Alone

By Zanessaforever18 & Cullen'Hale'Clearwater'Wannabe

Bella POV

"Edward .. Change me" I said finally letting it out.

Edward's expression froze like marble.

"No way! Why would you want that?" He asked puzzled.

"Because I want to be with you forever. I have been meaning to ask you for a while, I just never had the chance" I said looking down.

"No Bella! I refuse to take away your life" He said standing up and turning to gaze out the window.

"But i- " he interrupted me.

"No buts Bella… I will not to it." He said.

I walked hastily out the room.

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"Esme" I called walking down the stairs.

"Yes dear" she said standing in front of me in a flash

"wow.. uh where's Alice ?" I asked scanning my eyes around the room

"Oh erm.. her and the others have gone...Hunting" She said hesitating

" Esme .. Where are the twins? I left tony and Ellie with her." I said staring into her eyes.

"With them" She said fast without thinking.

" THEY TOOK MY BABIES WITH THEM TO HUNT!" I Shouted.

"Don't worry Bella, no one will be hunting… the children are half vampire so they have to feed. The trip was for them." She said surely.

"Well then ... Where's Carlisle?" I asked still curious.

"Oh he's in his Study" she said firmly.

I opened the door walked though the living, room up the stairs and into Carlisle's Study with Esme right behind me.

" Bella" Carlisle greeted me

"Hello Carlisle" I said smiling.

" What can I do you for Bella ?" He asked

" Well I need to ask you something" I said sitting next to Esme who reached for my hand.

" Go on..." He said shifting in his seat.

"I would like you to change me" I said firmly.

" well now Bella ... this is a very serious thing" He said leaning on his desk.

Esme squeezed my hand. I turned to her and she sent me an apologetic look. I didn't understand.

"I know please Carlisle. I have thought about it and I really want this. I have asked Edward and he refuses… you're my only hope." I said begging which wasn't really fair because Carlisle wasn't the one to turn down a plead.

"Very Well" He said sighing.

"thank-you" I said very gratefully standing up at the same time he did.

"Well... Lets do this in the living room" Esme interrupted.

We walked down the stairs. I wanted nothing more than Edward to be the one changing me. But he refused… at least I was getting what I wanted.

Edwards POV

I punched my TV. Yes stupid but I did.

I had heard Bella –my Bella beg Carlisle to doom her to this life. Carlisle had finally agreed. If Bella was this determined to get changed then I would do it for her. I sighed. Why did she have to be so stubborn?

"Edward would you like me to come in?" Esme thought and in a blink of a eye, Esme had her arm around me.

"Come on Son, its what she wants. I know something is getting at you and it's not Carlisle changing Bella." She said squeezing me. I loved Esme, she always knew what to say.

"I want to be the one to change her Esme. I want to give her what she wants. I am fully in-control" I said.

"Then what are you waiting for? Go Edward, before it's to late" she said pushing me out of the room.

She was right.

I sprinted down the stairs into the living room as fast as I could.

To see Carlisle bending over Bella inches away from her neck, the venom leaking from his mouth.

"WAIT! STOP!" I Shouted.

Carlisle pulled away in hurry and Bella sat up in shock.

"What's wrong Edward?" Bella asked.

I sighed. "Bella if this is really what you want, then I want to be the one who changes you" I said looking into her eyes. She smiled her perfect smile.

She laid back down and got comfortable. I leaned down and kissed her neck. I would miss the smell of her blood. I kissed her once more before I sunk my teeth deep into her neck.

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