading for school. I read my book for a while until I heard a car door outside. I looked out my window and saw Bronson and Jess coming into the house. I smiled, I had my way if telling Bronson about Paul. I waited until I heard Bronson coming up the stairs. He knocked on my door and came in.
"Hey, how come you weren't at school?"
"Um, I had some girl problems." I told him and watched as his face turned red.
"Okay, well, Jess is here, so she's staying for dinner."
"Okay, can you send her up here? I need to talk to her."
"Um, sure." He left my room and I sat on my bed, I at least got Bronson off my back. Jess came in and smiled at me.
"What's up?" She asked me, and sat down on the bed.
"I need you tell Bronson something for me. He'll take it better from you."
"Okay, what is it?"
"Well, I'm dating someone that he doesn't really like."
"Oh, I see. Don't you think you should tell him?"
"No, I mean I would but he scares me when he gets mad and I really don't want to tell him at all because he will be deployed soon and I don't need him thinking about me while he's away fighting."
"I would think it would be a relief for him to know that you're dating him but you're not in danger. Maybe if you tell him then we can meet this guy and then get to know him."
I sighed, "Well can you at least tell him that I have something to tell him?"
"Sure, I can do that." She hugged me, "It will work out just fine."
I smiled as she left the room and went back downstairs. I grabbed my phone and texted Paul, "Be prepared to hide, I'm telling my brothers tonight."
He replied right away, "Haha, it will be fine. Good Luck, text me later if you can."
I set my phone down and decided to head downstairs for something to eat. Bronson and Jess were already in the front room eating so I got something for myself and went back to my room so they didn't have me hanging around.
I waited to see of Bronson was going to come up; I really didn't want to be the one to start the conversation. I heard someone coming up the stairs but then nothing so I peeked out my door. Bronson and Jess were making out in the hallway. I closed the door and tried not to gag. I guess I would have more time before I had to tell Bronson.
I sat in my bed and tried to focus on homework but between thinking of Paul, how to tell Bronson and the noise of my brother having sex I couldn't think straight. I turned on my radio and tried to clear my head. The only thing that kept running through my mind was how I was going to tell Bronson. I needed to tell him, or I wasn't going to sleep tonight.
I waited until I was sure Bronson and Jess were done which was probably the most awkward thing I had ever done in my life. I went to their door and knocked. I waited before I poked my head in. Jess was asleep in the bed and Bronson was sitting next to her. He looked up when I came in.
"Hey, can we talk?" I asked him and he nodded. I didn't sit down because I wanted this it be quick. He got up and moved the end of the bed.
"Jess told me you had something to tell me."
"Yeah, I do," I paused, "I'm old enough to make my choices of how I date and well I think that I made a good choice."
"Okay."
"Bronson, I'm kind of dating Paul."
So what do you guys think? What will Bronson say? More importantly what is he going to do. Please review and thanks for reading :D
